Chapter 108: The truest desire of the heart

Si Qi looked at the sleeping man on the bed* in distress, and said, "Then how should I face him tomorrow?"

"You don't have to worry about that. Mo Wenlan's voice suddenly deepened, so that Si Qi couldn't help but hold his breath, and only heard him say: " After waking up, he will not remember what happened during sleepwalking, and the memory may be a little confused, if he asks about the wound, you can just find a reason to prevaricate in the past, he has been taking medicine, I am afraid that he will forget it tomorrow, I will send you the name of the medicine later, please pay attention to whether he has taken it or not, if he has not taken it, then you must find a way to let him take the medicine, otherwise he will get more and more serious, but the side effects of those drugs will make people drowsy, please take care of him more. ”

Memory confusion?

Will he forget what happened during this time?

"Teacher Si, I know this may be embarrassing for you. Mo Wenlan said sincerely: "But for more than ten years, in addition to his parents and me, you are the first person who can make him accept, and now I can only ask you to help him, and now his situation is unknown, and I can't inform his parents at will, so, please." ”

"I'm fine, since we're already in a partnership, there's no such thing as a request not to be requested. Si Qi had countless complicated feelings in her heart, and in the end, she just whispered, "I hope he can get better." ”

Mo Wenlan: "He has gotten a lot better, at least she accepted you, which is completely beyond my expectations, originally I just hoped that through cooperation, he could come out of the villa, but I didn't expect you to have such a big impact on him." ”

Si Qi stared at the eyebrows of the person on the bed*, he clutched her wrist tightly, but the palm of his hand was cold and piercing, thinking that when he opened his eyes, the darkness of the dove's nest in his eyes, she felt a tightness in her chest, involving unspeakable pain.

At this time, Shi Jing suddenly said something vaguely, Si Qi bent down, leaned to his mouth, and asked in a low voice, "Shi Jing, what did you say?"

Shi Jing's hand tightened again, and this time, Si Qi heard his words clearly.

He whispered, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry for you......"

Si Qi was stunned.

Shi Jing's hand holding her wrist became tighter and tighter, and in the end, it made her feel a little painful.

Si Qi slowly leaned on the edge of the bed, carefully through the quilt, reached out to hug him, patted his quilt gently, and whispered: "You are not sorry for me, don't think so, I will accompany you, I will accompany you until the end of your life, so, Shi Jing, you have to get better, understand?"

The sleeping person seemed to hear her promise, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and a hint of shallowness slowly came out, and the tightly packed eyebrows were slightly loosened.

As soon as the morning dawned, Si Qi left Shi Jing's room softly, and then went back to the room to call the director to ask for leave, and called Wang Jing to come over in the morning to take Si Xiaojun to the kindergarten, and asked her to take care of Si Xiaojun for a few days, at this time she really couldn't leave Si Xiaojun in the villa.

On the grounds that Shi Jing was sick and needed to be taken care of, Wang Jing quickly took over the burden of taking care of the child, and Si Xiaojun also followed Wang Jing with a duffel bag very sensibly.

After sending Si Xiaojun and Wang Jing to the taxi, Si Qi hurriedly ran back, and at this point in the past, Shi Jing had basically gotten up to prepare breakfast.

As she expected, she pushed the door in with her front foot, and collided with Shi Jing who was coming down from the second floor with her back foot, and the two looked at each other from a short distance.

Si Qi swallowed his saliva secretly, stretched out his paw and tried to say hello: "Good morning." ”

Shi Jing twisted his pants and gave her a response, sure enough, he had no impression of sleepwalking, just pointed to the wound on his arm, frowned slightly and asked, "Strange, when did my arm hurt?"

Si Qi stroked his hair and said as calmly as possible: "When we were cooking last night, I accidentally scratched it, I'm sorry, does it still hurt?"

Shi Jing immediately put down the sleeves of his pajamas, quickly shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt, it's okay." ”

Si Qi's eyes were slightly hot, and he smiled at him casually, and walked straight to the kitchen, "I've asked for leave these days, Xiaojun, I will ask Wang Jing to take care of it for a few days." ”

Shi Jing was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked, "What happened, you want to ask for leave?"

Si Qi glanced at him suddenly, showing a hint of shyness, coughed lightly, and said meaningfully: "I think we need a few days of alone time to deepen our understanding of each other." ”

Shi Jing looked at her blankly, giving people the illusion that he was deaf for a moment.

Si Qi pursed his lips and smiled, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "What, are you unhappy?"

"No, no, no..." Shi Jing's face instantly turned red, and his teeth trembled urgently: "I... Of course I... Of course he was happy..."He was so shocked by this huge surprise that he completely forgot how to react for a while, as if he had suddenly won a jackpot of 100 million, the whole person was dizzy, his blood was boiling, and he even wondered if he was still dreaming, and he wanted to go back to bed and wake up again.

Si Qi beckoned to him and said, "Let's go, let's make breakfast together?"

Shi Jing took a deep breath and quickly followed.

