Throughout human society, there are very few people who live as themselves, but there are many people who pretend to be noble. Let's ask, how many people can really live for themselves without caring about the eyes of others and not caring about the feelings of the people around them?

Lu Yunfan actually admired Wang Fatzi a little, he saw through himself, he was himself, even if he faced his desires, he could face them calmly, what he wanted was what he wanted, it was very simple.

Lu Yunfan hugged Lin Miao and sighed to himself, and sighed before. Just a few months ago, what he wanted was very simple, marry Jiang Min, have one or two children, work hard, make his life better, and make others' perception of him more sunny, but in the end, he was full of expectations, but he didn't get anything.

At that time, he was like a self dressed in someone else's coat, there were too many people and things that tied him, and the road that seemed to have been destined would not go according to the trajectory he conceived at all.

"I want ......"

"What do you want?"

Lu Yunfan looked at Lin Miao in his arms, and didn't know how to say the next words, is it really that difficult to live a straightforward life?

"I want to live like myself!"

"If you live like someone else, then it's no longer you!" Lu Yunfan hugged Lin Miao and smirked.

Zhuang Zhuang on the side listened to their short words, as if he heard their admonition to him, as if he was laughing at him, how long has it been? All this is too long, he has completely hidden his true self, in front of his family, in front of his colleagues, and even in front of his peers.

"What have I become of all these years, and who am I living like? Is it not good to live as myself? I don't mean to hurt others, can't I return if others bully me? Can't I return if the puppy bites me? Can't I fight back if the kitten scratches me? Why do you all have to target me? You only see my cruelty, why can't you see the cruelty of others to me?"

The scenes of the past flashed in Zhuangzhuang's mind, he ate himself as a kind fat man, disguised himself as a timid and fearful fat man, disguised himself as a sissy and crying fat man, thinking about the life of the past ten years, Zhuang Zhuang realized that he was no longer himself at all.

The grievances in my heart broke all at once, and with tears, I couldn't help but gush out.

"Let him cry once, and after this time, maybe his heart knot will be untied. ”

Lu Yunfan stopped Yi Ming, who wanted to get over, Zhuang Zhuang obviously would no longer commit murder and hurt his own people, but his psychological changes were still obvious, even if he cried, it was completely different from before.

Lin Qiudu and Xiao Qi, who were attracted by the strong cry, also came over, but seeing that Lu Yunfan and the three of them did not come forward to persuade them, they naturally did not rush over, but stood with them.

Xiao Qi asked in a low voice, "Zhuangzhuang, what's wrong?"

"I'm afraid I'll have to ask Lin Qiudu. Lu Yunfan directly threw the root of the problem on Lin Qiudu, everyone's eyes were one, but Lin Qiudu bowed his head slightly sadly, and the whole person was like a deflated ball.

Several people were puzzled, but they didn't take the initiative to ask again, but stood quietly aside, waiting for his answer.

Zhuangzhuang's crying became louder and louder, and finally turned into a howling cry, like this kind of emotional venting, everyone would have a few times when they were young, but they can still cry like this when they are so old, it can only show that Zhuang Zhuang has suppressed his emotions for too long.

In the silent night, Lin Qiudu didn't answer their questions, only the strong cries fell together, and they had to stand by the side.

Suddenly, there was a faint cry mixed in with his cry, which lifted everyone's hearts again.

It was a wolf howl, and it seemed to be the one that had just left, for the sound was not far away, and the strong sobbing had not completely stopped, and there was a response again in the distance.

"It's broken, summon companions. Lu Yunfan was startled, picked up Lin Miao's thin knife on the ground and handed it back to her hand, looking nervous and carefully identifying the direction of the sound source.

"We can't stay here any longer, pack up now, it looks like we're going to have to go all night. Yiming couldn't help but say that he ran over and pulled up Zhuangzhuang, waved his hand at Lin Qiudu, and said, "Don't be stunned, if the wolves are assembled, we will all have to leave it here today." ”

Lin Qiudu came to his senses at this time, originally he only saw someone mention it in the guide, and he didn't think there was much chance of encountering this kind of danger, but the last thing he wanted to encounter was to let them encounter it, so he turned around and ran towards the tent.

Xiao Qi was trembling, her legs were a little weak, if Lin Miao hadn't forcibly pulled her, I'm afraid she would have been sitting on the ground and wouldn't be able to get up.

A few people quickly put the tent away, and they didn't care about tidying it up, so they rolled it up casually and stuffed it into their bags.

The wolf's howl continued, and a few people hurried on the road, and it was best to dodge, even if they couldn't dodge, the closer they were to the villages and towns, the better they would have to survive than waiting for the wolves to find them.

The beams of light from several flashlights shone on the road that seemed to be endless, and several people used their strength under their feet. Although the field of vision is not wide, and they can't even see the road clearly, but fortunately, there are no obstacles on this road at all, let alone vehicles, so they can let go of their psychological restrictions and increase their speed to the extreme.

Coupled with the fear in their hearts, several people seemed to be about to fly.

But after all, physical strength is limited, and several people did not have a good rest all night, and soon they had no strength to continue, and had to stop and rest after walking for more than an hour.

Lu Yunfan panted and counted the heads, only to find out that there were only five people left, which couldn't help but make everyone gasp.

