When he found Liu Qin, Lu Weibei unexpectedly saw two acquaintances. Actually, it's not so surprising. After all, Qin Li and Huo Yi are both students of Zhang Lin, and one is his current doctor, and the other is his former patient.

The three of them were talking violently. To be precise, it was Liu Qin leaning on the railing to wipe his tears, and the other two people were speaking loudly.

Qin Li was so anxious that he spoke twice as fast, "Master, don't cry! I'll go tell Teacher Zhang and let him do the operation honestly! At the moment of serious illness, what kind of lonely hero is he pretending? You too, you have to tell him if you are sad, you have to tell him, you have to tell him, you are reluctant to let him undergo surgery!"

Compared with Qin Li, Huo Yi looked much calmer. He clenched his fists and asked Qin Li expressionlessly, "His tumor grows in the frontal lobe, which may affect his decision-making ability, can you get a certificate and let the guardian make a treatment decision?"

Hearing this, Qin Li was very pleasantly surprised. "That's a good idea! Why didn't I think of it before! Master, let's give him a proof......

"Alright...... You two don't quarrel. Liu Qin couldn't bear it, "I respect his choice." ”

Qin Li blushed, and stopped talking. Huo Yi's face was white, clenching his fists.

Liu Qin looked at the two of them, sighed helplessly, and added, "This is his life, and he has the right to decide whether he wants to stay or not." I respect him. ”

"But isn't this your life?" The first to refute was Huo Yi, his voice trembling.

Liu Qin looked out the window, his voice trembling and calm, "Life is originally only your own." For a long time in my life, I was content to have him as my traveling companion. Now, he needs to go to another destination, which is where I can't go right now, so I'm going to part with him. That's all. ”

"But he can stay here and not go to that destination!" Huo Yi didn't give up.

Liu Qin shook his head, "He doesn't want to go to my destination, and I don't want to go to his destination, it's actually a very similar thing." I can't die because of him, so why should I ask him to live for me?"

"Isn't marriage a promise to keep each other? Since he made this promise, why did he unilaterally break the contract? Why did he let you experience a marriage that you can't stay together until you grow old?" Although Huo Yi tried his best to restrain himself, his whole body was trembling, his eyes were red, and his voice was actually crying.

For some reason, Lu Wei didn't think that although Huo Yi was talking about Zhang Lin, he wasn't talking about Zhang Lin. And the person who said these words was not the gentle and polite Huo Yi now, but the past, who was immersed in hurt and couldn't grow up.

She thought she had guessed correctly. Because Qin Li's face turned red all of a sudden, he hurriedly wanted to cover Huo Yi's mouth.

"Why can't I experience a marriage that I can't stay together until I grow old?" Facing the excited Huo Yi, Liu Qin became more and more calm, and even had a smile on his face. Like Zhang Lin, she smiled gently, but anyone could smell the faint smell of blood behind this question.

Huo Yi had a white face and did not answer.

"Every day in this world, countless people divorce, and countless young wives and young husbands experience death. Middle-aged couples, life and death are even more numerous. Neither of them stayed with their partners until they grew old. Why, these things can happen to them, but not to me?" Liu Qin said with a wry smile.

"Because it's fate. If you want to hurt whomever you want, you can hurt whomever you want, and if you want to be unreasonable, you won't be reasonable...... Ah, fate. No one answered her, so she gave her own answer.

"Don't blame fate for everything!" Huo Yi's emotions became even more excited, "Can that be the same! Teacher Zhang's illness obviously has room for change! It was he who chose to give up! Not fate!"

"How is this not fate? In your opinion, he is the luckiest group of glioma patients, he doesn't have to wait for death, he has a choice. But in fact? Is this an easy choice? Does he want to die? Does he want to change his personality? He doesn't want to, he doesn't want to. He wanted to live well, like he had done for more than forty years before him. But is this up to him?" Liu Qin's eyes were red from the stabbing of these words, the more she spoke, the more desperate she became, she could still restrain herself at first, and then finally couldn't help crying, "He has to make this choice and choose a path he doesn't want to choose." He's sending himself to a dead end, he's sending himself to a dead end!"

Qin Li and Huo Yi stood in place, not saying a word.

Liu Qin endured it, and finally returned to his usual calm and self-contained appearance. She wiped away her tears and said softly, "Don't try to persuade him, let him feel a little better." ”

Qin Li nodded with red eyes, and then desperately pulled Huo Yi's sleeve. Huo Yi nodded as if he had come back to his senses.

"Okay, I have to go back quickly, you Teacher Zhang are in a hurry. Liu Qin smiled at them, and then started to drive people away, "Why don't you leave quickly, there are so few things in the hospital? ”

"Then, let's go to work first, and you must remember to contact us if there is anything. Qin Li said hello and dragged Huo Yi away.

Liu Qin leaned against the railing by the window, watched the two of them slowly walk away, began to bow his head and whispered something, and then covered his face and cried.

Lu Weibei walked towards her slowly, not daring to make a sound.

She heard Liu Qin keep chanting, "What should we do...... What should we do......"

She thought she understood why Liu Qin was sad. Liu Qin was reluctant to Zhang Lin, and felt sorry for Zhang Lin. She was so uncomfortable that she couldn't hold on, but she still hoped that her husband could finish the rest of his life with his heart.

