With this sigh, Tsering Gesang could no longer hide the loss of concentration and confusion in his eyes, so a certain period of time that he did not dare to mention or mention was finally opened up and honestly after the passage of time, and it was revealed in front of a stranger.

It was a time when Tsering Gesang was unwilling to think about it.

At the beginning, the experience of those years was worshiped by Tsering Gesang, and he hated to use it to spur himself all the time, no matter what hardships he encountered, he could not give up easily, and he must grit his teeth and persevere. And before the ultimate liberation, all sacrifices are necessary, there is no right or wrong in between, even if you do something wrong, it is worth it.

As long as the final goal can be achieved, what awaits him and Yang Jin is a new life.

And in the end, after Yang Jin's disappearance, all the efforts seemed a little ridiculous.

Tsering Gesang couldn't bear to think about it anymore, why the two of them ended up in such a situation in the end, and every time he went to the bottom of when he was wrong, it was like overturning his efforts over the years and making all the previous efforts unworthwhile. He didn't understand why Yang Jin didn't confess to him in the end, didn't leave him a chance to choose, but directly told him a certain result.

Why? Is it because she doesn't trust enough, or did she choose to give up at a critical moment?

"What have you done?"

"Escape. ”

Tsering Gesang frowned, taking the rest of his words for granted.

"We don't want to change anything, whoever wants to be the savior will be the one, I can't even save myself, who else can I save?" As for the fate and prosperity of the Wu clan, what kind of little princess woke up from the flower soul, and even the disaster and fate of the entire Loulan Ancient Kingdom, what do these things have to do with me?"

Bai did not give any answer, until this time, the sharpness and indifference of the young man suddenly revealed, he never called himself a "good person", he would rather be selfish than a good person with a good reputation. Therefore, Tsering Gesang's only warmth is just for Yang Jin.

"As long as Yang Jin is fine, I don't care if the others are dead or alive, if they can get rid of fate, it is their creation, if they can't, then they will fend for themselves, to put it bluntly, this is just a matter of people's lives. ”

"What about Yang Jin?"

"What?"

"When the sacrifice of the Wu clan came, you were the ultimate survivor, but Yang Jin became a victim. ”

Bai's voice was low and good-sounding, as if he was very careless, and he pointed out the things that Tsering Gesang was unwilling to say directly, and in the modification of memory instinct, he pointed out the things that were infinitely beautified, leaving no room for self-deception.

"Before that sacrifice, Yang Jin came to you, right?"

"She came to me, but ......."

"But you really didn't help her. ”

Before Tsering Gesang could finish speaking, Bai interrupted his words lightly.

"If she hadn't participated in the Wu Clan's sacrifices, she might not have been missing to this day. In other words, if Yang Jin hadn't carried out his plan with you, he wouldn't have made the situation worse so quickly. It was supposed to be something that the two of you solved together, but in the end, Yang Jin alone bears the consequences, is this what you call protection?"

At that moment, some questions overlapped in Tsering Gesang's mind, and he was in a trance.

On one side is Bai Bu's silent questioning, and on the other side is Yang Jin's former questioning. The words with different contents somehow converged into two sharp knives, and through the memories that Tsering Gesang didn't dare to delve into, they were straight into it, as if they were going to tear something, and they were precisely inserted into the softest corner of his heart.

What did Yang Jin say at that time?

It was a soft voice that was a little cold through the heavy snow.

"If disaster strikes, something will have to be eliminated, and the person responsible will have to pay for it, and the price is too big for her to bear. But how can she not bear this, and disaster will befall more people, what should she do?"

"Is that you...... If it's you, I can take you away. ”

The door of the cabin creaked with the sudden wind that blew it for the last sound of midnight. It was the echoing wind that alleviated the excessive silence, and at the moment when Tsering Gesang paused, he clearly hesitated.

As if he saw Tsering Gesang's thoughts, what responded to him was a silence that was neither long nor short.

Tsering Gesang did not ask, and Yang Jin did not speak.

For a few short seconds, I didn't know what she was thinking, just like those unclear questions, and in the end there were no accurate answers. Tsering Gesang felt that with the tacit understanding that he and Yang Jin had accumulated over the years, he should have been able to communicate with each other a long time ago, but at the moment, he only understood three or two points, and he couldn't guess whether it was more of a temptation or discussion.

Tsering Gesang just raised his head and looked in the direction of the girl, the pure white fur coat reflected Yang Jin's dusty face, and the soft moonlight outlined her dusty cheeks, everything was so moving, but it also carried the loneliness that made everything in the snow fade.

After a long time, Yang Jin's clear and beautiful voice came.

"Gesang, you don't have to come back in the future. ”

"Why?"

........

Yang Jin didn't give any answer, and Tsering Gesang didn't even know that the Wu Clan's sacrifice had started in advance.

Why didn't Yang Jin say it straight at that time?

