Mo Wenlan stretched his waist, got up slowly, walked slowly to the door, and said as if chanting scriptures as he walked: "No one in this world can save you, only yourself, Shi Jing, if you want to harvest, you must pay, you understand this truth when you are seven years old." ”

When the words fell, he just opened the door and disappeared.

When the sound of the door closing came downstairs, Shi Jingcai closed his eyes, put the book on the table on one side, picked up the laptop and put it on his lap, and searched for the video of the Jincheng Kindergarten Dance Competition, the highest click rate is the drama dance "Music in the Mountains" of the second class of Hongwen Kindergarten, seven children wearing tatters, with self-made erhu, flutes, tambourine, and two children even holding a porcelain basin and six porcelain bowls.

With a positive theme, an ingenious plot, and a unique dance, the Secondary 2 class won the special prize without any suspense.

From beginning to end, Si Qi did not appear in the video, and it was another female teacher named Wang Jing who was responsible for leading the children to perform on stage and prepare for the audience, and the choreographer also became all the teachers of the second class when the awards were presented, and Si Qi's name was not mentioned.

Shi Jing looped the video indefinitely, until the sun was set, and then he took out his mobile phone and wanted to send a text message to Si Qi, but unfortunately he deleted and changed it, and it took more than half an hour to grind, and finally only sent one sentence: "Can you come to my house on the weekend?"

After sending the text message, he immediately put the mobile phone on the table, turned off the video, picked up the book again, barely fixed his eyes on the book, kept twisting the pages with his fingertips, and turned a page very slowly for a while, looking at the corner of his eyes that did not move but kept glancing at the phone, one, two, three...

Ten minutes later, the phone finally vibrated a bit.

Si Qi's reply was also super simple: "Okay, then I'll go over in the afternoon." After a pause, she sent another text message: "Is it uncle and aunt who came to see you?"

Shi Jing stiffened, pinching his mobile phone, the courage that had been accumulated in his mind disappeared in an instant, he lowered his eyes, stared at the words on the phone, and hesitated for a long time before he replied with one word very slowly: "Hmm." ”

This time, Si Qi replied quickly: "Then I know, see you on the weekend." ”

Today is Thursday, and there are two days to go until the weekend, Shi Jing looked at the calendar on his phone, and was inexplicably excited, but when he thought of the lie he told, the whole person fell into the ice cellar again, he got up and opened a crack in the tightly covered black curtains, the sun was setting and twilight outside, but he had a lot of thoughts in his mind, and he didn't dare to look directly at the dazzling sunlight outside the window.

In the past seventeen years, Si Qi was the first person of the opposite sex to approach him, and it was also the first person of the opposite sex he met after he came out of his dark world, he didn't have much expectations, but he was unwilling to sink in hell forever, so he spent several years doing psychological construction for himself, and used various medical methods to force himself to suppress those anxiety, depression, fear, and compulsion in the deepest part of his heart.

He wanted to live.

He didn't expect to meet Si Qi.

Although they have not been together for a long time, from any point of view, Si Qi is an excellent person, optimistic and hearty, can consider others at any time, knowing that he has social phobia, he deliberately avoided his gaze when he met for the first time, and offered to go to the countryside for a picnic when he met him for the second time, and when he met his parents, he took the initiative to gain favor, and when it was his turn to meet his parents, she tried her best to avoid embarrassment.

With her, he has a feeling of dislocation, he is like a girl, he is taken care of by her, and he has a sweet feeling of being infinitely loved.

This kind of dislocation actually made him faintly reluctant in his heart.

Jincheng Kindergarten Dance Competition, really made Si Qi a celebrity in Hongwen Kindergarten, after all, "Music in the Mountains" was choreographed and directed by her alone, and the music played by the children was written by her own hand, and she was responsible for all the training.

For two months, she took her children to train for half an hour after class every day, and every weekend she would take out half a day of rest to practice, and even the musical instruments and pots and pans used by the children to participate in the competition were prepared by herself.

Unexpectedly, in the end, when she led the team to the city to participate in the competition, she pushed it off and never let her name appear in public from beginning to end.

