Chapter 63: The Flame Under the Water

The morning light is faint.

Xiu Yuan looked at Shen Xingru's sleeping face nostalgically, and stretched out his fingers to slowly trace the skin at the corners of her eyebrows.

Smooth and even, cool to the touch.

"Nan, I miss you. He sat on the edge of the bed and whispered.

There are some emotions and relationships that everyone understands, but it takes a little older age to understand that those choices you have made wrong are not the ones that will result in a different result if you go through them again.

"I know how much you love me. I'm not stupid, I know better than anyone else that I'll never meet someone in my life who loves me more than you. All the kindness you have done to me, I remember. But...... Believe it or not, I was more heartbroken than you were when we parted. The more time passes, the more I miss you, and the more heartache I feel. I know you're going to call me a scumbag, and you're going to ask me what's the use of that. I don't know who I am, but I just miss you, can't I?"

He helped her put the quilt on, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then got up to leave.

Shen Xingru slept groggily under the influence of alcohol and kept dreaming, but no matter how tightly she held his hand in her dream, there was no way to stop him from leaving in reality.

"I'm drunk, my love, drunk in your brightly lit eyes. Take another look, look at it again, and I'll be old. ”

It was already dark outside, and the bedroom of Su Jingao's apartment was still dark.

Su Jingao was afraid that he would lose sleep at night, so he deliberately installed blackout curtains.

Xiang Wanwan turned over, stretched his arm forward subconsciously, and found that the side was empty, and he immediately woke up in fright.

She put on a dress and hurried downstairs.

The air was filled with a faint smell of oil smoke.

On the table is already scrambled eggs with bacon.

Su Jingao was in the kitchen and didn't know what to do.

Xiang Wanwan quietly approached and leaned against the door to watch him.

Su Jingao first cut off the edges around the bread slices, and then flattened the bread slices with a rolling pin.

Place a slice of cheese and a sausage on each slice of bread, roll it up, dip it in the egg mixture, roll the breadcrumbs again, and fry it in a pan.

The range hood kept ringing, and Xiang Wanwan walked behind Su Jingao quietly, and suddenly hugged his waist.

"When did you get up?" asked Su Jingao.

"Just now. ”

Su Jingao turned off the fire, turned around and reached out to touch the unkempt hair on the top of her head, and said, "Go wash up and get ready to eat." ”

Xiang Wanwan remembered that he still hadn't combed his head and his face was not washed, so he hurriedly said "Ah!", covered his mouth and ran away.

Behind the mirror in the bathroom, there is a complete set of skin care products, Givenchy's ink algae extract series, from face creams, eye creams, serums, cleansers to masks.

At a glance, you can see that a pure straight man like Su Jingao doesn't understand anything, he just buys whatever he sees is expensive.

The masks and eye masks in this series are particularly pompous, with black lace, and you can directly participate in the masquerade with a lipstick.

Xiang Wanwan thought about it and felt that it was over, and breakfast was almost cold.

After a quick wash, Xiang Wanwan reappeared at the table.

Su Jingao saw her go downstairs, took out a car key and put it next to her dinner plate, and said, "Leave you a car, where is it more convenient." ”

Xiang Wanwan picked it up and looked at it, it said "JAGUAR", and there was a jumping leopard.

"The white sports car next to your parking space in the garage yesterday?"

Su Jingao pressed her on the seat and motioned for her to hurry up to eat, and said, "It's only half right, and the other parking space is also mine, how about it?"

Xiang Wanwan looked up at Su Jingao sitting down opposite her, and said, "No need, I have you, you can pick me up and send me." ”

Su Jingao smiled bitterly: "Of course, but I still have to go to work and go on a business trip, what do you do when I'm not there?"

"Rub Miss Shen's car......"

"Then what if people will go to work then?"

"Use a taxi app, or the subway. ”

Su Jingao raised his eyebrows and said, "It's better to take the subway, there are too many people in the morning and evening rush hours, and it's not safe." ”

Xiang Wanwan swallowed a mouthful of food and said, "Where is it so delicate, I can't even sit on the subway?"

The moment she raised her eyes, she saw that Su Jingao's expression was very serious, so she swallowed words like "It's okay, you don't have to worry about so many ......".

"Obedient. ”

"Oh......"

"You eat slowly, I'll go first, and if you go back to Shen Xingru's house to pick up something, I'll drive there, but don't move it yourself, wait for me to get off work." ”

After Su Jingao finished speaking, he got up and was about to leave, but Xiang Wanwan reacted to it, and reluctantly pasted it and said, "You won't accompany me today?"

Su Jingao hugged her and said helplessly: "Don't forget, I still have a job." Aren't you going to go to another place in a few days to continue recording programs? Have a good rest and wait for me to come back. ”

It wasn't until Su Jingao went out that Xiang Wanwan remembered that he had forgotten to report to Shen Xingru when he didn't return home last night.

Miraculously, after rummaging through his mobile phone, Shen Xingru didn't make a single phone call or send a single text message.

Xiang Wanwan felt like she had done something wrong, and she became uneasy.

If you go back early and take the blame, you might be able to avoid the wrath of the thunder......

After eating breakfast late, I hurried to the underground garage and prepared to drive to the Greenland Center.

Walking to the parking space, she took a closer look at the car that Su Jingao had prepared for her.

She knew this F-TYPE, before Shen Xingru bought the TT, she accompanied Shen Xingru to see this car, it should have been discontinued a long time ago, where did Su Jingao get it......

Isn't it new?!

Xiang Wanwan didn't have time to think about it, it was more important to keep Miss Shen's emotional stability.

When he arrived at the door of Shen Xingru's house, Xiang Wanwan knocked on the door twice, but no one answered.

She opened the door herself, and the room was silent.

Xiang Wanwan was a little panicked.

"Stars, stars?"

I called tentatively twice, but no one answered.

Xiang Wanwan hurriedly walked into the bedroom, only to find Shen Xingru lying on his side on the bed, sleeping groggily.

A pair of snow-white arms were on the outside, breathing evenly and steadily, not like something was wrong.

But that's the weirdest thing.

Shen Xingru has insomnia so badly, it is useless to take medicine often, how can he not fall asleep after three poles in the morning?

But Xiang Wanwan couldn't bear to wake her up, so he could only guard her on the side.

Shen Xingru in the dream kissed the person she wanted to kiss, and her heartbeat was like a falling leaf by the river, flying into the cold wind, so lively that she was ready to sink.

But a spark is just a spark, just enjoy the light of that moment, it will not burn into a flame that will never be extinguished.

Her lover is dazzling and kind, but not easy to meet, like a fire under the water, not easy to meet.

In the end, it was an empty joy, and even the good memories blurred the tears. So I want to go back to the beginning, I love you, I don't have any purpose, I just love you. ”