Fate (II) Zhang Baotong 2016.9.29

Originally, I just wanted the two of them to play affectionately for a while, and I couldn't go beyond the bottom line. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Because I have a very traditional concept and view of unmarried cohabitation. During my college years, I saw male and female classmates hugging and kissing in broad daylight, or I heard that some male and female classmates lived together openly. I just felt very uncomfortable. So, I don't want to do that kind of deviant thing before marriage. But, in fact, when I really encountered such things, I realized how pale the human intellect is in the impulses of passion. It's not because we're powerless in the face of passion, it's because we have that impulsive fervent desire and longing. This desire and desire itself is the most natural, primitive, and instinctive behavior for the continuation and reproduction of animal life. Think about it, what can stop this kind of behavior?

We were in passion almost all night, and the desire of youth and the power of youth made us drunk and dreamy, and wanted to die, completely ignoring our usual morality and reason. It wasn't until dawn that we fell asleep soundly, and we didn't wake up until nearly 11 o'clock in the afternoon, and we wouldn't have gotten out of bed if we weren't so hungry.

As long as there is a one-night stand between a man and a woman, the relationship will develop quickly. So, we started calling each other my little liver, my beloved baby. When we were together again, we didn't talk so much, just hugged and kissed, or stripped to bed. We have become the closest and dearest companions in the world, and nothing can separate us.

We have even begun to paint and envision our future in that little world. That little world doesn't need to be spacious and luxurious, and it doesn't need to be expensive. As long as we have a house and a big bed, we can soar freely in the sky. Because as long as we are with our beloved, some of the others are nothing to us. Because for two people, as long as there is love, it is equal to having everything. Our love for each other makes us forget everything, and our whole heart is occupied by the beloved. And this person makes me feel the spaciousness of heaven and earth and the beauty of the world. So, I'm going to take over the whole world, all the good.

Every day in love is so sunny and gorgeous, as if the air is rose-colored, as if everything is in a sweet dream.

However, that day, Li Rui suddenly called and said that Wang Yunxia was back. At that time, I had just talked to my beloved girl on the phone about how I felt last night and what I was looking forward to today. Therefore, I didn't react for a long time to find out what Wang Yunxia's return had to do with me. It took me a while before I came to my senses that I had asked Li Rui to help me introduce Wang Yunxia. But, after all this time, I had almost forgotten about her. But Li Rui said, how long is it? In total, it is only about ten days.

When I think about it, it is true that there are only ten days, but I only have love in my heart, and I have forgotten time. I can't help but marvel at the magic and power of love, which allows everything to happen. In these ten days, I feel as if more than ten years have passed, because in these ten days, I have done a lot of things and gained a lot. It even feels like I've gone from eighteen to twenty-eight all at once. So, I said to Li Rui, forget it, I've been busy lately, so I'll put this matter aside for a while.

I don't know how Li Rui passed on the words to Wang Yunxia. That afternoon, when I was about to get off work, Wang Yunxia suddenly came to my office. At that time, a newspaper editor came to the office and talked to me about preparing me to write an article about the investigation of young couples having a second child. Therefore, I could only let Wang Yunxia sit on the sofa next to her while drinking tea and waiting.

This kind of article is difficult for me to write, because I am not familiar with the matter of young couples having a second child, I only know that there are several young people in the district party committee and the district government who have already given birth to a second child, and some of their children have also had a second child, but in general, there are not many people who actually have a second child, and there do not seem to be too many people who are willing to have a second child. In order to write this article, the editor asked me to do a questionnaire with young people and gave me some information about the questionnaire.

Originally, I was going to invite the editor to dinner, but because Wang Yunxia was sitting next to me and waiting for me. So, the editor said and left.

I said to Wang Yunxia, I'm sorry to keep you waiting for this long time. Then, let Wang Yunxia sit on the chair opposite me. To show my sorry for her, I took out a packet of dried apricots that Yin Daimin gave me and gave her to eat. This was brought by Yin Daimin's relatives from Xinjiang and given to her, and she was reluctant to eat it, so she gave it to me.

Wang Yunxia ate dried apricots and said it was so sweet. I said if it's delicious, you should eat more. She really ate more.

I don't have anything to say, I heard you've been busy lately. She said that yes, the villagers of Chongming Village made a lot of trouble to elect the village chief. Some people say that the former village chief is powerful and has bribery, while others say that the village party secretary and the village chief are rivals, and each side has one faction on both sides, and they are not mutually exclusive. Therefore, the neighborhood party working committee attached great importance to this and sent people from several of our departments to the village. First of all, we learned about the situation, and then carried out propaganda and mobilization, and only this morning did we elect the village chief. So, as soon as I came back from the village, I came here.

