When I'm bored, I'm used to doing all kinds of psychological quizzes on the Internet, and I didn't think to trust them, just for fun. One of the tests that I remember remembering the most was how long I would be lonely, and the test I got was fifty years. It is analyzed in such a way that even if I have friends and lovers around, I still feel far away from them. After being lonely for a long time, it is difficult to accommodate others, and at the same time I am afraid to be rescued and my true self is afraid to be made public.

I followed behind Zhao Yilun and asked him a question, "Do you have anyone who doesn't talk about anything, just anyone." ”

Without hesitation, he replied, "No, what about you?"

"Nope. ”

We laughed at the same time, laughing so much that we didn't even know why.

Entering through the side door was the closest to the small building, and he explained to me that his parents were not very happy for him to go out, and every time he went out, he almost always took advantage of loopholes. The people in the family were afraid, afraid that he would become unrecognizable like he was when he was a child. His relationship with his father had deteriorated since the first time he ran out secretly, and it has not eased since. Mr. Lin has been on a business trip recently, so it is not difficult for him to go out.

We entered the small building, and the aunt of the small building was talking to the people from the pest control company, and when she saw Zhao Yilun coming back, she reminded in a panic: "Mr. Lin is back!"

He dragged me upstairs and threw all my luggage downstairs.

He led me into his room, which was almost identical to the one he used to live in. The only difference is that it is darker, and when I first enter, my eyes are not very comfortable with the light.

"I'm not going to be kicked out, am I?" he just pulled me away, and I was always a little worried.

"Don't worry, my dad is not so jackal, tiger and leopard, and besides, I am comrades-in-arms on the same front with Aunt Zhang downstairs. ”

"Then where am I going to sleep tonight, I can't be with you, right?"

He smiled: "Lonely men and widows, I can't say what will happen." ”

My face is full of black lines, his level of language is no longer intimidating to me, I am used to Zhao Yilun like this.

I began to look around his room, and the most eye-catching thing was the array of trophies in the window under the bookcase, and I couldn't help but ask, "It's all yours?"

"Hmm. ”

"Actually, I've had a question since I was a child, are these trophies all real money?"

"Some are, some are just plated. ”

"That's amazing......."

"Having said that, I have a lot of advantages that you don't expect. ”

"Less narcissistic. I looked up and saw a picture of him and Yi Ji on the table. It looks very immature, and his facial features are not open.

He sat on the edge of the bed and recounted the origin of the photo, "This was when I was eleven years old, and Yi Ji was five years old at the time. We took a picture together when we went to visit a cousin. She was disobedient from that point on and always liked to me. ”

"What did she do?" I wanted to laugh when I remembered the look on her face when she said that her brother was mentally retarded.......

"It's too bad, I don't want to talk about ......."

"I must have embarrassed you, or you would have said it a long time ago," I grinned and pulled my stool and sat down.

As soon as he wanted to say something, someone knocked on the door, this time it was not Aunt Zhang, but his mother.

"Aaron, open the door quickly, do you remember Uncle Liu who came to our house when you were a child?"

"Mom, I'm asleep. He quickly winked at me and whispered, "Push open the door behind you and go in." ”

I turned the doorknob and locked it!

"Mom came in?"

"Mom, wait a minute, I'll get dressed!"

He came back to help me, "Is it open?"

"I can't open it," I pulled the door with all my might.

"Go to bed first!"

"Ah, that's a bit ....... too"

"Hurry up!"

"Oooh"

The moment I got in, his mom came in.

"Who were you talking to?" his mother asked

"No one, Mom, don't look at it, if you look at my house again, it will be haunted!"

"When did this quilt get so thick?"

I closed my eyes and regretted that I shouldn't have worn such a thick down jacket....... Is it going to be exposed?

Suddenly, I felt something pressing up, and then I heard Zhao Yilun say, "I asked Aunt Zhang to get another one, so that it is comfortable to pile it up and rely on reading." After saying that, he slapped the quilt twice

It's so heavy......... I felt like I was suffocating, and then he was too comfortable to talk to his mother, and then he pressed down.

I couldn't bear to pinch him, as if the attack was too heavy, and he was too exposed.......

"What's the matter, what's in the quilt?"

"Nothing. ”

"I don't believe it, you get up, I'll see"

It's over, it's over, and it deserves to be captured alive for a while........ His mother wouldn't tell the outside world to rape me in bed, but I didn't even take off my clothes........

"Mom really doesn't, I swear to heaven with your most expensive necklace"

"You kid is a flamboyant ......"

Sure enough, it was my mother's evaluation that was absolutely authoritative, I held back my laughter, but Zhao Yilun pressed me tighter, I reached out and pulled his clothes, it was bad, it seemed to be pants........

His face must be dark........

When his mother left, I just wanted to come out, but I was pressed even harder. I couldn't breathe, I was busy begging for mercy, "I have something to discuss, you let me out first, I'm about to suffocate ......."

After struggling for a while, I finally poked my head out, "That....... What...... I didn't mean to......."

"If you want to, then what's the point?"

"What nonsense, I, I won't do anything anyway, anyway....... I'm sorry."

He seemed to be holding back a smile for a long time, reaching out and rubbing my messy hair even more.

"Don't worry, I won't say it. ”

“..........”

Eventually he found the key to the hut, and I rested in it for the night. But I didn't sleep well, and my mind kept him saying, "Don't worry, I won't say it......."

Xiaoliu bought me a ticket for the next night, and Zhao Yilun sent me to the nearest station to his house, he couldn't go too far today, Aunt Zhang specially told him about his father's return, if he bumped into it, it would be troublesome.

The weather forecast says that there will be heavy snow today, so it is really cold.

While waiting for the bus, I couldn't help but stomp my feet, rubbing my hands from time to time, and after waiting for nearly half an hour, the bus finally came.

When we parted, he did something I couldn't have imagined at the time.

He put the scarf I gave him yesterday around my neck.

The moment the door closed, I didn't even have time to ask him why.