Chapter 118: I Want to Love You

Shi Jing ignored her gaze with a powerful mind, just held her hand firmly, and a faint electric current exploded from the place where the skin of the two people met, burning down the blood vessels to the back of the backbone, arousing a thin layer of hot sweat, after a while, he felt that his hands almost seemed to be roasted, his palms were full of sweat, and some unspeakable department * was about to move, so that he walked back with fear, his whole mind was fixed on his hands, and he no longer dared to think nonsense, and even regretted that he had to hold her hand just now.

Now it's okay, she's so smart, she can definitely see his sinister intentions, if she still sees some clues, then he can go home and hit the tofu directly, but I don't know if the piece of tofu at home is enough for him to hit it.

Between the lightning and the fire, the two words that Mo Wenlan had just commented on him suddenly appeared in his mind: obscene and lewdness.

Shi Jing: "......"

However, even though he was anxious to turn himself into a spinning top in his heart, the hand he held was extremely powerful and kept calm, and the owner of the hand was very calm and calmly stuffed his hand into the pocket of his coat, as if he ignored the burning * heat of his palm, and even thoughtfully rounded the * fig leaf that he pulled out casually: "Wear more clothes next time you come out, the cold hurts too much." "It's as if they've held hands countless times, and it's a very common thing.

Her calm and indifference made him can't help but glance sideways at her, the light at the door was projected from afar, just shining on her delicate fair little face, and the flushed cheeks and transparent earlobes were reflected in his eyelids in turn, making his shame and remorse disappear, and then ecstasy and excitement gushed out again, and his heart became a drumstick, which was hitting his fragile flesh in full swing.

It turns out that she is not completely insensitive, it turns out that she is the same as him, but she is always very strong, and can hide all her true feelings and herself, making herself look unfathomable and indestructible.

"What are you looking at?" Under his long-term distracted gaze, Si Qi, who pretended to be calm, finally turned his head slightly, staggered his focused gaze, and hurriedly put his other hand behind his back, hoping that it would subside in the cold wind, and said in his heart: Big guy, don't look at it anymore, I won't be able to hold on if I look at it again.

She can control her expression, control her tongue, let herself not seem to notice his abnormality, but her body is uncontrollable, the moment Shi Jing held her hand, her chest cavity seemed to be a plain living in an elk, scurrying around, banging, the burning heat from the palm of her hand was like a fire, burning her from head to toe, if it weren't for the small cold wind blowing outside, she felt that she might be roasted.

Shi Jing was still staring at her intently, and her shameless spirit continued to play beyond normal: "Look at you." ”

Si Qi: "......"

Didn't I know you were looking at me yet?

Without waiting for her to speak, Shi Jing suddenly stopped again, and the hand that was stuffed into the pocket by Si Qi was gently forced, and he dragged the person directly into his arms, he seemed to be bewitched, and as if he was possessed by some devil, he slowly bent down and approached the person who was locked in his arms, his face was very close, and his lips were only within reach, but he seemed to be suffering from great suffering and hesitation, the lips of the two were always separated, he didn't dare to kiss directly, but he was reluctant to retreat.

Si Qi resisted the temptation with the tenacious mentality that she had cultivated in seven years, and tried to temporarily treat herself as an ignorant and unconscious piece of wood, and her seven emotions and six desires were temporarily frozen, however, this tenacity only lasted for two minutes, maybe not two minutes, Shi Jing's suppressed breath spread uncoveredly, and instantly shattered her spare reason, and she clearly felt that her state as a wooden person was about to collapse.

"I... I want to pro... Kiss you..."The president finally couldn't hold himself back after roasting himself on the fire for a long time, but in view of his strange shyness and weakness of heart temporarily overwhelmed the shamelessness who came out of nowhere, this kind of thing is even serious and wants to get the consent of his sweetheart before daring to cross half a step out of the thunder pool.

Ironing is real ironing, but at this time it is a bit of a cheat.

Si Qi suddenly wanted to laugh, and the hair hanging from Qianjun in his heart was stretched to the extreme, and then it broke silently at that moment.

Probably has faced the past, and I really want to forget the unpleasant past in the middle, I really want to turn myself into the person seven years ago, and the nature that she has suppressed for many years has tried to probe again, and she is eager to stretch out her little paws, and she feels that she can't miss it.

Anyway, they have already received the certificate, and they have reached a consensus with each other, so it is not too much to kiss them.

Before she could finish this thought in her mind, her body couldn't wait to respond, and when the lips of the two finally touched together, she clearly felt that Shi Jing's whole body was trembling, and she obviously gasped, and even bit her lip nervously, and before she could react, he released his teeth in a panic, took two steps back, and hit the trunk of the tree next to him, looking at her in horror and shame.

Si Qi: "......" The person who dared to trick her just now was instantly beaten back to his original form by reality, he was like a child dancing in a bikini, under his bold appearance is a pure and immaculate innocence, no matter how absurd and obscene it is, it is limited.

After a moment of silence, she finally covered her lips and laughed silently, surging tenderness while laughing, eager to hug the person directly into her arms, the overly frightened little expression on his face was so cute, but it was a pity that she didn't bring her phone out, otherwise it would be enough to make her happy for a lifetime.

Shi Jing's face flickered blue and red, he was stunned for a while, and suddenly raised his feet and left, eager to disappear in place immediately.

Si Qi quickly grabbed the person, held back a laugh, and put his lips together, "Help me see the bleeding?"

Shi Jing paused, and subconsciously obediently condensed his gaze on her full red lips, no blood, but a red blood spot, with her constantly fluttering eyelashes, instantly made him distracted, and his reason died, but he pressed his lips again from instinct, he had never kissed anyone, this was his first time, he was excited and panicked, dazed and frightened, just wanted more warmth in a disorderly manner, and wished that time would stop at this moment.