"Who is missing?" asked Yiming anxiously.

"Zhuangzhuang!" Lin Qiudu quickly took out his mobile phone and dialed Zhuangzhuang, but his mobile phone was already turned off and he couldn't get through at all.

"It's over, won't there be a problem with his bicycle at this time?" Lu Yunfan frowned, and it only took half a second to think, and then he decided to go back to look for it immediately, although Zhuang Zhuang looks very brave now, it is difficult to fight against a group of wolves.

So he decisively turned the bicycle around and said to a few people: "You wait here, if there are wolves approaching, light the fire immediately, and I will go back to him!"

"I'll go with you. Lin Miao turned the head of the car without thinking about it.

"No, you stay here with them!" Lu Yunfan had never spoken to her so seriously, and his tone was so resolute that it was difficult to refuse, Lin Miao's heart hurt as if he had been stabbed, although he knew it was for her good.

"Miao Miao, they need your protection!" Lu Yunfan also seemed to feel that his tone was a little tough, softened a little, and said again, hoping to make Lin Miao's heart less mustard.

"Okay, then you go, we're waiting for you here!" Lin Miao no longer insisted, time was pressing, the situation was critical, if the indecisive children's affection would only make the situation worse, maybe Zhuang Zhuang needed someone to help at this moment, and they were entangled in an issue that should not be argued, when Zhuang Zhuang really had an accident, it could not be changed by just holding him accountable.

Lu Yunfan was grateful to Lin Miao for his reasonableness, stepped on Xiao Hei, and galloped back along the same road.

Along the extremely narrow visual range of the flashlight, Lu Yunfan once again increased his speed to a fast speed, but as time went on, his worries became more and more intense.

Although under the starry sky, even without the light of the flashlight, some obstacles can be vaguely seen, but if Zhuang Zhuang turns off the flashlight and leaves the road in order to avoid the wolves, Lu Yunfan will easily miss and find him.

Lu Yunfan can only hope that there is no such possibility, and if there is a real problem with the strong bicycle, he will also drive a flashlight to repair it.

After moving forward for more than ten minutes, Lu Yunfan finally had no confidence, and he didn't notice the light of the flashlight at all, only pitch black.

In desperation, he simply shouted Zhuangzhuang's name while moving forward, hoping that Zhuangzhuang could hear his shout.

With his shout, a beam of light flashed away, Lu Yunfan was happy in his heart, and wanted to see where the beam came from, so he turned off the flashlight and slowed down, and after a while, he saw the grass in front of him, and the beam of the flashlight flashed again, as if he was calling him to go, but he seemed to be worried about something, and he didn't dare to turn on the flashlight completely.

"Zhuangzhuang?" Lu Yunfan finally saw hope, turned on the flashlight again, and continued to accelerate in the general direction, but just after a few accelerations, an obstacle appeared in the middle of the road, just blocking the direction in which he was going.

The brakes were too late, so Lu Yunfan had to lift the handlebars hard, but although the front wheel jumped over, the rear wheel was still stuck, and the car rolled down to the grass on the side.

The roars were getting closer and closer, and he didn't have time to see what the obstacle was, so he quickly ran in the direction of the sound source with the knife in his hand.

"Zhuangzhuang, is it you?" Lu Yunfan shouted loudly, but the other party did not respond, but the sound of the biting battle became more and more intense, and the screams of the occasional wild wolf being hit were mixed in.

"Zhuangzhuang, are you okay?" A wild wolf roar frightened Lu Yunfan to stand more than ten meters away and didn't dare to take another step forward.

The light of the flashlight did not allow him to see the man's appearance, but the wild wolves around him had a clear fierce face.

Lu Yunfan was scared, compared to the fact that he was not afraid of life and death when he came, he actually wanted to leave here as soon as possible, while he was not attacked by the wolves, at least he had to survive, he still had a great future, a wonderful life, and Lin Miao, and ......

A face that he had almost forgotten suddenly jumped into his mind, familiar and unfamiliar, as if he had once had deep feelings, but for some reason he suddenly gave up.

"Lin Yongqing, why do I still think of her?" Lu Yunfan wanted to completely shake her existence out of his memory, but the woman's appearance seemed to be burned into his brain, and the more he wanted to forget, the more vivid that face jumped out, until he seemed to see Lin Yongqing standing in front of him alive.

"I have nothing to do with you, why are you pestering me?" Lu Yunfan was a little angry and asked her loudly.

"It doesn't matter to me or not, it's not me who decides, it's all your choice. ”

"Nonsense, if it was my own choice, how could I choose to imprint Lin Zhihao's sister in my memory, am I crazy?"

"You're not crazy, it's just that you don't know that sometimes your choice doesn't come from your will, it comes from your timidity, from your deep inner vulnerability. My existence is just that you accidentally let me walk in when your psychological defense line was the most fragile. It's like right now, you are determined to save Zhuang Zhuang alone, but when you see the danger in front of you that may kill you, deep down in your consciousness you want to change the choice you made, he is there, you can choose to go or leave. ”

Lin Yongqing is like a two-way personality collection in his body, agitating on the one hand, but trying to make him give up on the other, the already difficult choice makes him even more shaken at this moment.