She felt very sorry for Liu Qin and wanted to go up and hug her and comfort her that everything would pass. But she didn't dare to say anything, she didn't dare to do anything.

She didn't know how to say it so that it wouldn't cause the big bomb of superpowers.

She was afraid to see the numbers beating above Liu Qin's head, and she was afraid that her momentary kindness would bring consequences that she regretted.

She stood two steps behind Liu Qin, her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't get out of a single step.

At that moment, Lu Weibie finally fully understood why Zhang Lin chose to go straight to death.

Because he wants to be a human being, a person of flesh and blood, who can cry and laugh, who can love, who will be loved. Instead of a shell, wandering in this world, but not feeling any affection.

At that moment, she even began to envy Zhang Lin at an inopportune time, envying him for going to death calmly, like a warrior.

And she could only put away all her warmth, and watched Liu Qin coldly to comfort herself. Then with a professional smirk, he said to Liu Qin, "Miss Liu, Mr. Zhang is waiting for you." ”

When he returned to the ward, Liu Qin had already collected his emotions, Ying Ying smiled, elegant and decent. The husband and wife sat together holding hands, smiling and saying goodbye to Lu Wei. The sunlight outside the window lazily sprinkled on them, reflecting the warmth and brightness of the two of them, they were really a fairy couple.

Lu Weibei smiled self-deprecatingly in his heart. It turns out that the beautiful dreams in this world are picturesque, and there are thousands of holes behind them.

She smiled goodbye as well, and then slowly swayed from the ward to the unit physically and mentally exhausted.

The more she thought about it, the more she felt aggrieved, and she couldn't understand how the luck in misfortune had evolved into the current state of despair.

Zhang Lin and Liu Qin, even Huo Yi and Qin Li, they are struggling with misfortune and even more misfortune, everyone is sad, everyone is in pain, everyone is desperate, everyone is angry.

Ah, except for Zhang Lin. Zhang Lin has been calm.

Lu Weibei gritted his teeth, his heart was mixed, and he didn't know whether to be angry or pitiful.

Before today, she thought that living a long life was the most serious pursuit in life, and she worked hard for it unswervingly. As a result, I was slapped in the face by life today.

Zhang Lin could give up his life without hesitation, and Liu Qin had to support his decision with dry tears. It turns out that the length of life is not so important.

She almost gritted her teeth. If the length of her life doesn't matter, then what is everything she has done before? She carefully hides herself, avoids others, and devalues her heart's desires to nothing, just so that the people around her can live for two more days, what is such an act? Why did she live so many years with her hands tied! What is the meaning of her life!

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became, desperate to kick something out of her anger. But I also thought that I must not kick a pebble, if I kick it into the ant's nest, it will be over, and I can't kick the chair, in case I kick the loose screw and cause the later people to fall, it is a big sin. Eventually, she stared at the stake, feeling that a kick to it shouldn't cause any unknown damage.

She raised her foot to kick, but suddenly felt bored and put her leg down in despair.

She laughed self-deprecatingly, her eyes wet. It turns out that to this day, she is still counting those numbers.

At this moment, a powerful Nyorai Divine Palm summoned her back to reality.

She turned around resignedly, and found that it was indeed Qin Li, who was grinning vigorously, "Miss Lu, why are you here? Do you want to have lunch with us? ”

As he spoke, he winked at Lu Wei. Huo Yi, who was standing behind him, was still expressionless, not happy, or irritable.

Lu Weibei wanted to cry without tears. She was already in a bad mood, and she had to eat in front of an iceberg face, and there was a Lalang next to her, which was really a challenge to her digestion ability. But she couldn't afford to skip it, because she really had to make up for her mistakes.

But when she thought about it, she felt angry, didn't she just save a child who was about to be hit by a car? What mistake did she make! Why should she suffer such a crime?

The more Lu Weibei thought about it, the more angry he became, his mind was a mess, and under his negligence, the mood of gritting his teeth leaked to his face. Qin Li was so frightened that his whole face wrinkled bitterly, "What's wrong with you, didn't I hurt you just now?"

Although Qin Li had no heart on his face, he was actually so anxious to die or live in his heart.

After talking to Liu Qin, Huo Yi didn't talk or laugh, as if he had returned to the state when he had an accident at home fifteen years ago. Qin Li turned around in front of him, saying all the jokes he had seen recently, and he didn't see Huo Yi pulling the corners of his mouth. He thought that Lu Wei didn't like Huo Yi, and he was full of joy that a spring breeze love would definitely save Huo Yi from fire and water. Therefore, he became more and more attentive and careful with Lu Weibie, for fear that she would run away, leaving Huo Yi alone in hell and no one to save her.

Hearing this, Lu Weibei was more nervous than Qin Li, and she hurriedly glanced at the top of his head with her spare eyes, and only breathed a sigh of relief after confirming that no numbers appeared. She did countless psychological construction in her heart, and finally squeezed out a smile, "It's okay, I was distracted just now, I'm sorry." What did you just say?"

Qin Li instantly relieved his heart and replied happily, "I said that I would invite you to eat at noon, the hospital cafeteria." It is said that there is steamed fish today!"