"I still remember that my grandmother said that my birth was like a gift from God, and my parents went through a lot of pain to give birth to me, but when they saw me, the whole family was crazy with joy, I was very beautiful, and I was different from all newborns. ”

"Because of this, everyone in the family treats me as a treasure and does not allow me to be wronged, so I am very happy and lucky. But in this environment, I became a glass doll, I don't care about the consequences of anything, as long as someone has a little malice towards me, I want to beat them. ”

"Funny, isn't it? When I was six years old, I didn't know how many children I had ever fought with, and even more so many quarrels, because I knew that if I wanted to, even if I didn't have to do it, my grandparents or grandparents would rush out and accuse others, and even if I met a child with my parents, I would run away in embarrassment. ”

"I stepped on the puppy's leg bone, on purpose, and I kicked the kitten's neck so that the kitten couldn't lift its head again, also on purpose. I didn't know what the final result would be, but I was only softly blamed by my mother at that point. ”

"Until that time, I thought I was just doing something very ordinary, but it turned the world upside down. I stuck a pencil in my kindergarten classmate's arm and watched his arm bleed, and I thought about the puppy licking himself after he was injured, because my grandmother told me that saliva can be disinfected, so I wanted him to stop crying. ”

"But you know, in the eyes of many adults, there is always the worst after it happens, and the mother of that child took my arm like a madman and shook it, crying even more miserably than that child, and that was the first time I was frightened. ”

"The first time my mother beat me hard, it was also the first time that my grandparents didn't protect me. It's funny, I remember my mom didn't know where to get a green onion, maybe she thought it was a non-lethal weapon, but she had a lot of blood-red marks on my body, and she didn't stop until the green onion was completely rotten. ”

"Grandma cried for a long time, grandpa and dad also talked for a long time in the living room, since then, whether it is grandparents or grandparents, they no longer appear often, and I no longer use the capital of pride, and I dare not fight with others wantonly. ”

Not long after, my grandmother passed away, and my grandfather couldn't accept this fact and left the same year. It didn't take long for Mom and Dad to separate, Dad left, no longer ate at home, didn't come back to sleep, and only Mom was with me every day with a straight face. ”

"My world completely collapsed, and I was eight years old that year. ”

"Since then, I have been dependent on my mother, who is helpless, but nothing has changed for the better, and my heart has continued to feel uneasy about losing shelter. I don't like to go out, I don't like to go to school, I just like to stay at home and eat, and eating enough has become the only way for me to feel safe. ”

"My mom always asked me why I wanted to hurt people, and I kept asking. ”

"Then why do you want to hurt others?" Lin Qiudu's question was also something his mother had always wanted to know, but for so many years, he had never given anyone an answer.

"Do you think I'm a pervert too?" Looking back on the past, the gloomy self actually had a taste that matched the night, took a deep breath of cool air, and picked a strong pick that had completely extinguished the fire.

"Since then, I don't dare to provoke anyone again, they scold me, and I never refute, even if someone else stomps my head under my feet, I will not resist, I have no friends, and I will never make friends until I meet you. It was you who changed me and made me see that not everyone in this world will bully me, and even if I don't give it back, there are people who are willing to protect me and stand up for me. ”

"So, we've only known you halfway through now, right?"

Lin Qiudu didn't expect that the reason why he lit this cigarette was not because of sleepiness, but because of his emotions at the moment.

Half of the disguise, is such a strong man still the one who is willing to hide behind him?

If there is really a knot in his heart that is difficult to hide, so that the strong and suppressed spirit has a two-way extreme, it can help him and make him feel honored, but what he didn't expect was that all this was not what he imagined from beginning to end.

Zhuang Zhuang is a liar!

Lin Qiudu was choked with tears by the smoke, the Zhuang Zhuang who was always hiding behind him, the timid and afraid Zhuang Zhuang had always been lying to him, it was like a big joke, he was like a big fool.

But Zhuang Zhuang sat in front of him, and his serious expression was clearly telling him solemnly that all this was like this.

"So, you hurt Long Hair, you hurt me, is this the real you? No wonder, is it that the stupid Zhuang Zhuang is a super elite in the IT world, never having to work overtime, or is your job just perfunctory to me? So, you're just playing with me?"

Lin Qiudu was a little unable to accept the fact that he was completely accustomed to being timid and strong, and he was also used to always hiding behind him and listening to him for everything, what was going on now? Why did such a change happen?

Lin Qiudu still couldn't believe it, he stood up and walked into the distance, he had to calm down and think carefully about whether it was Zhuang Zhuang who was too shrewd, or whether it was full of loopholes and he never cared at all.

"Lin Da, you said that no matter what kind of person I am, you will treat me as your closest friend, do you want to regret it?" Zhuang Zhuang raised his voice, and was afraid of waking them up sleeping in the tent, so he hesitated and lowered his voice, and quickly followed Lin Qiudu, blocking his way.

"I just didn't expect that the person who trusted me the most would hide so many things from me. ”

"You should be able to understand me, I have my troubles, Lin Da!" Zhuang Zhuang grabbed his arm with one hand and pressed his shoulder with the other, trying to stop him from continuing to move forward, but he didn't dare to use his hand hard.

