In late December, the end of the year is approaching.

I was already able to walk like a normal person, and Xiaoliu finally got rid of me and returned to his girlfriend.

It's the final exam soon.,Usually no one's study room library is packed every day.,Of course, there are those who really come to review.,There are also people who are in love and have nothing to do to run to the study room.。

This mixed atmosphere was the most unbearable, and I walked out of the study room with my book in my arms and sat down in the hallway where no one wanted. As soon as the seniors who were admitted to graduate school left, there were still a lot of books and pens left on the messy table in the corridor, and the cushions that were not taken away were neatly stacked and placed in the corner of the wall by the aunt who swept the floor. I took a green cushion and put it on the chair I brought, it was really cold.

I have to memorize five books every time I take the exam, and every time I get to the exam, I think that I must plan a time to memorize them all in the next semester, so I don't have to be as troublesome as now, but in the next semester, the result is still the same, and I will find a corner where no one is and start memorizing wildly.

“To compete successfully we have to adjust to

ew co

ditio

s . These colo

ful ga

me

ts,fo

example,a

e specially desig

ed. They a

e i

te

ded fo

youth ma

ket........”

“..........”

Before I knew it, two hours had passed, and when I was drinking water, I noticed that it was already a white expanse outside the window.

I continued to memorize it, and one page of the tore answer for convenience swirled down the gap between the staircase and the window. I took a deep breath, thankfully I had memorized it........

My dad used to say that I wouldn't take the initiative if I wasn't cornered, so I worked very hard before every exam, and I used impromptu tricks a lot. For three days in a row, I was like this, desperately back, not going to lunch, in order to save time.

I remembered what my teacher said in high school to motivate us, we had to work hard to get into a good university, and after we went to college, we were not constrained, and we could do whatever we wanted, but when we got to college, we were tied up by all kinds of miscellaneous things, and I began to miss the days when I only studied in high school. If only it were really all about learning.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, when I looked up again, the sky outside was starting to darken. Through a thick layer of glass, I admired the snow falling on the ground like goose feathers outside, the first snow of the year, and I felt that the whole city was rejoicing, and there were two people who looked like girlfriends pulling each other skiing......

It was like watching a silent movie, I couldn't hear what they were saying, but it was all elated, and I couldn't help but put down my book and go to see the first snow of the year.

Stepping on the new snow that had just fallen, I walked carefully with every step, and I felt a pity that I always felt guilty for leaving my footprints in such white snow.

When I finally walked onto the smoother main road that pedestrians had already trodden, I looked back and saw that only my footprints stretched from the side door of the school building, a little happy and a little lonely.

I flipped to Zhao Meimei's phone and called her.

"Meimei, do you still have the phone number of the last time you were a tutor?"

"What do you want to do with that, isn't someone already there?" she looked a little impatient on the other end of the phone, and she could hear her boyfriend's splattering voice.

"I just have something out there, it's not important, it's okay if it's not. ”

I hung up the phone and walked slowly down the side of the sidewalk.

It's been a long time now, and even if the ID card comes back, it is no longer possible to reissue the previous calling card.

When dealing with others, I can't get out of my own shadow. I was afraid that Zhao Yilun would be disappointed, just like me at that time, when my mother left, she agreed with me to visit me at school every month, but I didn't wait for it once, and the disappointment piled up again and again is one person's despair for another.

Will Zhao Yilun be disappointed, or will it just be a joke as I thought before.......

Before I knew it, I walked to the café I frequented, and it was like a hallucination, and someone was calling me.

"Teacher Su, where did you hide after not seeing you for so long?"

I froze, as if my soul had been freed from the cage of loneliness, as if the world had once again felt my presence.......

When I turned around, Zhao Yilun had already walked to my side.

"Why are you here......"

"Do you know what kind of person I hate the most?" he put his hands in his pockets and looked serious.

"How do I know, we don't know each other that well!" I pushed him away, "too close." ”

"I, I hate people who don't say goodbye the most, and I hate people who can't keep their promises. ”

He looked at me as if he was going to eat me, and if it had been the same as before, I would have felt that he was mentally wrong again, or that he was just cautious, but now I don't even have the slightest thought of this, and I even feel like him.

"I was physically ...... some time ago It's not very comfortable, and I lost my phone...... "I explained the reason to him, he reached over, I thought he was going to hit me and subconsciously closed my eyes, but he just opened the door of the coffee shop behind me.

We're sitting in the same seats we sat in the last time we came together. I asked curiously, "Are you a very nostalgic person?"

"Sort of, how is your body?"

"It's just right, there's no problem, anyway, how did you find it here?"

"I came by the way, and I'm not a road idiot, of course I can find it after walking the road. ”

I took a sip of coffee and exclaimed, "You have a really good memory, I can't do it, I am a road idiot, I have to follow my roommate's ass every day for a month of military training when I first entered college, otherwise I can't find my way." ”

He cocked his trademark Erlang leg again, "Or you will be deceived when you go out." ”

"As far as you're smart, I'm an eight-year-old who can cook for myself, don't underestimate me!"

He laughed, "That's enough logic, so tell me what you cook?"

"I can fry, fry, steam, and boil, and it tastes very good. I pouted proudly

"Don't you have an aunt at home, why do you cook your own food at the age of eight?"

I gave him a blank look, "My family is poor, unlike yours." ”

"What about your mother, doesn't she do it?"

She ..... She was gone at that time."

I hadn't talked to anyone around me about my home since I went to college, and this was the first time I had told someone I didn't know very well about my past, although it was a bit weird........

"Do you still cook your own meals now?"

"Now I'm in the cafeteria. I couldn't help but give him a blank look.

"I mean, you're still waiting for your mother?"

"Uh-huh......."

"It's good that there are still people to wait. He put his leg down

My mood also became mixed, "If the wait is fruitless, I don't want to wait any longer." ”

"I remember reading a sentence by Haruki Murakami that there is no right choice in this world, we just have to work hard to make the right choice in the first place. He looked thoughtful, then smiled again, "Waiting isn't necessarily the wrong choice." ”

I drank that cup of coffee in one gulp, "It feels like you're still a philosopher." ”

"There's a lot more to it about. ”

"........" stinks shamelessly

"I saw an interesting place when I came, do you want to check it out?"

"Where"

"It's boring!"