Li Bochuan had insomnia again.

I don't know why, since I went to college, Li Bochuan found that entering the university is half a foot into the society, you can no longer follow the trend with the crowd, but everyone is trying to climb up, everyone is going against the current, a little slack, you may be overwhelmed by the dense crowd at any time. In addition to hard work, you must also have a direction, and if you go in the wrong direction, you may not be overwhelmed by the crowds, but fall into an embarrassing dilemma, and finally annihilate in that deserted barren area.

Learning is like sailing against the current. The same is true of life.

Whenever he thinks of this, Li Bochuan falls into insomnia. In the midst of tossing and turning, thinking again and again, where is he going, what is he going to do, where is he going? The answer to every late night thinking is like this dark night, pitch black, and there is no direction. He looked in the direction of his future, like this dark night, pitch black, and could not find light. So, in the endless night, Li Bochuan fell into endless confusion again.

When Li Bochuan was three years old, his parents died on the spot in a large car accident while they were out. So far, Li Bochuan has been relying on his grandmother. It wasn't until Li Bochuan was five years old that misfortune struck again. Li Bochuan's family is not wealthy, and because there is no financial source, Li Bochuan's grandmother has been struggling to insist. Originally, in that car accident, Li Bochuan's family deserved a sum of compensation, so that Li Bochuan and his grandmother would not live a life without a meal, but in the past two years, there has been no shadow, let alone a whole amount of compensation.

For this reason, Li Bochuan's grandmother went to the village brigade more than once, and every time she got a response, she didn't have the compensation at all. So, after being angry again and again and starving again and again, Li Bochuan's grandmother finally fell ill, and she couldn't get up.

When Li Bochuan was five years old, Li Bochuan's grandmother died, leaving Li Bochuan alone. At Li Bochuan's age, he didn't know anything, but when his grandmother left, his grandmother's pale, thin and skinny, criss-crossed face was deeply imprinted in Li Bochuan's mind. No matter how long the time passes, it can't be erased from Li Bochuan's mind, it is the most indelible memory of his life.

When Li Bochuan's grandmother left, she left behind a pendant, jade, drop-shaped, and there was nothing surprising about it. When there was no money at home, my grandmother used to exchange this pendant for money, but the answer I got was that this thing was not valuable, so Li Bochuan's grandmother did not exchange it. Now this pendant has become Li Bochuan's only thought of his grandmother and his only thought of home.

After Li Bochuan's grandmother left, Li Bochuan was sent to the only welfare home in the village and the only one in the town, Kangcheng Welfare Institute, where many children played together, went to school together, and were together day and night. Li Bochuan gradually forgot the troubles of not having a grandmother, gradually grew up, and gradually became sensible, and he decided to become a doctor. Because Li Bochuan always remembered that his grandmother was sick.

Li Bochuan, who was not very smart, was finally admitted to Jiangnan University, an undergraduate college in Jiangzhou City, the capital city of the province, with his efforts. Li Bochuan majored in traditional Chinese medicine, which was one step closer to his ideal.

When you enter the university, you should be full of vitality and have infinite expectations for the future. With infinite longing, with good expectations for the future, and with expectations for the beautiful university life in the mouths of others and books, Li Bochuan stepped into Jiangnan University briskly.

When I first entered the university, the sun at the end of summer was still warm, like Li Bochuan's heart. Li Bochuan looked curiously at every corner of the university, the sun shone on the corners of the campus, as if those leaves, those stones, those lovely people full of smiles, will shine, dazzling, bright and moving.

As time passed, a year of college passed. Li Bochuan is getting more and more confused, so he will lose sleep tonight. Li Bochuan is not very smart, but he is self-motivated, otherwise he would not feel lost, but should live this free university life in a mess.

Li Bochuan found that this was an ordinary university, and it was very difficult to find a better job after studying his major. Because there are many better than this school, there are also many high-level ones, those enterprises, hospitals, are looking for top students from good schools, with high diplomas, so, after a few years, with this undergraduate diploma to find a job, it is estimated that there is no competitiveness. Unless there is a background in the family, there are relationships. This is something that Li Bochuan does not have, and it cannot be.

Li Bochuan asked himself more than once, "Is this major your favorite?" The answer is yes.

Since I like this major, where should I start, where should I go, and where should I go?

The night is still dark, but there are people who open their eyes wide and try to penetrate the darkness to find the bright sun!