Ou Haiyang's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately sat up from the bed, it was already late at night in Beijing, after he hung up the phone, he hurriedly called his assistant and asked her to buy the latest flight to France for him, and then the whole person walked back and forth at home, not knowing what to do, and said: "Pack your luggage, yes, pack up, passport and visa ......"

Lin Yue stayed in the delivery room for a day and a night, the pain made her dizzy, and she seemed to see Chen Jinyan, the man she loved and hated, as if she heard him whispering in her ear.

Lin Yuhan stood guard outside the ward, anxious, until the next night, when the ward finally opened, she breathed a sigh of relief.

After a while, Lin Yue was pushed out, followed by the man, he bent over, and his hand was tightly clasped with Lin Yue's.

Lin Yuhan followed to the ward, the nurse sent the child over, she squatted down curiously and looked at the baby in the cot, at this time his face was still wrinkled, and he couldn't see his appearance, but she knew that he would definitely be a beautiful child, after all, his parents were so good, how could the child be bad?

Lin Yue was in a daze from the beginning of the attack, and fell asleep with her eyes closed at this time, Chen Jinyan sat on the edge of the bed, her hands still tightly clutched.

His eyes were slightly red as he thought about the pain and suffering she had endured in the delivery room, and when the nurse stood beside him with the child covered in blood, "Congratulations, sir, your wife has given birth to a son for you." ”

Another nurse came up to him and asked, "Sir, are you going to cut your child's umbilical cord with your own hands?"

Chen Jinyan turned his head and looked at the child in the nurse's hand, wrinkled, and had a wonderful feeling in his heart, this is his own child, he and Lin Yue's child, he took the scissors, cut the umbilical cord for him with his own hands, and the nurse took the child to the side to clean it.

He looked at Lin Yue in a coma, his heart was very bitter, he couldn't remember how long it had been since he had looked at her so closely, maybe only when she was asleep did he have such a chance.

Lin Yue woke up in the afternoon, the clothes on her body had been changed clean, and there was no sticky feeling, Lin Yuhan sat beside her, saw that she was awake, and immediately came over and asked, "How is it, does it still hurt?"

Lin Yue shook her head, Lin Yuhan saw that her lips were chapped, and immediately followed the man's instructions just now, took a cotton swab and moistened Lin Yue's mouth.

Lin Yue looked around and asked Lin Yuhan, "Where is the child?" Lin Yuhan put down the water glass and said, "The ocean is with you, I went to the nurse to bathe him, and I will be back in a while." ”

Lin Yue nodded reassuringly, and couldn't help but think in her heart, what she saw in her confusion should be the ocean, how could it be Chen Jinyan, she was really dizzy.

After a while, Ou Haiyang came over with the child in his arms, and when he saw Lin Yue waking up, he immediately walked to her with a smile, put the child beside her, and said, "Look at your son, how cute he is." ”

Lin Yue smiled, looking at the little person in the swaddling clothes, soft and tender, blushing, really not cute, but it was a child connected by her blood, she couldn't help but shed tears when she looked at it.

Lin Yuhan and Ou Haiyang glanced at each other, and she hurriedly persuaded: "Lin Yue, I heard my mother say before that you can't cry during confinement, it's not good for your eyes." ”

Lin Yue wiped her tears, smiled and said, "Thank you for being by my side." ”

Because it was a smooth delivery, Lin Yue was discharged from the hospital after a week, Ou Haiyang drove her back to her residence, Lin Yue bought a lot of baby products with Lin Yuhan early in the morning, so everything was complete.

As soon as she entered the house, Lin Yuhan helped her to lie on the bed, and said on the side: "From now on, you will stay in bed, if you need my help, just say, I will take care of you, you can have a good rest during the confinement period, I asked my mother, and she taught me a lot." ”

Lin Yue looked at Lin Yuhan with emotion and said, "Thank you, Yuhan." Lin Yuhan smiled and said, "What are you polite to me, we are sisters in the previous life, and your child is my godson." ”

Lin Yue smiled and didn't thank him again, Lin Yuhan left the room, Ou Haiyang went to the supermarket to buy a lot of vegetables and came back, and the two people who were not very good at cooking studied in the kitchen for a long time, and finally cooked the chicken soup.

With Lin Yuhan's care, Lin Yue's confinement period was also good, although Lin Yuhan's skills were not very good, but he would still make chicken soup for Lin Yue to drink every day, and for the sake of milk, Lin Yue drank no matter how much.

A month passed quickly, Lin Yue did it herself after the confinement, she held the child, watching him unconsciously arch back and forth in her arms, and her heart was sour.

She has already contacted Hu Lanxin, she will come over soon, and then she will leave with the child, Lin Yue looked at her child, her vision was blurred by tears, I'm sorry, baby, mom is sorry for you, Lin Yue repeated this sentence over and over again in her heart, hoping that the child in her arms could sense her mother's apology.

