Chapter 62: What the Hell, Do You Want?

In Su Jingao's apartment, when he approached Xiang Wanwan again, Xiang Wanwan silently closed his eyes.

But Su Jingao just kissed her lightly on the lips.

Xiang Wanwan opened his eyes and saw that Su Jingao had already walked to the cabinet in the entrance, opened the drawer, and took out a few pieces of paper.

Su Jingao turned around and grabbed Xiang Wanwan's hand, took her to the coffee table and sat down, and said, "Contract, your professional scope." ”

Xiang Wanwan was completely stunned, and when she picked up the pages and looked at them, she realized that Su Jingao planned to give her this property.

"What are you doing here?" asked Xiang Wanwan as she put the contract on the table and stared at Su Jingao.

Su Jingao held Xiang Wanwan's two little hands together with one hand, covered them with the other hand, and said, "You must have a place to stay in Beijing, you can't always live in Shen Xingru's house." I know that you don't have a hukou yet, and this apartment is not an ordinary house, and you don't need a hukou. I've read the contract and gone through the formalities as soon as possible, okay?"

Xiang Wanwan's eyes flashed with tears, and she looked at Su Jingao and said, "Do you still think that I am the kind of woman who loves vanity? Like Qian Weishan? In order to keep my heart for my people, you want to give me a house?"

"Wanwan, what are you doing with her? I'm sorry you don't have a place to live. Why did you become wronged like this?"

Su Jingao looked at Xiang Wanwan's pitiful appearance, and his heart was like a knife, and the straight man really couldn't figure out how to give a gift, so he just hit the muzzle of the gun.

Xiang Wanwan's eyelids blinked, and large tears fell.

"Have you always looked down on me? I think I wanted to enter the entertainment industry because I was in love with vanity, and now I haven't made any name after several ups and downs, so I don't need you to pity me. ”

Su Jingao panicked like something, and hurriedly coaxed: "Wanwan, I didn't think it through and made you angry." Don't do that, don't cry, okay? I really didn't mean that. I think this house is not far from Shen Xingru's house, and there are many film and television culture companies, TV stations, recording studios and video studios next to it, which is just right for you to live. In the past, I was not good, you can blame me as much as you want, but now it is not easy for us to be together again, can we not make trouble?"

Xiang Wanwan was already crying out of breath, and she was about to leave, but then she was pressed on the sofa by Su Jingao.

"Wanwan, otherwise, this house won't change your name, but you promise me to move here so that I can come and see you at any time, okay?" Su Jingao hugged Xiang Wanwan tightly in his arms and said bitterly: "When you were the most difficult, I wasn't around, it was my fault, I didn't give you enough security, so you feel that I can rely on." Do you know how much I regret it over the years? He Qingjue has targeted me everywhere, and I have never had anything to do with him, but I remember the love he had for saving you. But I wish I had come to your rescue. Tonight, you promise me not to leave me again, okay?"

Xiang Wanwan was speechless, but his two hands slowly swept over Su Jingao's back.

Su Jingao held her face with one hand and said, "It's me who is not good, don't be sad." Don't you want to visit upstairs? Let's go have a look?"

Xiang Wanwan nodded, let Su Jingao lead him, and walked up the stairs.

On the bedside table in the bedroom, there is still a photo of Xiang Wanwan.

Energetic, she was surrounded by ribbons and her clothes were fluttering, just like the flying heavens in the Dunhuang murals.

Heavy makeup makes her facial features more bright and atmospheric.

It was this smile that made Su Jingao remember it to this day.

Xiang Wanwan stepped forward, picked up his photo and looked at it, sighed and said, "I haven't danced for a long time, I almost forgot how I danced." ”

Su Jingao saw that her state had eased up, so she was relieved, turned on the switch of the fresh air system and said: "Constant temperature and humidity, I will help you set it, and you shouldn't need to make any major adjustments at ordinary times." ”

Su Jingao walked as he spoke, opening the balcony door.

Towards the wan, the balcony has been sealed, and a huge jacuzzi has been installed on one side.

Su Jingao stood in the flickering light and shadow of the balcony and said, "I learned about the characteristics of the apartment you rented before, I hope I understand correctly." But remember, draw the curtains when you take a bath. ”

Xiang Wanwan's face turned red when she rubbed the ground, and said, "No, it's not, it's the stars she likes ......"

"Don't you like it?" Su Jingao couldn't help laughing.

