It stands to reason that Li Bochuan grew up as an orphan in Kangcheng Welfare Home, and his mind should be more tenacious than ordinary children, and he knows what he wants.

But Li Bochuan is shy by nature, and he is usually quieter in the class, and he is more mature and stable. Of course, few people know that under the quiet and shy exterior, there is actually an extremely hot heart hidden. This can be seen from his treatment of people and things, or his good friends should know it.

Because he is shy and thin-skinned, Li Bochuan usually doesn't tell his friends or teachers in person if he has anything in his heart, but keeps it in his heart, pondering, analyzing, and digesting by himself.

If there's something he can't digest on his own, he'll write it down and then he'll leave it alone.

Today he came to the library, he was going to write down his troubles and write them down into a letter, to be sent, Li Bochuan was going to send this letter casually. Send it to a stranger.

Stranger:

Hello!

I beg your pardon for sending you this letter so hastily. I'm sorry if you've disturbed your life. If you're interested, then please read down and listen to my inner anguish.

This year is my first year of college, but I always feel lost, endlessly lost. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know how to work on it. It was as if I was worried, worried about my studies, worried about my future. I was scared, scared that I wouldn't get good grades, that I wouldn't get a good job. I feel lost!

But life always has to struggle and struggle! I will take more roads, try more, and go out of my own way!

Okay, thanks for listening! I think I'll find out.

Sincerely: I wish you good health and happiness!

A Confused Stranger 2018-06-28

Li Bochuan put the written letter paper into the envelope and wrote down an address casually - No. 1314 Bailu Street

Li Bochuan's address was written casually by him, he didn't know if there was such a place on the earth for this person, but he didn't check it, because it was not necessary, and what could it do if he checked it, it was meaningless at all. In his opinion, since the address is written casually, everything is casual, it doesn't matter whether anyone has received it or not, the important thing is that this is a way for Li Bochuan to express his heart. And even if it was received, Li Bochuan only wrote the recipient's address, but not the sender's address. So, even if someone receives it, they can't reply.

It was exactly nine o'clock in the morning, and the June sun was gradually showing its domineering and viciousness.

"The sunshine is so good!" Li Bochuan thought to himself.

"Ouch!"

Li Bochuan just turned around and wanted to go to the dormitory, but he didn't notice that there was someone behind him, maybe he hadn't come back to his senses yet, and directly hit the girl behind him.

"Sorry, sorry, I didn't pay attention. Li Bochuan hurriedly apologized, Li Bochuan was already shy and easy to blush in front of girls, so he instantly became nervous, and had to look at the girl with concern, "Are you okay?"

"Hmm, it's okay, it's okay, just be careful next time" The girl looked up at Li Bochuan while rubbing her shoulder that was hit by Li Bochuan.

The girl's height is about 165, the same height as Li Bochuan's shoulders, and she is already very tall among the girls, wearing a white dress and a pair of white flat shoes, which sets off her just right figure, making her look more fresh and clean, with fair skin and pretty good facial features.

"Okay, I will. Li Bochuan responded to her words, but thought in his heart, "You look good." ”

"It's just a little worse than the school girls in the school" Li Bochuan walked and looked at the girl in his heart.

In fact, Li Bochuan rarely pays attention to these people and things, but under the influence of his good roommate Dongfang Yang, he also knows the three major school flowers in the school and several other handsome male classmates.

In Li Bochuan's view, the three school flowers are indeed very good-looking, but the facial features are delicate but different, and the temperament is different, each with its own merits. So I unconsciously compared myself with the three major school flowers in my heart.

……

In the blink of an eye, a week passed quietly, and the freshman year was coming to an end, and I didn't know if the letter was taken in or wandered around.

Anyone who studies medicine knows that as long as you study medicine and pharmacy, the four years of college are actually spent in a busy time, because there are a lot of medical books to read and memorize.

In this year of college life, although he was very busy, Li Bochuan still took half an hour or an hour out of his reading as much as possible.

Li Bochuan thinks that he likes books, likes the texture of books, likes the taste of books, and even more likes books with a sense of time that have been baptized by the years. However, it's not enough to just like it, you also need to read it.

In all schools, Li Bochuan has always thought that the library is the most beautiful place in the school, and there is no one. Because the library contains the most valuable treasures in every school and a group of lovely people sitting with their heads buried in books. This time, Li Bochuan did not read those very good famous books as usual, but picked up a magazine and flipped through it, which was a magazine that Li Bochuan liked more.

There is an interesting article in the magazine about Mr. Yang Jiang's story.

It is said that there is a reader who likes Mr. Yang Jiang very much, and wrote to Mr. Yang Jiang, in which he not only expressed his admiration for Mr. Yang Jiang, but also told Mr. Yang Jiang some troubles in life. In addition to encouraging him, Mr. Yang Jiang's reply also said, "Your problem is that you think too much and read too little." ”

When Li Bochuan saw this sentence, it was like being slapped on the head, and he suddenly sobered up a lot.

Oh, yes. Li Bochuan thought. Why do I feel lost? Why do I feel lost? Why do I worry about my future all the time? Isn't it just that I've been thinking too much all the time? Yes, I'm thinking too much.

And the reason why I think too much is that I don't read too many books. Although I would spare half an hour or an hour to read every day, I was slow to read, so I didn't read a few books during the semester.

But what's the use of reading too many books? Li Bochuan thought to himself.

I think that reading too many books should be to clear the ideological obstacles on your way forward, recognize the road ahead, and not think too much, so that you will not be confused and unable to extricate yourself. At least, at least in the eyes of Li Bochuan now.

Therefore, Li Bochuan asked himself in his heart: Do you like Chinese medicine?

Like, really like.

What exactly do you want?

No, no, no, I don't have that much ambition and ambition.??? I just want to get ahead, I just want to be a respected person, to stand in this huge, vast city where people come and go.

So why are you confused?

Because I'm scared.

Why would you be afraid?

When I walked into the university, I felt that this society is extremely competitive, this society is like a gourd, everyone yearns for the vast world outside the gourd, everyone wants to squeeze out, and the gourd mouth is so small, thousands of people squeeze in the gourd mouth to get out, you have to become particularly "sharp" you can squeeze out, in order to squeeze out the gourd. What I'm afraid of is that I'm not "sharp" enough, too far away from the mouth of the gourd, and I can't do anything in this life, so I can only crawl at the bottom and live a difficult life.

Li Bochuan looked at the blue sky outside the library window and silently made up his mind in his heart!

There are Lingyunzhi in life, and there are ghosts and heroes in death!