Chapter 60: Don't Be Afraid

Fu Bing stiffened his neck, "I don't think so." ”

"So sure?" Huo Yi asked.

"In this world, there are not only good karma, but also bad karma. Fu Bing said lowly.

Huo Yi smiled, "Do you hate each other?"

"How can there be parents and children who hate each other?" Fu Bing said.

"Why not?" Huo Yi said, "That's the bad fate." Fu Bing, no one's love is flawless, and no one's fate is perfect. But as long as you love each other and want each other to have a good life, this is a good fate. ”

Fu Bing sneered, "As long as you have love in your heart, you won't do anything wrong, can you take it for granted whatever you do?"

Huo Yi's face froze.

Lu Weibei immediately became nervous.

This should be regarded as Huo Yi's death hole.

Back then, Fu Yin was also full of love and kindness, but she threw Huo Yi into the lowest point of her life.

Huo Yi slowed down, got up and sat on the chair on the other side of Fu Bing. He moves slowly, as if he is going to have to work very hard to complete the move. Once he was seated, he let out a long breath.

Lu Wei didn't feel that his scalp was numb, and he hurriedly stood up, wanting to help the building when it was about to fall.

Huo Yi opened his mouth and asked in a calm tone, "As far as I know, Teacher Fu is a violent temper. Do you hate him?"

Lu Wei breathed a sigh of relief and sat back in his chair.

“...... He didn't mean to, either. "Fu Bingdao.

"Isn't that enough?" Huo Yi smiled, "He won't hold a grudge against you." ”

Fu Bing said dejectedly, "But why can't it be better? I've grown up, I've become better, why wouldn't he know?"

"All the feelings in this world can be pursued, but the feelings of parents and children cannot. The fate of parents and children is regrettable in itself. People are always growing up, your friends, your partner, can grow up with you, if there are no accidents, you will come to the end of your life in about the same time, so the last impression you leave on each other is almost mature. But parents and children won't. They are too different in age, and their parents will definitely leave first. Huo Yi's voice was shallow and faint, even a little ethereal, "Every day after they leave, the children will grow up and become better than the day they left." If, the child cannot let go of himself, he will fall into self-denial day after day. ”

Lu Weibei stared at Huo Yi tightly, as if he saw him who couldn't sleep for a long time in self-blame and regret late at night.

Fu Bing looked at Huo Yi with tears in his eyes.

Huo Yi patted her shoulder, "Fu Bing, let yourself go." You're not doing anything wrong, you're just growing up. ”

Fu Bing's eyes didn't blink, and tears flowed down his eyes. After a while, she said in a dumb voice, "It turns out that family affection is so cruel......"

I haven't grown up yet, and you're leaving.

Even the desire for perfection is not tolerated by reason.

Fu Bing's voice trembled, "If that's the case, it's better to ......"

She wanted to say, "It's better not to have it in the first place", but after thinking about it, she felt unwilling and swallowed it.

Fu Bing quieted down, his heart was sore, and he quietly looked forward to the good news in the ICU.

Huo Yi was also quiet, as if his mind was empty, and he seemed to be thinking about someone far away.

The rope that was so tense in Lu Wei's mind that it was about to break finally relaxed at this time, and the whole person breathed a sigh of relief, leaning back on the back of the chair with peace of mind.

None of the three spoke again, looking at the people coming and going in front of the ICU door.

Perhaps because of the special place he was in, Lu Weibei felt unprecedented desolation.

The corridor outside the ICU is perhaps the most intense place in the world for human emotions.

Through the impassable door, people worry about the person who is extremely important to them. This worry is so anxious that it even pushes love into a painful appearance.

If Fu Bing needs to learn the fact that hurt and love coexist, Lu Weibei has long been familiar with this.

She has always understood better than anyone that the first thing in interpersonal interactions is to hurt each other. Of course, she may hurt others a little more than others hurt her, and it is inexplicable.

So she learns to avoid harm, and by the way, she avoids all the love that is within reach.

She regards everyone around her as her task, and she is tired of running every day, living a full but empty life.

She knew that the sentence that Fu Bing gritted her teeth and wanted to complain about just now was similar to "I knew that this relationship was so hurtful, it was better not to have it at all".

But Lu Weibei thought that if she could open her mind to embrace human feelings, she would be willing to suffer as much as she was hurt.

Human beings are always good at healing, just like Huo Yi. He has experienced so many changes, and now he can still embrace life calmly?

If she had the chance, she would have been able to ......

Lu Weibei suddenly shuddered, and his thoughts fell from the desolate island in the middle of the lake to the noisy hell fire.

Huo Yi recovered!

He is no longer the man who can lose control of his mind at any moment, and he no longer carries a ticking time bomb. For the topics of life and death, about regret, he can discuss it calmly, this is the case in the face of Fu Bing, and the same is true in the face of Su Hui.

So why did he have an accident twenty-four days later?

