Mo Wenlan's car was speeding on the third ring road, the neon lights on both sides were flashing, and looking up through the car window, it was easy to give people the illusion that the stars had fallen into the world.

In the car, neither of them spoke, and Mo Wenlan rarely remained silent, but turned on the car stereo and played light music.

"Young hearts are always a little frivolous

Now you call the world home

The girl who once made you feel distressed

Now it is gone

Love always makes you yearn and feel annoyed

It has left you bruised all over your body

......

......”

Xu Wei's hoarse voice echoed in the car, so that the listener couldn't help but indulge in his voice, where there was only tranquility and stability, and a regrettable sadness, which sounded particularly substitutional.

Mo Wenlan likes Xu Wei's songs very much, the kind of voice that sounds vicissitudes, heavy, long but evocative has accompanied him for more than ten years, it can be said that it is part of the cornerstone of his soul, just like the soil where a tree takes root, he is almost obsessed with Xu Wei's songs, he has watched every concert of Xu Wei, he can sing all of Xu Wei's songs, and he usually only listens to Xu Wei's songs, which is considered a diehard fan of Xu Wei, and it is the kind that will never climb the wall.

When I heard "Hometown", Wang Jing, who was silent all the way, suddenly asked: "Do you like Xu Wei's songs?"

Mo Wenlan, who seemed to have been awakened from a dream, was stunned for a moment, then nodded immediately, and turned his head to look at her, but unexpectedly saw an indescribable calm on her face, as if he was also immersed in Xu Wei's singing, he couldn't help but be stunned again, and asked, "You also like to listen to his songs?"

Wang Jing's expression was light and quiet, it was rare that he didn't choke him back, but stared at the neon that kept retreating outside the car window, and was silent for a moment before saying: "I listened to his songs at the teacher's house in junior high school, and I was instantly fascinated by his voice, and I always felt that his voice seemed to be able to heal all the pains. ”

It was her growth, the most extravagant and daring consumption, but she couldn't dispel the desperate urge to go, she had been desperately trying to grow up since she could remember, and on the way she was running wildly, she never dared to raise her head to look at the scenery along the road, for fear that she couldn't help but slow down, so that she had nostalgia, and she struggled to come along the way, with nothing and no one to rely on.

It wasn't until she went to see the concert that she sat under the dazzling and vast stage, looking at the glow sticks waving in the hands of thousands of people, listening to the songs that had inspired her countless times, looking at the quiet people on the stage who kept singing, she suddenly burst into tears and choked silently.

The scenery is so wonderful.

Mo Wenlan was silent for a while before he said, "I also went to the Bei*Jing scene, and I also sat at the front. Unexpectedly, the people around me also liked Xu Wei's songs.

Wang Jing didn't seem to hear him speak, and then said: "I like his "Blue Lotus", "Hometown" and "Once Said", when I was in college, every year's year-end party, each class had to put out a show, once I was pushed out by the class leader to top the thunder, I sang "Once You", at first I was nervous, cold sweat all over my body, my legs trembled, I always felt that I would faint nervously, but I didn't expect that when the music sounded, I didn't seem to be afraid of anything, that time I played extraordinarily and got the best in the audience. ”

It was the most rewarding time in her life, and it was also the one that received the most applause and admiration, she never thought that she would one day stand in front of everyone, standing in the center of the stage, when the music sounded, she thought of Xu Wei at the concert, so she felt like a crowned knight, suddenly added by the holy light, so as to become fearless and invincible.

Mo Wenlan rubbed his nose and covered the corners of his mouth up, and was afraid that she would feel embarrassed, so he hurriedly set up a ladder and said: "His songs and his voice have this kind of charm, which can make people forget everything and where they are, as long as you listen to his songs, you will involuntarily immerse yourself in them, so his concerts have never engaged in those grandstanding gimmicks, just standing there quietly and singing, not even saying a few words, but many people are willing to sit down and listen." ”

Wang Jing suddenly glanced sideways at him, and said keenly: "If you want to laugh, I will laugh generously, and I am not afraid of other people's jokes." ”

Mo Wenlan had no choice but to laugh generously twice, "Actually, courage is practiced, if you have to participate in the school party a few more times, you can basically treat the audience like grass and trees." ”

Wang Jing shook her head with some sigh and said, "It's been several years since I graduated." "She has never been unknown in the four years of college, her family is poor, and the miserable life of supporting herself by working is well known, her academic performance is not good or bad, her personality is lukewarm, and her person is not beautiful or ugly, in short, she is so ordinary, but Xu Wei's songs make her feel that she is so extraordinary.

Mo Wenlan looked at her, took in the regret and sadness that flashed in her eyes, and suddenly said with a blessing in his heart: "If I invite you to sing, you can treat me as an audience, you sing and I listen, you can sing Xu Wei's songs, I am his die-hard fan, and I only love to listen to his songs in this life." ”

Wang Jing: "......"

