(seventy-two)
He Yalan's child was half a year old, and she was not breastfeeding. said that Xu Neng's ex-wife was reluctant to him, and said that it was to make He Yalan idle, so she put the child over there to take it, and hired a nanny to take care of the child alone.
Although He Yalan is very leisurely, she is still uncomfortable for a long time. In order to watch the child, she has more time over there. She usually drives by herself, and she can only think like this, she thinks: Anyway, it's a family, the child is over there, and it's the same when I go to see him often. In this way, I also practice driving by the way, and it is still very fun to drive this car.
Sometimes she was in the mood, and she drove far away, even driving tens of kilometers back and forth. That's what she uses to pass the time of boredom.
In September of the following year, He Yalan gave birth to another daughter, and the family was really a treasure. As soon as Xu Neng was happy, he was more loving and considerate of her. But he still couldn't snub his wife over there.
This seems to be a wealthy and noble family, with two villas, children and daughters, and beautiful wives in pairs, and those who know it are either envious or jealous.
But for Xu Neng, only he can feel that it is not easy for him. Because his work is inherently very brain-intensive, plus he has to take care of his two beautiful wives and care for his children, so his brain, physical, and energetic energy are scheduled to the limit at any time.
Sometimes, he really made it miserable. So many times, whether he is here or there, he has to live in his other bedroom alone, and only occasionally cater to his wife.
In the short term, He Yalan really thought that his heart was a little mutated, or that it was better for his ex-wife. As a result, her thoughts were the same as those of his wife, and they all thought that this husband was a little eccentric, and he only loved each other for a wife in one direction.
Fortunately, they were relieved after a conversation.
One day, Xu Neng's house had a few guests, and Xu Neng came to pick up He Yalan for dinner, and He Yalan took her daughter and got into his car.
Her daughter was also separated from milk after she was half a year old, and she only took her over there after the milk. At this time, he was not half a year old, so he was held by He Yalan when he came and went.
After lunch, the guests left, and He Yalan was looking at her sleeping daughter in the cradle, when her sister (Xu Neng's ex-wife) came to sit next to her. She said: "Sister, you are the hero of our family and the biggest lucky star of our family. You see, now that we have our children, our family is satisfied. But this Xu Neng, I think he seems to be a little bit like that now. At this point, she paused as if she couldn't say it. She said this, He Yalan really didn't understand.
She asked her, "What do you mean by this, sister, is there something like that?"
"He spent the night at my place, and spent a lot of time in his own room, and he beckoned him not to disturb him. Do you think he's biased? She whispered this, looking a little embarrassed. This unjealous woman, she doesn't even shy away from this kind of thing.
He Yalan understood at once, and at the same time, her heart was also clear, and she also thought that it must be Xu Xu's inability to do this.
She said, "Sister, I said the same for you, I'm just embarrassed to tell you." He's not the same on my side yet. ”
"Alas...... Oh......" The well-behaved wife let out a long sigh, and then she breathed a sigh of relief.
Because of this, these two women have not had conflicts over the years, let alone conflicts. A family like this is really hard to find in the world.
In the days that followed, the family was harmonious, but the two children grew up on the aunt's side from childhood to adulthood, and the two sisters were more affectionate to the aunt. Because the aunt has always treated them as if they were her own children, and when they are together every day, they naturally want to be more affectionate to the aunt.
There are still times when these two sisters come here to play, but they rarely eat here. If you want to sleep here, it's even rarer. Therefore, although they (she) knew that they were born to He Yalan, they had always lived so separately, so they naturally developed this habit of dividing their lives.
He Yalan is still a little uncomfortable in her heart for her children's incloseness, but she also does not show it in words and deeds. She tried her best to look down on everything, and she only buried some sorrow in her heart. She thought: Marrying is even marrying a surname, so the children follow their father's surname, this is anyway to continue the incense for the man's family, as long as there is a continuation of the incense, she will be satisfied. Because I am also in this family. Therefore, it is not so important which one of the children is affectionate.
More than ten years have passed in a flash, and now He Yalan's son is over sixteen years old and is about to enter high school. Her daughter is also almost fifteen years old and is still in her second year of junior high school. When the two children grow up, they still have to be affectionate to their mother He Yalan. It is still not easy for them (they) to grow up in this peculiar family, and they (she) usually have to bear some criticism from outsiders. This is only to blame for being reincarnated in this family, this fait accompli cannot be changed.
After He Yalan recalled these that night, Xiaoyu sat in front of her. Xiao Yu, who was sitting in front of her, listened to her say this, and he also felt that He Yalan's experience was a little strange, and he also admired her softness and meekness.
He thought: Although He Yalan is small, Xu Neng can still do it, at least he has been sincere to He Yalan for so many years. He was not the slightest bit partial to her, and both of his wives were treated the same, and it was good that he had so much money.
Moreover, it seems that He Yalan has been leisurely for so many years, and has a luxury house, a luxury car and a nanny. But in fact, she was still a little sad, and her sorrow was loneliness and loneliness.
