(eighty-five)

In normal work and life, time flies really quickly, and I won't talk about going home for the New Year in the light rain during the Spring Festival. Let's just say that this is not a mix, and soon it will be May Day in 2010, which is the annual May Day gathering day of the six of them.

Three days before May Day, Zhu'er called Xiaoyu, Xiaoxian, Xie Fei, Cowbell, and Yin Hong respectively. Among these people, I don't know how, Zhu'er naturally became the leader, what she said, her ideas, basically everyone was very convinced.

Zhu'er first called to discuss Xiaoyu, and she said, "Brother Xiaoyu, I think it's okay for us to go to your hometown this year? ”

Xiaoyu was very happy, and he said happily: "Okay, although we are more than 30 miles away from the city, we are now all cement roads." We don't have a big town, but it has its peculiarities. And then there's our village, which is the most peculiar. ”

When Zhu'er heard his exaggerated words, she was glad that he had agreed, and she said, "Don't boast about it, we will know when we go and see it." That's it, I'll tell them a few. ”

"Okay, that's all. Xiaoyu is very satisfied that his friends went to his hometown.

Early in the morning of the day before May Day, the six-member team gathered at the South Gate Wai Railway Station. When they got on the train, they laughed and rolled the wheels and headed northeast to Xiaoyu's hometown. In people's eyes, where is it like a group of middle-aged people who are getting old, they are just like a few old guys.

When I came to the small city of Xiaoyu's hometown, the different vision and different feelings really opened the eyes of these old beauties.

The long row of riverside cities, it is really by the river. The downstream of the river in the middle of it was blocked and made into a hydropower station, which controlled the water to a certain height, and the river became a wide lake. In the middle of the lake that is more than ten miles long, there are three elongated islands, and those three small islands are all scenic tourist attractions. In the middle of the island there are different lakes and lakes, and in the lakes and lakes are planted with all kinds of lotus flowers collected from all over the world and I can't remember. During May Day, all kinds of lotus flowers are already in bloom.

There are also streets and alleys on both sides of the strait, not to mention, the key point is to talk about the east temple and the west temple on the hills on both sides of the east and west city. The two temples face each other and are less than two kilometers apart. They are all ancient temples with a history of thousands of years, but until now, most of them have newly built temples. But its mountain, its ancient cypress and old pine traces, at a glance, you can know that it has experienced countless years of baptism.

Xiaoyu led the six-person team, and after getting off the train, he didn't come back, and the trip arrived in the evening. Although they all walked softly, they all felt that their eyes were opened, and they still talked about what they saw and heard with great interest.

In the end, they rushed to the last bus and got off at the station, which was still 500 meters away from Xiaoyu's house, when it was already dark. At this time, Xiaoyu's lover Fang Xiuzhuang, who was standing outside the door and looking at it from afar, greeted her with a smile from afar.

Although dinner is just a few home-cooked hometown wines, that kind of beautiful and harmonious acquaintance and encounter is the greatest blessing in the world for these people, that is, it is rare in the world.

Fang Xiuzhuang's enthusiasm really surprised these female guests. As a woman, she is generally jealous when she sees her man playing with his girlfriend outside. And this Xiaoyu, he has several girlfriends as soon as he plays. Not only was this Fang Xiuzhuang not jealous, but as soon as she heard that there were a few guests, she tried her best to get her own home-grown side dishes, and patiently waited for the guests to arrive. When the guests came, she received them warmly, and communicated with them with confidence. She had heard her husband say that he was going to have a few female guests, and she had made two wide beds for them upstairs.

Over the years, Fang Xiuzhuang has also heard Xiaoyu say that he is good to Zhu'er, and Zhu'er is good to him, and the relationship between him and Zhu'er is like that of a sister. Although she had only seen Zhu'er once before, she had a good impression of Zhu'er, and she also regarded her as her own sister.

When he rested that night, Fang Xiuzhuang took the initiative to sleep alone with Zhu'er in a room. It was because she trusted her that she had a long talk with Zhu'er that night about the night.

Fang Xiuzhuang told Zhu'er: "When I was very young, there was a little boy in our yard, he and I played very well, and he and I can also be said to be childhood sweethearts." He and I were in the same year, and we were all in the same class, even in junior high school. During my studies, he was very protective of me, and if someone bullied me, he would stand up and help me. So at that time, he and I were playing friends in the eyes of our classmates.

Both of our parents know about this, but our parents also let it go, they don't stop or support, they let our relationship develop. Because the parents of our two families are also very good.

He and I only went to junior high school and didn't study, and then we grew up year by year. During our growth period, although the production team was not worked by men and women together, no matter whether it was day or dark, as long as we were free, we had to find time to play together.

We like to talk about what we see and hear at the moment, and some national events. We rarely talked about personal matters, and sometimes we just talked a few words about me and him, and I seemed embarrassed all of a sudden. We thought in our hearts that we must get married when we grow up, but we are always embarrassed to say it, anyway, we know that it is the same thing.

