In this world, there is such a kind of person.

The whole world feels that such people are not troubled.

And this kind of person is indeed true, that is, there should be no troubles.

Born 10,000 meters away from someone else's finish line, he has a wealth that "ordinary people" can't accumulate in a few lifetimes.

Be capable. To have a good look. Be in shape.

If such people still have troubles, then the rest of the ordinary and ordinary people will not live?

Money makes people happy.

For most people, the happiness that comes with money is undeniable.

Because the vast majority of people don't have it, or they don't have it enough.

Anyone can understand the happiness and unhappiness of not having money.

However, when money does not make a person happy.

Happiness, like health, has become a luxury that money can't buy.

The unhappiness of literature is incomprehensible to the world.

Even he himself only knew vaguely.

The conditions of the national gentleman, how to list, how to make people enviable.

Rich and handsome.

Managers by nature are good at finding the key to solving problems in complex data.

As long as literature wants to, no one can make him open one eye and close one eye.

At the age of eighteen, he single-handedly supported the entire cultural wine group.

Humans and animals are harmless and always smile.

If such a person is still depressed, is there anyone in this world who is not depressed?

That's what everyone thinks, and that's how literature is presented.

But most of the appearances are for others to see.

That vague feeling is hidden in the heart of literature.

The more people there are, the more lonely you feel.

The more lonely you are, the more you smile.

The more you smile, the more you can't see the real world and face your true self.

Literature gives everyone a smile, but not to their own hearts.

If literature tells a friend that he is depressed, most of the friends will reply in a world-destroying tone: "You, depressed fart." ”

So literature doesn't say anything to anyone.

Don't say that others can't understand it, even literature itself didn't think so at the beginning.

He is a good chairman of the board of directors of a liquor group, how can he lack a sense of security?

How can a good smile be associated with depression?

This is also why, Literature feels that the psychiatrist Yi Ming he met is a quack.

Yi Ming used a special everyday question to begin to answer the doubts of literature.

Yi Ming asked the literary conference: "When you go up and down the escalator, what kind of habitual movements do you have?"

"The escalator in the mall?" Literature confirms the somewhat jumpy question.

"Yes. Do you naturally walk up as if you were walking on flat ground?Or do you have to see your feet clearly?" Yi Ming refined his question.

Literature thought about it for a while, not quite sure what Yi Ming wanted to explain, he looked at his psychiatrist with a little doubt: "This should all be seen, right?"

"When you draw a yellow safety line on the ladder, can you just step on it and adjust the appropriate position, or do you have to avoid the yellow line before you can take the first step?"

"Avoid. "Literature determines its own answer.

"Do you have the habit of going up the escalator and holding on to the handrail first, or will you involuntarily put your hand on the handrail after going up?"

“......”

Escalators are the most common configuration in places such as shopping malls and large stations.

After contact, most people practice makes perfect, and they can go up and down directly without staring at their feet.

The escalator is the "electrical appliance" that literature touches the longest.

Not to mention the shopping mall outside, even the inside of the Cultural Wine Building, there is an extra-long escalator from the first floor to the staff restaurant on the third floor.

Yi Ming doesn't ask, literature doesn't think about it in particular.

Under Yi Ming's step-by-step guidance, Literature discovered that he was indeed the kind of person who would stand up only when he saw clearly, and then put his hand on the handrail from time to time.

Literature doesn't know that even if you step on the yellow line, you can make fine-tuning of your position in the process of ascending the escalator.

But whether it is the movement of his eyes or hands, it is subconscious.

There is such a thing as a sense of security, which is indescribable and unclear, and it is not that you will be there if you look for it.

"You have to feel that this everyday question is not convincing, you can take the same question and look at the people around you who you think are most secure. Yi Ming saw the doubts in the heart of literature.

Yi Ming's question made Literature think of his sister for the first time, the one who dragged him to go shopping, often with his back to the escalator, and stepped up one step back, which made Literature tremble every time.

And literature and art themselves have always been the same as a person who has nothing to do.

I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

The sense of security of the coquettish enchantress comes from the protection of her brother's literature.

And literature itself has never been so guarded.

The habit of going up and down the escalator is just one of a hundred questions that Yi Ming uses to test the lack of literary security.

No one can have a 100% sense of security.

If a person who does this set of test questions can reach 60 points, he is not a mental illness and can live a normal life.