At the same time that Lu Weibei was covered in cold sweat, Old Man Liu was sweating hotly, busy eating the gold medal chicken soup wontons that Xiao Liu went to the time-honored wonton shop in the west of the city to bring back for him in a thermos bucket.

"You really don't want to eat it? It's the last one! Don't think about it and cry when the time comes!" Old Man Liu squinted his eyes and swallowed a mouthful of soup, and tilted the thermos bucket symbolically in the direction of Xue Mianmian.

Xue Mianmian was tired from crying, and sat on the recliner brought by Xiao Liu with her knees crossed, with tears on her face, and her nose and eyes were red and in a daze.

Old Man Liu didn't say much, swallowed the last wonton into his stomach, then wiped his mouth with satisfaction, smiled like a peanut ball, and asked in a kind tone, "Can you tell me what's going on now?" After crying here for so long, and locking my grandson and your husband outside the ward. Thanks to the bed next door, he was just discharged from the hospital today, or his quiet temperament, he would have to be annoyed to death by you. ”

Xue Mianmian glanced at Old Man Liu aggrievedly.

Old Man Liu scratched his head, "What's the matter, come on, come on, tell grandpa!"

"I have a friend whose father is critically ill and is in the ICU today. Xue Mianmian hesitated, "Stomach cancer." ”

As soon as these words came out, Old Man Liu sighed, "You young people take life and death seriously, this is normal." But this life, old age, sickness and death is just like spring going to winter, it is very natural. Don't keep getting into the horns. ”

"I'm not afraid of death...... No, I really don't want to die, but it's really not just life and death, it's also ......" Xue Mianmian's voice was stained with crying again, "Cancer is really ......"

"Really?" Old Man Liu snorted and pulled out a smile, "It's really ugly to die?"

Xue Mianmian pursed her mouth, "I don't want to...... Die, die so ugly......"

Old Man Liu shook his head, "You said that you kid, you should think about something you shouldn't think." Who doesn't die ugly? If you don't get out of bed without humming and chirping, how can you die? Fall asleep and fall asleep, and die with a clang? Hmph, you think, where did you get that luck?"

Xue Mianmian didn't speak, and looked at him with tears in her eyes.

Old Man Liu was stunned by her, "What's the matter? Want to eat wontons? You said you didn't know to say it earlier, where can I find it for you?"

"People have persuaded me, saying that I will definitely be cured, why do you follow me?" Xue Mianmian asked.

They persuaded, hum, they don't have a backache when they stand and talk! If you want me to say, you have to recognize the reality, since we have this disease now, we should not imagine that we can still get out of it with our whole body. In this case, if you have a successful operation and are completely cured, it will be an extra surprise, and if the operation is not successful, we will have to live this day, right?" said Old Man Liu.

Xue Mianmian was a little angry, "That's better than just ......"

Old Man Liu patted the bed, "That's not good! You live just to be beautiful? When you were a child, crawling all over the ground and sticking your face with, I didn't see you thinking about dying." ”

"I haven't fooled myself with a!" Xue Mianmian immediately retorted.

"Hmph, I can't see it. You just don't remember well then. "Old man Liu is there, "You see, when people are young, they can't even turn over and raise their hands, and they will paste themselves with snot and every day if they don't pay attention to it, and they are not very energetic." I was alive then, why, I can't live now?"

"It wasn't stupid at the time. Xue Mianmian scoffed at this theory.

"Why is it because it's stupid? I think kids are the smartest. Old Man Liu smiled, "They know that their main task is to live, and it doesn't matter what else happens." How smart?"

"They don't know anything, why do they want to live desperately?" Xue Mianmian sighed.

"Well, don't say that. Child, you know everything. How happy do they smile when they meet something happy?"

Xue Mianmian was silent.

"You don't have a reason to live?" asked Old Man Liu.

"Yes. Xue Mianmian cried.

"Isn't this the end?" Old Man Liu smiled, "Child, don't be afraid. ”

"You say...... Can I really get better?"

Old Man Liu sighed, "I don't know about this. But this life...... It's also good to save up some thoughts. People still have to be happy to live. You see that I have confidence in myself, and after all these years, haven't I all lived well? You're young, and you can't be worse than an old man like me, right? You don't have the confidence to live with me?"

"I ...... I ......"

"Don't me, me, me. I know, you're scared. Let's cry for a while, after crying, how to live and how to live. Fate is like a spring, if you are weak, it will be strong!

Xue Mianmian cried and sobbed, and didn't forget to take the time to quip, "This is really old-fashioned." ”

Old Man Liu snorted, "Cry yours! Crying can't stop your mouth." ”

"That's it, the wontons can be blocked. Xue Mianmian wiped his face indiscriminately.

Old Man Liu stopped talking, and silently opened the thermos bucket and took a look.

Sure enough, there is not even enough soup left for a bowl of bottom, and no matter how you look at it, there will be nothing more.

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