Chapter 61: Finally
Xue Mianmian's collapse was nipped in the bud by Old Man Liu in time, and the whole person not only did not decline, but became stronger.
Fu You's condition gradually stabilized, and he was transferred back to the general ward on Tuesday.
Everything on Sunday was like a nightmare, and when I woke up, all the pain disappeared as if it hadn't happened in itself.
Only Lu Weibei was left frightened.
On the way off work on Wednesday, Lu Weibei began to think about the problems she hadn't figured out these days.
Huo Yi's psychological shadow has been resolved, so with his cautious and cautious personality, how could something happen?
…… It can't be a death from overwork, right?
That's a problem.
If the doctor's death from overwork is prevented, I don't know how many people will be affected. If she didn't let Huo Yi work overtime, would the patients who should have been treated by him risk losing their lives?
What's worse, if she had gambled wrong for this reason, wouldn't the lives of those patients have been lost in vain?
Can she make this trade-off? Should she take the risk?
Besides, even if she decides to go out, let's protect Huo Yi first, can Huo Yi follow her and really not go to work?
Just thinking about it, Xue Mianmian's phone called, "Don't say goodbye, let's go see Teacher Fu?"
Lu Weibei shuddered when he heard it, "You still went to see him......?"
"Oh, last time was last time, this time I'm mentally prepared, I'm definitely fine! Teacher Fu hasn't turned the corner, let's go and congratulate you." Xue Mianmian said.
Moreover, she always felt that she could only be relieved when she saw Fu You's somewhat angry appearance.
Lu Weibei intuitively felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say what it was for, so he had to adjust his mentality and respond with a smile.
But who knows......
All the prey in this world has fallen into the trap without realizing it and with joy in their hearts.
The prey of life is no exception.
This was the only thought in Lu Weibei's heart when he stood beside Fu You's bedside and held Xue Mianmian's slightly trembling hand.
An hour and a half ago, when Xue Mianmian called Fu Bing to make an appointment to visit, Fu You's state was quite stable, and he even chatted with Fu Bing and Chen Xue for a while.
And now, his body has been sent to the morgue.
This cruel life ended the long farewell of the Fu family with an inseparable desire to suppress joy and sorrow, and also told Xue Mianmian with a heavy reality: cancer has no warm ending, only flesh and blood.
When Lu Weibei and Xue Mianmian arrived, Chen Xue followed to go through the formalities, and Fu Bing was the only one in the room, packing up Fu You's things expressionlessly.
Seeing the arrival of the two, Fu Bing was slightly stunned, and only reacted after a while, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, it's too messy here, I forgot to inform you, so I caused you to run in vain." ”
Xue Mianmian said with a crying voice, "When has this been, are you still talking about this? Are you okay?"
Fu Bing lowered his eyebrows and continued to pack his things, "What could be wrong? I already knew what was going to happen, what else could I do because of this?"
"But you ...... that day," Xue Mianmian snorted.
"It was the first time I really felt like he was leaving me, and it was definitely different from now. Fu Bing sighed, "It's different now, I'm preparing every minute and every second, preparing that he will leave me in the next second." ”
She paused for a moment, and even looked up and pulled out a smile, indicating that she was fine, "I'm ready." ”
She was indeed well prepared, and in the days and nights of torment, she polished her heart with grief until it believed that grief was the most normal emotion in life.
But this emotion can't deceive other people's hearts.
As soon as these words came out, Lu Weibei cried directly. She quickly wiped away her tears, pretending to be normal with red eyes.
Xue Mianmian's eyes were also red, she felt that she should comfort something, but she didn't know how to speak.
Fu Bing took out a cloth bag from the cabinet and put the small items scattered on the table into it. After tidying up, she carried the bag and prepared to put it aside to make room for the bulky items.
Unexpectedly, the bag was directly broken, and the small pieces in it were scattered all over the ground.
Fu Bing sighed and leaned over to pick it up. Xue Mianmian also dragged Lu Weibei to help together.
There was a dark blue cloth bag in front of Xue Mianmian, half the size of a palm. She picked it up, but accidentally shook the cloth bag open, and only a lighter rolled out of the huge piece of cloth.
The lighter was a metal shell, and it rolled on the ground a few times with a clatter, and rolled in front of Fu Bing.
Fu Bing looked at the lighter.
Silver shell with eagle wings carved on it.
At that moment, Fu Bing felt that all his internal organs were grabbed together, and tears couldn't stop flowing.
That sudden emotional outburst, I see.
She once saw in a book that she really felt the grief of the death of her loved ones, not at the moment when her relatives died, but at a certain inadvertent moment in later days.
For example, when the prelude to the news broadcast sounded, there was no one around who couldn't watch the news, for example, when I was cleaning the refrigerator, I found that someone had left a few large bags of handmade dumplings for himself because he was afraid that he would be hungry.
