I didn't wait to see Zhao Yilun next time, so I went to the hospital.

It was on the way to the L area, when the car was speeding straight at me, the little hooligan in the car was even whistling, and for a moment I felt that all the strength in my body was drained, and I was dominated by fear, so I could only stay there. I didn't know where to go, forward or backward, my brain went blank under the threat of death.

Obviously that moment was so short, but I felt like I had spent decades of my life, all the vague fragments in the depths of my memory clearly appeared in front of me one by one, my mother's smiling face with tears when she left, the burned-out cigarette roll that my father held when he was laid off, the sweat from my grandfather's selling popcorn in the middle of summer, my grandmother's hands that were getting rougher because of her work, the money that Xiao Liu stole from me when I ate hot pot for the first time, and the family photos sandwiched in the dusty photo album.......

In the end, Zhao Yilun supported his chin and sent me the exam to cheer up.

I fell, there was no guardrail on the other side of the road, I didn't know how deep it was, the only feeling was fear, fear that I would leave, leave everything I hated.

Standing at the tipping point of death that I had created for myself, I had a long dream, like an appendix surgery when I was eight years old, and I couldn't remember anything in the dream.

When I woke up, Xiao Liu was sitting on the edge of my bed, holding the old headphones with the antenna in his hand, and complained, "What did you say you were doing in that kind of ghost place if you had nothing to do?"

"How did you find me, it's so far from here. "I stared at my plaster cast, and it felt good that I wasn't dead.

"Student ID, contact your instructor, she found me again. He sighed, "But you'll have to buy a new phone, it's all broken and unusable." ”

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay not to die. ”

I smiled, Xiao Liu's eyes were red, and he still loved to cry as much as he did when he was a child.

"Your mobile phone card can't be used either, take the time to get a new one, is there anything important on it?"

I thought about it, it doesn't seem to be particularly important, you can ask Zhao Meimei and her roommates and Xiaoliu for contact information or anything. As for Zhao Yilun, my legs have become like this recently, and I can't get over it for a while. Apologize to him when you make up your calling card.

I asked the car that blew me under the road, Xiaoliu thought I had fallen by myself, there was no surveillance there, and I couldn't find it.

"Don't tell my dad, the medical expenses will be borrowed from you first, and you will pay it back when you have the money. I told him

Xiao Liu squinted at me, "How much money you owe me since I was a child, I'm afraid you can't afford to pay it back." ”

I grimaced at him.

Zhao Meimei came to see me during the first week of hospitalization, she opened the curtains, the harsh sunlight poured in, and it was only after getting used to the light that she could see that she had hung a wind chime on the balcony.

"Why are you so romantic?" I ate the apple she brought me, boredly flipping through a magazine.

"Don't you like this kind of thing?" she sat down on the edge of my bed, snatched the book from my hand and put it on the table, "Let me tell you something, do you remember the tutor you went to in District L?"

"What's wrong?"

"I quit doing it, I originally wanted you to do it, but aren't you fractured, that family is in a hurry, and it's going to be admitted next year, so I found another one. ”

“....... Oh," I picked up the book again

"Oh, what do you mean, you don't think it's a shame to lose this job, do you?"

"It was originally yours, but it doesn't matter if you don't do it now, I'm just giving you two shifts. "I took a bite of the apple.

"I thought you liked doing this. ”

"I love learning"

"Get out—"

I finally sent Zhao Meimei away, and I collapsed on the bed, sitting like this is really a little tired.

I remembered what Zhao Meimei just said, so there would be no reason to go to Area L in the future, so the agreement with Zhao Yilun should be treated as a joke.

In addition to being good at waiting, I'm also good at lying to myself.

I always feel a little lost in my heart.......

The wind chimes on the balcony were ringing, and it was so warm in the hospital room that I couldn't help but think of the height of summer and the chirping of cicadas.

"If only I could become a person in anime. "As soon as I saw that wind chime, I felt the urge to become a two-dimensional person.

"What has become?"

I hurriedly got up, it was Lu Xiangnan coming.

It seems that I haven't washed my face in the morning, and my hair hasn't been combed.......

I hurriedly combed my hair with my hands, and rejoiced in my heart, how could he come, who told him......

He handed me a bag of rice crackers and moved a chair to sit on the edge of the bed, "I remember when I was in high school, I loved eating this. ”

"I remember. I took it and put it on the table

I remember that when I was a freshman in high school, I always missed breakfast in order to wash my hair, and every time I studied in the morning, I asked Lu Xiangnan to help me keep an eye on the teaching director in the hallway, and I buried myself under a pile of rolls and secretly ate rice crackers bought from the pastry shop next to the cafeteria........

"I can't get through to call you, Zhao Meimei said that you are in the hospital, why are you so careless?"

"I didn't react at the time....."

"It's like stealing food in high school class and not being caught reacting. ”

"It's not that you're slow to react, but you reminded me when the dean of education came to the door, what can I do?"

"I can't see through the hallway, and I can't see it when he walks through the hallway. "He looked at me funny, and I always had the illusion that I was back in high school

It was too hot in the room, so he took off his clothes, "I heard that Mr. Gao, who taught us in his first year of high school, is retiring and is going to go abroad, let's go see him next time I go back." ”

"Yes," I replied

"Lu Xiangnan, thank you for coming to see me, I'm quite happy. ”

"What a stupid thing to say, I'm afraid you won't be broken. ”

Also, when I was in high school, I wouldn't see him for anything he helped with, and I never said thank you.

I noticed that he was wearing a formal suit, and he was supposed to be participating in some kind of competition. In a trance, I realized that the time we had in high school was gone.

In the second week of hospitalization, Xiaoliu helped me buy a mobile phone holder and a new card, and he had to ask his roommate again through a notice, and he felt annoyed, and his roommate called to ask him if he was interesting to her. I couldn't straighten up when I heard the laughter, are all women in these years so self-righteous, how much do you think you are attractive, Xiaoliu is not as bad as her appearance and education, but will Li Qingqing be angry........

In the third week, I was discharged from the hospital, barely able to walk on my own, and after dealing with the extra things that had been out of school for the past few weeks, I went to a business office to replace the lost card. I always feel that it is a little inappropriate to treat Zhao Yilun like this.

But God did not fulfill people's wishes, my ID card was delivered to my home a month ago, and the family had an urgent need, and I couldn't come back for a while.

It seems that I can really only do it, I tried my best, I should do my best.........