Part 90 Like a dream
The irresolvable estrangement between me and Zhao Yilun is the only link that holds our relationship together. Once it's solved, we have nothing to do with it.
I plan to live like this for the time being, and I don't want to think too much about it.
Every Monday is a terrifying one, with overdue homework, red eyes, and a full schedule of classes...... The trivial things are pressed down, and there is almost no gap to breathe.
Walking along the tree-lined path of the school, a few elderly people walking together were rummaging through the garbage cans, and I paid special attention to find the old woman who was picking up the garbage. Speaking of which, it seems like she hasn't been here in many days.
Wang Yuan dragged the brick-like grammar book and looked in my direction, and asked suspiciously, "What are you looking at?"
"Have you seen the old woman picking up garbage lately?"
"What kind of old woman picks up garbage? There are so many garbage pickups in our school every day, which one are you talking about?"
"Uh...... It's the one who pushes the stroller around, and she often goes to Z Big. ”
"I haven't seen it. But let me tell you, do you know, the old man who picked up garbage at the east gate of our school is really amazing, and one person accidentally dropped his admission ticket on the chair when he took the fourth grade exam last time, and guess what? The old man took it as garbage and took it away...... What's even more interesting is that the university that lost the admission ticket didn't even pass the fourth level in four years, and that was the last chance for him to take the fourth level in college. ”
She also chattered a bunch of things in the back, all of which were some interesting school stories that I hadn't heard of, and she was just talking about the old broken mother-in-law who picked up garbage. Later, the farther and farther I talked, and somehow turned to the only man living in Building 9 of the girls' dormitory, who was the husband of the dormitory manager, who often hung around on the first floor wearing only underwear. Incredible things happened one after another, and she laughed and danced excitedly.
In the afternoon there is a public elective session on Greek civilization. The time was too rushed, so we sat on the bench at noon and munched on bread while studying the textbook.
"I'll go, this one is called Hele
The woman is amazing, who does this woman like, she has married so many people, she is amazing!" Wang Yuan patted my back excitedly, "Hey Suke, you say, this Hele."
Who do you like?"
"How do I know? I'm not a roundworm in her stomach. ”
"Tsk, can you not mention those super disgusting creatures when you eat? I can't figure out why there is such a disgusting metaphor, oh my god can't stand it!" she performed a little pompous, as if there were really roundworms crawling on her face.
Staying with her is very relaxed, and there is no sense of oppression when I was with other girls before. Only when she hangs around me doesn't feel awkward.
"Hey, the phone is ringing. She elbowed her finger at the vibrating phone.
glanced at it, it was Xiao Liu. This guy hasn't called me for a long time, and last time he cried to me that Li Qingqing disliked him staying with me, and he was speechless, I don't know what she was thinking about all day. No matter what, Xiaoliu and I are also sisters and brothers who are related by blood, and we can't stage an ethical drama like she makes up every day.
Xiao Liu's clear voice came out of the earpiece, "Are you coming to the high school reunion in the evening?"
"High school?" "I didn't have a lot of people in high school who could play in the past, who would I talk to if I wanted to go?"
"Yes, it's high school, that little fat man Shen Xiangzhou has been very good recently, he has even passed IELTS, and Du Mei who was full of pockmarks at the beginning, oh forget it, that's from our class, you shouldn't know it." Anyway, come on, it's crowded. ”
Wang Yuan lowered her voice and asked, "Is your boyfriend?"
I shook my hand and asked Xiao Liu on the other side of the phone: "Am I the kind of person who likes to be lively?"
"Why don't you say you're too boring, you said you were so good at tossing when you were a child, what's wrong with opening some more now? ”
I can't refuse when he said this, looking at Wang Yuan with an expectant look next to me, I asked again: "Can I bring someone in the evening?"
"Who, Zhao Yilun?"
"No, my friend. ”
"Men and women?"
"Female. ”
"Yo he, our Su Ke is amazing, and finally found a girl who can play together?"
I didn't want to continue to listen to him tease me, so I hung up the phone. Thinking about what Xiao Liu said just now, I was quite able to toss when I was a child, which is true. At that time, I dared to say anything, dare to do anything, and my personality was also outgoing. Xiaoliu doesn't say anything, he is always beaten and bullied, and he is shy. Who knows, after all these years, he and I seem to have had a personality swap. More often than not, I don't have a sister to look like, but he is like an older brother, always helping me as much as he can.
After collecting the textbooks, a few pigeon calls could be heard from the top of the library in the distance. It's very ethereal, and I don't want to think about anything for a moment.
After talking to Wang Yuan about the evening party, she hesitated for a few seconds and nodded her head. We don't fit in, but in a way, we're different. I reject the world that used to be hostile to me, and she is afraid to face her truest side.
At the end of the day, we're all people who have been pushed to the margins, and now we want to get back into the crowd, and we don't know if it's too late.
Subconsciously promised Xiaoliu to go to the party for another reason, it was because of Zhao Yilun. The words I said to him yesterday are really no different from those spoken by a madman now, and I don't want to meet him now, for fear of embarrassment. I'm the only one who is afraid of embarrassment.
For the party, I just want to go through the motions, there is nothing to look forward to, except for Xiaoliu, there is no one I need to care about.
However, what I didn't expect was that the class reunion that Xiaoliu said came not only to people who knew us, but also to those who graduated from high school and lived in the neighborhood or went to school nearby.
There are freshmen younger than us, and there are seniors who have graduated five or six years ago. When I went in, the atmosphere was even stiffer, but of course it was only for me.
At a glance, there is hardly anyone I know...... What kind of class reunion is this......
Wang Yuan pointed to the textbook we were holding in our hands and whispered, "I knew that I would have put the textbook back, so it seems weird for the two of us." ”
We came directly after class, and the size of the book was too big and there was no place to put it, so Xiaoliu urged him vigorously and came here directly.
There was a man smoking in the corner, and the ash landed on his baseball jersey without realizing it. On closer inspection, his rich black hair was mixed with a little white hair, and he didn't look like a student from the back.
Xiao Liu was busy going around to greet people, a few days ago Li Qingqing called to show off that Xiao Liu was about to become the next president of the student union, and now he looks quite capable.
Wang Yuan and I were going to find something to eat, and the bread at noon had almost been digested.
"Su Ke!"
The familiar voice crossed my ears, and even if the crowd was noisy, I could recognize it, it was Lu Xiangnan's voice.