130 If there is an afterlife
Li Chuan walked in the spring of the third year after leaving Suzhou and Hangzhou, and he was just a few days away from the begonia flowers blooming, and he didn't survive.
Liver cancer was at an advanced stage when it was detected, and if it weren't for the money to support it, he wouldn't have survived for the past two years.
After Su Hang left, Li Chuan buried Su Hang in the courtyard of the villa and planted a yard of begonias with his own hands. One by one, the yard is large, and there must be more than a hundred of them. He didn't know what he was holding onto, but he had to find something to do. Otherwise... How is he going to survive this long life...
He donated all his savings to orphanages of all sizes across the country, signed, Suzhou and Hangzhou.
For a period of time when Su Hang just left, he didn't have too much sadness, he just buried himself in planting trees every day, and everyone hoped in their hearts that he wanted to open it. But he's Li Chuan... When Su Hang disappeared, he was also so painless, but in the end, he took it to heart more than anyone else.
It doesn't matter if he really cries, it's such a faint appearance, the pain is hidden in his heart, and he has to do something.
Everyone took turns to accompany him, and one had already left, and they really couldn't stand to send another one away. Good people, who don't feel bad in their hearts...
About half a year after Su Hang left, Li Chuan found out about his illness. On the day of his diagnosis, Li Chuan suddenly smiled, and he smiled very easily...
In fact, he had feelings when Su Hang was there, and he always felt tired, and Su Hang was not serious at that time, and he had a fever from time to time. At that time, his heart was full of Su Hang, how could he care about himself. Later, Su Hang was gone, he had indirect pain in the liver area, at that time he was busy planting trees every day, not that he didn't take it to heart, he was lucky, thinking that he had a serious illness, and he dragged it out, if it was serious, he would not have to be lonely for so long.
He put it off again and again, no one expected him to get such a disease, if it wasn't for the sudden fainting of the day at dinner, I am afraid that it would have to be dragged down until there is no cure...
When he found out, his body had deteriorated very badly, lying on the hospital bed, his face was dark, everyone always thought that he had planted trees to dry, and now I know that this is the case.
Shen Sichen was sad, he didn't find out...
The first thing Li Chuan did when he woke up was to ask Shen Sichen what was wrong with him.
Shen Sichen was a little helpless, "Li Chuan, you really don't feel anything at all?"
Li Chuan smiled, slightly weak, "What is the problem? It's serious?" He didn't care.
"Liver cancer, it's already stage three, and when the test results come out, I'll give you a puncture to see if you can still do it." ”
"Okay, there's nothing to check today, are you? I'll go home first. With that, Li Chuan got up and prepared to leave.
"Li Chuan!" Shen Sichen went over to stop him, "You are very weak, and you have already fainted once. ”
"I'll go back and talk to Su Hang, don't say I'm not sure. Li Chuan's tone was a little heavier, this was the first time he had mentioned Suzhou and Hangzhou. The tone was calm, as if she was still there.
"She's dead... Li Chuan, Su Hang is gone, you are still alive. ”
"I'll come back tomorrow morning, you will send me back in a while, there are also servants at home, don't worry, it's not so hard to toss." ”
Shen Sichen couldn't screw him, so he could only send him away, but fortunately, the cancer was not an emergency, and he wouldn't disappear all of a sudden.
However, Li Chuan was like no one, and Shen Sichen even felt that he was a little happy. It seems that he is still suppressed and excited in front of him...
After Li Chuan went home, he said in front of Su Hang, why did he have cancer, he had to go to the hospital for treatment, he might not come back during this time, and he would come back after treatment. After speaking, he went back to his room and slept a good night's sleep, since he left Suzhou and Hangzhou, he hadn't slept so well...
From that day on, Li Chuan started a comprehensive treatment. Unexpectedly, he was extremely cooperative. Only he knows that he is afraid that Su Hang will complain about him.
On the other hand, he wanted to endure the hardships that Su Hang had endured...
Li Chuan had surgery on his liver, but the lesion was metastasized, his lungs were infected, and his pancreas was sticky.
After the chemotherapy, my hair was gone. Unfortunately, in less than a year, before radiotherapy, liver cancer recurred. There is no way, he did a liver transplant, this one is even more uncomfortable, it is not his own organ, and the rejection alone tosses him to the core.
In the end, people are no longer the same. But it was obviously so painful, he smiled every day, and he tried any new plan that Shen Sichen came up with, and he didn't give up for a moment.
In time for the Chinese New Year, everyone asked him to go back to his second home. This time, he couldn't hold it back.
On a cold winter night, he sat in front of Su Hang's tomb and cried, and he had long lost his anger.
He said that he was very active in treatment, and he also asked if he was not handsome anymore, and told Su Hang not to dislike him. And then... He said that the operation was very painful, the incision was painful, and the inside was also painful, and he gritted his teeth and stood up. After chemotherapy, I had no energy every day, I was always nauseous, couldn't eat, and sweated all day long. Later, I had a liver transplant, which was so fucking uncomfortable... I can't do anything that isn't my own, my body rejects it, and the taste is too uncomfortable...
With that, he sat for a long time.
"Su Hang... I finally know it's not easy for you... Su Hang, I miss you so much, it hurts to think about anything when I'm uncomfortable, I think about it when I'm not uncomfortable, and I feel sorry for it. ”
Finally, he asked, "Baby... I'm not cured, okay... Don't be mad at me, okay... ”
A large circle of people was crying and couldn't breathe. It turned out that he was afraid that Su Hang would be angry... suffered so many crimes, just because I was afraid that Su Hang would be angry...
From that day on, Shen Sichen stopped treating Li Chuan and only gave him painkillers. According to Li Chuan's body, if it were someone else, he would have given up treatment a long time ago, all treatments bring pain to the patient, and the effect of prolonging life is not good. But Li Chuan has always insisted, and Shen Sichen doesn't want to give up. He thought that he was just too eager to survive, but he never thought that it was for Suzhou and Hangzhou. It's all friendships from childhood to adulthood, and no one wants him to work so hard. In the end, his treatment was stopped.
Several people made a decision, and they also went to Su Hang's tomb to say a few words, asking her not to worry about it and try to let Li Chuan go without pain.
In this way, at the request of Li Chuan, he went back to the suburban villa, and in the later period, he was in a coma all day, and Shen Sichen gave him the maximum dose of painkillers to relieve the pain.
On the day Li Chuan left, the sun was shining, and at noon, he was out of breath.
Before leaving, he had a dream, back to the time when Su Hang was seventeen years old, she wore a ponytail and wore a school uniform, walking in the direction of Yining, it was also a sunny day.
"Sister Yining!" A sweet sound, I haven't heard it for a long time.
"Hey, tell me where my brother is, and he's still there... He also said that he would invite us to dinner, which is really unreliable!"
Su Hang has always been smiling, full of childishness.
Li Chuan hid in the corner and didn't dare to go out.
"Li Chuan, Li Chuan?!" Yi Ning screamed a few times, but no one was seen.
"Forget it, Sister Yining, he may have something to say, let's go eat, can you call him?"
"Hit, don't answer, forget it, let's go eat, and introduce you to each other another day." ”
"Good. ”
"I'm telling you that my brother is handsome...... ”
Then the two of them walked away, and Li Chuan couldn't hear them clearly, so he could only watch them drift away.
He always hides in the corner and doesn't dare to go out, if this is the next life, I don't think you will know me for the rest of your life...
That's where they started, Su Hang, if I can, I'm willing to live in the corner for the rest of my life, in exchange for your peace for a lifetime.