In the next few days, we tried to search for new targets, but most of them ended in failure, a girl I saw in Z College, I have forgotten what my name is, and I look disdainful when it comes to things like graduate school entrance examinations, and I shake the blue hair and say disdainfully: "I want to play games more, this kind of thing will be talked about later, take a step and see a step." ”

Teacher Ai posted on Weibo that day, everyone wants good things, but the sad thing is that not everyone can stick to what they originally longed for, we, no, it should be them, if we don't start to change, we really want to become a group of complete wastes in the ivory tower of the university.

After sending it, I called on a few of our poor people to forward it to him, and at that time, the real Gao Xiaosong said came out of my mind, life is not only the reluctance in front of me, but also poetry and distance, I want to say that if it is just fantasy, then there is no poetry in our distance.

But how much better can I be myself, to be honest, I don't feel that my life is much more meaningful than theirs.

Everything is still confused, just choose by feeling, and don't let yourself rot by feeling, so I will do it after listening to Mr. Ai's strange invitation to recruit new people.

The thing I hated still came, the market research in the middle of the second semester of my sophomore year affected the credits and degree certificates, and this time there was no reason to run away from the crowd anymore.

This is probably the first time that I have participated in such a large event with a group of people after six years of that incident.

All 500 people from the entire major were dispatched to conduct research on different markets in small groups, Wang Yuan drew the drug market, and I drew the education market, mainly training institutions.

"OK, now the third group of business and English majors to investigate the education market, what you need to do is to find out how many branches there are in S City, and how each branch is run, and what is shown on the map is not comprehensive, you need to conduct field investigations, in addition, listen to my key points, you must ask if there is a business license, pay attention to the copy, and the skill of chatting, don't ask directly, pay attention to the art of language, and other needs to ...... After three days of collection, you will write a research report in English as an individual, which is related to your graduation, please pay attention to it!"

Unfortunately, the group I drew was actually a dormitory other than me, and when I was assigning tasks, a strange atmosphere arose.

"Then it's decided, you two investigate the special book, I learned that Avli also has the adult college entrance examination, Su Ke, you and Liu Xiwen together. The squad leader brushed the broken hair in front of his forehead, and spoke in a light tone.

Liu Xiwen, how much do I have to .....

By the time we caught the bus to the suburbs, I was already on the verge of blowing up, I had never seen anything like this....... How to say, squeamish people, on a cloudy day with a parasol said that it was to prevent radiation, the road was not easy to walk and pedaled ten centimeters high, I turned my head to her full of girlish style of the big flower umbrella, tried to calm his tone, and said euphemistically: "It's three o'clock now, I still want to do my homework at night, can we go faster?"

"My feet hurt----" he said, squatting down and rubbing his ankles.

"So what?" is it......

"I think I'm going fast enough, what's your tone?"

I really wanted to curse, and the ten-minute walk dragged on for half an hour.

"I don't think I did anything to be sorry for you, what kind of look are you looking at?"

Six years ago, the voice echoed in my ears, and at that time, the owner of the voice and I were both wearing junior high school uniforms.

"Su Ke, don't you have no mother? Why do you have someone to protect you, my mother is a madman, so in your eyes, I have to be a madman?"

In the dimly lit hallway, I watched her roll down the stairs one by one, knocking down the guardrail of the staircase window, her clean school uniform stained with rust, and there was no life in her eyes.

I forced myself to stop remembering, and from there I hated being in close proximity to people, whether it was high school or college, and I especially hated being in contact with girls.

Along the way, we all remained silent, Liu Xiwen was probably a stupid white sweet who couldn't even disguise, and wrote all his dissatisfaction with me on his face, and suddenly felt that Xiaoliu's girlfriends were better looking than her.

I looked through Avri's teaching calendar, although it was Saturday today, it was the student's make-up class, and I tried to talk to her, "Liu Xiwen, after a while, I will play your sister, and you will say that you are going to come to the school." ”

"Why are you a sister, my sister talks a lot or does my sister ask more?"

Sure enough, she was not satisfied, I breathed a long sigh of relief, and explained: "You just pretend that you don't know anything, but when you say just take the book, take the English major, and I'll ask the rest." ”

"Alright then, I don't want to talk much anyway. ”

You're quite willful if you want to do it once and for all!

Turning her head, it seems too childish to be angry with her, and she is the only one in the class that impresses me the most, when more than 20 people sent her at the beginning of her freshman year, and once blocked the door of the dormitory building...... But there is always a group of little girls around to ask for warmth.

She even asked a strange question: "Have you always had such a bad temper, why do you always feel that you have an opinion about me, Su Ke?"

"You're thinking too much, and I don't have a problem with you at all. ”

It's the same question Takamatsu asked, 'Why aren't you as elated as the other girls when you're with me?'

Self-centered people often have a hard time accepting that they are being denied by others. Knowing this deeply, I kept touching their bottom line, just because I couldn't stand it, and I couldn't bear to be like them.

We were looking for a branch school in a town next to a highway junction. After transferring to the third bus, the place where you get off is on the highway. The moment I stepped out of the door, it was already dark.

There were no traffic lights nearby, the vehicles were almost unimpeded, the traffic stopped us on the side of the road, the neon lights of the cheap hotels opposite were flashing at night, probably taking too long, some of the small lights had broken down, and I could barely make out the spelled words, Kant Town.

The open car pulling coal came with a whistling wind and a long roar, and it was clear that it did not move, but the entrance to the opposite town was getting farther and farther away.

I couldn't open my eyes when the wind blew, so I wrapped the scarf that Zhao Yilun had forced into my bag before going out, while Liu Xiwen was on the side and videotaped with her mother.

"Mom, let me tell you, it's really dark here. ”

"Have you eaten?"

"No, I want to go home, I miss the macarons you made......"

Macarons, when I was a child, my mother used to make them for me, but now, I have forgotten what it tastes like.

The wind blew their conversation away.

In the middle of the road, there was a small dog, lame, and limping on his feet.

If it crosses the street alone, will it be afraid, will it be lonely, will it be disappointed?

"Let's go!" a sharp female voice interrupted my thoughts, and Liu Xiwen tugged at the corner of my clothes.

We ran to the middle of the road when there were few cars, and the puppy was not afraid to live when he saw it, so he shrank into a group and lay between me and Liu Xiwen.

"Ah, where did the dog come from, this hair is too long!" she stomped her foot in disgust, and when I looked closely, it was unclean, and many of its hair were gathered in small clumps, stained with filth, and its front paws peeking out of the black hair were already bloody and blurry.

"Su Ke, can you watch the car a little?" Liu Xiwen pulled me again.

We ran to the next intersection, and I had a strange idea about whether the dog would still be able to get by.

If I see it again next time, I'll take it back and give it a bath, I thought, and before I knew it was at the entrance of town.