Chapter 11: Fragment Amnesia
Under Xiang Yang's gentle comfort, Ning Xuanxuan was not so excited, and looked at Xiang Yang with a little stunned, and Xiang Yang was uncomfortable by her.
"Are you thirsty? Drink water, I've been busy for so long, I haven't seen you drink water. ”
Xiang Yang turned around and went to the kitchen to pour Ning Xuanxuan a glass of water and put it on the table in front of the sofa, and then carefully helped her to sit on the sofa, for fear of angering her again.
It's just that Xiang Yang is tender and sweet, and Ning Xuanxuan is still unmoved.
"Isn't it to celebrate? I'll accompany you to buy vegetables, I just drank the porridge you cooked, and I feel much more comfortable in my stomach, you can touch it and take a look. ”
Xiang Yang held Ning Xuanxuan's hand and moved it to his abdomen, while quietly catching the subtle expression on her face, but Ning Xuanxuan had been immersed in the pain of grievances, her eyes were dull, and her expression was blank.
I don't know if I felt the temperature from Xiang Yang's palm, Ning Xuanxuan's hand suddenly pulled out of the palm he wrapped before it touched Xiang Yang's belly.
She stood up suddenly, didn't say anything, slammed the door with her bag on her back and left.
The sound of the door slamming behind him couldn't help but make Xiang Yang smile blankly, and then, leaving a long sigh in the living room.
In the face of Ning Xuanxuan's inexplicable farewell, Xiang Yang did not call her or send a text message, but her departure gave him room to relax his long-suppressed emotions.
Xiang Yang raised the back of his head, grunted, and drank all the water that had just been placed on the table.
Xiang Yang hurriedly came to the desk, opened a hidden word notebook on the computer desktop, since the day he had Mingxi's memory, he would write a diary almost every day, and the diary recorded everything related to Ning Xuanxuan, he was afraid that one day, if Mingxi's memory disappeared, would he not remember everything he loved with Ning Xuanxuan.
Keeping a diary has become a habit for him, but it is the first time he has looked back at his own diary.
He flipped through every thing recorded in the past page by page, only to find out where his fragments were, and every sweetest and most greasy moment with Ning Xuanxuan almost blurred these beautiful memories after he fainted.
Xiang Yang seemed to understand why he suddenly had a sense of detachment from Ning Xuanxuan, and at the same time, he also discovered a little secret, that is, Ning Xuanxuan lost her temper in front of him for the first time in history.
"She's really sad. Xiang Yang looked at the diary and sighed.
But he didn't know how to comfort her.
The wedding day is getting closer and closer, the two have almost no communication, and there are matters that need to be communicated between the elders, Ning Xuanxuan simply used her mother's WeChat to form a WeChat group, but she was not in the WeChat group, which inevitably made the elders unhappy and nagged her for being ignorant, but she didn't mind at all.
Ning Xuanxuan is like this, Xiang Yang is the same, he also quit the WeChat group, Xiang Yang has nothing to talk about in the turmoil in his chest, he doesn't know what the meaning of the two getting married is, just for himself or for Mingxi.
Just when he was worried about why he couldn't find himself, and the feeling of falling in love with Ning Xuanxuan at the same time, he was worried about Mingxi lying in the hospital all the time, he was afraid that once Mingxi was gone, he would lose the memories that Mingxi brought him, as well as the happy time with Ning Xuanxuan.
If these memories are shattered and gone, how will he choose, is he going to maintain a masquerade marriage with Ning Xuanxuan for the sake of responsibility? I'm afraid that if he is willing, Ning Xuanxuan will not be willing at that time.
torture each other for a lifetime, so it's better to let go early.
But at this moment, let go of the word, at the stall where the marriage ceremony was ready, he couldn't say it, one is sorry for Ning Xuanxuan, who has paid for him sincerely for three years, and the other is sorry for Mingxi, although the memory of the past was brought to him by Mingxi, but the person who gave Ning Xuanxuan love was him Xiangyang.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help sighing, but he didn't know that every thought and thought of him was clearly perceived by the dying Mingxi, but his breath of life became weaker and weaker, and his consciousness gradually drifted away, leaving Xiang Yang's body, so that Xiang Yang accidentally broke off and lost part of his memory for a while.
In this way, Xiang Yang and Ning Xuanxuan ushered in their first wedding in their respective love-hate entanglements.
On the eve of the wedding, Ning Xuanxuan broke the silence and ended the delicate relationship between the two.
"How many days off did you take?"
Ning Xuanxuan didn't call, but simply sent a WeChat message. But his words made Xiang Yang look forward to it, and during this quiet time, in addition to his incomprehensible mood, he was actually silently paying attention to all the dynamics of Ning Xuanxuan, but he didn't know what kind of words to use to break this subtle silence.
"How many days off have you taken?" Xiang Yang quickly replied to Ning Xuanxuan's message, no longer in a state of love and no return like at the beginning of the relationship.
"One day".
Ning Xuanxuan was expecting Xiang Yang to coax her first, even if it was a simple apology, but she looked forward to it, and she didn't even wait for a word of sorry until she was disheartened.
The word "separate" is choked every time it comes to her mouth, she has loved her for three years, how can she be willing to let go, since the last time she blurted it out, she has remorse, suffered from gains and losses, blames herself, and often asks if she is hurt by her impulsive words, so he ignores himself.
This time, I finally mustered up the courage to make a preemptive strike, but I was "cured" by the other party, Xiang Yang didn't have a word of apology, that is, even if they cooperated with each other, they just went through the motions to make their relatives and friends happy, as for the future emotional direction, take a step at a time, anyway, the word divorce Ning Xuanxuan didn't dare to say it casually anymore, she was afraid that one day she would really lose Xiangyang, if that day came, she was afraid that she would have nothing, so depressed.
For Ning Xuanxuan, Xiang Yang is the person who saved her from fire and water, the person who made her regain her confidence in love, and the person who made her fall in love, and now she is also the person who disappointed her and was afraid of losing.
"Is one day enough?
Xiang Yang's original intention was just to ask why he didn't invite more than a few days, but when the words came to his mouth, they always changed their taste, which was unpredictable.
"Whatever you want. Ning Xuanxuan's words were obviously a little dissatisfied, but she pretended to be chic.
Xiang Yang was stunned for a moment, and the simple and simple words that came into his eyes couldn't help but gasp, he understood that Ning Xuanxuan was still unable to dissipate his anger because of the last incident, he wanted to comfort her a few words, but he couldn't find the right words to express it, he just thought to himself, for Mingxi and Ning Xuanxuan's honeymoon trip, and the city was chosen in Bohol, where she had always wanted to go.
It's just that he only knows this idea, and Ning Xuanxuan doesn't know it.