Chapter Eighty-Three: Self

Lu Wei, don't gasp.

"However, while this option is possible, it is still too risky. I really don't recommend that. Lu Weibei added.

"Old man, do you want to think again? Don't make sense, it's not worth the risk. Aunt Li persuaded.

"Why isn't it worth it?" Li Mao raised his eyebrows, "This is a matter of Xiaoshu's life! Do you know how many people call him Li Bo all day long? If I make this illness associated with this title, how will he live in the future?"

So if you insist on going your own way, and your physical condition deteriorates rapidly after a month or two, how will you let him live for the rest of his life?

This sentence has been circling in Lu Weibie's mind, but he has never dared to say it.

She has to respect the other person's choice, doesn't she?

Aunt Li sighed and said to Li Mao, "Ahem, in our life, don't we just want our children to live well?" Okay, listen to you." ”

So Lu Weibei had no choice but to tell me again about precautions such as not drinking alcohol and not taking medicine indiscriminately, and then said goodbye politely.

She slowly walked through the corridor full of worry, feeling that the days were really getting more and more boring.

"Farewell, farewell!" Aunt Li chased out.

Lu Wei didn't hear the voice and looked back. Seeing that it was Aunt Li, she took a few steps back, "Aunt Li, what's wrong?"

"You forgot to take the candy, didn't you?" Aunt Li panted, "You said that you came here to worry about us, and you forgot about your own affairs." Hurry up and put it away, I also got you some jujubes, they gave it to you Uncle Li, he is a big man, it's useless to eat this thing!"

Lu Wei didn't take the thing stunned, "Thank you." ”

Aunt Li looked at Lu Weibei stunned, waved her hand and said, "Weibei, why are you confused?

Lu Wei's eyes turned red, "When is it, you still have the heart to worry about me?"

"For this?" Aunt Li was stunned, "You have to live how you want to live this day, and you don't farm anymore when you hear the crickets?"

"What?" Lu Wei didn't understand.

"It's how to live and how to live. You're scared all day long, you can't live this day?" Aunt Li said, "Okay, you go back and live well, don't worry about us." It's all fate, and we don't pick and choose. Don't worry, we'll have a good time in the future, let's go back. ”

"You guys must be very happy with this open-mindedness, right?" Lu Weibei asked.

"Yes, we're doing well, so let's go. Aunt Li said.

"Hmm. Lu Weibei nodded, "Thank you for your candy and jujubes." ”

"That's right, go back quickly, it's weirdly cold here, don't freeze it!" Aunt Li said.

"Well, take care. Lu Wei said goodbye.

The two said goodbye to each other, and Aunt Li went back to accompany Li Mao.

Lu Weibei's heart was boiling, and his hands and feet were a little hot. She turned around and found a chair, sat down and sent a message to Huo Yi, "Do you have time?"

Ten minutes later, Huo Yi didn't come back, Lu Wei sighed and went home for dinner.

Her heart beat like a drum at this meal, and it was tasteless.

Huo Yi's news arrived at more than seven o'clock, "I just got off work." Eat together?"

Lu Weibei was staring at the ceiling in a "big" shape on the bed and listening to his heartbeat, and when he received the message, he got up from the bed, "Where is it?" ”

Huo Yi set the location at a porridge shop near the Third Hospital.

Half an hour later, Lu Wei rushed in with a roar, looked around, and hurriedly sat down opposite Huo Yi.

Huo Yi was slowly drinking a bowl of preserved egg and lean porridge, when he heard movement on the other side, he raised his head slowly, and slowly handed over the menu and the order menu, "What are you eating?" ”

Lu Weibei took the menu and ordered the menu, and put it on the table casually.

Huo Yi raised his eyebrows and put down the spoon in his hand.

"You said that you want to participate in your life in your way, doesn't it mean that I have to respect your every decision?" Lu Weibei's voice tightened.

"Of course not. Have you figured it out?" Huo Yi smiled.

"Then if a patient says she doesn't want to live too long, it's actually possible that he hasn't thought it through, right?" Lu Weibei continued.

Huo Yi thought for a moment, "Didn't you say that everyone's thoughts are not clear? Why did you suddenly start struggling with this?"

Lu Wei was stunned, "That's what I said......"

"It seems that there is a patient today who has a clear mind and wants to give up treatment?" Huo Yi asked with a raised eyebrow.

Lu Weibei's face darkened and began to study the menu.

Huo Yi drank the porridge one by one, "Everything in this shop is good, especially the porridge, which is soft and smooth." The only fly in the ointment is that his wonton is very unpalatable. Not sure why they still keep it on the menu. ”

"Waiter. "Lu Wei don't beckon," please add another bowl of wonton. ”

Huo Yi couldn't help laughing, and Lu Wei didn't glare at him.

"Why are you staring at me? The wonton was ordered by yourself, his wonton is really not delicious, I didn't lie to you. Huo Yi held back a smile and said, "Let's talk about it, how do you know that the reason why he wants to give up treatment is particularly irrational?"

Lu Wei didn't pick up the rough and told Li Mao's story.

Huo Yi felt that something was wrong when he heard it, "No, haven't you already accepted his decision? Why is it that everyone has left work and walked out of the hospital gate, and suddenly feels that he should go back and wake him up?

