Part 26 Silence

As soon as I entered the house to the south of the land, I was greeted by the breath of the college entrance examination. Books and piles of printed materials had filled the room, and we could hardly find a place to stay in the living room.

I complained to him, "You're more difficult than the college entrance examination, won't you trip when you leave?"

"After stumbling once, I have a long memory. He moved the materials on the ground to both sides to make room for us to stay.

Wang Yuan's excitement has not disappeared since the first time she came in, she flipped through the booklet with calculus with great interest, and whispered to me, "Xueba is just different." ”

"Anyway, he's a student at Z University. ”

Lu Xiangnan was busy helping us serve tea and pour water, like a househusband. I'm really not used to him like this, before, I was the one who liked to stick to him the most.

Wang Yuan and I enjoyed a table of delicious food comfortably, and when the wind crept in through the crack in the window, the smell of ink on the materials was blown, and the sweetness of the food was mixed with the taste.

It was so busy to get so many printed stuff that I didn't notice myself frowning at all until he reminded me.

"Have you been busy lately?"

His eyes were tired and haggard, as if he hadn't seen them in days. When I looked up again, he had already lit a cigarette.

"Smack-" The chopsticks in my hand fell to the ground. How could he possibly smoke.........

But he looked like he was familiar with the road, but he seemed to have snuffed out his cigarette when he noticed that the occasion was inappropriate.

"Didn't choke on you, did you?"

"No, no, no!" Wang Yuan hurriedly waved his hand.

I couldn't help but reprimand her loudly, "Lie, aren't you the one who hates smoking the most?"

“........ Su Ke, what's wrong with you?" she looked at me blankly with an unconcealed embarrassment in her eyes.

"It's okay, don't force it if you don't like it in the future. "I don't like to cater to others, why do you have to live so tired, no one is born to look at people's faces to live.

I didn't continue to take care of her emotions, just silently stared at the cigarette that was snuffed out by Lu Xiangnan, and asked, "When did it start?"

"After the college entrance examination, I can't quit, and sometimes I find that it's a good thing. Relieves stress. ”

"yes, I don't even know about it. I buried my head, "That's right, it's normal not to know." "Because you've never told me, and I'm afraid to ask.

So when we were in high school, the approach under the pretext of being at the same table ended, and we were estranged little by little.

"Look, on the wall. Lu Xiangnan pointed.

I looked up and swept over to see a certificate of the grand prize in the model airplane competition. He finally participated in the competition of his dreams, the first day of high school, and everything he said was like a piece of wood, except for the topic of model airplanes, which he could babble on all morning. He used to tell me that although I didn't understand, he was the only one who wanted to listen to him, and then he never told me again in his junior year of high school, because the girl sitting next to him was the one who could understand what he was saying.

"When I see this kind of certificate, I think back to my high school days, and you told me every time I got my grades. ”

"At that time, I was small, and when I didn't look at my grades, you said that I was the shortest of Snow White and the seven dwarfs, and when I looked at my grades, I was praised for being short, concise, and delicate enough to get into it. ”

"Hahahaha" all three of us couldn't help but laugh.

Wang Yuan snorted milk tea and talked about her high school, "I liked me at the same table when I was in high school. ”

Lu Xiangnan and I were both stunned.

Wang Yuan stared at us directly, "I believe you who lied to you, maybe something happened between you, right?"

What else can happen, now there is no chance of anything else happening. I smiled and brushed the topic aside, "How is it possible, people are so good, don't you like these science and engineering things very much, don't you plan to let him tell you about it?"

"It's hard to resist hospitality. Lu Xiangnan got up and went to the bookshelf to pull out a few sets of questions, and he didn't plan to continue the topic just now.

I looked at his back and remembered that when he was sweating on the basketball court, all the little girls were boiling and shouting and cheering, and I was the only one who was isolated by the crowd.

Maybe I should have gotten ready to wait for another person.

After more than half an hour, Wang Yuan led her back satisfied, and gave me a cheering gesture before leaving, I slapped her hand aside, and was about to leave when Lu Xiangnan stopped me.

"Stay and wash the dishes. ”

"Are you so stingy after eating for nothing?" I waved my hand impatiently, no matter what, I owe nothing to anyone, I only owe it to the most important person who belongs to me.

I walked around the books and struggled to the kitchen, and Lu Xiangnan beckoned me over, he was already brushing the pot.

We just washed it with our backs to the back. The sound of water mixed with the clanging of porcelain echoed in the small space and continued.

I don't know how long later, he stopped, and I was about to untie my apron when I suddenly touched a pair of hands.

"Don't move, you're tied again. ”

His warm snort sprayed on the back of my neck, and I quickly pulled out, only to be dragged to death by him, "It's almost untied, don't make trouble." ”

I was embarrassed, who was making trouble?

"I'm tired....... Do you remember that you peeked at my diary before, and there was a sentence in it that was, when my dreams became a stumbling block to my dreams. ”

"I remember, when you were facing a class assignment, you really wanted to participate in the model airplane competition, but you almost didn't go to the Qingbei class because of the competition. ”

"Now my dream has come true, Su Ke, but I suddenly can't find the direction, I don't know what I'm doing and what I'm supposed to do. ”

I turned around and pushed him away, I didn't see the tiredness and loneliness in his eyes, it's just that I already have the most important person who belongs to me, whether we have each other in our hearts or not, but I must not be casual.

It is difficult to draw a clear line with Lu Xiangnan, and it is also difficult to draw a line with your past self.

He leaned against the Xiaoice cabinet in the back, and the pride of heaven in the eyes of thousands of people now said such things to me, and I didn't know how to answer him.

"Telling you this all of a sudden doesn't make you feel embarrassed, does it?"

"The goal doesn't have to be a dream, it can be a person, and it's a good goal to change for the most important people."

He straightened up, as if he had figured out something the moment I finished. It may be that Lu Xiangnan, who was shown in front of people just now, was too embarrassed, and he made a joke again to cover up.

"When did you get so good at philosophy?" he said, starting to light a cigarette.

I glanced at him, snatched the cigarette from his hand and threw it into the trash.

"When you don't know it, just like you, you learned to smoke when I don't know. ”

"What Master Su taught me is that in the future, I will try my best to ask Master Su's opinion on everything. ”

"Still don't want it, I'm going back, Zhao Meimei is coming back soon, she didn't take the key. ”

I left in a hurry, not seeing the expression on his face, hoping that we wouldn't cross the line with each other.