(eighty-four)
Xiaoyu insisted on carrying the beads on her back, walked through the mountain roads up and down, and the natural bonsai stone forest, and finally walked to the starting point below. But at this time, the sky is numb. He put her down and sat down on a chair, and he sat down.
She looked at him who was so tired that she couldn't breathe, so she wiped the sweat on his face with a tissue in distress. She said: "Brother Xiaoyu, I'm tired of you, or I'm not good, I'm tired of you." Although I was born in the countryside and my home is in the mountains, I have never walked such a long road, and the road is still so steep. ”
He shook his head lazily and said, "It's okay, I'll just take a little rest." We'll go to the hotel in a moment. ”
They asked three hotels in a row and they were all full, and they all said that there were too many tourists in the red scenic spot on the National Day, so the hotel business was full.
Finally they went to a small hotel in the corner and asked, and the waiter said, "There is only one room with a single bed, and I see if you can't live there."
Zhu'er Xiaoyu looked at each other for a while, and finally Zhu'er said: "Just stay, at least you won't sleep in the open." ”
Zhu'er took off her shoes and fell on the bed when she walked into the room, she said, "Brother Xiaoyu, let's rest first." ”
"I know, you can rest first. He said that he was taking the electric kettle to get water to boil the water, and he said, "I'll wait for the water to boil in a few minutes, and then I'll go out and buy something to eat. ”
"It's up to you. She replied discouragedly.
Later, he went out and bought two bowls of noodles with mixed sauce to make dinner. After eating the noodles and drinking the water, he said to wash her feet, but she refused. She went to the bathroom by herself to take a shower and dress well, and then came out and sat back on the bed, she said: "Brother Xiaoyu, you ask the waiter for a bed of cotton wool again, and the two of us will each cover a bed and sleep together, there is really no way to go out." He nodded.
Both of them were tired that day, they each slept on one end, each covered with a quilt, both of them turned sideways and faced outward, they didn't even want to say much, they (they) soon fell asleep.
It's just that they (they) are asleep, and they all have a wonderful dream.
Pearl dreams that she is in a hazy state, like in a movie, going to church to get married. She walked inside in a white wedding dress, but the man in the black suit in front of her was always two steps away from her, and she could never see the man's face. There was muffled music in the church, and there were some greetings sitting on the chairs with their backs to her. She walked all the way and thought in her heart: I just got divorced, why did I get married again? Why did this person still look like that Yu Hua? Why did he be so mysterious in front of me, why did he always not let me see his face? Is this him, I always want to find out? My first marriage was so failed, it was not this marriage, and even people don't want me to see it clearly, so how can it be done? The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, and the more she was afraid, the more she heard the music in it like the kind of music played by dead people.
Then she walked up to the podium, and when she saw the man on the podium who was presiding over the wedding. I saw that he was tall and fat, wearing a black robe, and a string of black Buddhist beads the size of a thumb hung around his neck, and his hairy chest was visible inside. His big eyes were hooked, his yellow teeth were showing out, and he was still saying something she didn't understand. She was blinded, this was like celebrating a wedding, this was simply a funeral, and she was scared into a cold sweat at that time. When she looked back at the bridegroom, wasn't the bridegroom Yu Hua? She fainted all of a sudden, and she felt the world spinning. At this time, the whole church was also sinking to the ground at the same time, and she was sinking down with Yu Hua, and the strange thing was that the host of the practice, he was hanging there without roots and bottomlessness, and he laughed wickedly. She woke up ...... in an instant.
When she woke up, she seemed to be reminiscing about the dream she had just had, and then she walked into a Buddhist hall as if she was in a daze. She looked around, isn't this the temple where I often come here? She thought, "I just had a nightmare, and I happened to be here to pray to the Buddha to save me from disaster."
So she quietly acquiesced: My noble and supreme and omnipotent Buddha Lord, maybe I have done too many hateful things in my previous life, and I am here to repay my debts in this life. I've been paying off my debts for most of my life, but last night I had a dream that pulled me back into the abyss of sin. I really can't hold it anymore, I can't bear it anymore. Please forgive me, bless me, and let me live peacefully for the rest of my life.......
Suddenly, there was a voice in this Buddha hall, the voice was muffled and dull, but I heard every word clearly, and I only heard the voice saying: "Female benefactor, you are: It is difficult to be wronged in the previous life, and you will only come to repay the debt in this life." Now that the debts have been paid off at the beginning, the follow-up is thinking about enjoying it. Don't remember the past, grasp the present and never forget. The first half is like rain with Yu, and the second half is sunny with the sunny. Ask the female donor to think carefully: Yu is like rain, sunny is sunny. Don't forget!
Then everything fell silent, she looked around the Buddha hall, the usually clear and clear Buddha hall, there was only the tall Guanyin Bodhisattva, the Guanyin Bodhisattva looked at the front with kind eyebrows and smiles.
She woke up slowly, and then she really woke up, and then she knew that she had a dream within a dream. She woke up and immediately used her mobile phone, thinking, recalling, revising repeatedly, and jending down the words she heard in her sleep. She was just chewing on the words of the last sentence that was difficult to understand, and the Buddha specially told her: rain is rain, and sunny is sunny.