She couldn't bear to break away from the inherent fate of the witch saintess, and finally chose to practice that deception and stand on the side of her own people. It was only at the critical moment that Yang Jin suddenly realized that he did not trust Tsering Gesang to that extent, and he was still separated by a short distance from beginning to end, and he did not cross it until the accident happened.

No matter what kind of possibility, Tsering Gesang didn't want to admit it, and he didn't want to face it.

He would rather choose to deceive himself.

"That wasn't my decision, the last time we met....... I had no idea that it would be the last time we met, and if Yang Kim had told me to take her away at that time, I would have taken her away even if everything wasn't completely ready. ”

"Will you really take her away, or will you wait for the so-called moment and continue to prepare?"

Faced with this heart-wrenching question, Tsering Gesang hesitated.

"I ...... I do not know. ”

In the most difficult years, Tsering Gesang relied on the agreement with Yang Jin as a support to keep himself from completely collapsing. He thought that he could survive all the difficulties, and every time he was about to give up, when he was facing Abba and his younger siblings, and a gloomy future was on the verge of despair, Tsering Gesang would write Yang Jin's name on the paper over and over again, as if he had instantly found the motivation to continue to persevere, and no matter how difficult the time was, it had passed.

At that time, how could he have thought about giving up.

Starting from the confession at the age of sixteen, in the meetings twice a month since then, Tsering Gesang began to gradually plan something with Yang Jin, and the prophecy left by the Black Saintess was carefully taken out and chewed by the two of them, and they found some vitality in the cocoon.

In the face of these mysteries that have lasted for thousands of years in the ancient kingdom of Loulan, Tsering Gesang and Yang Jin are too small and fragile, but they have too much courage to join forces to face those confused futures, even if they are mantis arms as cars, they also have the courage to fight the fire with moths.

But Tsering Gesang never dreamed that such a relationship would be confused in the end.

"I really have my own plans, I can help Yang Jin's ....... When the Black Saintess told Yang Jin about the secrets of the Wu Clan and those lies about the ancient kingdom of Loulan, she also left a way to crack it, and it is precisely in this way that we tried our best to save ourselves. ”

Tsering Gesang was silent for a long time, digesting the intricacies in his heart, and then continued.

"My dream verifies that the little princess in the flower soul has awakened, and also verifies the tragic fate of the witch patriarch since then. But as long as the "goddess's suit" is not gathered in one place, the little princess is just a monster bound by the flower soul, unable to get those scattered powers, and cannot really become a vengeful evil god, then everything will still have a little chance to turn. ”

"What do you say?" asked Bai lightly.

"Didn't I already tell you about the sacrifices of the ancient kingdom of Loulan, in fact, after the little princess who was the Black Saintess ended the evil god, she herself also suffered a backlash. After she slept in the flower soul, the divine power that lost the container returned to the "goddess's battle suit", and continued in the sacrifices and offerings of the clansmen. If the little princess wants to gain the power of the evil god and start that revenge, she must gather the "goddess's suit" in one place. And in the prophecy of the Black Saintess, the variable is that Yang Jin and I will meet, and together we will decipher the plot of the little princess, and we are the ones who are destined to curse this sacrifice. ”

The battle was carried out in silence, and the atmosphere was a little delicate for a while.

Tsering Gesang was reliving his and Yang Jin's efforts back then, and Bai was especially fresh to hear, and when what he and Xia Mian did was told by the chess pieces in the dark, the subtle sense of control made him feel good. So Bai even took out more patience and asked softly.

"So what did you all do?"

"Yang Jin secretly took out a lot of things from the clan, which became our principal, I used that money to turnover, and deliberately stepped on a lot of places to find that homestay. We've already agreed that I'll save a lot of money, and when we finally escape, we'll go to a place where no one can find us, and start a new life. ”

"I can solve the problem of money, and Yang Jin only needs to wait until the twelve-year sacrifice to find an opportunity to destroy the "goddess's battle suit" to completely end the doom of the Wu clan. As for more things, even the responsibilities of the witch saintess, she can let go, we are not ready to ask for more, and wait until the day when the sacrifice is over, that is, the day we get out. ”

Tsering Gesang originally thought that the days would pass like this, until one day the problem would be completely solved.

But he didn't wait for the turnaround, but waited for Yang Jin's disappearance first.

.......

"At the time, we were serious about breaking the curse......."

Murmuring around the tip of his tongue, Tsering Gesang had nothing more to say. After the final result was determined, no matter how much he said and how he defended himself, he seemed cowardly and pale. But the out-of-control emotions pushed him, and the pressure intensified throughout the night, and finally the broken tone was already choked.

"You can't say I haven't tried, I don't want this, I don't want to......."

Tsering Gesang responded with a light smile from Bai. The man's emotions have always been silent, and the comments at the moment are just like stating the facts, without more feelings.

So when Tsering Gesang heard it, he even calmly mocked.

"But it's a foregone conclusion, what is the point of your sentence if you don't want to?"