She choked and stared at him with wide eyes, her expression was very inexplicable, and her eyes were burning very lethal.

After a long time, she frowned slightly, and said neatly: "What do you want to do?"

Mo Wenlan didn't care, and didn't talk, just turned the steering wheel, found an intersection and got off the ring road, then parked the car on the side of the road, loosened the seat belt, turned slightly sideways, looked at her with a very solemn expression, and said: "I want to pursue you, it is the kind of pursuit of talking about marriage, not just falling in love, if you agree, we can fall in love first, and then get married, form a small family that belongs only to us, and we can have a child in a few years, I like both boys and girls." ”

Wang Jing silently mentioned in her heart that half of the knife fell to the ground with a pop, she was dumbfounded, shocked and piled up on her face, and even lost her ability to speak for a short time, if it was usual, who dared to say this kind of fighting in front of her, she would definitely be very active in meeting his wishes, but at this time, she was strangely stunned, and she didn't even come back to her senses for a long time, and for a while, she even wondered if she had auditory hallucinations.

Fortunately, Mo Wenlan quickly continued: "Of course, if you don't want to have children, it doesn't matter, we can live in a two-person world for a lifetime, and we are not afraid of being disturbed." ”

Wang Jing's mind that was temporarily disconnected finally came to her senses, and she was full of thoughts of turning her credit into a crime, and a thousand words desperately poured up, but unfortunately there was only one tongue, she pondered for a moment, thought about it, but just picked a sentence: "Do you have something wrong with your brain?"

"I'm in my head and sober, I've never been more sober than I am now. Mo Wenlan raised his eyebrows: "Last time I said that I wanted to pursue you, this time I solemnly ask you to consider it again." ”

Wang Jing frowned tightly: "Didn't I ask you to find some medicine to take last time?"

Mo Wenlan: "......"

He stared at her for a moment, then smiled, "What are you afraid of?"

"Afraid?" Wang Jing was like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, if it weren't for the car, she could jump up directly, her face flushed: "What am I afraid of, what am I afraid of, don't talk nonsense, tell you, you'd better stay away from me, be careful I can't help but beat you." ”

Mo Wenlan made a frightened look quite appropriately, decisively moved back half an inch, and still said with a smile: "You are afraid of falling in love." ”

His voice was very calm, inexplicably revealing a kind of confidence that saw through everything.

What Wang Jing hates the most is that he always likes to put on a pose that can see through people's hearts, so he sneered: "Why should I be afraid of falling in love?"

Mo Wenlan said: "Because you have never been in love, you don't want to fall in love, you don't even want to try, and you are disgusted with any man who approaches you and pursues you, but you don't really hate these people, you are just afraid of their feelings, you think that their feelings are a threat to you, and you feel that your current life is what you have been pursuing, so you are afraid of falling in love, afraid that it will destroy this life." ”

Wang Jing continued to sneer, her face sank significantly, and her eyes were bursting with sparks, as if she had been uncovered, she gritted her teeth, "Why do you say that?"

Mo Wenlan was silent for a long time before lowering his voice slightly: "Because I want to pursue you, I have wanted to pursue you since a long time ago." ”

So he understands her, understands her, understands what she wants and wants, and also understands her rejection and fear, true love itself comes from understanding and empathy, and only in this way can we go further.

Wang Jing didn't speak, just sneered, her face was full of ridicule, she sneered at his confession, and she didn't have any nostalgia, but she didn't refute it, I don't know if it was because she disdained to waste saliva, or because his words touched her heart, so she couldn't think of how to refute it for a while.

Mo Wenlan looked at her deeply and said: "I once heard a sentence that the greatness of love lies in the fact that it can cover the emptiness of a person's existence, people have feelings, family, friendship, and love are all love, and they are the necessities of human survival." ”

Wang Jing was unmoved, and said coldly: "I have also heard a sentence, the insignificance of love is that it can only cover this void, for solving the sense of self-insignificance, love is just counterfeit money, so love is not a necessity for human survival, it is just a condiment." ”

"But you also said that without the spice of love, life will become dull and tasteless, and there will be no joy. Mo Wenlan smiled, "You said that love and marriage both need to be impulsive, you haven't met someone who wants you to act impulsively, but you don't even want to try, how can you meet the person who can make you impulsive, although you have a full stomach of love theory analysis, but you still can't understand love." ”

Wang Jing: "......"

This is what she said to Si Qi a long time ago, when Si Qi just refused to take a dance class, she scurried Si Qi to fool Shi Jing when she got the certificate, and she was really overheard by him, she always thought that she was overheard by him when she was chatting with Xie Min and them, but she didn't expect him to overhear the first-hand information at noon that day.

No, they were talking in the garden of the kindergarten at noon, how could he hear it?