Zhong Fangyuan's surgery went well.

Xue Mianmian said that she was bored at home and volunteered to accompany her for the operation.

She has always been afraid that there will not be enough excitement, since she has come to the hospital, she simply asked Lu Wei to come over after work, and by the way, we will go to see Fu Bing together.

When Lu Weibei received her invitation call, her mood was very complicated.

It's already Wednesday, Lu Wei doesn't count, Xue Mianmian's time is running out, she doesn't know why Mianmian has so much energy to worry about other people's affairs. She was worried that if she continued like this, she would regret that she was not focused enough on her life when she really waited for the day she left.

Lu Wei didn't think about it, and felt that no matter what, Xue Mianmian's matter couldn't be delayed any longer.

First of all, she had to do everything she could to raise Xue Mianmian's lifespan; second, no matter what, she had to remind Xue Mianmian that she was a terminally ill patient, a terminally ill patient! She should plan and arrange her life well, and not do whatever she wants, wasting her time there.

So she went to the appointment without saying a word. On the one hand, she really wanted to visit Yuan Yuan and Xiaoice, and on the other hand, she had to talk to Mianmian in person, so that she could adjust her mentality and not leave regrets in vain.

By the way, let's try to find out, what is the problem that makes Xue Mianmian only have thirty days left to live.

As far as the course of her illness is concerned, it shouldn't have been so quick anyway......

When Lu Weibei arrived at the hospital, Xue Mianmian was standing by Zhong Fangyuan's bedside, teasing her with interest.

"Then where do you and your boyfriend usually go on dates?" Xue Mianmian clicked and took a big bite of the apple and said with a smile.

"Dating is a beautiful word. Actually, dating doesn't need to be anywhere in the backstreet, in the classroom after school, by the basketball court...... As long as the person you love is there, love is there, you can date anywhere......" Zhong Fangyuan's eyes were shining, "It's like the apple in your hand, it's always so crisp and sweet......"

Lu Wei couldn't help but shudder.

Zhong Fangyuan's words are a bit strange.

Xue Mianmian couldn't help laughing, "So powerful, have you ever written a love letter?"

Zhong Fangyuan glanced at her lightly, "Vulgar." ”

"Vulgar, writing love letters is vulgar?" Xue Mianmian's eyes widened.

"I mean, you're vulgar. What is a love letter? If there is affection, it is a love letter. Zhong Fangyuan sighed leisurely, "When I write a letter to you, do I love you? Wrong! When I write a letter, I think of you every word, and that is the love for you." I sent you WeChat, but I just don't take you seriously? How is it possible...... When I want to send you a message when I'm eating, when I'm in class, I want to send you a message, when I'm dreaming, I want to send you a message, even if it's just a sentence or two, I want to send you a message, isn't that affection......?

Before she finished speaking, Xue Mianmian was already eating and laughing beside her.

Lu Wei didn't understand what was going on, Xue Mianmian was playing with her here while Zhong Fangyuan was anesthetized and didn't wake up.

She walked over angrily and funny, "Mianmian, you take it easy, you will have to have general anesthesia surgery then, be careful that she comes back to play with you then." ”

Xue Mianmian laughed so much that tears came out, "She won't remember this, and when the anesthesia passes, she will be able to save the fragment." Won't you talk to her? It's fun......"

Lu Weibei didn't have the interest or the courage, "Forget it...... What about her parents?"

Xue Mianmian smiled even more happily, "One went to buy her lychees, and the other went to buy bayberry for her, hahaha...... If you don't buy this girl, she will cry, saying that her parents don't respect her soul hahahaha......"

Lu Wei didn't look at the dead leaves outside the window that were blown by the cold wind.

I feel that the Zhong family's parents won't be able to come back for a while.

It is really not a righteous act to leave the patient who has just finished the operation and is talking nonsense, Lu Weibei dragged a stool and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Zhong Fangyuan was talking to the quilt and whimpered quietly, "You are so pitiful...... It's so white and immaculate, but you have to be in the company of this filth and filth......"

Xue Mianmian laughed so hard that she couldn't stand up straight on the bed.

