Chapter Seventy-Seven: The Yiren resigned and wanted to enter Beijing
Bai Lu is going to Beijing, and once she is trained by the army, she will have a bright future, which can be described as a turning point in many people's dreams.
Bai Lu was influenced by his father Fang Tianlai, and since he was a child, he envied the military and police professions, and he was naturally happy and cherished in the face of such an opportunity.
But somehow, when Fang Tianlai told her that the preliminary examination materials had been passed and the family might have to stay in Beijing in the future, she began to hesitate. She was suddenly very reluctant to Fangjiayan, Yongde, and all familiar people, especially Grandma Liang, including the pestle......
Fang Tianlai knew that his daughter had been a chivalrous personality since she was a child, so she was naturally reluctant to feel homesick, so she prepared some gifts for Xiao Huang to drive with her to say goodbye.
"There are always some gains and losses in life, and if you don't make trade-offs, you won't achieve anything. This is the admonition of the father to his daughter before leaving the house.
Therefore, Bai Lu came to the shack today to say goodbye.
Grandma Liang was silent for a long time, slowly raised her cloudy old eyes and looked at Bai Lu with great pity, and finally burst into a few relieved smiles, took Bai Lu's hand and sighed:
"Although the lark is small, it can soar into the sky when it flies freely, and it chirps beautifully while flying, and its beautiful posture and song make other birds envious. Now, my wife can see your little lark flying high, this is my blessing!"
Grandma Liang pretended to be happy and smiled, but Bai Lu's eyes were sour and she burst into tears.
"But, alas......" The disillusioned pestle on the side had five flavors, and he wanted to say something but couldn't say anything, so he turned his back to his face anxiously.
At this time, Bai Lu wiped her tears and greeted the door: "Little Yellow Big Brother." ”
She wanted Huang to bring the gift in.
"Yes!" Xiao Huang heard the call to himself, hurriedly carried his things and stood up and said loudly: "Report to the little chief, the goose is the head of the garrison division, the first platoon, the second squad, the third 03 Huang Xiaoya, please-you-instruct!"
As soon as his words fell, Zixue, whose face was full of ash, couldn't help but burst out laughing, giggling and breaking the dull atmosphere, "I didn't expect you to be a soldier with geese and ducks, and you just had food at noon!"
Zhang Sanmad smiled contemptuously, pouted and said: "This kid only shouted outside the door in advance, he must have seen a dog in the courtyard and didn't dare to enter, cut, pretend!"
The pestle is the least like Xiao Huang, he feels that Bai Lu must be instigated by him to leave this time, so he felt particularly uplifted after listening to Zhang San's crazy words, turned around and reminded with a lame leg: "Yes, you'd better not come in, these two of my family look like dogs but are actually wolves, but they are amazing!"
Xiao Huang saw that the pestle did not welcome him, and his heart was also twisted, and he couldn't help but sneered and responded: "The goose is not afraid of dogs, but you are a disabled person who is lame, isn't it that he was bitten by a dog!"
"Uh......" The pestle was ridiculed by him, and he couldn't help but blush and aroused a little inferiority, and he was speechless in his heart. Yes, I should be considered a disabled person, and I don't know what to think shamelessly......
Unexpectedly, Bai Lu was angered by Xiao Huang, and when she saw her apricot eyes, she was angry and asked: "Little Yellow Goose, do you talk like this? What's wrong with his lame leg? My dad is also lame, but he is not disabled!"
Xiao Huang didn't expect to stab Da Louzi with a sentence, and hurriedly explained with a smile: "This ...... This...... Look at what this said, the goose doesn't mean that! The goose just thinks it......"
"Okay, don't say it!" Bai Lu interrupted him angrily, "Woohoo" gambled and fell silent.
When everyone saw her suddenly lose her temper, no one dared to squeak. Zixue quietly stuck out her tongue at Zhang Sanmad, and the two hurriedly fanned the flames again.
At this time, Grandma Liang pulled Bai Lu to sit down on the bench in the courtyard and comforted her softly:
"Girl, grandma knows that you are reluctant. But people say long and short in this life, if you don't grasp the opportunity in front of you, you will regret it in the future, grandma can't drag down your future!"
"But grandma...... You don't even have a word to keep it?" Bai Lu looked at Grandma Liang expectantly.
"No!" Grandma Liang sighed, shook her head gently and looked into the distance, and said deeply: "I only hope you ...... No matter where I go in the future, I can still remember that there is an Anliang Street in Yongde, and there is a shack in the alley, and I will have no regrets in my life......"