If it exceeds 80 points, it means that you have a great sense of security for yourself, yourself, and the whole world around you, and literature and art probably belong to the existence of more than 80 points.

Literature ended up scoring only twenty points.

It is considered by the doctor to be serious enough to require the use of medication to assist in psychotherapy.

But Literature rejected antidepressant drugs, and he chose to keep smiling.

He still has his mother and sister to protect, and he can't be a person who has serious psychological problems and in turn needs to be taken care of by his mother and sister.

If he had discovered that literature was taking antidepressant drugs, he would have been the first to collapse.

Literature does not allow such a thing to happen.

Depression and drug resistance are like twins who go hand in hand.

What makes smiling depression more terrifying than general depression is that patients with smiling depression are better at hiding.

The closer you are, the more you can't feel it.

Why should literature smile?

When he was eighteen years old, Literature put on a smiling mask so that he could smoothly take over the cultural wine industry.

After accepting it, the first thing becomes to smile and show it to the most important people so that they can feel at ease.

It is for this reason.

Painting and literature have become the two people in the world who are most likely to find literature smiling and depressed.

It's not that painting and literature don't care enough, but that literature chooses to close itself.

This kind of self-isolation is definitely not something that people who have never been depressed can feel.

What's more, the depression of literature also puts on a cloak of a smile.

Originally, literature and art were to sit with paintings as soon as they returned to China.

Now that the "first-class seat" was assigned to the fifth summer by Tong Hua, Wenyi had to sit on the opposite side of Tong Hua.

In this way, the position opposite the fifth summer naturally became literary.

After saying that, there is always only one person who is "new" literature and art, and literature comes to its place, and the chair that the housekeeper helps move.

In the process of sitting down, Literature found that the fifth Xia on the opposite side was looking at him.

In response, literature gave Fifth Summer a smile of perfection.

Fifth Xia did not evade, nor did she speak, she was as silent as ever.

For a brief moment, Fifth Xia looked at Literature, which made Literature a little puzzled.

The national gentleman has long been accustomed to girls looking at him.

Take a peek or be above board.

It doesn't matter if you're shy, or if you're right.

The girl looked at him in the eyes, either adoring, appreciating, or sinking directly.

All this can no longer be normal, so much so that it has become the daily routine of literary life.

But the fifth summer looked at him, but literature had never felt it.

Sympathy, pity, or both?

The smile on Literature's face froze a little.

In this world, a girl who will look at a dignified national gentleman with sympathy and pity is the first time I have seen literature.

But the emotions in the fifth summer's eyes were only fleeting.

By the time the smile on his face was stiff and wanted to confirm it again, he couldn't find any trace of emotion in the eyes of the fifth summer.

Maybe, probably, maybe, maybe, an illusion?

The smile of the national gentleman, after a froze for an equally short moment, returned to the state of a perfect gentleman.

Literature only needs to face the darkness of this world when it is eighteen years old.

And the world, which is much darker than literature, has begun to envelop her life since the fifth summer was less than five years old.

"Ma Ma, do you like the daughter-in-law who Cupid Earth Boss shot back to you?

"Then there must be! Ma Ma will take back your general agent qualification. ”

"Ah, why? Ma Ma doesn't love Yiyi? The general manager doesn't give Yiyi a pawn, and the general agent doesn't let Yiyi do it?"

"Ma Ma wants to give away one son. The general agent of art has completed the arrow through the heart, isn't it time to retire yet?"

"Sauce Zi, too, yes, brother, Yiyi shot you back, the earth-shattering ghosts and gods, the first-class Xia Xia will be your daughter-in-law, okay?"

"My brother listens to Yiyi. "Literature knows that literature and art are joking.

At this time, if he wants to say half a word, he will most likely be "cramped and peeled" by literature and art.

Even without this level of concern, the national gentleman never embarrassed the girl.

Literature is very good at dealing with situations like this.

He doesn't say whether it's good or not, he just says that his brother listens to Yiyi, so that no one will be embarrassed - if this topic ends here.

But the coquettish enchantress obviously didn't mean to stop there: "Ah Xia Xia, you are a sister-in-law to the earth-shattering ghosts and gods, first-class art, okay?"

“......”

Silence for a second.

Two seconds of silence.

Three seconds of silence.

Just when the girl who saved the scene was thinking about how to save the scene, a word came out of the mouth of the fifth summer:

"Good. ”

“......”