Pushing open the wooden door on the second floor, there is a long and narrow corridor, on both sides of the corridor are very classical cubicles, from the hollow pattern on the window I can see that these compartments are set up with matching tables and chairs, cups and spoons on the table, and half-open books, which have not yet had time to be cleaned up, which should have been left by the guests who had just left, and the cups were still steaming.

Looking up, it was the faint fragrance of spider plants, and in the blink of an eye, a shy petal floated down my shoulder to my feet.

I saw a swing at the end of the hallway, surrounded by books and greenery.

Zhao Yilun walked in front of me, "That's a place set up by Dongzhe to talk to readers, he likes to listen to stories, as long as he can tell a story that he is satisfied with, he will give an out-of-print book." ”

"That's amazing, can I go too?" is an out-of-print book, which sounds good.

"Before you tell me about it, he will be interested in me as well. ”

"Still don't want it........"

"Why?"

"What will you give me when I tell him?" I looked at him amusedly, but I felt awkward, I don't know why, now as soon as I see him, my whole body is involuntarily hot, and I can't help but bow my head.

He thought about it seriously, and snapped his fingers after a while, "If you tell me, how about I ask Dongzhe to send you a book?"

"Poof—are you two on good terms?"

"I met him when I was eight years old, and he was ten years older than me. ”

"What......." My mouth couldn't help but open into an O-shape after hearing this fact, Boss Lin obviously looks very young, how can he be in his thirties.......

Zhao Yilun suddenly reached over and pinched my chin, "Close your mouth, you can stuff an egg." ”

“.........”

One of his hands went around my waist and pushed open a door, "Come in." ”

This is a room in Chaoyang, but the heavy flannel curtains inside have been carefully drawn. The light in the room was surprisingly dim, and as soon as I entered, I could barely see anything clearly, so Zhao Yilun pulled me to my seat and sat down.

"In the future, if you are with me, you may often look like this, because there is almost no light in my world. He said this in a slightly hoarse voice.

As time passed, I got used to the light in the room, and his face became more contoured.

He opened a book, but was visibly absent-minded.

I don't know what to say, but even so, staying with him won't be boring, and that face won't get bored of looking at it, which is a novelty for me.

He came over suddenly, and we were less than five centimeters apart, and I could hear my heart beating violently.

"To ....... What for?"

"Poof, what do you want me to do?"

I leaned back and asked him, "Where do I know?"

His chin rested on his crossed arms, and his eyes were bent into a slit with a smile.

"Tell me, why are you so easy to chase?"

"I didn't understand what I mean. "He said something very strange, and it made me feel inexplicably embarrassed.

"It's nothing, it's just the girl I chased last time, I confessed to her four times, and I was rejected. He spoke to himself, as if he were talking about someone who had nothing to do with him.

"So it succeeded for the fifth time?"

"Sort of........."

"Where is she now, you broke up, didn't you?"

A flash of surprise flashed in his eyes, and he sensed my abnormality, "I don't mean anything else by telling you, I hope we can be honest with each other's feelings." ”

"Oh, what about my question, can you answer me, I want to hear it. ”

Actually, I don't want to hear it that way. It's really not normal to be able to hear other women from his mouth when learning about his past, and it's really not awkward, after all, we're not starting yet, we haven't started yet.

She ...... He's dead. ”

He didn't say any more, and I didn't want to hear it anymore. Whether it's cold-blooded or jealous by nature, at this moment, I can only notice my own emotions

After a long silence, he asked me, "What about you, before us"

I interrupted him, "I said this is the first time I've been in love, do you believe it?" I smiled awkwardly, I haven't said it since I was a child, and I don't dare to say it, this is the first time, I can be brave in the face of feelings, is it to forget Lu Xiangnan, or is it because I fell in love with Zhao Yilun first.........

I sat down, and then picked out the words, "Actually, I'm very afraid of falling in love and getting married, when I was a child, my parents were famous for their affection with us, and no one thought that they would be separated one day, after my mother left, my father waited for her for three years, and after three years, my brother and I had four stepmothers, and now this one is the fifth." ”

It's not that I don't want to believe it, it's that I can't believe it, I'm too afraid that two people will be separated, and I'm too afraid that one day I will be a parent and I can't do my duty.

"Will you be afraid of me?"

My eyes fell on the book he was holding, "If I'm afraid, I won't agree." ”

If I'm afraid, I won't come here to look for you more than ten days in advance........

He reached over and pinched my face, "Can you laugh, I look ........."

I opened his hand, "All what?"

"It hurts. ”

I stayed where I was, no one would ever tell me that....... He is like this, I think of a thousand reasons, and I can't hate it.

So women in love are fools, right........