The heating facilities in the dormitory building are broken, and the school has no intention of repairing it in view of the upcoming winter vacation. I curled up in the big quilt that my aunt made for me, browsing the photos of the snowman that night, most of them were solo photos of the snowman, only the last one was the back of Zhao Yilun, I secretly took it when he left, looking at it like this, the back is quite handsome.

The exams have been carried out almost, the last subject is relatively simple, and the people in the dormitory have begun to party, and there are those who pack up their things, in short, it is relatively noisy. I put on my headphones and started drawing.

I am accustomed to painting precious moments with a pen, and this time I painted the back of Zhao Yilun.

After taking shape, I began to carefully depict the details, the walking movement looked very simple, I tried for half an hour, but I couldn't draw my left leg well, I was afraid that the paper would be punctured to the back, the more careful I was to draw.

I really like and enjoy the process of my own drawing, in which I can calm down and think about the story related to the content of the painting, whether it is happy or sad.

Just like at this moment, I am also thinking about the story that Zhao Yilun told me. When I came back that day, I found out what porphyria is, this disease is also known as vampire disease, the patient is allergic to sunlight like a vampire, and when exposed to sunlight, the body will become rotten and sore, and the exposed gums will become bloody and blurred, and the teeth will become sharp and sharp.........

The little girl in his mouth must have fled when she saw the porphyria patient in the sun, and he had been living in the dark.......

I wiped away the extra threads, and then I thought about the stormy night when my parents were out when I was a child, barely breathing in the darkness where I couldn't see my fingers, and the imaginary dangers weaved into a huge net in the night, plundering what little security I had. He must have been the same in the darkness, ruled by fear, stretching his hand on the edge of the black and white of this world, expecting to see the true light, and when he was truly in the sunshine that he had imagined countless times, the faint hope turned into a deeper despair....... Even so, he has been trying to break free from the night.

I put away the line drawings I had drawn, prepared the things for the afternoon exam, and then polished them when I had time, but I can't find the feeling now.

The next day, after the exam, I took the bus to the train station and was ready to go home. In fact, during the summer vacation, I was okay, I could directly say that I wanted to work and never had to go home, but during the winter vacation, the people at home would always hold the trump card of "New Year", which made it difficult for me to go home except for going home, especially on the other end of the phone clamoring to see my little nephew. I remember that before going to college, my heart was restless when I was close to the holidays, looking forward to walking out of the school gate, and the whole person was cheering the moment I got in the car, not because I wanted to go home, but because I could temporarily escape the constraints of the school and gain temporary freedom.

Now, there is no such elated feeling as it was at the beginning, but it is sad to look at the people who want to go home at the security checkpoint, many people are running around all the year round, some people even do coolies for decades, the vicissitudes of life are hidden under the face of the unwilling and longing for life, even if the future is worse, the current holiday is like a temporary shelter from the wind and rain, escape from the tiresome work and all kinds of unsatisfactory environment, the grievances and torment are full of joy to temporarily suppress in the bottom of the heart, home is like a haven, but people can not always stay in the haven, stay for a long time before the fear of all kinds will only make them more afraid, so after a year, people who have taken a short break will always leave.

It's like me, and I'm leaving.

I put on my headphones and shut out the noisy world and immersed myself in the ever-changing scenery outside.

"Girl, did your scarf fall off?"

It took me several times before I turned around in disbelief, and it turned out that they were really calling me.

The uncle next to me pointed to the scarf that was dragged to the ground from my bag, and I hurriedly picked it up from the ground, which was given to me by Zhao Yilun that day, and I didn't have time to return it to him.

I messaged him, "Your scarf is probably going to follow me home for the New Year, I'm at the train station now." ”

I rolled up my scarf and put it back in my bag, when I heard someone shouting at me again.

I turned around and saw my old acquaintance, Shen Xiangzhou. He's tall and strong, no, it's fat now. I still remember that the two of us complemented each other's advantages, he was better at mathematics, and I had an advantage in English, so the two of us stuck together every day to discuss the problem, just a simple discussion question, but at that time there was no less gossip, I avoided him during the time near the college entrance examination, he felt nothing, and asked me the question, but the final result was that neither of us was on the first line, and I made an appointment to repeat it together, he insisted on four days, I went on the fifth day, to find Lu Xiangnan.

Shen Xiangzhou pulled off my headphones, as if he had seen it back then, "Su Ke, didn't you go to repeat it, what happened in the end?"

"You don't laugh at me, I haven't seen you for so long, but I'm getting fatter. ”

"You are envious, we are 1.8 meters tall, not afraid. ”

"It's because you're overdeveloped vertically that 1.8 meters looks like 1.5 meters. ”

He smiled and sat down next to me. The phone vibrated for a while, and I took it out to see that it was Zhao Yilun asking, "Are you going home, far away?"

"It's a long way to go, and it takes a day to do the train. ”

He replied, "What time is the train?"

"Seven o'clock in the evening"

"Send Address"

I was shocked, Shen Xiangzhou next to me asked me what was going on, I shook my head, and then looked at my phone.

