129 Never break your word

The bell rings, and another new year comes.

Fortunately, the old man is still the same, and the smile is just right.

There are only two people in Su Hang and Li Chuan for the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, pasting the Spring Festival, cooking dumplings, Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, setting off fireworks, and watching the Spring Festival Gala.

Li Chuan said that this is the first time that the two of them have really spent a New Year together.

Su Hang was always smiling, and she enjoyed every day by his side.

……

After the Spring Festival, the weather is getting better day by day, but the body of Suzhou and Hangzhou is not as good as before.

The tumor has been suppressing her optic nerve, and she used to always mumble that her eyes were not good, and slowly, she couldn't see things so clearly. looked at Li Chuan every day, for fear that he would never see this person again.

Slowly, Su Hang couldn't leave the ward, so Li Chuan guarded her every day and told her about everyone. Both of them deliberately avoided something, Li Chuan just wanted her to live more comfortably, Su Hang, do his best to let Li Chuan not leave too many regrets...

The begonias bloomed, and Li Chuan asked people to take pictures of Su Hang. Su Hang smiled happily when she saw it, and she said, "Li Chuan, this time, I didn't break my promise, you didn't take me there." ”

Li Chuan took her hand and was speechless.

Su Hang wanted to sit up, but before she could exert her strength, Li Chuan saw it and helped her get up. This help, Su Hang leaned directly in his arms. He knew that Su Hang liked to be tired of him, so he took her in his arms, for fear that she would be uncomfortable.

Su Hang rubbed affectionately in her arms as before, as if smelling the smell of him.

"Li Chuan. ”

"Huh?"

"I'm actually... It's hard every day... My head hurts, my body doesn't have energy, I feel like it hurts everywhere... ”

Su Hang is doing chemotherapy, and his body is already tossing and turning. Li Chuan knew that she was uncomfortable, but it was the first time she expressed it.

Li Chuan kissed her forehead lightly, and the words came out of her mouth, making him hurt even more.

"I know. Baby... I know it all. ”

Su Hang smiled, and his two interlocking hands were held tighter, "I'm telling you this, I'm not complaining, I'm not coquettish... I was just... Illustrate a fact. Su Hang slowed down for a while, her body could no longer support her to say much. Li Chuan pressed her head for a while before she continued, "Li Chuan, I'm real, I don't have any regrets... I'm really thankful that we have been together for the last time of my life. ”

"Suzhou and Hangzhou... Li Chuan's heart was like a knife.

"Listen to me... Su Hang's breathing was unsteady, she was a little tired, but she had to finish.

"You have wronged me, I know all this. But Li Chuan, I don't feel wronged. What I say is true. As he spoke, Su Hang showed a happy smile, "When I was a child, I was always in the orphanage, but the friends and teachers around me treated me very well, and later, I met you, Li Chuan... I mean seriously, I'm really happy with my days with you, those grudges... We can't change... But we love each other. Go to the orphanage, go back to the villa, wear a wedding dress, and much, much more... Li Chuan, I'm really, very, very happy, I really have a... Do you know what it feels like to have a fulfilled life?"

She looked up at Li Chuan, with a smile on her face, full of satisfaction, but she slipped into tears.

Li Chuan couldn't bear to look at her, just lowered his head and pressed his forehead against her, "Baby... It's me... It's all because of me that I ruined your life. ”

Su Hang shook his head vigorously, "Li Chuan, all the results are the path I chose by myself, not your fault... Li Chuan... You're not wrong about anything, I don't want you to feel so guilty, it's not my intention, I'm going to be sad..."

Su Hang cried, holding Li Chuan's face, "Li Chuan... Because I love you, and you love me. But if it's wrong to even love each other, what is the relationship we have insisted on for so many years... Li Chuan, tell me, if it's wrong for you to love me, why are we still together?

She cried and questioned, just thinking that he could understand that they were all right...

Su Hang pillowed on Li Chuan's thigh, Li Chuan bent over, the two of them pressed their foreheads against each other, and behaved intimately, but it hurt to the extreme.

Li Chuan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, and his voice was low, "I know everything." ”

Su Hang smiled and wiped away his tears for him, "Li Chuan, I fell in love with you at first sight." ”

"I know. Li Chuan smiled, but couldn't stop crying, the scene of their acquaintance was vivid.

Su Hang's face was gentle, "What I want to tell you is that even if I lose my memory, love at first sight, as long as it is you, it will happen again." No, it's a million times. Li Chuan, I believe that there is an afterlife. Su Hang was so firm, "Li Chuan, you know what I mean, right?"

Li Chuan hugged her tightly, but he didn't dare to use force, he knew... How could he not know...

"Baby... He really didn't know what else he could say other than calling her.

"Li Chuan... Li Chuan, Li Chuan... ”

"Hmm. ”

"I love calling you that. ”

Li Chuan kissed her forehead, "I like to hear it too." ”

Su Hang smiled, "Li Chuan... I won't let you die. ”

"Su Hang, birth, old age, sickness and death, I can't stop it. ”

"I mean, I won't allow you to die an unnatural death. If that's the case, I'll ignore you for the rest of my life, and I'll never ignore you for the rest of my life!"

"Suzhou and Hangzhou. Li Chuan called simply, and gently arranged her hair, and after a long time, he responded, "I promise you, no matter what, live well." ”

Su Hang was crying and laughing, looking at Li Chuan, "Okay!"

"Li Chuan, if you don't keep your promise, I will really let you never find me. Forever... ”

"Hmm. ”

The two hugged each other silently, Su Hang hadn't said so many words for a long time, and slowly fell asleep in Li Chuan's arms.

Li Chuan just stared at her and refused to stop for a moment.

Su Hang, saying goodbye to him...

She told him how uncomfortable she was, how she didn't regret it, and how much she expected of him.

He knew that Su Hang would leave.

Just like Su Hang knows, the duration of her own body. People always know their greatest wish when they are dying, but fortunately, she knows that her limit is approaching when she is still sober. At least... She can also plan for the person who is alive, the person she misses. At the very least, he had to live. If you live, after a long time, you will always forget these pains, and there will always be a day to start again. She would also be afraid, and Li Chuan left her behind. But the people are gone, where are there so many words, the living people are the most important. I only hope that he is good.

Su Hang walked that night, didn't wake up to eat in the afternoon, and fell asleep all the time, and when he left, he grabbed Li Chuan's hand, and then, his breathing stopped.

A large nest of doctors swarmed in, and Shen Sichen pushed Li Chuan to the ground and rescued him as quickly as possible, but was stopped by the expressionless Li Chuan.

When Shen Sichen ignored it, he heard Li Chuan's hoarse and tired voice.

"She's already having a hard time, let her go. ”

The tone was calm and sad, that was the person he loved the most, but he had to let go.

He shed tears and sat down next to Su Hang, regardless of how many people were in the room.

"Baby... Bury you in a villa in the suburbs, the flowers are blooming, and you can see clearly every year. I will do everything I promised you, and I will never break my word. ”