When I went to visit Zhaojin that day, I was surrounded by her almost the whole day. But because she always has a few female companions around her, I can only be separated from her by a certain distance. Right now, she's sitting across from me, only about a meter away at most. However, she was not wearing the casual clothes of that day, but wearing a suit and formal suit customized by the unit. This makes people feel that she is more charming and moving, and she also has some professional temperament.

She's so charming, so heartwarming. I was a little afraid to look at her directly. As soon as I looked at her eyes, I didn't want to leave her, and my heart was pounding. Her beauty is really not the ordinary beauty of ordinary girls or women, but the kind of beauty that makes people's hearts flutter and fascinate their hearts. I thought that if anyone married this kind of woman, they wouldn't do anything for a day, and it would not be enough to just look at them all day and kiss all day long. So, this kind of woman doesn't say that you want to stay with her for a while, just if you look at her, you will lose yourself.

There are many things in the world that you can resist, but only the beauty of a woman you can't resist. Especially such a beautiful and charming woman, no one can resist. I was almost captivated by her. However, I kept reminding myself and telling myself that if I was really fascinated by her at this time, I would be tempted, and even regret it. So, how am I going to deal with Yin Daimin? I and Yin Daimin have not only been emotional, but have hugged and kissed. Rather, we've all slept together. What would happen to her if I slept with her and dumped her all of a sudden? And what would happen to me? I couldn't do it anyway. So, I had to make a clear decision. Actually, this decision was not made now, but when I slept with Yin Daimin.

I have to resist her with the utmost restraint, otherwise, I will easily do something sorry for Yin Daimin. By this time, it was already dark, and the people in the other offices had already left work. However, she didn't look like she wanted to leave. I knew she was waiting for me to make a confession to her. However, I could not say anything to her. I could only chat with her, waiting for Yin Daimin to call me, because she had already agreed to ask me to go to her dormitory. Because it's the weekend, the female companion in their dormitory is going home.

Sure enough, after a while, Yin Daimin called and asked me what I was doing? I said that I was in the office, chatting with a friend. She asked me if I was a boyfriend or a girlfriend. I deliberately said out loud that it was my boyfriend. These words made Wang Yunxia's expression suddenly become a little serious. Because she was already aware of who I was talking to.

Then, Yin Daimin asked me how long you would have to talk, and I said about ten more minutes. Because I can't drive people away right away. Yin Daimin said, then come over quickly, I'm already cooking, and I bought your favorite fried fish. I said, aren't you at work, how can you go out and buy these things? She said I went to the supermarket at noon. I said great, I'll be there in half an hour. She said hurry up, you're going to fight. I said okay.

After hanging up the phone, Wang Yunxia asked me, your girlfriend? I nodded silently and said, I only met a few days ago. At this time, I saw that Wang Yunxia's face was very sad, and her brows were furrowed very high, as if she had been mocked or humiliated. But she still smiled faintly with great restraint and said, "It's fast." I could only smile helplessly.

She sighed silently, got up from her chair, and said, You still have something, I should go. I said you sit, I'm fine. However, she still took the file bag on the table and said goodbye to me.

I sent Wang Yunxia downstairs, it was already black outside, and her figure was so beautiful and moving in the seemingly dim light, but I saw her walking towards the door, and she seemed to be wiping her eyes. It made me feel very uneasy, and I felt like I was really teasing people. To show her my apologies, I sent her a message: I'm very sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. I was fascinated by you as soon as I saw you that day, and I really liked you very, very much. So, as soon as I came back, I asked Director Li if you had a partner. However, Director Li said that you are very busy, so let me wait a few more days. But after waiting for several days, and still not hearing from you, I wonder if you already have a partner. Because a super beautiful girl like you is sure to have many suitors. That's when someone introduced me to a girlfriend. She wasn't as pretty and charming as you, but she was beautiful and very nice to me, so we got along together. I'm really sorry.

She immediately replied to the message, saying that I didn't blame you, only that the two of us didn't have a fate.

It was already late autumn, and the cool breeze blew silently from the darkness, as if there were traces of rain gently on the face. I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, very uncomfortable, and even a little painful. And I don't know if this feeling is for her, or for myself. (To be continued.) )