"Teacher Si, why don't you think about it again?" Zhu Xufang, the head of the kindergarten, persuaded painstakingly: "In this dance competition, the second class stands out, and each child's performance is too amazing, not only I hope you can bring a dance class, but even many parents are jointly proposing, and the dance class does not need to be taught every day, it is an extracurricular interest class, only two classes a week, three hours of class on Saturday afternoon, you can rest assured of the salary, I will not treat you badly." ”

Si Qi squinted and smiled, seemingly heartless, but still quite stubbornly rejected the proposal: "Principal, I'm not actually proficient in dance, this time it's just a mistake, the source of the plot dance I was inspired by reading a report on the Internet, and when choreographing, Teacher Xie Min from Secondary 3 also participated, and she has a soft spot for dance, she is more suitable than me to lead this dance class." ”

"How can you not be proficient?" The director pushed his glasses and said in a gentle manner: "Xiao Si, don't fool me, you have a unique understanding of dance, I can feel this, those judges can also feel it, everyone's vision is bright, and you are also proficient in music, singing, playing the piano and playing drums are all at your fingertips, even an ordinary porcelain basin and porcelain bowl can beat such beautiful music, you don't be presumptuous." ”

The smile on Si Qi's face froze for a moment, but she quickly reacted again, "I don't have any problem teaching musical instruments, but I really can't do anything about dancing, or you should consider other candidates!"

The director looked at her carefully with his glasses, and couldn't help sighing: "But parents send their children to dance classes for you, if you don't bring a dance class, this class may not be established, and many parents also hope that you can take your children to participate in the national dance competition held by CCTV next year. ”

"That's... I'm sorry..."Si Qi scratched his head, smiled a little embarrassedly and said: "My mother has been urging me to get married, and I just had a boyfriend recently, I may not have so much energy to do this, I'm really sorry, and I still have to take care of Xiaojun." ”

When the principal heard this, he had no choice but to sigh again, take a step back and say, "You better think about it again, there is still half a month before the start of the new semester." ”

Si Qi was silent for a moment, turned around and went out, but she didn't expect to glance at it inadvertently, and happened to see the bright red certificate on the corner of the table, this bright color was like a small but sharp thorn, suddenly pierced into her heart, and the indescribable hidden pain soared from the bottom of her heart like a tide, and the past and embarrassment that had been forced by her to the bottom of her heart instantly resurfaced in front of her eyes, almost making her flee the office in a hurry.

It wasn't until she left the principal's office that she took a deep breath, pressed down the suffocating pain again, patted her face hard, and barely resurfaced a few faint smiles on her face, turning back into the previous Si Qi who had no heart and lungs, couldn't smash, couldn't break, couldn't hurt, and didn't hurt.

"Sister Qi, did the principal ask you to take the newly opened dance class?" Wang Jing saw her standing in the corridor in a daze, jumped over in a few steps, and happily hugged her shoulders.

Si Qi shrugged as if nothing had happened.

"That's great, I knew that the dance of our class would definitely shine this time, but I didn't expect to win a special prize directly, Sister Qi, you are so amazing, I didn't expect you to be able to choreograph." Wang Jing was still excited: "It's a pity that you didn't go to the scene yesterday, otherwise you would be as excited as me, and the parents of several children who participated in the competition held my hand on the spot, and thanked me vigorously, but fortunately I was thick-skinned and resisted a lot of thanks." ”

Seeing Wang Jing chattering, Si Qi pinched the bridge of his nose and couldn't help but say, "I pushed it off." ”

"Push off what..."Wang Jing didn't react yet.

Si Qi smiled: "I didn't want to take any dance class, so I turned down this job, but I recommended Xie Min, she is more suitable to lead this class than me." ”

"Boom..."Wang Jing was stunned: "Why? You choreographed so well, enough to kill many professional teachers in dance training classes in seconds, seriously, Sister Qi, have you ever studied dance before?"

"Nope. Si Qi immediately shook his head and blurted out: "The design I studied in college has nothing to do with dance." As soon as the words fell, she immediately noticed that her reaction was a little excessive, and she coughed lightly, saying, "I am also a blind cat and a dead mouse, pure luck." ”

"Wow, is this the so-called talented?" Wang Jing didn't notice Si Qi's strangeness at all, and still admired her face: "You didn't go, I didn't know the judges at that time appreciated our show, and one of the judges said that our plot dance integrates ideas into every action, In every melody, the choreographer really understands the essence of dance, and is also very good at using dance to express what he thinks, is a very good choreographer, this time the grand prize is actually for the choreographer, after the game, she also asked us who the choreographer was, but none of us said. ”

Si Qi's face changed slightly, and her eyes became a little trance-like, since she was nine years old, she began to participate in large and small dance competitions, first in the school, then in the county, city, province, and finally to the whole country, she has won awards in CCTV's national dance competition three times, and even almost represented the school to participate in world-class competitions, but unfortunately, all the glory and glory were dissipated overnight.