Let's just say that this time she invited me to accompany her and tell me about her experience, which also shows that she married here far away and does not have a good confidant by her side. Even her former best friend Xu Feng, it seems that she doesn't trust her so much. Maybe it's because it's hard to tell Xu Feng about her experience, or maybe Xu Feng already knows her experience, and because her husband is Xu Feng's brother. And then there was that time when Xu Feng's brothers and sisters deceived her and got drunk, she didn't trust Xu Feng so much. Overall, she felt a little lonely and helpless.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have thought of me, because I don't have much to do with her. I pulled her in 88, but if I didn't pull it, I wouldn't have died, but at most it was just a little injury. Besides, after pulling her, she introduced me to her father for 19 years, and the treatment was better than all the people in the factory, and they were worthy of me.
This time she asked her dad for my phone number, and it proved that she had no better and most trustworthy person besides me. So after listening to her experience, I still have some sympathy for her.
Xiaoyu said: "You can still do it, you are really a thousand times better than me, this is what I said In terms of economy and housing, your superiority is a thousand times better than mine." It's just that in terms of family, you may always feel less natural and happy than the usual family, because you have not lived a pure life of monogamy, so you always feel that it is not like that. In fact, since this is already the case, and I am used to it, it is still good to live like this. ”
When He Yalan heard him say this, she first nodded, and then shook her head. She said: "What you said also has some truth, but you don't live in it, and there are some issues that you still don't understand. Let's not talk about this, anyway, I have told you about my experience over the years, and my heart is much more relaxed, and I have to thank you for this. ”
That is, on the night of Xiaoyu's departure, He Yalan wore pajamas and sat face-to-face with Xiaoyu, and she talked until four o'clock in the morning. Then she stretched, and looked a little attached to it, and she looked deeply at the light rain, and then withdrew in broken steps, and went into her own bedroom.
The next day, Xiaoyu slept until almost nine o'clock before waking up, he got dressed and came out, He Yalan sat on the sofa in the living room, maybe she had been sitting for a while.
"Brother Xiaoyu, did you sleep fresh?" she asked. “
It's fresh, it's nine o'clock. He rubbed his eyes.
"Then you go wash your face and eat. She pointed to the bathroom.
Xiaoyu washed her face and came out, and Sister Wang had already put the fritters, buns and soy milk on the long table. He also sat down and ate unceremoniously.
During the meal, He Yalan said: "Brother Xiaoyu, I'll take you out for a day today, and I'll take you to see some scenic spots in this provincial city." ”
"Okay, I'll be here, of course, as you arrange. "He's straight.
"Sister Wang won't prepare our lunch today. She said to Sister Wang. "Okay" Sister Wang is cleaning up the dishes.
It was true that they had a good meal outside, but they were tired of their legs and bodies, and they ate dinner outside. When they got home, they both lay on their backs on the sofa for a long time before they went to take a shower. As for the journey of this day, there is no need to go into detail here.
They were tired of the day, and they slept soundly through the night.
After breakfast the next day, Xiaoyu said: "I can go back today, I am here and you have said what is in your heart, and we have played it, so it's about the same." ”
"That's not good, you're coming so far, you have to play for two more days, I know your family is not busy, right? Today we will rest at home for a day, and tomorrow we will go play for another day and you will go back?" she looked at him, and she really wanted to keep him.
"No, no, no, I'd better go back, and besides, I'm not busy at home, and I often run outside, and I'm still a little unhappy in my heart. He said seriously.
"Oh, I know, I know you're afraid of your wife's troubles. She looked at him with a smile: "Then, then so be it, rest at home today, eat two light meals at home, and I will send you back tomorrow morning." She said it very simply, and she didn't ask for his opinion.
When he saw her like this, he acquiesced.
Then she deliberately wanted to go out with Sister Wang all the way to buy vegetables, and she asked Xiaoyu to stay at home and watch TV.
At noon that day, He Yalan personally cooked a few dishes. At the dinner table, she asked Xiaoyu, "What do you think of the dishes I made?"
"It's like this, it's still okay. Xiaoyu thinks that her food is very ordinary.
She smiled, and she said, "I know that you are straightforward, and I like people like you who are straightforward." I'll tell you, I'm not going to get the food at all, I'm just showing my heart for you. Do you understand?"
Xiaoyu looked at her affectionate appearance, although the dishes were very ordinary, but his heart was intoxicated, he really couldn't imagine that a rich woman would be moved by such true feelings for him, an ordinary farmer who could not be more ordinary.
That dinner, Sister Wang made it single-handedly, and it was simple, that is, she bought four different cold marinades, carrots burned a fat sausage, fried a fish-flavored diced pork, and a sauce fried back to the pot.
Sister Wang also ate with them (her), but Sister Wang didn't drink and got off the table soon. He Yalan and Xiaoyu drank a small glass of white wine first, and then she went over to get a bottle of wine that had been loosened in front of the kitchen cabinet.
She said as she walked: "Brother Xiaoyu, this red wine is not intoxicating, the two of us will drink it slowly tonight until it is good." She shook the bottle as she walked, and Xiaoyu thought she was admiring the high-end of the wine. Then she poured two and a half glasses from a goblet.