Then she got up and went to the bathroom, she saw that Xiaoyu was still asleep, she lay down on the bed gently, and now she couldn't sleep for a long time.
She was thinking in her heart: the previous dream means that her marriage broke down and failed, and that is obvious. The dream behind this, it is very difficult to think about it without seeing what that person said. His first six sentences are easy to understand, that is to say, the first half of my life was to pay off the debts of my predecessors. Now that the debt has been paid off, it is a little better and a little blessed, so stop thinking about the past and grasp the opportunities in the second half of your life. It seems to mean that.
is the last two sentences: the first half is like rain with Yu Yu, and the second half is Qin with Qingqing. This is incomprehensible. I don't know the ones I wrote down, Yu Yu Qin Qin, rain and rain, how to be accurate, I don't understand it for a while.
She looked at the sleeping Xiaoyu again, and she thought: If he wakes up, help me think about the last two sentences, he is so sleepy. Alas, too, I slept so well yesterday when I was really tired during the day, so I won't affect him. Alas, he is the only one in the world who is so stable, and he is all squeezed into a bed, and he doesn't use his brain. Besides, he treats me as his own sister, but I'm not his real sister after all. If he uses my crooked brain at other times, I may still not be able to rely on him, but if he uses my crooked brain now, I will also rely on him. Because I'm divorced now, and besides, I see that he has been so good to me for so many years, why don't I repay him with this. What's more, I still lived a married life in the first five or six years of marriage, and you can see that I haven't lived a married life for fourteen or five years. He is too, he only knows how to be good to me and protect me, he only knows that he treats me as his own sister, he only knows that he is hurting me by using his crooked brain against me. He couldn't have imagined that I had been single for so many years, and he couldn't imagine that I was also a normal person, and normal people had the needs of normal people. Alas, you said that other people used my crooked brains, and I resolutely refused to obey. He doesn't want to think about what kind of relationship we have, what kind of feelings. Am I really his own sister? He's really too much for me.
After thinking about it, she thought it was too funny. Although she complained a little about him, she admired his steadiness even more. But what she didn't expect was that in fact, he was also an ordinary person, and he might not be able to withstand teasing and temptation.
Of course, she didn't know that he had a sexual relationship with He Yalan and Xie Fei, she only knew that Xie Fei pestered him that year, and was finally rejected by him. So in her heart, he will always be so pure, so noble, and even so great.
What he dreamed of was that he came home, and he saw that there was no one in the house and the door was open. He called out to his wife outside the door, but she didn't come out. Then he put down his bag and went to the back room, and when he opened the bedroom door, his wife was standing face to face with him in a cloak.
Originally, if it was in the past, he would have hugged her first and made love, but at this time, he saw that his wife was disheveled and looked flustered, and he was puzzled.
At this time, his wife blocked him out of the door and didn't want him to go in, but he wanted to go in, so he picked her up and put her on the bed. At this moment, a figure at the door of the bedroom disappeared in a flash. He turned around and ran after him, but the man ran very fast, and as soon as the man went out of his door, he turned a corner to the right and disappeared. That's when he understood everything in his heart.
He returned to the living room and sat on the sofa and sighed, he thought: My wife has been so good to me for so many years. Did she pretend? It took so many years for me to find out that she was cheating this time. What do I think? Was she like this before, or is she like this now? I can't figure it out. Do you have to figure out something like this?
I've been running outside for most of my life, and I've rarely been with her for most of my life. Isn't this or am I sorry for her? If I don't pursue this matter, won't I just let her go on like this? If I pursue this matter, won't we have to divorce?
Besides, didn't I do this twice? Now let's compare our hearts with each other, and let's calm down this matter without saying anything to anyone?
At this time, no matter what he thought, he was still very angry in his heart. Because whoever sees such a thing will be furious. Whoever is selfish about this aspect of things.
Fortunately, he didn't get angry, he just lifted the bag, and what he thought in his heart was to stay away and let time dilute the contradiction and finally solve the problem.
When he walked a short distance outside the door, his wife ran out and hugged his feet, and she cried and begged him not to go. He was hesitating, not knowing whether to harden his heart and go, or to soften his heart and stay, when he woke up in a hurry.
Thinking of the dream, it was as if he had really encountered such a thing, and his heart could not be calmed down for a long time. Then he got up and went to the toilet and came back, and he saw that she was sleeping deeply, so he lay down and fell asleep gently.
He thought about her again, which was really admirable, because he also knew that she had not had a real married life for more than ten years, but she was not as unbearable as He Yalan, Xie Fei, and Yin Hong. The Bing Qing Yu Jie in her heart is the real Bing Qing Yu Jie so sacred.
Thinking so, he fell asleep again after a while. In fact, at that time, she was still dreaming about the future. When she woke up, he was asleep again.
She couldn't sleep for a long time, and finally fell asleep until midnight. They walked out of the hotel after nine o'clock the next day to catch the return car. On the way back, they told each other about their dreams.