Zhong Fangyuan glanced at her, "How shallow people are now, except for laughing, they just laugh." But the deepest souls in the world are all suffering. ”

Xue Mianmian straightened her expression and said with a smile, "What's so good about having a bitter face? Laughing is also a day, crying is also a day, why do you have to cry?"

"It's wrong, it's wrong! It's not why you have to cry, it's why you have to laugh. Zhong Fangyuan shook his head and said, "Why do we only respect smiles and not tears? ”

Lu Wei didn't know that Zhong Fangyuan was still talking nonsense.

It's okay to cry when it's time to cry, but the question is now, isn't it the time to cry?

A white quilt, washed clean, detoxified, and placed on the bed safely, how can it be accompanied by filth?

She looked at Zhong Fangyuan and didn't have a smile on the quilt......

But this nonsense entered Xue Mianmian's heart.

Her smile froze on her face all at once.

Lu Weibei looked at Xue Mianmian's expression, and his nose and eyes were sour all of a sudden.

She can probably understand Xue Mianmian's mood a little.

She remembers that when she was in middle school, one Christmas Eve, there were a few senior sisters in high school, knocking on the door to everyone Merry Christmas.

She thought that this was the warmth and beauty of human nature, but her roommate said that it seemed that the pressure of the third year of high school was really great.

She still remembers that roommate, the family conditions are very poor, and the whole family is counting on her to study and get rich.

She couldn't understand it at the time, but she didn't have the courage to ask why.

But over the years, she has grown up and seems to understand something.

Sometimes, happiness may not be really happy, but a self-protection mechanism that arises from sadness and stress.

After this battle, Xue Mianmian also quieted down and sat silently until Zhong Fangyuan's parents came back.

Zhong Fangyuan's parents are also wonderful people, the two were in a hurry to accompany their daughter, and they didn't want to spend too much time wandering outside, so one bought canned lychees, and the other bought preserved bayberry, and rushed back in a hurry.

Zhong Fangyuan was still composing poems in a daze, and Xue Lu and the two said hello, and went to visit Fu Bing as planned.

Fu Bing can't eat now, and he has a nasal and intestinal feeding tube.

Seeing them coming, Fu Bing pulled out a smile.

Xue Mianmian was like a deflated ball, a little wilted, and the greeting was quite reluctant.

Lu Weibei didn't dare to come out in everything, and when he saw that the scene was so low, he could only wave his hand and say hello.

Fu Bing completely lost his guilt for the two of them today, and thanked the two of them very sincerely, "I heard my mother tell me about my biopsy results, thank you." If it weren't for your persistence, I probably wouldn't have a few years to live. ”

Xue Mianmian didn't have any interest in provoking the conversation today, and smiled as a response.

Fu Bing didn't know why she was unhappy, and the embarrassment suddenly came up. She herself is not good at dealing with others, so she blinked, tilted her head again, and stiffened her neck.

Lu Weibei was even more restless. She's not good at being a leader, but the atmosphere really makes her feel like she needs to do something to lighten up.

She replied pretending to be natural, "It's nothing, we're just giving a very ordinary piece of advice." You should be thankful to your mom for being the one who insisted on giving you a check-up and insisting on letting you have surgery. ”

Fu Bing let out an "um" and lowered his head to play with his fingers.

"You...... Do you feel okay now?" Xue Mianmian asked tentatively.

Fu Bing glanced up at Xue Mianmian and saw that there was indeed no hostility in her eyes, so she eased her face and said, "It's not a big deal, it's just a pipe." Anyway, it will be dismantled in two days. ”

Xue Mianmian nodded, but her mood was still not high.

Fu Bing sighed and said, "Oh, I haven't done anything here, why are you more ugly than me?"

Xue Mianmian's eyes were rare red, she gritted her teeth and held back her tears, "What about Teacher Chen?

"Hmm. My dad ...... He doesn't seem to be doing well lately. Fu Bing lowered his head and choked up, "He already told my mother that he wanted to see me." His temper never bothered me with my schooling, and if he said that, it would mean ......"

Fu Bing didn't continue, but Xue Mianmian and Lu Weibei understood.

There is a metaphysics that says that people know that they are going to die.

