To this day, I have a delusion.

This delusion, as if pathological, began to evolve into uneasiness along a narrow tunnel of emotions.

I can't tell you what it was like.

It wasn't until I saw Zhao Yilun's book again that I was looking for a bookmark about Lin Weisheng on a whim two days ago......

On the bookmarks are small print that looks more dense than before.

'Do you remember the Korean drama we watched together, I don't know if you remember "The Secret Garden", there is a dialogue in it that goes like this: You are the mermaid princess, and the coordinates of Girolen are just one of the two at any time, and it starts out like nothing'

Then it disappeared like a bubble...... We're all bubbles that disappear into each other's white nights. ’

White Nights..... Mermaid Princess.....

I silently tucked the bookmark into the book.

"What are you staring at these books?" he came out from behind.

"Nothing, found something that I couldn't find before. This bookmark ...... "I pulled out the bookmark made of cardboard, "Is this written by Lin Weisheng?"

Previously, this bookmark was sandwiched by me in the book "White Night Walking", and Lin Weisheng's name was on the blank space of the book.

"Ah," he scratched his head, looking indifferent, "that one was picked up on the ground, just to see how many pages the secretary can't hold, so I used it." ”

“...... Really?

I wanted to ask if the copy of "White Night Walking" was his, and he had already picked up the phone.

On the table is the illustration of the starry sky. Probably because of the printing paper, the irregular star field was sprinkled all over the paper, despite the reflection.

Before, he said what a girl who confessed four times looks like...... It's the same as me...... No, it shouldn't be.

Because he never confessed to me. We've been giving it a try until now.

Give it a try, it is inevitable that some people have already entered the play, and some people are still outside the play.

That's probably the source of my awkwardness. In countless casual moments, I felt that we were close at hand, but we could never touch the softest and most fragile part of each other's hearts.

Or maybe we are separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, but we have never been able to build the bridge that should belong to us.

"Hey—Su Ke—what are you thinking?" Zhao Yilun pinched my face.

I stared at him distractedly.

Suddenly, I thought of a sentence in a certain article: "I'm afraid to rub my eyes, because in that short moment, you may disappear." ”

Will I miss him too?

The fridge was buzzing in the corner, a few cat meows came from the windowsill, and the room was quiet.

"You say if you can go out during the day, I'm talking about what if, I don't mean to target you, you ...... Won't you be with me?"

He frowned slightly and asked puzzledly, "Why do you have such an assumption?"

"Isn't that sick? Uh, did what I say make you a little uncomfortable?"

I repeated the phrase in my head: I'm afraid to rub my eyes, because in that short moment, you may disappear.

Because I was afraid, I took care of it more and more.

He said quietly: "If this kind of problem was placed when I was a child, maybe I would really be angry. ”

"But," he said, "there wouldn't be such an assumption, would it?"

"Well, too. ”

Perhaps because he was concerned about my mood, he deliberately emphasized the answer to the question just now.

"Perhaps, it just so happened that we were sick that we met, didn't we?"

I chuckled, feeling astringent.

"Maybe, what's the matter with you, you're sensationalizing again?"

"Ahem, you were the one who was sensational at first. ”

The cat in the corner yawned and ran with lazy steps. He walked over and picked it up.

In addition to bookmarks, I also want to ask about the video I had with Lu Xiangnan, has he watched it? Is it because he doesn't care or because he believes me that he doesn't say a word?

I'm afraid that what I feel is really ...... Just an illusion. So, I can't ask.

About five days after the post was deleted, Xiaoliu successfully asked Zhang Yunyi out.

The reason for the conversation is also unprecedented, but it is in line with the style of the art department. Xiaoliu has been praising her for her good-looking hands, and it should be very good to be a hand model.

In fact, he had not seen her hand at all. For such an awkward reason, I probably wouldn't have agreed to the offer.

She sat across from us with her hands crossed on the table.

Fingerprint...... I casually swept over the hands on the table, fleshy, not the slender and slender type under the public aesthetic, and even a little black.

Black, when I clashed with a few girls in the art department a few days ago, one of the girls pounced on a thick layer of powder, but her legs were slightly dark.

It should be that she is right, although their faces are mosaic on the video, I still have an impression of her.

"You're from the Fine Arts Department, aren't you?" I asked her

She frowned slightly and glared at Xiao Liu, she said that it was just a meeting between two people, and I was uninvited. Some small emotions can be understood naturally.

"If you want to talk to me, you don't have to make such a bad trick, right, can't you just come by yourself?"

"Or, do you admit that you plagiarized and are afraid?" At this moment, she felt that her nostrils were facing the sky, and her face was full of disdain to play with the nails on her two thumbs.

"Plagiarism? The base map is borrowed from that painting, I admit, but those words were designed by your senior Xu Wei who stayed up all night, and he hasn't thrown away the first draft of the design yet. ”

She turned her head away.

Xiaoliu sent me a message: "You women sometimes speak very ugly. ”

I quietly pinched him, and was still in the mood to tease me.

I continued: "Isn't it allowed to be borrowed in this world? I've seen your work on the billboard, that painting, it's a copy of Van Gogh, isn't it? Isn't that plagiarism?"

"Heh, senior sister, do you really not know or fake don't know?"

"What do you know?" she said, so she was confused.

"Cut-I don't want to say anything more, I want to go, why only send things related to you, don't you really know?"

She lowered her head, pursed the corners of her mouth, and buttoned up the trinkets on her nails.

She said in a weird way: "Think about your junior high school. ”

My body was stunned, junior high school ...... How did she know?

Xiao Liu looked over for some reason, "What junior high school, what's wrong with your junior high school?"

"Come out and mix, sooner or later you will have to pay it back-—— this sentence village, but it suits you. ”

I gritted my teeth and asked tremblingly, "Do you know her?"

"We can't make it all clear, let's go if we want to. Also, don't expect us to apologize, you owe it, if you don't want it to be made public, you don't have to bother finding who made the post. ”

Xiao Liu's face sank, "Hey, don't you say half of it, you're a girl, don't talk so badly, okay?"

"I can say that I am my freedom, you can control it. ”

The conversation between them continues. I was already silent, and I didn't hear what was said later. didn't even notice when Zhang Yunyi left.

Junior high school...... The pale blue school uniform, I thought of her again.