It was rare for two people to squeeze in the kitchen, and the breakfast that could be made in half an hour was tossed by Si Qi for two hours, she searched for a bunch of pastry tutorials from the Internet, and couldn't help but say that she pulled Shi Jing to toss all kinds of things, and when she baked the strange-shaped pastries, she was already hungry with her chest against her back, and she couldn't maintain her reserve, so she took three plates of pastries and drank three bowls of millet porridge in a row, before she exhaled a long breath and muttered: "I'm starving to death." ”

Shi Jing still stuffed things into his mouth, at the same time, he only ate half a piece of mung bean cake and a bowl of millet porridge, basically had no combat effectiveness, and he didn't seem to eat to fill his stomach, it was more like a gesture that he had to make, or a compromise and perfunctory in a sense, that look, probably gave him a bowl of meat or a bowl of soil, and he could swallow it without changing his face.

Could it be that he has anorexia?

Si Qi scratched his mouth and pretended to sigh: "You are too passionless to eat." ”

"Passion?" Shi Jing was slightly stunned, subconsciously looking at the pastry in his hand, very dazed, "How to have passion?"

Si Qi was quite excited: "That is, how to say, that is, you have to eat with special anticipation and excitement, just like a strong man who has been hungry for three or five days suddenly picks up a steamed bun, or a traveler who has been walking in the desert for half a month, and suddenly sees a clear spring, you have to imagine eating as what you want and need the most, and this desire from the heart is passion." ”

What is most needed and desired?

Shi Jing was still at a loss, for him, eating was just a necessity to maintain the signs of life, he had no special attachment to eating, and he had not eaten anything for half a month, and he lived on nutritional injections.

Si Qi suddenly stepped forward, stuffed a piece of red bean cake into his mouth, and then asked with a smile, "Is it sweet?"

Shi Jing seemed to be ordered by someone, and immediately stiffened into a wooden man, just chewed the red bean cake very obediently, and soon tasted a trace of sweetness from it, but it was a little different from the ordinary sweetness, with a hint of sourness, under her gaze, this sweetness and sourness became more and more intense, slowly wrapping him in it, making him nod involuntarily.

"Next, you can imagine this piece of red bean cake as the thing you want most in your life, as long as you eat it, your dream will come true. Si Qi was like a magic stick, shaking his head and brainwashing people, his voice was full of confusion, "Really, you can try it, people are full of difficulties in this life, we must learn to find fun in this miserable life, I used to like to walk the streets and alleys looking for delicious food, and I always feel that eating can cure all the suffering and sorrow in this world..."

Shi Jing's eyes stared at her at all, and suddenly said, "You." ”

Si Qi, who was pretending to be a ghost, was stunned, and surprise flashed on his face, "What you?"

Shi Jing stared at her deeply and said, "I want you." ”

Si Qi: "......"

She was silently stunned, met his deep gaze, and there was a dark shadow reflected in the deep pupils, as if her whole person was reflected in, refracting layer by layer of glimmer under the kitchen light, there was an incredible dazzle, and it also made her mind gradually stagnate, she seemed to have two consciousnesses by herself, one couldn't help but sink in this gaze, and the other desperately jumped up and down, trying to keep her awake.

Her silence seemed to give Shi Jing some kind of courage, making him tremble and stretch out his hand, gently rubbing her slightly hot cheeks, the temperature was too tempting, almost making him unable to withdraw his hand, as if this was what he desperately longed for in his heart and wanted in this life, so he involuntarily stepped forward half a step forward, close to her, only to hear him say calmly and longingly: "I want you." ”

He had never faced his heart's desire so directly, and pronounced it in his mouth, and in an instant he could only reverently close his eyes, and forcibly suppressed the boiling and stirring thoughts, as if the four short words just now were his blood-colored sincerity, and the invisible wind in his calm chest silently rose in silence, which flooded his soul, making his whole person tremble endlessly under this drastic change.

Si Qi was silently stunned under his palm, and there was no expression on her face, but her eyes were also shining with sparks, bright and bright, like the rising sunrise on the sea.

After a while, she seemed to wake up suddenly, her fair cheeks were quickly congested, and even the corners of her ears and eyes turned red, but she was still very calm, held his hand lingering on her cheek, and suddenly smiled: "Okay." ”

Shi Jing was shocked, and the hand she held became stiff.

Si Qi picked up another piece of red bean cake, stuffed it into his mouth with a smile, and whispered, "Close your eyes and taste this red bean cake again." ”

Shi Jing obediently closed his eyes, took the pastry, chewed it carefully, tried to imagine the pastry as the one he wanted the most, just turned this thought around a little in his mind, and a desire to devour the pastry came out in the depths of his heart, he almost took three or two bites of the whole pastry in his mouth, and quickly swallowed it, always feeling that only by eating it could he really feel at ease.

"It's a bit obscene and perverted to swallow food like an adult, but it's a really good idea. Si Qi gave him another bowl of millet porridge and said: "Only when people are full of desire to eat, will they be full of desire for life, in the matter of eating, we must be full of passion, we can eat when we are happy, we must eat when we are unhappy, we can eat when we are sad, sad, helpless, and desperate." ”

"Because in this world, only food will not fail us. She also took a piece of pastry and stuffed it into her mouth, and said while chewing: "Your cooking skills are so good, Chinese and Western cuisines are at your fingertips, and you will definitely blow up the chefs of those five-star hotels, if you don't know how to eat, wouldn't it be a tyrannical thing?"