She hesitated for a moment, then took the bottles, obviously in an absent-minded state, and the bottles were scattered all over the ground.

It's the rush hour after school, and the crowd is rushing to the cafeteria. Every now and then, people come back to look at us.

The screams of the girls laughing and playing seemed somewhat abrupt to my ears. I looked down and noticed the bottle rolling down at my feet, and what was I thinking when I bent over?

will care about the eyes of others, will belittle his selfish self, and at the same time will care, if Zhao Yilun is standing here, what will he do?

He would not hesitate to bend down and pick it up.

He will do it, so will I.

Since then, whether it is the days when I liked him or the long time that awaited him, I tried my best to get closer to him in the face of every choice.

I picked up the bottles again and handed them to her, and said, "I don't know why it's quite windy today, so I can find a bag to fill these bottles." ”

This time, she didn't say sorry, she didn't say thank you, the corners of her wriggling mouth opened and closed, and finally turned into a shallow sigh, a thousand words, and disappeared.

I touched her trembling body, and she was crying. But he is extremely reluctant to make people perceive, as if in order to maintain his last dignity, he swallows all the depression and unhappiness back.

We only met once in a while with strangers. I know that very well. So she couldn't speak, and I couldn't listen.

But I could feel that hidden in her tears was the pain accumulated over the years of life.

I often hear people say that as long as you work hard enough, life will always improve. But more often than not, is it we who choose life, or does life choose us?

Answer...... There is no answer. On the road of life, I have walked too little, and I can only sigh more.

Somehow, the mood was suddenly depressed. Whenever I feel depressed, I like to be on the bus and empty myself during a short journey.

There is always a short trip like this every two months. There was no clear place to get off the bus, and thoughts drifted through the air.

The summer heat and the scorching sun blew on his face, and the long shadows of the trees on the ground that were pulled by the slanting sun also blurred.

Get out of the car and shake your dizzy head. After the blurred vision became clear, I unexpectedly found myself in the city museum.

Gothic buildings rise from the ground, and the metal crosses that rise above the tips stand out in the cloudless blue.

I held the stack of books and sat down on a bench.

From time to time, you can see pigeons with white feathers in the huge square. Someone took food and fed it with joy.

Gradually, more and more white doves gathered in the square, attracting passers-by to stop and take pictures.

The cooing of the pigeons, the stretching and closing of their wings, the noise, but I could catch a hint of silence in the noise.

I really want to share my peace with Zhao Yilun.

Answering the phone and only telling him was a surprise. To put it bluntly, this should be considered a fool, after all, there is really nothing to surprise about, I just want him to come, and I really want to stay with him.

I wanted to share this tranquility with him, but while waiting for him, my heart began to stir slightly with excitement.

The orange sunset turned the whole world into a dream, and even when he appeared in front of me, I felt like I was dreaming.

The remnants of the sunlight hit him, and the shadows that fell on the ground with residual warmth were constantly stretched.

In the dim tones, I couldn't make out his expression. A few mischievous pigeons skimmed over his head, and the wind of his wings raised his hair slightly, making it look a little messy.

I stuck in my memory what I had just seen, stretched out my hand, and hung it in mid-air to trace his increasingly blurred outline.

I can always remember him as he is. But that's just what I thought.

He sat next to me and we were very close.

He looked at the pigeons and asked, "What's the surprise?"

"I ask you, did you come because of a surprise, or because of me?"

"Pleasant surprise. ”

I was angry, and the atmosphere I had managed to create was all washed clean by a few words from him.

"It's a compliment to call you a straight man of steel!"

"I'll give you a surprise, and I'm not very interested in other people's. ”

"Is that because of me?"

"So where's the surprise?"

“…… Am I counted?"

After saying this, I suddenly felt like digging three feet into the ground, which was too ...... It's hypocritical. In fact, I couldn't bear to hear others say this kind of thing before, and now I always make this kind of joke unconsciously......

The orange in the distance dimmed, and the white moonlight and stars rose again.

At night, it is not cool at all. But we're still very close.

Looking at the dancing pigeons, we all fell silent, and even if we didn't speak, we didn't look embarrassed.

He raised his arm, tried to attract a pigeon that wanted to forage, and said one word without a boundary: "Count." ”

"What do you mean?"

"You're a surprise. The pigeon flaps its wings, and his voice is dispersed.

I didn't expect us to have such a conversation before. The other half of my favorite in the past was a calm and considerate personality, and we were more respectful of each other.

As for why I have such an idea, it may be because I was too scared when I saw my dad beat my mom when I was a child. At that time, I subconsciously felt that he did not respect her.

Not wanting to make myself happy too obviously, I joked: "I feel like you're a little bit precious today, and your words are so concise." ”

"Is there one?"

"Zhao Yilun, look!!" I couldn't help but exclaim when I saw someone carrying an easel depicting buildings and pigeons under the starry sky, and I didn't care if he was speaking concisely or not.

He turned his head to me for no apparent reason, completely unaware of what I was talking about. I pointed it out to him and said very much about my future plans: "Actually, I also like to draw architectural sketches, and if I have the opportunity to draw a chapter on Westminster Abbey in the future." ”

"You like Britain so much?"

"No, I just like the architecture, and if I had any other options, I would prefer Prague. ”

"It's a slow pace city, it's quiet. ”

"Yes, it's because it's quiet, like being on the edge of the world, so I really want to see it. ”

In a corner of the world, the whole city is silent and slow in the hustle and bustle of the world. I closed my eyes as if I were actually in it.

When he opened his eyes again, he emphatically said, "I'm not kidding, the first place I want to go to when I graduate is Prague." ”