Si Qi was firmly locked in his arms, his face was up, his eyes widened and stared at Shi Jing's eyes, she saw the mist in Shi Jing's eyes, those random kisses were like a bunch of the fiercest fire in the world, she couldn't help but tremble timidly, she felt his hot lips, heavy breath and trembling soul, this person who locked her in his arms was like kissing someone for the first time, every touch seemed to be overwhelmed, just relying on inability to give and take.

"Kiki..."Shi Jing called her name intoxicatedly, raised his head slightly, and looked at her almost infatuatedly, his face was as red as blood, and his eyes were a group of panicked turbulence.

Si Qi couldn't help but stretch out her waist to hug him, stood on tiptoe, touched his lips with the tip of her tongue, tasting the gentle breath of burning between her lips and teeth, at this moment, she was sober and addicted to hearing the sound of her heart falling, so fast that she almost didn't have time to react and think, so she ran forward without hesitation, she thought, she really likes Shi Jing.

She was sure that he would never let her down, let alone break her heart.

Endless kisses, soft and warm, intoxicated, trembling for the delicate and wonderful touch, Shi Jing greedily hugged Si Qi and refused to let go, he felt a little dizzy, his soul seemed to be out of his body, flew up from the top of his head, and inspected the surroundings, the cold wind drifted silently, the darkness became thin under the reflection of the light, and the prison in the depths of his heart made a trembling roar, as if opening the iron gate that had been sealed for thousands of years.

The pain, depression, fear, helplessness and anxiety that were innate and melted into the blood were all lost at this moment, and his heart rarely became empty and comfortable.

In this cold wind, he even breathed the breath of freedom that he hadn't breathed for a long time.

"Are you going back to work tomorrow?" Shi Jing took two steps back with his arms around the person, simply leaned directly on the trunk of the tree, held the person in his arms, lowered his head slightly, and gently rubbed her forehead with his chin.

Si Qi nodded, "I've been on leave for a few days, and there are still a few days left before New Year's Day, so I have to go back to prepare for the New Year's Day party." ”

Shi Qian was silent for a while, and her hot lips brushed her forehead, "Then can you accompany me to climb the mountain on Saturday?"

Si Qi's hand was stuffed into his clothes, she felt the scorching heat, his body was hot, as if it would burn, it seemed that every touch made him unstoppable heat, causing tremors all over her body, which made her withdraw her hand unconsciously and changed the topic stiffly: "Where do you want to climb the mountain?"

"Fengtai Mountain. Shi Jing quickly said: "I dreamed last night that the day we met for the second time, we went to Fengtai Mountain for an outing together, the sun was very bright and brilliant that day, you walked with me on the mountain path, the woods were full of laughter of Xiaojun and Yuanyuan, just like I dreamed a long, long time ago, I like the sun that day, and I also like Fengtai Mountain, I have always wanted to go again." ”

"It's okay, we'll go if we want. Si Qi seemed to hear the indescribable pathos from his hoarse and trance voice, she patted his waist gently, looked up at him, and said with a smile: "No matter where you want to go in the future, I can accompany you, I used to see a sentence when I was most painful, the world is not worth it, but the world is beautiful, so don't think too much, I will always accompany you, and Xiaojun." ”

"Hmm..." Shi Jing stared at the pair of gentle and hot eyes, where the calm and peaceful were like a lake in the mountains, full of smiles and tenderness, he couldn't speak, just couldn't help but raise his hand, rubbing her cheeks, his fingertips slowly moved down from her forehead, lingering on her eyes and lips repeatedly, watching her quiet eyes gently tremble under her slender eyelashes.

"I want to love you. He muttered involuntarily.

Not to love you, he is not qualified to say that I love you.

So he said I want to love you.

I can't be the best person in the world, but I'm going to try to be the best version of myself.

The first half of his life was full of ups and downs, there were glories, and finally he died out, trapped in the darkness for eighteen years, and his only belief was to live, and he just wanted to live.

At this time, the moment this sentence blurted out, he had an illusion of rebirth in a trance, and finally, the fulcrum of his life was no longer to live, but to try to love her.

"Good. The man in his arms replied lightly and solemnly.

She said yes.

Shi Jing's lips trembled, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only bow his head and kiss the tips of her fingers.

"There are 17 days left before the winter vacation, and our kindergarten will not open until the 18th of the first month of next year. Si Qi coughed lightly, suddenly a little embarrassed, and said, "I have promised your parents that I will go back to Changsha with you for the Spring Festival." ”

Shi Jing whispered: "I know, I will arrange it." ”

Si Qi didn't know what to say for a while.

The unspeakable embarrassment spread in the sudden silence, and at this moment, there was a sound of the villa door opening, Si Qi was stunned, and hurriedly broke free from Shi Jing's arms, saying, "It may be that Xiaojun came out." ”

Sure enough, Si Xiaojun stood at the door, probing his brain and looking around.

Si Qi hurriedly walked a few steps to meet him, and did not forget to touch his cheeks and lips halfway, hoping that no evidence was left.

"Mommy, I'm sleepy. Si Xiaojun rubbed his eyes, looking sleepy.

Si Qi led him back to the house, and said as he walked, "Then I'll accompany you upstairs to sleep." ”

"No, I just wanted to tell you about it. After Si Xiaojun finished speaking, he broke away from her hand and walked upstairs alone, halfway through, but turned around again and said, "You and Dad can continue, I want a little sister." ”

Si Qi: "......"

Shi Jing: "......"

The two of them petrified into two statues at the door, and after a long time, they suddenly came back to their senses, and each looked away in a panic.

Si Qi quickly fled the battlefield, "I'll go wash up." ”

Before the words fell, he slipped away.

Leaving Shi Jing alone in the same place to continue petrifying.