When she read this, she thought it was incredible.
She is often the only one in the house, and no one has established a habit of belonging to the news network with her, and no one has time to wrap her with handmade dumplings.
So she has always felt that after carrying the signal that the ECG monitoring is gradually flattening into a straight line, and carrying the somewhat deformed face of her father when he died, the sadness of her father's departure has ended.
Unexpectedly, she was wrong.
Because of a lighter.
Because of one, she has always thought, he is very disgusted with lighters.
This lighter was a gift she gave to Fu You the year before last.
It was then that he was involved in a major operation and was wounded. The injury was not serious, but the bullet hit the right arm, injured the motor function, and required a series of rehabilitation.
So Fu Bing bought this lighter for him on the grounds of celebrating his rebirth after the catastrophe.
Her reasons are very good, first, Fu Youai smokes, he must need a lighter, second, he is reborn after a catastrophe, he must always be accompanied by something a little more expensive to celebrate, and third, the eagle wings on the lighter are also a good luck, and I wish him a smooth recovery.
Who knows, after Fu You received the lighter, he didn't seem to be very happy, but muttered and nagged her, saying that she spent money blindly and didn't know how to save; and said that she was hypocritical, just a small injury, so she paid too much attention to it, and she simply didn't have the spirit of seeing difficulties as nothing.
As a result, the meeting between the father and daughter ended in the usual quarrel.
In the days that followed, Fu Bing had never seen Fu You use this lighter, so she always took it for granted that he didn't like this gift.
I don't like her for giving this gift.
Unexpectedly, this lighter was wrapped up in such a precious place by him and carried it with him all the time.
Now that I think about it, her father is not a person who can speak frankly about the feelings in her heart. He feels that people exist in this world with responsibilities, so they must fulfill this responsibility firmly, rather than crying and laughing in the face of life weakly. Therefore, he treats others as well as himself.
After the death of a loved one, what do others cry for?
Maybe it's because I can't find the exclusive taste of my mother after eating a bowl of delicious beef noodles, or maybe it's because the gentle breeze in the afternoon passes through the hall and I think of the warm and soothing afternoon chatter of the family.
It is beautiful, peaceful, but never again.
But why did Fu Bing cry?
It's thinking of the lighter that you got that year, and carefully covering it up, but it still reveals happiness.
He's a warrior, and his life is forbidden, so he can't give her warm love. She complained, understood, grieved, and tolerated.
She has always thought that the most important part of her growth is to learn to tolerate and be grateful, tolerate her father, who is not excellent, and be grateful for his dedication to her.
At that time, at the door of the ICU, she regretted that she couldn't let her father see her growth and let him see that she had become a qualified daughter.
However, it turned out that her regret was far from over.
She thought that her affection for him was passive, that she existed because of an identity, or because of the other party's contribution.
But no.
Only now, she didn't know, no.
She could feel her father's caution in his feelings, and she could feel the pull of reason and sensibility on him.
So she felt sorry for him.
This kind of distress is beyond the scope of what a normal daughter should do, so she knows very well that this is not an identity, nor a return, but a real and natural feeling.
It turns out that in this crisis, she is not a self-sacrificing hero, but just conforming to her own heart.
She felt sorry for him, and she loved him.
But he'll never know.
Perhaps, in his slightly clearer moments, he can feel her tolerance and her dedication, but he will never know that she loves him.
After Fu Bing finished crying, Xue Mianmian and Lu Weibei chatted with her for a while before leaving.
When he walked to the gate of the hospital, Xue Mianmian suddenly hesitated.
"Are you still worried about Fu Bing?" Lu Wei said.
Xue Mianmian shook his head, "I want to go and see Old Man Liu." ”
"Now?" Lu Wei didn't look at his watch, it was almost eight o'clock.
"I feel like I have to go see him today, or I don't have a heartbeat. Xue Mianmian insisted.
Lu Weidon't hesitate.
When she received Xue Mianmian's call, she was a little uneasy. Sure enough, Fu Yu died.
Now that Xue Mianmian made this request, she also felt a little uneasy.
No matter how you think about it, with Old Man Liu's physical state, it doesn't look like something will happen today.
Is it that I was stimulated today and began to be suspicious?
Xue Mianmian saw that Lu Wei did not hesitate, and immediately added, "You can rest assured, look at what Old Man Liu has, didn't he coax me last time? I'll just rub a few snacks with him and come back!"
"But......" Lu Weibei's heart was beating faster and faster, and she decided to trust her instincts.
"Farewell, I really need to meet him. Xue Mianmian quickly interrupted her, her voice low and her voice was rapid.
Lu Wei was stunned.
The white light reflected from the large floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the hospital illuminated Xue Mianmian's face without blood, only his eyes were shining.
It's only been 10 days.
Lu Wei didn't soften his heart and nodded.
So Xue Mianmian was satisfied and pulled her to the inpatient department.
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