At that time, his father was working as a laborer outside, and later said that he was going to take over. Of course, at that time, it was enviable to talk about going out to work as a worker in the countryside, so he was very happy to know that he was going to take over.

I could also see that he was very reluctant to leave me in the days before he was leaving, and he was playing tricks on me, and he talked less, and he was frowning. I persuaded him: You can take over with peace of mind, anyway, we are still young, even if we get married, there are still a few years left. As long as you don't change your mind outside, I will definitely marry you in the future.

When he heard me say that I would marry him, he was so excited that he began to cry. When I saw him crying, I took a tissue to wipe her tears. Who knew that he hugged me at once, and I couldn't help it. That's when it was in that valley that we had that incident between a man and a woman. Only a day after that happened, he was gone.

After more than half a year, it is the Spring Festival. When he came back to play fake during the Spring Festival, when he saw me, I found out that he was lame with me. When he saw me, it was just a normal greeting, and his previous enthusiasm was gone. I also took the initiative to play tricks on him, and I also asked him what to do about our affairs. He also asked me, "What do we do?"

I was so angry that I cried and made trouble and beat him, and he let me scold and beat him. I was tired from crying, my hands went soft, and then he was gone. And just like that, the matter between me and him was completely finished.

Fortunately, I didn't have any children at that time, and if I did, I didn't know what I would do. Later, I got married to Xiaoyu, and I didn't have a child for several months.

I married Xiaoyu, and I was introduced by a real matchmaker. He is from our village, and the first time I see people see him, I can't be sure, others are more optimistic, and I am afraid of meeting those who are not sincere. Because I played with our yard from childhood to adulthood, he said that change has changed, and the reason must be that he has played better outside.

But I only played with Xiaoyu three times, I think he is very good, I can't tell why, I just think he is very attractive, if you want me to say what aspects of him are attractive, and the reason for his attractiveness, I can't say.

Overall, I am still very satisfied with my marriage to him for so many years. It's just that I lost my life, and I don't dare to tell him until now, because I'm afraid that he won't forgive me. Of course, I don't say that he didn't know, and when he got married, he didn't pay attention to these things.

But I see that he has been so good to me for so many years, and I always feel uncomfortable holding that thing in my heart. Sometimes the words come to my lips and I end up pressing it back, and I'm really scared.

I told you today, and that's why I trust you. Although it was the second time we met, he always said in front of me that you were good, so I was sure that you wouldn't go out and talk nonsense. ”

Zhu'er heard Fang Xiuzhuang say this, and she was thinking in her heart: This Fang Xiuzhuang is also as honest as me, and it is always difficult to put things on hold in her heart. But the fact that she lost her body more than 30 years ago was still put on hold for more than 30 years after all, because she was afraid that Xiaoyu would not forgive her. In fact, things like this, as long as people can think about it, they still don't get anything. Because it is difficult to think about a person's situation at that time, and put himself in the shoes of the time, and then empathize with oneself in that situation. It's not a big deal.

But she thought: It's better not to say such a thing, if she does, there will always be a pimple in the other party's heart. It's better to have more than one thing, and it's been decades, so it's better to forget about it.

At this time, she remembered that Xiaoyu traveled with her on the National Day last year and had that dream in the hotel. Although it was just a dream, in Xiaoyu's heart, she was worried for many days.

So she said, "Sister, you've been doing this for decades, don't take it to heart now." You just forget about it as if it didn't happen, and that's not it. You told me, and I won't tell anyone, so it's better. Besides, any person will have some mistakes of one kind or another in his life, as long as we know what is right and what is not, and try to do our best to be ourselves in the future. You said yes, sister. ”

Fang Xiuzhuang nodded yes, she said: "I just want to find a confidant, and it will be easy to say what is in my heart, in fact, I have also thought about it like you said." For so many years, you see that I have been so good to him, I just think that I am ashamed of him, so I have everything up to him. It's good that he's not messing around outside, right?"

She looked up at Pearl, as if she wanted to see something in her face. She added: "Actually, I don't care much about what he has outside, as long as he has a good direction." The general direction is that as long as he gets the money back, the family will be safe and peaceful. I don't want to take care of the rest, and if he's that kind of person, you can't take care of it. You said yes, sister. ”

Fang Xiuzhuang's open-mindedness made Zhu'er admire very much, she not only remembered the single bed she slept with Xiaoyu on last year's National Day trip. also remembered Xiaoyu and Xie Fei's night of repairing the bell more than 20 years ago, and she admired Xiaoyu in her heart. She said: "My sister is so good, and my sister is really open-minded, so my sister met a good person." For Brother Xiaoyu, my sister can rest assured, although he is very good with us women, it is precisely because he is very upright that we play with him. Although we are women and he is men, our personalities and hobbies seem to be very similar, and they are so compatible. Coupled with fate, we have been together like this for the rest of our lives. This is really what people say, "like gathers like, and people divide into groups." "Yes, sister. ”

At this, they all looked at each other and smiled, and then they fell asleep together.