"It's not ......" Lu Weibei lay on the table dejectedly, "It's ...... I think they want to hear from me. ”

"Why?" Huo Yi asked.

"I think they're that kind of people. Lu Wei said, "You want to hear me say everything I want to say, I think they are that kind of people." ”

"Why do you say that?" Huo Yi asked.

"They...... It's very self-familiar, let me call them uncle and aunt, call me Weibei. I went, poured me tea, and gave me candy for their son's Ph.D. graduation. ”

Lu Wei said in a muffled voice, "I forgot to take it when I went out, and I will catch up and stuff me with a bag of jujubes." Regardless of whether eating these things is good or bad for me, you must also stuff these things into me, and whether I want to listen to them or not, just tell me not to think about those things that are not there, and that it is only right to be careful of catching a cold. ”

For them, she is nothing more than a passer-by who met in the water, not relatives, and will never see each other again in the future. But they just didn't care about being good to her, good to everyone.

"I understand you, I've had patients like this, and they're really likable, and one especially wishes they had a better outcome. Huo Yi nodded.

"It's not just that I hope they have a better ending......" Lu Wei didn't think about the wording, "I'm just curious, in their perception of this world, do they think that all people get along like this?

Huo Yi smiled slightly, nodded and said, "It makes sense, just do what you want." ”

Lu Weibei looked up suddenly, "Yes, you also think I did the right thing, don't you?"

"Have you ever heard a sentence?" Huo Yi said slowly, "There is a Japanese person who once said something to the effect that 'self' is invisible, and you have to collide with the outside world and bounce back to know what self is." That's how I understand this sentence, the boundaries and pressures brought by the outside world are the way to help people recognize themselves in their growth. So what you want to do, what you want to say, it's all okay. ”

The waiter brought the wonton up.

Lu Weibei took it and stirred it, looking at the thick layer of oil on top of the wonton soup that was almost wrinkled, and frowned.

Really...... It doesn't look like this wonton is delicious.

"Just like you, you just want to eat this wonton, no matter how much I try to persuade you, it's useless, isn't it?" Huo Yi smiled.

Lu Weibei gritted his teeth and persuaded himself to admit it peacefully.

"Then you haven't regretted talking too much?" Lu Weibei asked.

Huo Yi shrugged his shoulders, "When the exit hurts, of course it will." But reasonable persuasion, I have no regrets. ”

"Even if you think that the result after persuasion is better than not persuasion?" Lu Weibei asked.

Huo Yi smiled and shook his head, "How can I know if this result is better or worse for them?"

"Asking is the same as not asking. Lu Weibei sighed, buried his head and began to eat wonton.

The wonton skin in this house is more meat and less meaty, and that's it, and the meat filling is outrageously greasy. Lu Weibei took a bite and put the spoon containing most of the remaining wonton on the plate.

She sighed again, alas, it really didn't go well.

Huo Yi looked at Lu Weibei's dejected appearance, knocked lightly on the table, and motioned for her to look at him.

Lu Wei looked up suspiciously.

"Welcome to the world of adults, there is no standard answer, feel free to answer. Huo Yi smiled.

Lu Wei looked at Huo Yi thoughtfully. After a while, she blinked and tentatively pushed the bowl forward, "I'm not going to eat it." ”

Huo Yi couldn't help but smile and raised his eyebrows, "Waste is a crime." ”

Lu Weibei nagged a little weakly, "If I eat it, it will be a crime." I ate at home and wasn't very hungry in itself. If I eat it now, these calories will not sustain my life activities, but will be converted into fat, and I will have to work hard to lose them. And this wonton is too oily, if I eat it, it may increase the cardiovascular burden, I will have to take medicine at that time, and I may have to install a stent. That's even more wasteful, because the production of drugs has a very serious impact on the environment!"

"So what?" Huo Yi couldn't help laughing.

Lu Weibei muttered quietly, "So I think it's better not to eat this bowl of wonton, although it's actually not very good, but I ordered it all, and the lesser of two evils...... I don't eat it. ”

"Okay, don't eat it. Huo Yi nodded, reached out and took the bowl of wonton aside.

Lu Wei didn't watch Huo Yi take the wonton away, and drank the little porridge left in his bowl, slightly stunned.

After Huo Yi finished eating, he wiped his mouth with a tissue, saw that Lu Wei was stunned when he looked at him, and asked, "What's wrong?"

“...... That's it?" Lu Wei asked hesitantly.

Huo Yi immediately realized that she was referring to the first "deviance" in her life, and said with a smile, "That's it, otherwise what else can you do?" You relax, you, you are really not an immortal, just an ordinary person. If you stomp your foot, the earth won't tremble. Let's go, I'll send you home. ”

“...... Then if I go to persuade others...... "Lu Wei don't hesitate."

"That's okay too. You may not have experience, but I've persuaded many people in my life. Sometimes I can persuade me, sometimes I can't. The difference before that was not in my eloquence, but in the person who listened. Persuade whatever you want, they will make their own decisions. Huo Yi said as he put on his coat.

Lu Weibei also stood up and put on his coat, but the person still hesitated, "But I ......"

"Let's go, ordinary people. Huo Yi rubbed her hair, watched the expression on her face become more wrinkled, and then stepped forward, "Be brave!"

Lu Weibei took a deep breath and followed with a move.

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