(seventy-three)

Xiaoyu began to go out to work in 88 of the last century, and in 08 of this century, it was just 20 years, and 19 of these 20 years were spent at Boss He in the Special Economic Zone. These twenty years seem to have passed in the blink of an eye, and the experiences and what he has seen and heard are still vivid and vivid in his mind.

Twenty years later, his son was twenty-seven years old, his grandsons were more than two years old, and he himself was fifty-three. Generally speaking, it is better to work outside the home for the past 20 years than to farm at home. Although he doesn't have much savings now, as a farmer, as long as his family's house is stable and does not leak rain, and his usual expenses can be blocked, he thinks it is very good.

It's good that he is not greedy, he thinks that people can live as long as they can live an ordinary life. So now he just grows some crops at home and is self-sufficient.

Since that breakup with He Yalan, it has been more than half a year, and it is close to May Day in 09. A few days before May Day, Zhu'er said in QQ: "Brother Xiaoyu, it's been more than a year since we were mixed, and we all want to get together, can you find time?"

Xiaoyu joked: "You are really my shadow, you even named your QQ nickname Shadow." We really thought about it, and I was thinking about partying, and you just said it. Alright then, I'll be here on the 29th the day after tomorrow. ”

Zhu'er replied: "Okay then, it's a word." ”

Now the transportation communication is good, that is, in those two years, Xiaoyu also had a train there. On the train, Xiaoyu and Zhu'er chatted QQ all the way. Zhu'er said: I also went out, I will pick you up at the train station: "Okay, thank you so much." "You're welcome. ”

As soon as Xiaoyu arrived at the exit of the station, Zhu'er was standing there. It was raining lightly, and Zhu'er immediately greeted her with an umbrella. "You're so punctual, just get there. Zhu'er said happily, "I've only been there for a few minutes." ”

"That's it, the ninety-minute train will arrive in every second, and now technology is developed. Xiaoyu walked next to her side by side, they shared an umbrella, and they looked like a pair of lovers.

He looked at her eyes again with an affectionate smile, which had become his habit. He saw that she was still as beautiful as she was more than twenty years ago, and his heart was sweet.

"It's already twelve o'clock, let's go have lunch first. Pearls gestured to the snack shop outside the station.

"Okay. When old friends met, he didn't have the slightest restraint and politeness.

She also ordered simple potsticker dumplings and porridge, and she knew he liked it, because he ate this in North Star Park more than 20 years ago.

When the waiter puts the dumplings on the table, they smile heartily. At the same time, they remembered the scene of their youth, and he knew that she thought of everything for him, and he felt very happy.

During the meal, she looked at him and said, "If we hadn't met at the Jixiang Department Store last year, we would only have regarded the year of '88 as a memory in our lives." You won't blame me for not contacting you all those years. I don't contact you because I'm afraid of bothering you, and I'm afraid that you're worried about me. Whoever knows this meeting often wants to see it. She smiled embarrassedly.

"I understand that. I have often thought of you for so many years, and when I think of you, I have an indescribable feeling in my heart, so I will understand that taste as happiness. I really remember that we were very happy together at that time. He was again immersed in the memories.

"yes, I think of you a lot, too. Alas, it is really the years that do not forgive. She looked at the small amount of gray hair on his head and said, "You see that you have so many gray hairs now, but your appearance has not changed, and you will always be so healthy and energetic." She looked at him and said confidently.

"There's no way around it, people just have to go with the flow. He said indifferently.

On the bus, he asked her, "How are you doing now?" I mean yours, I don't really know anything about him. ”

"Didn't I say it when we talk about QQ, I said that we are" respect each other like ice, "ice is ice cubes." There was a look of sadness on her face.

"I thought you made a typo and made Bing ice, and typos in chat are frequent. So I don't know that's the case. Usually we don't really talk about you guys, so I don't know much about the real situation in your family. He was concerned about her current situation.

"Let's go back and talk about it. She was silent.

Standing on the crowded bus, it was not easy to get to the station.

The first time he entered her house, she was an ordinary two-bedroom home. But as soon as I entered the house, I felt a sense of warmth and comfort. Therefore, everyone must have a home.

She quickly made him tea, put fresh fruit and sweets, and he was very touched by her attentiveness and meticulousness. He felt like he was back at home. He said, "You're still quiet here." ”

"Yes, I'm usually home alone, my son is in high school, and it's about to take the college entrance examination, he is studying in a residential school, and he comes back on holidays, and he doesn't like to go to his classmates to play when he comes back, so he is rarely at home. Not to mention that person, he just comes back three or five times a year, comes back and sits for a while without saying a word, and then leaves, he treats his home as a roadside pavilion. She sighed helplessly, and he sighed with her.

