Also known as "Marriage is the Grave of Love" Zhang Baotong 2016.7.4

Abelard's plans and intrigues have finally come true. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Now, he is haunted by dreams, and the girl Eloise, who thinks about it day and night, is standing in front of him. She wore a blue-green tight-fitting tunic with a V-shaped neckline and a light purple skirt with black checkered. The hooded cape was tightly wrapped around her waist with a thin belt, which made her waist appear soft and graceful, like a fairy who could flutter. Her face was charming and delicate, as if every organ of her face was composed of the most delicate and perfect objects of human beings. And her wonderful look and smile, which was the most beautiful and gentle sunshine in the world. He really couldn't imagine that there was such a flawless woman in the world.

He wanted to hug her, but as he approached her, he saw her instinctively take a step back, and her expression showed an instinctive repulsion. He figured that he couldn't rush it yet, because the girl was too innocent and was still relatively new to men's expressions of affection. So he took her by the hand and led her to the desk. He sat down in the same chair that Eloise had been sitting in. He pulled a chair next to him and sat her down.

The girl sat down in the chair and wrenched away from his hand, too shy to look at him with her eyes. At this time, he placed the book he was holding on his desk, which was a copy of Aristotle's Epicureans. Without even typing a book, he said to the girl beside him, "Today I am going to tell you about the happiness of Epicurus. ”

As he began to speak, the girl raised her head and looked at him. At this time, he said, "God is not afraid, death is not sorrowful, happiness is easy to endure, happiness is easy to seek." When it comes to happiness, it is a human feeling. Our human standard for judging truth is based on three aspects, namely, feeling, foresight, and emotion. And the feeling is absolutely real. Nothing can refute feelings, and neither can reason refute feelings, for reason comes entirely from feelings. ”

As he spoke, he grabbed the girl's hand and pulled her to his side. The maiden refused to let him come near, so she instinctively withdrew her hand from his hand. However, he immediately pulled his face down and said to her with great seriousness, "I am teaching you how to feel." Thou shalt not disobey my teachings. Then he admonished her, "I have made a pact with your uncle that if you do not follow my teachings, he will encourage me to punish you." ”

Hearing this, the maiden stopped breaking free. There was a frightened helplessness on his face, extremely pitiful. When he saw this, he knew that the girl was frightened by his words, so he took the girl by the hand and said, "There are two different reactions to the feelings, one is pleasure and the other is pain. Like Happy ......" said this, he took the girl in his arms at once, hugged her tightly, and then held her cheek and kissed her passionately.

At first, the girl seemed a little panicked, and only passively coped with it, but after a while, she was conquered by his stormy lust and madness. She fell into his arms like a submissive fawn. Her expression was calm and serene, and her face was ruddy, as if she was indulging in a sweet dream. He hugged her tightly and kept calling her name, "My dear Eloise, my lovely Eloise, my God, my everything." ”

They didn't know how long they had been intimate before Abelard began to open his textbook and continue teaching Eloise. He was still talking about the Epicureans. However, from time to time, words about feelings, pleasures, and emotions will appear in the book. These words can easily tempt them to hug and kiss again. And every hug and kiss interrupts their lectures.

Until the bell of Notre Dame Cathedral opposite rings, reporting the arrival of nine o'clock in the evening. They had to be forced to separate. Eloise straightened her messed hair and clothes, and sent Abelard out of the gate like a very polite young lady.

The next afternoon arrived in a mixture of anticipation and anxiety. Abelard hurried to the place where he had a date with the girl. As soon as he entered Eloise's study, he saw his beloved standing by the window, looking out of it anxiously. Seeing that he had entered her room, she smiled earnestly at him with a red face.

"Oh, my dear Eloise. He walked over and took her hand. The girl lost the shyness of yesterday, and with his gentle pull, she fell into his arms at once. This made him delighted. I feel that after a girl has love, she will be less innocent and more mature. A green peach, moistened by love, turned into a bright red fresh fruit overnight. How can this not make people happy?

After greeting each other in the most intimate way, the two sat down at their desks together, making the appearance of teaching and learning. Abelard still holds the Aristotelian book of Epicurus. Since the study has become a private place for their love, books have also become props for their disguise. Because of the burning of desire, they transformed from the exchange of knowledge to the exchange of flesh, and then produced a love as thick as blood.

At this point, their lessons are no longer in books, because they feel more like teachers and students than lovers. They casually tell interesting facts about Paris and stories of ancient Roman times. At one point, Eloise asked Abelard to tell the story of the evolution of love. Abelard told her that there was a time when human beings loved freely, and that the emotional world of human beings was no worse than it is now, except for a group of love stories and illegitimate heroes.

He also said that whether human love is simple or complicated, marriage does not make it simple, and cheating does not complicate it. When human beings had just gotten rid of the animalistic nature of estrus and mating and learned to love, the love between men and women was originally a very simple thing. But now we are accustomed to imposing obligations on it, such as marriage, such as fidelity. In fact, this habit of complicating things doesn't have a long history.

Listening to Abelard's story, Eloise admired her teacher even more. So, she also told him about her life experience. After losing both of her parents at a young age, she was taken home by her uncle Fulbert, who later dragged her into a convent and was only recently taken home.

After hearing about Eloise's life, Abelard suddenly took her in his arms and said emotionally, "My poor man, you are really unfortunate. But I will love you with all my affection, so that you will no longer feel lonely and pitiful. ”

Eloise nodded and said, "With you by my side, I will no longer feel lonely and pitiful." ”

In this way, one was a theologian who was second to none, famous, talented, handsome and dashing at that time, and the other was a young and beautiful, simple and enthusiastic girl, who was in love and full of longing. It was the year 1117, and in the year Abelard, who was thirty-eight, met the sixteen-year-old girl Eloise. A love tragedy that contains deep pain and is enough to make us feel palpitations nine hundred years later.