"It's okay......"

Su Jingao glanced at her watch, it was almost noon, and her aunt and grandmother had been crying for a while just now.

So he walked over, took the picture frame from Xiang Wanwan's hand and put it away, took her hand and said, "It's almost noon, are you hungry, what do you want to eat?"

Xiang Wanwan lowered his eyes and said, "I'm not hungry." ”

Su Jingao stretched out his hand and gently brushed her cheek, I don't know if it was because of the crying just now, it was a little hot.

"Really not hungry?"

"Hmm. ”

Xiang Wanwan suddenly opened her arms and hugged his neck and kissed him affectionately.

He hugged her and slowly fell down, like a fallen leaf returning to the roots, and like a hundred rivers to the sea.

She is an asteroid that orbits around itself, sailing on a predetermined trajectory over and over again, and even in another million years, her star trajectory will not deviate in the slightest.

However, when she saw him hundreds of millions of light-years away through the darkness of the universe, he was also traveling around alone, so she desperately broke free of all gravity and plunged headlong into his galaxy.

Tacit collision, entanglement, and blending.

Tenderness wrapped the hardness until he drowned in her sea.

From the noon, when the sun is just right, it has been drowsy, and finally everything seems to be dissolved in the interplay of the sun and the moon.

At four o'clock in the afternoon of the same day, Shen Xingru appeared on time at the Dongyi International Media Industrial Park in the south of Chaoyang District.

The position of luxury copywriter is really suitable for her.

The interviewer was a man with long curly hair, who looked like he had stayed up all night yesterday and had no energy at all.

Shen Xingru respectfully handed over his resume.

The man looked her up and down a few times, deliberately lingering on the bag beside her for a moment.

Shen Xingru thought to herself, what she was carrying when she went out today was a Hermes entry-level garden party, the color of glacier white, which matched her clothes, but was it a little too low-key? Will people think that she doesn't understand luxury?

The interviewer suddenly opened up: "Do you know anything about the second-hand luxury market?"

Shen Xingru paused for a moment and said, "It should be said that I still know better. For example, the Hermes brand has a headache distribution system, so it needs the second-hand market. ”

The interviewer said disdainfully: "Do you think people who use Hermes will go and buy second-hand?"

Shen Xingru was speechless, it seems that this company is unreliable, and he must take a lesson.

"Absolutely. In domestic stores, if you want to buy a platinum bag with a unit price of 100,000 yuan, you need to allocate 100,000 to 150,000 clothes, jewelry, and even furniture. If you go to a place that does not require distribution, such as the HermΓ¨s Paris main store, you will not only need to be lucky, but also need to spend a lot of money on flights and hotels. Therefore, in the second-hand market, it is acceptable for everyone to buy a Hermes platinum or Kelly bag for 1.5 times its own value. ”

The atmosphere was a little awkward in an instant.

The interviewer didn't know whether to believe what Shen Xingru said, and what he said next also surprised Shen Xingru.

"I don't know if you're considering any other position besides luxury copywriting? We've got a magazine, and we need some romance novels, you know. If you can write, you can write now, and I'll read it as soon as I'm done. What do you think?"

Shen Xingru didn't know for a while whether she should leave immediately or continue to smile and socialize.

She took a deep breath and said, "I can't write something that makes me unhappy, and then the person who reads it won't be happy." ”

When pressing the elevator, Shen Xingru felt that her hands were shaking uncontrollably.

She took out her mobile phone and wanted to dial Xiuyuan's phone immediately.

But her years of nightmares wouldn't allow her to do so.

In the dream, there was always a woman on the other end of the phone with a cold and indifferent tone, who said to her casually: "I'm sorry, he slept and can't answer your call now." ”

Shen Xingru's car galloped on the third ring road and turned into Sanlitun.

She pulled out a deep V backless starlight dress from Oscar de la Renta from the trunk and pulled out a crocodile-skin kelly cut from her bag, to hell with Sandro in her little suit.

As soon as the deep V backless skirt was put on, she suddenly realized deeply that the summer was over.

Summer is the best time to be distracted and excited.

One boy felt that he didn't have a talent for being happy, so he decided to walk away quietly at the right time, leaving the unfinished story of hugs and words forever for the summer after year.

But if she could do it all over again, she would rather leave a note for the boy she liked in advance and say goodbye.

The note reads: "Happy summer." ”

Then everyone can understand that they don't have to be with each other.