"You let me think about it!" Lin Qiudu looked at him coldly, under the starlight, those eyes were even colder and more ruthless.

Zhuang Zhuang unconsciously let go of his hand, this was the first time he saw Lin Qiudu look at him like this, he interpreted the incomparable disappointment in it, and even began to doubt whether he was right or wrong to say these pasts.

Over the years, the two have been best friends, and neither has been able to dilute the friendship between them even a little. Except for Lu Yunfan, the addition of this guy is like a black virus, which not only made Lin Qiudu experience the most serious dark period, but also took advantage of his biggest weakness to tempt his stomach. But even so, if he was asked to choose between Lin Da and Lu Yunfan, he would still choose Lin Qiudu without hesitation.

To ask for a reason, there is no reason at all, and there is no need for a reason!

A terrible howl came again, and Zhuang Zhuang raised his ears vigilantly, took two steps hurriedly, and grabbed Lin Qiudu's arm again.

A pair of eyes that shimmered with a faint cold light were approaching them, and the wolf howl in the distance seemed to be deliberately issued to distract them, and the danger was already very close to them.

"These beasts are too smart!" Zhuang Zhuang pulled Lin Qiudu back slowly, but his eyes were staring at the eyes not far away, not daring to deviate the slightest.

"Lin Da, you slowly step back, go and wake up Feifan and Yiming, remember not to run. Zhuang Zhuang lowered his voice very low, and slowly made a position adjustment with Lin Qiudu, blocking in front of him.

"Strong!"

"It's okay!" Zhuang Zhuang didn't dare to look back, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, the Zhuang Zhuang who was once timid was now like a supernatural man, making Lin Qiudu feel so insurmountable.

"Lin Da, from now on, I will protect you!"

Lin Qiudu was terrified, so frightened that he didn't know how to help Zhuangzhuang, but when the bright-eyed beast pounced on him, he also stumbled around and ran towards the tent.

The hoarse roar didn't seem like what a captain should have, and when he sat on the ground with his legs and feet weak, everything in his eyes was in a trance.

Yiming and Lu Yunfan rushed out of the tent, the light of the flashlight shone on the battle not far away, and the two rushed over without even thinking too much.

"Lin Miao, ignite the fire!" Lu Yunfan turned around and shouted.

Lin Miao looked left and right and saw that there was no dry firewood, so she decisively took off her coat and lit it on a thin knife.

Zhuang Zhuang seemed to be crazy, his right hand grabbed the neck of the wild wolf, his left hand clenched into a fist, and hit the wild wolf's abdomen with a fist, where it was red, I don't know if it was caused by Zhuang Zhuang, or if the wild wolf was injured.

"Strong!" shouted Ichi, and rushed forward with a folding saw.

"Don't come here!" Zhuang Zhuang shouted to stop him, punched the wild wolf aside, and struggled to stand up, Lu Yunfan and Yiming took this opportunity to rush forward and protect him behind him left and right.

The wolf also seemed to retreat under the light of the flashlight, and the strong blow just now seemed to have injured it, and the blood oozing from the fur on the left side of its abdomen dripped on the grass.

"Feifan, tell me, is it a crime to kill this beast?" Zhuang Zhuang raised his blood-stained fist and rubbed it on his shirt, the front chest of his clothes had been scratched by the wolf's paws, and his arms were also red, I don't know if he was injured or stained with the blood of the wild wolf.

"Not guilty!" Lu Yunfan handed him a knife and snorted coldly.

"Then this wild dog is dead today!" Zhuang Zhuang seemed to be a different person, and his perseverance was surprising. Even the sissy disappeared completely, like a bloody man, and her fierce body also erupted with a murderous aura like fire at this moment.

"You're injured, don't be reckless, go and let Xiao Qi bandage it!" Yiming said to Zhuang Zhuang while watching out for the wild wolf.

"I'm not injured, it's this wild dog, I'm injured and running to die!"

"Zhuangzhuang, this is a wolf, not a wild dog!" Lu Yunfan reminded him, although he had never seen a wild wolf, but from the howl just now, he could know that this was definitely an authentic wild wolf, and it was definitely not the kind of captive creature in the zoo.

"It's all the same, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey......"

Zhuang Zhuang stepped forward, but the wild wolf retreated, wanting to hide in the dark, but the light of the flashlight was not comparable to the irradiation range of the bonfire, and the wild wolf could not hide at all, plus Lin Miao rushed over with the burning clothes, the wild wolf retreated a distance, turned around and slowly retreated.

Several people looked vigilantly for a while, and found that there was no sound, Lu Yunfan turned around and found that Lin Miao was only wearing an autumn coat, and then looked at the burning flames, so he woke up and hurriedly took off his clothes and draped them on her body.

Zhuang Zhuang stood there solemnly, Yi Ming didn't dare to approach, he had just seen Zhuang Zhuang in this state not long ago, thinking of Lin Qiudu's fate, he felt a burst of tension all over his body, even the wild wolf just now didn't make him feel like this.