Hu Lanxin arrived at Lin Yue two days later, looking at the little person on the bed with a happy face, she walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, looking at the sleeping little grandson lovingly, her heart was full of joy.

Hu Lanxin looked at Lin Yue on the side, felt a little unbearable, and said, "Xiaoyue, are you really not going back with me?" The child is still so young, otherwise you will go back with me and leave after a while?"

Yue shook her head and endured the pain in her heart, "No need, I'm afraid that the longer I stay with him, the more reluctant I will be, Mom, I believe you will take good care of him, but when I miss him, Mom can you help me take some videos and photos and send them to me?"

Hu Lanxin nodded and said, "Of course you can, you can also go back to see him, the door of our Chen family is open to you at any time." ”

Lin Yue nodded with tears in her eyes, she stepped aside, pulled over a suitcase, and said to Hu Lanxin: "Mom, this is the clothes, shoes and toys I prepared for the child before, I put them away, you take them away, it is a piece of my heart." ”

Hu Lanxin nodded, reached out to pick up the child on the bed, Lin Yue picked up the small blanket on the side and covered the child, Hu Lanxin walked to the door, and the maid on the side took the suitcase in Lin Yue's hand.

Hu Lanxin turned her head to look at Lin Yue, her heart was also sour, she sighed helplessly, and finally walked to the car not far away, the bodyguard had already opened the car door for her, she sat in the car with the child in her arms, and the car left quickly.

Lin Yue stood by the door in a daze, looking at the direction in which the car left, and closed the door for a long time, slumped on the ground against the door panel, buried her face in her lap, and cried silently.

When Lin Yuhan came back, she found that the house was quiet, she pushed open Lin Yue's door, and saw her sitting on the edge of the bed alone, depressed, she knew that the child had been sent away, and her heart suddenly soured when she looked at Lin Yue's appearance.

She walked up to Lin Yue and sat down, took her shoulders and said, "It's okay, you still have me." ”

Lin Yue leaned her head on her shoulder and said, "I know he will have a good life, that's enough, I am a selfish mother, for the sake of his future, I deprived him of the right to enjoy maternal love, he will definitely hate me in the future." Tears flowed down his cheeks.

She wiped her tears with a tissue in her hand and said, "Even if he doesn't recognize me as a mother in the future, it will be the punishment I deserve." ”

Lin Yuhan patted her on the shoulder, and the two didn't speak again, just stayed together quietly, letting the silence swallow the sadness in their hearts.

Lin Yue rested in her residence for a day, she really couldn't stand the feeling of being alone, she planned to go back to school, Lin Yuhan was very dissatisfied with her going back so soon, and looked at her with a disagreeing face, "You have only been giving birth for more than a month, you can't rest well, why are you going back to school so soon?"

Lin Yue smiled and said, "It's too uncomfortable for me to stay here alone, let me find something to do." ”

Lin Yuhan was silent, she knew that Lin Yue was in a very bad mood now, she had to go to class every day, and she couldn't stay at home all the time, it was really uncomfortable to let her be here alone, Lin Yuhan sighed and didn't say anything more.

Lin Yue returned to school the next day and started her normal studies, and her classmates were very surprised to see her, after all, she had a big belly before, and everyone knew that she was going to have a baby, so it was a little incredible for them to come back so soon.

However, the professors nodded, feeling that Lin Yue was very studious and were even more satisfied with her.

The busy study can make Lin Yue forget the pain in her heart, her heart seems to be hollowed out, she is not interested in anything, and she just repeats life day after day.

Before the start of the autumn class, the school was on vacation, Lin Yuhan planned to return to China, she was from Shanghai, and she was still a little worried about Lin Yue when she left, she looked at her and asked: "Lin Yue, why don't you go back with me?" I changed the ticket, let's buy a new flight, and you go to my house to stay for a while. ”

Lin Yue shook her head, she didn't want to trouble too much, she smiled and said to Lin Yuhan: "No need, I'm not going back, let's just walk around France during the holidays." ”

Lin Yuhan didn't force her anymore, nodded, and returned to China alone.

She is no stranger to France, she listened to Shen Yan's description when she was a student, and she also saw the photos and videos she took, and she came to spend her honeymoon with Chen Jinyan at this time last year.

Thinking of this, her heart was still twitching and aching, and more than half a year had passed, and she still couldn't let go.

Lin Yue went to Paris alone, the most prosperous city in France, she walked slowly along the Champs-Élysées, looking at the people around her, looking at the plane leaves falling in the wind, and feeling sad for no reason.

In this world, there are people going through hardships every minute, and for them the world may have collapsed, but in fact, the world is still wonderful, it will not stop because of someone's pain, everything continues, and only you stop.

Lin Yue felt that she was the one who stopped, stopped in the past, stopped moving, but there was so much sweetness and sadness in the past, how could she forget?

After a few days in Paris, she went to other places, but finally she couldn't help but return to China, because she couldn't bear to miss her children, so she went back to Beijing alone in the last few days of the holiday.