At this time, he remembered it suddenly, he carefully took out a letter from the backpack he put there and handed it to Zhu'er, and Zhu'er immediately remembered what Xiaoyu told her last year, there was a letter sent to her in 89 and returned, needless to say, this is it.

He handed it to her and threw his head back on the couch to recuperate, and he deliberately showed her his letter. She pulled out the yellowed letter paper, turned around and went into her room, and looked at it quietly.

She unfolded the letter, which read: "Hello Xiaoyin: I have received your letter. After reading your letter and knowing your situation, I miss you the same, and I really regret leaving you in the first place, how good we were together at that time.

That's the only way to do it now, let's all take care of ourselves. I will keep every day we have together in my heart and cherish it in my heart.

I remember when we first met, when I first gave you a note to be nice to you, my heart was beating so hard at that time. I was really afraid that you would not accept me, or even laugh at me, because I regarded you as noble, as if I was climbing you, and you were still so approachable.

Later, we had a good time together, and we wrote one sentence at the table, conveying our friendship in that way. We went to the haunted house in North Star Park, boated, got drunk, fell somersaults, and left little moons on my face, it was so much fun.

I like to touch my little moon now, and when I touch it, I remember the scene at that time, and it really feels like going back to that time.

During that year, you were so good to me, I often thought that if I hadn't gotten married, I would have chased you, and I think you would have been willing to marry me.

Just because I got married, I've always considered you my own sister ever since. Since then, you have been the kindest and purest sister in my heart. I decided that I would love and protect you for the rest of my life, and I would never let you be wronged or bullied.

Xiaoyin, I had a strange dream last night, and I felt in my dream that I seemed to mean that thousands of years ago. I wore a pair of shorts and a little cloth coat to help people sell watermelons.

The sun was very strong, and I was walking by a big, long paddy field with a melon, and I saw two young women on the opposite side of the field, who were tired from working in the field and resting on the field.

I picked up a big tooth of watermelon and stepped on it from the field, and the mud of the field sank me half a man deep, but I still walked over desperately. I handed them melons to eat, and I said I made sure they were cool.

It seemed that they were two sisters, and the younger sister was about to eat a tooth of watermelon from my hand with a smile. The sister asked how much a tooth is, I said three cents, she said a little expensive, but my sister is eating it. She picked it up and ate it.

I looked at them, and when they took the money, the two sisters were so beautiful, especially the younger sister, and I looked at her. Then I woke up.

As a result, I didn't really wake up, and I still dreamed in a dream.

I dreamed again that I was sitting up and resting in the dam at home, and suddenly the two women who had eaten my watermelon first somehow floated over from a distance. The sister sat up next to me, and I was a little embarrassed, and when I looked at her again, she became my current wife.

When I was wondering, the younger sister who was a few steps away from me waved goodbye to me with a sad face, and as soon as I saw her, she became exactly like you.

What's even more strange is that when she was leaving, she said: Originally, I wanted to marry you more, but I came one step late and let my sister take the lead. I only have two lifetimes to come back to you.

She said this and drifted away. I was pondering the meaning of her words when I woke up, and now I really woke up.

I was afraid that the dream would be lost, so when I woke up, I got up and wrote it down immediately, and I wrote you this letter at the same time.

I'm just thinking, why are dreams so weird, although I don't believe in superstition, but over the years, sometimes dreams are still relatively accurate, and sometimes dreams still have to be verified in reality.

So from that moment on, I saw you as a lover in the afterlife. Because we know that we can't be together in this life, and we also know that the next life is unreal. But I always thought that way in my heart, and I looked forward to it, and I even hoped that there would be miracles in the next life ...... this life.

Xiaoyin, you must think I'm funny. But to be honest, since I met you, if I didn't have you in this life, I really didn't feel bored to live, you seem to be my shadow, you follow me wherever I go, I feel like you are by my side anytime and anywhere.

Therefore, we all have to take good care of our bodies, and we all strive to live past the age of 100. You say okay.

Xiaoyin, I've written here today, it's going to be dawn at this time, and I want to sleep for a while.

I wish you good health and happiness, and goodbye!May 22, 1989"

After reading Xiaoyu's letter, Zhu'er was very moved, she was moved that he was so emotional about her, he valued her so much, he really regarded her as a confidant, and even more than that. She felt sweet in her heart.

Then she walked out, she looked at Xiaoyu and smiled: "You are so good." She sent these three words to her heart: "This letter has been twenty years, thanks to you still keeping it well, it is worth it to have you as a confidant in my life." Well, I listen to you, we all lived past a hundred years. ”

They looked at each other and smiled. Then she put the yellowed letter in an envelope and said, "I'm going to keep it safe." ”

Then she talked about how she had been lately.