No one can really grow old with their beloved, unless, the heavens are separated.

And in that case, he will miss her little temper.

That's a petty nature that belongs only to those who have not suffered.

And her talent, her recklessness and meanness.

But in the end, she still went through the attrition and torture over and over again.

The part that she wanted to have but never got grabbed her, and made her constantly doubt herself: "Is there something too much I want?

Shen Xingru ordered the wine in the wine list from front to back, until the staff told her that it was about to close.

Only then did she remember, how could the tradition of drunkenness be forgotten?

Many years ago, when she was just separated from Xiuyuan, she would call him every time she was drunk, first denouncing his unscrupulous behavior, and then breaking down and crying, sad and begging for mercy.

I don't know when his phone never got through again.

Shen Xingru dragged his cheeks, smiled at the bar guy and said, "Wait a minute, wait a little longer, okay?"

She flipped out her phone and dialed Xiuyuan's number.

That string of numbers that has been deleted a long time ago, I usually really think about it for a while, but I can remember it immediately after drinking.

"Hey, where are you?"

"At home...... Have you drunk?"

"Hmmm......"

"Where are you?"

"No, you can only ask me one question today, and if you ask me where I am, you can't ask me if I love you or not. ”

β€œ...... Where are you?"

β€œD Loung.”

Xiuyuan drove Shen Xingru's car back to the center of the green space.

Shen Xingru had already fallen asleep in the co-pilot.

"It's here. He approached her and said.

Indifferent.

"Are you home late, and let her come down and pick you up?"

No response.

Xiuyuan found Shen Xingru's mobile phone, the password was his own birthday, and he was very familiar with it.

But Xiang Wanwan's mobile phone was turned off.

"Shall I send you up?"

Same.

Xiu Yuan sighed and hugged Shen Xingru off the co-pilot.

In the elevator, Shen Xingru suddenly stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around his neck and said, "Am I fat?

Xiuyuan was startled, put her down, and said, "I think I've been a little lacking in exercise in the past two years. ”

But Shen Xingru's arms still hugged him tightly, his body was close to him, and his breath was smelling.

Shen Xingru suddenly tilted his head to the side and said in his ear: "Did I tell you before that you can't hug me while I'm drinking." When I drink alcohol, my heart beats faster, my breathing becomes shorter, and I mistakenly think that I like you. ”

"No, you've grown up. ”

The elevator doors opened.

Xiuyuan took Shen Xingru's hand, took her to the door and said, "Open the door, I'll hand you over to Xiang Wanwan, and I'll leave." ”

Shen Xingru obediently opened the door, and the room was dark.

"Where's Xiang Wanwan? She doesn't live here?"

Shen Xingru shook his head and said, "I don't know, oh yes, she went out today." ”

"Will you come back in the evening?"

"If you haven't come back so late, you probably won't come back. ”

Shen Xingru pushed the door open, and the lights in the corridor were instantly turned off, and there was darkness all around.

Like a snake, she wrapped itself around him and kissed him fiercely.

Soon, her back fell into the palm of his hand, as soft as if it had no bones.

She was wearing a backless outfit with ice muscles and jade bones.

Suddenly, Xiu Yuan let go of Shen Xingru and stared at her in the dark.

"What do you want?" he said to her.

She had never heard him say it to her face.

It was a long time ago, before he blocked her mobile phone number, she sent hundreds of text messages and dozens of phone calls every day, and he asked out a sentence in desperation.

Shen Xingru accepted her fate, forget it, don't struggle, she should have been planted on this person for the rest of her life.

Bland, thin, seemingly mild, without malice, but you can't find the ultimate warmth.

I have seen too much of the high and low in this world, and people's hearts go back and forth, he knows everything and never breaks it.

But occasionally, occasionally a trace of obsession will be revealed, and the whole person will quietly sink to the earth.

Countless people have asked Shen Xingru, and Shen Xingru has also asked himself countless times, what do you love about him?

Perhaps, maybe it's because he can't be owned.

But she felt his presence, and he was everywhere in her heart, and he was already the greatest possession.

Shen Xingru's hand was cold, slid into his shirt, and then kissed him again.

"I just want the deepest kiss that will still have you after all these years. ”

What I miss you the most, I want you to keep in my heart, and then let me keep blooming.

I love your unscrupulous means.

So how do we turn back? How do we exit?

I didn't think about it.

Let me finish this dream well, and tomorrow everything will be good.