"I ......"

Xiang Yang looked at Ning Xuanxuan thoughtfully, and stopped talking, unable to say the words to directly let her go back first.

"Are you going to drive me away again?"

Ning Xuanxuan simply put down her work, turned around and approached Xiang Yang, her eyes staring directly at his dodging eyes, she asked him for a definite answer, if the answer was positive, she would leave immediately, and she could not even get married.

Anyway, she has regretted it more than once, even if she still loves him very much, she still can't let go of him, she doesn't want to endure such a torment of flickering away and approaching anymore, she has had enough.

Allen is right when he says that marriage and love are not intersecting lines, they are just two equilibrium lines that approximately intersect.

Just as a marriage based on love does not ensure that two people will love each other for a lifetime, a marriage based on the premise of marriage may mean that they will be in love with each other for a long time, and they will be happy with each other.

"No" Xiang Yang seemed to feel ashamed, and didn't dare to look at Ning Xuanxuan's watery eyes, just lowered his head and stirred the porridge in the bowl.

"I'm just, just blaming myself, saying that I would take you to play and celebrate, and the result is ......"

He didn't know if this was his heartfelt words, but he just said it as soon as it came to his lips.

But this reason made Ning Xuanxuan's heart tremble, and she suddenly felt self-blame.

"It's also my fault, I shouldn't have insisted that you play that exciting project with me, it made you uncomfortable, and I was sad. ”

Xiang Yang saw that the atmosphere had improved slightly, and immediately changed the topic, distracting Ning Xuanxuan's attention and avoiding unnecessary disputes, he was really unable to deal with these verbal disputes now.

"Don't you want to celebrate? Go grocery shopping, it's too late, you're going to get stuck in traffic when you take a taxi, and you can just leave the sweeping to electronics. ”

Ning Xuanxuan wanted to celebrate, but Xiang Yang didn't have enough excuse to shirk it, so he had to comply with her wishes, just hoping that she would leave after celebrating quickly, and he still had something to confirm.

"I knew that you were just going to drive me away, I had been Mrs. Xiang since 9:30 a.m., do you still want to drive me away?"

With Ning Xuanxuan's stubborn temperament, she had to figure it out, why did she get rid of her three or five times, obviously she was fine in the morning, could it be that he regretted getting the certificate, if she regretted it, she could change the book, why bother to be wronged, and make everyone unhappy.

Don't refuse her care on the grounds that you are not feeling well, heh!

"I'm not trying to drive you away, I don't want you to come home too late, didn't we say okay? I'm going to make you my complete bride. ”

Xiang Yang's brows were tightly locked, and there was an impatient irritability in his tone, if Ning Xuanxuan continued to make trouble, he really didn't dare to guarantee that he would not cause a dispute with her because of his imminent collapse on the verge of an outburst, which could have been avoided.

The most important thing he wanted to do now was to be quiet, and since he woke up, he always felt like he had been broken from a drink, and his head was empty, but he couldn't remember any memory he had lost.

It's just that he suddenly wondered if his decision to marry Ning Xuanxuan was a bit too abrupt and hasty, or maybe he was used to being free and careless, and he couldn't adapt to living under the same roof for the time being, and he still needed a period of psychological preparation.

In short, instead of regretting it, he began to question himself.

"It's been incomplete for a long time. Ning Xuanxuan snorted.

Realizing that he had made a slip of the tongue for a while, thinking of the absurd wrong things he made on impulse during his earlier acquaintance, Xiang Yang couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

At that time, he was still a wandering man in the eyes of his friends, and among his previous girlfriends, he never lasted more than three months.

At the beginning of his acquaintance with Ning Xuanxuan, he still got along with her with an old-fashioned mentality, but unexpectedly, she became an accident in his life, and one place was three years.

'I'm sorry for reminding you of something unpleasant' still can't be said when it comes to your mouth, and some words can only be put in your heart, and once you say it, it will only add to your worries.

"I ...... You, I thought, you understood me. Xiang Yang was stunned in place for a moment, he didn't have the confidence to say the words that had been repeated countless times.

"I don't understand, I don't understand, I haven't understood all the time, do you want to tell me that sentence again, I hope I am the precious bride in your heart, I hope I am the most precious bride in your heart?"

Ning Xuanxuan's eyes were full of tears, full of grievances, and she poured out her sadness, for the first time in three years, this was the first time she was desperate in front of Xiangyang, reckless, and wanton.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, she suddenly lost control of her emotions, maybe the most important and most celebrateable day in her opinion, but she was unwilling to be pushed by her beloved for no reason and as an excuse.

"I'm telling you, I don't want to listen to this sentence now, I'm tired of hearing it, don't you think it's false if you say too much? If you regret it, we'll go and change the book on Monday, so that everyone won't be happy. ”

Xiang Yang didn't have the confidence to say it after all, he still said it through Ning Xuanxuan's mouth, he wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain, he just needed to be quiet, he couldn't let her know about himself and Mingxi.

"You know, that's not what I meant" Xiang Yang's explanation was pale and weak, but other than that, he really didn't know what else he could say.

Ning Xuanxuan was speechless and choked, not feeling teary-eyed, how to tell her grievances, maybe she had to start from the first day she met Xiang Yang, or from the moment she fell in love with him, just because she was extremely affectionate, she fell in love with each other in this three-year relationship, she thought that as long as she loved deeply, as long as she treated each other sincerely, she would always be able to move him one day, but unexpectedly, the person who was moved first in the end was actually full of scars.

It's ridiculous and ironic, the person who hurts the most is the one who loves the most.

"You don't even have an explanation, you don't even want to coax me more, do you?"

"Jingjing"

Xiang Yang approached Ning Xuanxuan's side, calling her name softly, trying to soothe her excited emotions, but what she blurted out was the old name she cared about, which inevitably made the beauty angry, so she immediately changed her words,

"Xuanxuan, can you calm down and listen to me first?" Xiang Yang put his hands on her shoulders, looked at her timidly, spoke slowly, and his words were extremely gentle and affectionate,

"Do you remember our agreement? Didn't we say that a good cohabitation should be put after the marriage ceremony? Do you remember when you told me that life needs to have a sense of ceremony? If my words made you feel harsh and uncomfortable, I apologize, don't be angry, okay?"

When Xiang Yang finished saying this, he was surprised, in his memory, he had never had such a gentle tone to appease any ex-girlfriend, and Ning Xuanxuan was the first.