Although there is no theory or evidence to explain this, it seems that many people can confirm this conclusion.

Patients with terminal cancer, even if their family members hide it from them, they will always start to arrange the things around them properly, see the people they want to see, and say goodbye.

There are also many chronic patients who have been avoiding their mouths for a long time and have always been very cooperative, but suddenly one day they will ask for some kind of forbidden food, and they must eat it. Such patients often die soon after.

Fu You is suddenly unusual, and he must stop his daughter's studies and come back to see her, probably because he feels his death.

Fu Bing got angry with the tube on his nose, "Come to this intestinal tube, I can't even pretend that I'm not a patient!"

Seeing that Fu Bing was about to pull the tube twice when he reached out, Lu Wei hurriedly stepped forward and held her hand, "Don't be willful, this tube is not easy, if you pull it out, you have to do it again." ”

Fu Bing finally cried, "Why am I so angry, I can't even send my father on the last trip......"

Xue Mianmian also cried out with her. At this moment, even she couldn't tell whether she felt more sorry for Fu Bing's family or felt more sorry for herself.

Lu Weibei himself had shallow eye sockets, and when he saw that these two people were crying, he couldn't help it, so he cried too. Fortunately, she was still sane, and while crying, she persuaded with a strong spirit, "Don't say that, there may still be time." Maybe, maybe your dad just misses you......"

This persuasion didn't work, and she was busy thinking of something else, "If you cry like this, your body will be even more difficult to get better......

These words made Fu Bing gradually stop crying.

The two accompanied Fu Bing for a while, and then said goodbye and left the hospital.

Lu Wei didn't have anything to say, so he coaxed Xue Mianmian to the milk tea shop to drink a drink.

The two sat by the window, watching the cars go by and by. Xue Mianmian sighed with red eyes, "I came to visit the patient, but it almost hurt Xiaoice even more." ”

Lu Wei opened his mouth and didn't know how to answer.

Xue Mianmian took a deep breath, closed her eyes and said, "Don't be, I'm scared." ”

“...... I know. Lu Weibie's voice was hoarse.

"I don't want to be sick in a hospital bed. ”

“...... I know. ”

"I don't want Qin Li to be sad and desperate because of my departure. ”

“...... I know. ”

"I think it's good here, I don't want to go there. ”

Lu Weibei couldn't suppress the tremor in his voice, "I know." ”

"I want to live well. Xue Mianmian wiped away her tears and cheered up again, "I believe I can live for a long time." ”

Lu Weibie's left hand was clenched into a fist under the table, and the stinging pain from the tips of her nails could be clearly felt in her palms.

She looked at Xue Mianmian.

Xue Mianmian still had tears on her face and her eyes were wet, but she sat there with her head held high, her side face bathed in the light, shining brightly.

She has hope, she is like a warrior.

Lu Wei didn't feel bitter in his heart.

Sometimes, the most hurtful thing is not despair, but vague and false hope. It makes you lose your plan, lose your mind, and make you a hamster in a cage, obviously staying where you are, but always thinking that you are striding forward. It burns your last time, annihilates your last wishes, but leaves you grateful for the gift of fate at the last moment before the catastrophe comes.

It's just too cruel.

But it's too beautiful.

The look in Xue Mianmian's eyes now may not be able to be saved until after knowing the truth.

What kind of person would be willing to break this kind of spirit?

The kindest good people in the world, the worst bad people in the world.

Lu Weibei took a deep breath and said in a dumb voice, "But Mianmian, should you make some preparation......s?"

"Look at you, why are you so pessimistic? You have to believe in the development of medicine, the miracle of science, I can definitely survive this disease, and then live happily for the rest of my life. The so-called catastrophe will not die, there will be a blessing in the future!" Xue Mianmian has become the person who is not afraid of heaven and earth again.

Lu Weibei secretly gritted his teeth.

Xue Mianmian and his wife are exactly the same, they only think about everything for the better, and they don't have any sense of crisis at all, how can they go on like this!

She pondered for a moment and took a roundabout tactic, "Have you heard of any particularly popular questions?"

"What's the problem?"

"If you only had thirty days to live, what would you choose to do with those thirty days?"

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