She raised her glass first, and she said, "Brother Xiaoyu, thank you for coming to chat with me this time to relieve my boredom." Let's start with one. She touched the cup he hadn't yet raised, and she turned her back and dried it.
Xiaoyu looked at her, of course, he only had to accept her affection, and he also picked it up and did it. He said, "Yalan, let's drink slowly, we'll still get drunk if we're in a hurry." By this time she had already poured a second cup.
She raised her glass again: "Okay, drink slowly, let's drink one bite at a time, drinking while eating." She took a sip of it, and she looked at him: "You are leaving tomorrow, and you don't know when you will meet again." I really want you to play for a few more days, but I can't force you to keep it. So this time, you must drink it well. Even if it's drunk, get drunk. ”
He also took the cup, he felt that being with a familiar woman at this time was not inhibitive at all, and it was also a kind of enjoyment. He also took a sip, and he said: "You are so good, I really never dreamed that you would deliberately call me to play, you are so good to me, I am very upset." ”
"Do you know how happy I am to see you? Not only am I relaxed when I see you, but people are like you are younger, and I feel this way, of course you don't know. I called you to come, you ......," she took another sip before she could finish her words. She also felt that the following words were not easy to say, and what she wanted to say was: "You still don't understand the meaning of my call to you." ”
"Me too, I'm just as happy as you are. I really envy you and envy you for living such a good life. I sympathize with you again, I sympathize with you for being so lonely. You and him, you and he are really too busy, you still have to forgive him. He ...... "He's a little hard to say." He wanted to say, "He has to take care of both sides, and it is not easy for him." ”
They didn't ask each other about the following words, they just drank and chatted while you and me, and slowly finished the bottle of wine.
They (they) were also a little drunk that night, but drunkenness was not the main thing, the most important thing was that He Yalan painted the gourd in the same way, and she repeated the old trick that Xu Neng treated her back then.
Finally, when neither of them could support it anymore, He Yalan pushed him into her bedroom and closed the door.
After dawn the next morning, Xiaoyu woke up and saw He Yalan lying sideways next to him, he rubbed his sleepy eyes, and then he lovingly and gently covered her with a thin quilt.
He was about to get out of bed when she hugged him. Then he was reluctant to insist, and he clinged to her again.
On the way home to send Xiaoyu, He Yalan said: "Brother Xiaoyu, I hope you don't hold a grudge against me, I really can't help myself." Not to mention my loneliness and loneliness over the years, what bothers me the most is the inadprehensibility of this **. I can understand his burden, his troubles, his inadequacy. But can't he understand my loneliness, my loneliness, and especially my temperament if I don't play it? Not to mention that he has had two wives for a long time, can't he think for us women? Because he has possessed two women for the rest of his life! I have only once in my life that I have red apricots out of the wall! I think you will be able to understand me. It's worth it to have you once in my life, you made me feel the fullest and joyful of humanity for the first time. I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart. She said these words seriously, and Xiaoyu didn't understand the deep meaning of her words for a while.
All he knew was that a woman had done it in front of him, and that she had put her trust in him. He only knew that it was the first time in his life that he had deviated. He had been able to hold on to it for so many years before, but this time it collapsed. Last night, I first said that under the effect of medicine, I couldn't help but do that, and it was excusable if I did that. Then the time after dawn is always sober, and the time after dawn is always sober, and it is done so impulsively, there is no way to explain it. The best explanation can only be said to be that he lost his mind in the face of beauty. Why do you lose your mind, it can only be said that in that case, people still have seven emotions and six desires, and people are still ordinary mortals, not saints. In that case, ordinary mortals will have a hard time passing the beauty level and become the so-called righteous gentleman. He even suspected that the self-proclaimed upright gentleman would be difficult to control in that situation. In other words, man is not God after all.
That day, He Yalan sent Xiaoyu to the door of his house to stop, in fact, there was a small road a few hundred meters away from his house on the side of the road, and Xiaoyu said that from here to his house, he had to climb over the low beam.
She said, "I'll send you here." She looked at him: "We will meet again in the future, don't worry, I won't treat you like this when we meet in the future, we will just be good brothers and sisters and good friends in the future." Do you agree?" she said, staring at him.
He chewed on her words, and he said, "Yes, good." Go home and drink some water, you haven't been to my house yet. You're tired from walking so far. He looked at her, too, and he looked at her bright and deep eyes, which were no longer the hungry and then tender look that had been in her house a few hours ago, and which she now looked at him with an unfathomable, elusive look, as if she wanted to carve his mold into her mind.
When she came to her senses, she shook her head, and she said, "Not this time, I have water here to drink." Don't worry about me, take care!"
He got out of the car, and she quickly turned the car around until she reached out through the window to say goodbye to him.
He just stood there stunned, and when he hurriedly raised his hand, her car slowly drove away. He watched as it ran forward until it had turned a corner from a long distance.
His heart seemed to rush back with the car, back to the warmth it had felt a few hours ago, before he had left her. The warmth lingered in his heart for a long time.