Zhang Baotong 2018.7.4

I don't know how to interpret the word home, but when I think of home, I think of my parents, brothers and sisters, my childhood and youth, my classmates and neighbors. The home must have a dwelling, which may be a yard or a house, even if it is a thatched house or a cave. It doesn't matter, as long as the room is warm enough, warm enough and filled with love. This warmth, warmth, and love nourishes us not only when we were young, but throughout our lives. Otherwise, we will still worry about it and miss it in old age.

In order to provide food and clothing for the family, my father worked overtime all night. The mother always cuts an apple into several petals and gives it to the child, but she does not have her own share. Although life at home is difficult, the children are always happy and happy. Parents are the center of the home, and children surround them, just like a warm fire in winter, feeling the warmth and warmth of love. My parents were frugal, but they were willing to buy us school bags, stationery and new clothes. Whenever we get good grades, our parents smile and can't help but be happy. In our hearts, home is the happiest place in the world.

We have also had thoughts of hating the poor and loving the rich, and we have also broken the windows of other people's houses, and even stole the fruits of other people's orchards. For this, our parents beat us and scolded us. Sometimes we are crying, and our mother is also crying, thinking that we are unproductive, and we are not angry, so we want to apologize and compensate others. It turns out that our parents are also our teachers, and our home is also our school.

The classmates tutored together, and the neighbors came to visit the door at any time. The girl who was secretly in love came to borrow a book from me from time to time, but she didn't leave it with the book, and her bright and lovely eyes always smiled at me. Sometimes I miss a girl, so I lie on the bed and play the harmonica, trying to make her understand my heart from the sound of my piano.

However, there will always be a day when we grow up, and there will always be a day when we will leave home. Home is so beautiful, it's like a paradise full of love. Therefore, when we left home, we suddenly felt that there were no relatives around us, no one to rely on, and our hearts were full of loneliness and sadness. On the day I left home, I felt like I had fallen from the sky to the ground, and I became a soulless body. I can't see my father and mother, I can't see my beloved girl, and I can't see my classmates and sisters and brothers who get along day and night. Without the encouragement of teachers and classmates, the care of parents and the comfort of family members, I couldn't even eat the meals and mulled wine cooked by my mother. Whenever the sun sets, looking at the red glow on the horizon, listening to the song of "a big river with wide waves, the wind blows on both sides of the rice and flowers", the feelings of longing come to my heart, and tears can't help but flow down. That's when I realized why people are homesick. People are homesick because they miss their parents and family, their classmates and lovers.

Leaving home to work hard, everything is difficult, but whenever I think of my parents, family and parents, I have the belief that I want to return home, let me grit my teeth and endure hardships, sail against the current, and when I encounter grievances and bullying, I will knock out my teeth and swallow in my stomach, and I must do better than others.

Because I am homesick, I long for a home, and I really want to have a home outside. I finally looked forward to dividing the house, thinking that I finally had a home. However, it turned out that this is just a house, not a home. Because there is no warmth, no warmth, and no love, it cannot give me any confidence and comfort. A home should be a place where family members can feel loved. So, I wanted to use this house as a residence and build a home for myself. This home doesn't have to be luxurious, it just needs to be loved and happy. So, I found a girl I loved, and she was willing to build a family with me. She taught me that this family needs not only love, but also responsibility. And this responsibility is to make this home safer and warmer, and to cultivate more love and happiness.

In the process of nurturing love and happiness, I deeply felt the hardships and efforts that my parents had put in for us in the past. Although they were very poor and humble, they never gave up their responsibilities and ideals, and did everything they could to make their homes more comfortable and their children happier. Now the sons and daughters are in the workforce and have started a family. That's the reward for their hard work. Therefore, after we started a family and had children, we realized more and more the difficulties and difficulties of being parents, and we also respected and appreciated the kindness of our parents more.

Although we are thousands of miles away from our parents, we will rush to our hometown from all over the country to celebrate the Chinese New Year with our parents and reunite with our families. This home of our parents will always be the source of love in our hearts, so that we can be inexhaustible.