Grandma Liang squinted at the sky with her old eyes, and her pale and decrepit appearance was like a weathered stone sculpture.
Bai Lu looked up at her, and couldn't hold back her tears. She couldn't help her grandmother, she also knew that her grandmother was for her own good, but she really wanted to stay.
In fact, she tossed and turned last night and didn't sleep all night, and she was always entangled in whether to leave or stay. When I said goodbye to many neighbors and friends this morning, the inseparable scenes kept shaking me.
"Dad is right, there are always some gains and losses in life! But what do I gain and what do I lose......
The confusion of life made Bai Lu very painful, and she kept questioning herself.
Finally, when she came to Anliang Street, when she told Aunt Zhang the news that she and her father were leaving, Aunt Zhang's surprised and disappointed look was exactly the same as her expression when she heard that her husband had died......
The last stop to say goodbye was Lao Liang's shack, and then went to the city bureau to find Du Fei to handle household registration materials.
Bai Lu's inner entanglement became stronger as she got closer to the shack. She finally made up her mind that as long as her grandmother kept her, she would give up going to Beijing.
However, Grandma Liang didn't even have half a word to save her.
Bai Lu stood up sadly, and finally slowly came to the pestle, stared at him with rainy eyes, and asked in a low voice for a long time:
"How...... Don't you have a word to keep it?"
"I ?......"
The pestle faced Bai Lu uneasily, never thinking that she also had the right to express her opinion on her future, and was in a dilemma for a while.
In fact, how could he have nothing to say at this moment? He was reluctant to leave with white dew, and he was eager to confess all the words he had been holding back in his stomach.
However, he felt that his grandmother was right, for Bai Lu, who loves to learn and progress, such an opportunity is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and once he misses it, it is equivalent to giving up the best life and the brightest future!
And as a disabled and disabled person, what qualifications do you have to think about non-separation, and what qualifications do you have to talk about right and wrong? I and Bai Lu are people from two worlds, and everything is just my own fantasy. If you really have to be good to her, you shouldn't delay her future, you should be like a grandmother who can'......t bear to cut her love!
The pain and entanglement in the heart of the pestle were difficult to release, and he opened his mouth and stammered like a fish in his throat, and it was difficult to say it for a long time: "I ...... I ......"
Bai Lu saw that he didn't speak, and his face was disappointed again. However, she seemed to be unwilling, and asked with a grudge on her face: "It's all this time, and you still refuse to tell me the secret in your heart?"
"......Secret? I don't have a secret......" Kiko hesitated, pretending not to know and shook his head in denial.
He knew that Bai Lu was still concerned about sweet things. But now that she is leaving, why bother to make any more troubles.
Although he was reluctant to let her go, he was self-aware, and what was the use of relying only on his own words to keep her! Since he really loved her, he should hope that she would live well, and he should protect her life from being disturbed.
He was determined not to mention sweet things.
But Bai Lu didn't give up, and the more the pestle deliberately concealed it from herself several times, the more suspicious she became. So his face was covered with frost and he smiled coldly, and asked dissatisfiedly:
"Hmph, you know I'm asking Gan Tiantian! If you like her so much, why did you abandon her? You can't see it, you're tempted by me, aren't you?"
Bai Lu's words were never mentally prepared for by the pistle, and she didn't expect that she had already seen through her mind and revealed it without hesitation!
"Uh......" The pestle suddenly turned red, his heart was confused, and he was at a loss.
As soon as Bai Lu's words came out, he didn't feel appropriate, and immediately his face was so hot and ashamed that the peach blossoms reflected the sun and his face flew away.
"Hehe, there's material!" Zi Xue in front of the stove on the side made a grimace at Zhang Sanmad and snickered.
"Hehe, it's a bit ......messy," Zhang Sanmad, who was squatting next to him, smiled bitterly and sighed quietly.
Bai Lu forcibly concealed his shyness, and finally faded the red clouds on his face, pretending to be calm and cold:
"You don't have to hide it anymore, I've already seen that sweet and sweet! No wonder you recognized the wrong person when you first came to grandma's house, it turned out to look like me!"
"What, have you seen her?"
"Hmph, still pretending?" Bai Lu saw his surprised look and thought he was still acting, so he couldn't help but sneer and asked disdainfully:
"You must have done something sorry for her, so she disguised herself as a man and came to you on the streets, right?