part 19 Silence

I pulled myself out of the mire of memories, and I couldn't catch up with Zhao Yilun. Another time I let him go, and he pushed me away.

Since the day he began to confess, I have been extremely happy and tormented every New Year.

This year, I am twenty-seven years old, and counting the time, he should be thirty years old. At that time, I had just turned 20 years old, and I thought that what he said at the age of 23 was something I could spend my whole life waiting for.

No one could have imagined that we would lose to time.

At the beginning, the days together were like soaking in a honey pot, so sweet that I thought that there were only two of us in the world, or rather, there were only two people in our world.

The first time we met as lovers was at the train station at dawn.

On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, I carried the flower tea that my father said he would give his future uncle, shuttling through the sparse crowd, and the street lamps dimmed little by little in the light of day. He was standing on a bench across the road, waiting anxiously, and before he even noticed me, I caught him in the traffic staggering.

The start time of our school is the nineteenth day of the first month, just because he said he wanted to see me, I was like a demon, I came to the school more than ten days in advance, and the place where I lived has not yet been settled, of course, I can't always live in a hotel, at the age of 20, I took my father's hard-earned money as an accountant to pay tuition fees has made me very guilty, I plan to move out, which probably has a lot to do with the fact that people in the dormitory can't go together, I don't like too lively places.

The moment the green light came on, Zhao Yilun trotted towards me, and behind him was the rising sun, and I couldn't see his face clearly.

It wasn't until he walked up to me that I realized you, it's daytime. Isn't he unable to come out during the day?

He took my luggage and took my hand at the moment when the red light came on, and he held it so tightly that I could feel the warmth coming from his palm, and little by little it spread down the palm of his hand into my body.

I stared at his blurred silhouette in the light, dazed. I really want to freeze time in this moment, and inlay this small fragment of my life into the rest of my life.

"Zhao Yilun, is it okay? It's daytime!"

He tilted his head and said to me with a hippie smile, "Do you want to see a vampire disfigured?"

I pushed his head away, "I'm a loyal member of the Appearance Society, don't be ugly." ”

"I said, why are you so superficial?"

"Is it really okay?" I was scared, afraid that he would be exposed to the sun, afraid that he would be alone in the sun.

"Don't worry, I've already found a good place, I found that there is a bookstore near here, as long as I buy a book, I can stay in it for a day, and the light is more suitable for me. ”

After listening to him, I finally felt settled in my heart, and looked down at my watch, it was now seven forty.

The next time the green light came on, he pulled me across the street at a trot to the bookstore he was talking about.

The moment I walked in, he oped the outside of the store

The word "Close" was changed to close. I was so shocked that I stammered, "This, this, you, you .........."

"Go inside, stammer. "He pushed me, and as soon as I turned around, I almost tripped over the wooden staircase, which was only two or three meters from the door.

He looked at me with a look of "save some snacks", I felt that he was going to see through it, so I quickly turned my head and changed the topic, "Are we going to stay here for a day?"

"We can stay as long as you want. ”

"But it's not very convenient for you during the day. "It's a very real question.

Suddenly, a human head popped out of the stairs and startled me.

"I said, how long are you going to stay at my door, I look like I'm getting a needle's eye. "The other party is a very young man, who looks very bookish and good-looking. He lifted the frame of his glasses and descended the stairs with a steady click.

"The door is the place to treat people, do you have an opinion?" There seems to be no one in the world who Zhao Yilun is not afraid of

I asked curiously, "Do you know each other?"

"Let me introduce to you, this is the son of my father's colleague, Lin Dongzhe. ”

I whispered, "Didn't you say the bookstore you just discovered?"

"I found out as soon as he drove it. ”

“.........”

The bookstore owner walked down a few more steps, probably because his eyes were too high, and when he got closer, he looked at me with indescribable surprise on his face.

I pointed to myself and asked, "Is there anything on my face?"

"No, I just think you look alike with my sister, and it's a bit of a fake. ”

I nodded understandingly, this is not the first time that I have been looked like someone's sister, and even the first time my roommate saw me, they said that I looked like her aunt when she was young.

Zhao Yilun continued to introduce me, "She is my girlfriend, her name is Su Ke, not your sister." ”

Why is it so awkward to listen to the three words in the middle, it's okay if he doesn't say it, I don't know how to control my expression when he tells others like this, and now my face must be so red that I can't see people.........

Lin Dongzhe stretched out his hand to me, "Hello, Miss Su, Zhao Yilun, please bear with me if there is anything wrong with Zhao Yilun." ”

My outstretched hand froze in mid-air, "Poof—what's wrong with him" I regretted it after laughing, and I don't know why I laughed.

He shook my hand gently, then turned around and pulled out a thick book similar to literature from the bookshelf next to the stairs, and then said to Zhao Yilun, "The book you want is on the second floor, and I have all ready." ”

"Dongzhe, you don't lose my good brother!"

Boss Lin came back from the book with an expressionless face, "That's not what you said when you introduced me just now. ”

Zhao Yilun patted him on the shoulder and led me upstairs.

I then paid attention to the layout of the house, and it was almost all books, and if I looked closely, I could find the glass bookshelves.