"I'm going to take my scarf. ”

"I can send it to you in the next year, why are you in such a hurry?"

Could it be that you are in a hurry to see me?

"That scarf is important, I can't eat and sleep without it?"

Sure enough, I thought too much.......

I sent the address and took a picture of the waiting room and sent it over, afraid that he wouldn't find it.

But is a scarf really worth a trip, if I'm really in a hurry, I can also express it, it's not bad for a moment. But would he still be here if it was daytime? Or was that scarf really important, was it his mom or his girlfriend........ No, does he have a girlfriend at all........ If it's really that important, why do you have to wear it for me........

I sent him another message, "There's still an hour to check in, can you still come over?"

He didn't reply to me.

"What are you happy about?" Shen Xiangzhou bumped my shoulder, "It's all humming." ”

I was so scared that I almost fell off my chair, "Really?"

But why am I so happy.......

"I have good ears, you may not believe it, but I'm a freshman who has passed the fourth or sixth level, and my hearing is a thief!"

"Fake, don't lie to me. ”

"Don't believe me, I'll show you the report card now. ”

“........”

“........”

We gossiped without a ride, and before we knew it, almost forty minutes had passed, and Zhao Yilun hadn't come yet, could he not find the way......

After another ten minutes of waiting, everyone started to get on the bus one after another, I was a little restless, nothing would happen to him, it was not as far from our school as it was from the L area.......

Shen Xiangzhou pushed me, "Get on the bus, people start checking tickets." ”

Just as I was about to give up, I saw him. He was covered in sweat and his hair looked a little messy. He only wore a coat on such a cold day, did he dare to wear it so dare to wear it because he knew that he was going to run around?

"Su Ke, come here!" Shen Xiangzhou urged me again

I made a crazy decision, pulled up my luggage and went straight to Zhao Yilun, and the ticket that Xiaoliu had worked so hard to grab for me became a piece of waste paper.

"See you when you go home!" Shen Xiangzhou in the crowd shouted at me

Zhao Yilun was dressed in rough clothes not far away, he looked down at his watch, then at his watch, and looked at me incredulously, "Why don't you leave?"

I turned my suitcase sideways and sat down, "Didn't you say that scarf was important?"

"I, I am......... Are you stupid?"

"You said, you can't eat or sleep without it!" I shoved the scarf into him, and he asked, "Didn't you say you have someone you like, was that one just now?"

"Where did you hear that, why do I like him, I like it?"

"Stop!" he walked over, "can you still get a ticket tonight?"

"I don't know"

"Do you have a place to stay?"

"The dormitory building is closed, and we are the last major to finish the exam. ”

"And where are you going to stay?"

"I don't know"

He grabbed his hair angrily, "Are you....... Forget it, now why don't you follow me?"

"Ah, Xiaoliu sent a message" Before he could finish speaking, I interrupted him and sent a message to Xiaoliu to ask him to help me grab a ticket.

"Got a ticket?" he leaned over

"Wait. ”

I got off the trunk and stood in front of him with a huge height difference, I was only up to his shoulders, and I shouldn't have been wearing flats today........

"Don't look at it, it's not as tall as me anymore. "He patted me on the head

I retorted: "Twenty-three jumps, I haven't twenty-three yet, it will definitely be long." ”

"Hopefully," he smiled, casually sheathing his scarf over his shoulders

"Didn't you say something very important, why did you just put it on your shoulder?"

"As long as it's on me. ”

I pouted, there was nothing more to say.

Suddenly there was no topic, and I felt that the air was embarrassing for us, but fortunately, the phone vibrated again, and he said that there was no ticket today, only tomorrow.

I don't feel as embarrassed as I did just now.......

"No tickets, today. I pretended to be calm. Where can you sleep today.......

Xiaoliu is on the Ferris wheel with his girlfriend, but Zhao Meimei has moved out, I don't know if she will take me in.

I called, and she was out there and there was no hope.......

It's not impossible to stay in a hotel for one night........

"Is there a place?" asked Zhao Yilun

Despair was written all over my face: "Let's stay in a hotel........"

But after arriving at the hotel, I couldn't turn over my ID card, so are you going to sleep on the streets........

Zhao Yilun carried my luggage, "Let's go." ”

"Where?"

"Go to my house. ”

I covered my mouth, "That's not good, right?"

"I won't eat you again, but you, shouldn't you want to be crooked?"

"No, it's because you're thinking too much!" I couldn't help but mutter, "It's just not good, ........ at night."

"After all, it's for me to give me a scarf, so I don't have to worry about it so much. Besides, I won't do anything to you. It's you," he gave me a malicious look

"Hey, I'm not that kind of person!"

He took the scarf off and put it on my shoulder, "Put it on." ”

"Isn't this your baby?"

"If you catch a cold and get an infectious disease or something, my family will definitely be in a miserable situation by then. ”

"Hey!" he walked so fast in front that I had a bit of a hard time following him

I don't know why, but I missed the train because of him, but now I can't get up at all, and I don't even feel a little homeless, and even feel very happy.........

I must be crazy!