Chapter 110: Reunion
Lin Yue contacted Hu Lanxin, the two met in a café, Hu Lanxin walked into the private room with her child of more than 3 months, Lin Yue immediately stood up, looking at the fleshy-looking and very cute child, tears flowed down in an instant.
Hu Lanxin's eyes were also filled with tears, she handed the child to Lin Yue, Lin Yue's hand trembled a little, and she took the child carefully, the child was soft and glutinous, and there was a milky fragrance on her body, and her little face was white and tender, not as red and wrinkled as when she was born.
Lin Yue looked at the little man in her arms, her little hands were clenched, she kept waving, and she didn't know what to say in her mouth, Hu Lanxin smiled and said to her, "We gave him a nickname, called Dudu, and his big name was Chen Siyang." ”
Lin Yue nodded, looked at the little man, and shouted in a low voice: "Dudu, do you still know your mother?" Tears continued to drip down her cheeks, and she quickly wiped them away with a tissue, afraid that they would drip on the child's face.
Xiao Dudu didn't have any consciousness, her big eyes gurgled and turned, she reached out and grabbed Lin Yue's hair, and wanted to stuff it into her mouth, Lin Yue hurriedly stopped it, at this time her heart was full of softness, the child in front of her was her world, as long as he was good, she could be happy.
Hu Lanxin understood that Lin Yue missed the child, and in the few days after she returned to China, she took the child out every morning, and the two made an appointment to stay until dark, Lin Yue could finally accompany Dudu well, and she was very grateful.
But after a long time together, there will be a day of separation, her vacation is coming to an end, she is going back to France, in order to make up for the debt in her heart, she went to the mall to buy a lot of clothes and toys for children, Hu Lanxin looked at her reluctant face, and sighed secretly in her heart.
"Xiao Yue, you will go back to France the day after tomorrow, what are your plans for tomorrow?" Hu Lanxin originally wanted Lin Yue to meet Chen Jinyan, hoping that they could have a good chat and resolve the misunderstanding.
"I'm going to go to the cemetery to see Shen Yan. ”
Hu Lanxin was silent, she also knew the whole story, and naturally knew that this girl named Shen Yan had asked people to investigate, and even she couldn't believe that there were two people in this world who were so similar.
After going back, Hu Lanxin still called Chen Jinyan, "Jinyan, Lin Yue will go to the cemetery to see Shen Yan tomorrow, and you can do it yourself." ”
The next day, Lin Yue got up early in the morning, went to the flower shop to buy chrysanthemums, and took a car to the cemetery.
Shen Yan also saw a bouquet of flowers in front of her grave, it seemed that it had not been put on it for a long time, and it was still very fresh, Lin Yue's heart couldn't help but tingle, and she faintly guessed in her heart who gave this flower.
On Shen Yan's sacrifice day before, she also saw a bouquet of flowers when she came, which means that he also came back that day, Lin Yue smiled self-deprecatingly, and now in retrospect, everything seems to have traces, but she was kept in the dark at the beginning, and she didn't know at all.
Lin Yue put the flowers in front of the tomb, looking at Shen Yan's smile as always, her heart was sad, the last time she came, she came with a vision for her future life, and she also hoped that Shen Yan could bless herself, but it was only a year and a half, and everything was already wrong.
Lin Yue looked at Shen Yan, took out a tissue from her bag, squatted down and carefully wiped the tombstone, and then said softly, "Xiao Yan, do you really forgive me?"
Lin Yue leaned on Shen Yan's tombstone and sat on the ground, and said, "We haven't chatted for a long time, I'm leaving tomorrow, let's have a good chat today." ”
"Do you remember the first time we met? At the bus stop, I liked you at first sight, is this the arrangement in the dark, you are my sister, so we were attracted to each other when we first met, this is the magic of blood relationship......
"I regret that if I had asked you who you liked earlier, if I had known that you liked the ocean, I wouldn't have started a ...... with him."
Lin Yue leaned there and talked for a long time, talking about everything they had done since they met, and finally she stopped, "Xiao Yan, I'm leaving, you are my good friend forever and my sister, I will always remember you, but I also want to tell you that I don't owe you anymore, because of you, I have lost a lot of precious things, so, I don't owe you anymore, I hope you can live happily in heaven." ”
Lin Yue stood up, looked at Shen Yan's photo, and finally burst into tears, "Goodbye, Xiao Yan." ”
Lin Yue turned around and was about to leave, but stopped when she saw a figure not far away, Chen Jinyan didn't know when she was standing there, Lin Yue's eyes were in a trance, how long had she not seen her?
Chen Jinyan looked at her almost greedily, since he accompanied her to give birth to a child in France, he had never had a chance to see her, and he could only look at the photos that Chen Jinxiu sent him every day, and when he finally saw the real person, he couldn't help it.
Lin Yue stood for a while, turned her gaze, stopped looking at him, and continued to walk forward, when she passed by Chen Jinyan's side, there was a momentary pause, and the next moment she continued to move forward, Chen Jinyan suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed her.
Lin Yue...... Let's talk about ......"
Lin Yue glanced at him, easily broke away from his hand, and after thinking for a while, she nodded.
The two sat in the café, but they were relatively speechless, and the once closest lovers and husband and wife didn't know what to say at this time.
Chen Jinyan knew that she never drank coffee, so he ordered a glass of juice for her, and he asked for a cup of black coffee.
"You...... How's it going?" Chen Jinyan only asked this sentence after a long time, he obviously prepared a lot of words, but when he saw her, he couldn't open his mouth.
Lin Yue looked down at the glass of orange juice in front of her, and after listening to his words, she pulled the corners of her mouth lightly, but she couldn't laugh.
"Very good......"
After saying this, the two were silent for a long time, Lin Yue looked out the window, and Chen Jinyan looked at her, she didn't want to look at him anymore, he felt uncomfortable for a while, and hooked his lips self-deprecatingly.
"Lin Yue, what happened before...... I'm sorry. ”
Lin Yue was a little surprised, but she felt pathetic, Chen Jinyan finally learned to apologize, but it was at this time.
Without waiting for her to speak, Chen Jinyan said again: "I didn't know that you were pregnant at that time, I shouldn't be so impulsive......"
Lin Yue interrupted him, "Chen Jinyan, I really can't say these three words that don't matter, if you can, I hope you never appear in front of me, so maybe it will be better." She finally opened her mouth to say a long sentence, but this passage made Chen Jinyan a little desperate, and he couldn't say anything to apologize after thinking for a long time.
Yes, old and dead don't get along, this should be the result she wants most.
He wanted to tell her that he loved her, that he regretted it, that he wanted to ask for her forgiveness, that he wanted her to go back with him, but he couldn't say anything.
Lin Yue looked up at him, and could see that he had lost some weight, and his face was also a little tired, and he was less energetic when he first met, "Please take good care of Siyang, he has no mother's love, I hope you can give him enough fatherly love to let him grow up happily." ”
Chen Jinyan looked at her, his pale blue eyes flashed with a complicated light, and after a long time he nodded, as if he replied with difficulty, "Okay." ”
Being able to get his assurance, Lin Yue was relieved, she knew that Chen Jinyan had always been a person who kept her promises, she stood up and nodded to him and left the café, she didn't even say goodbye, because she never wanted to see him again.
Lin Yue left, but Chen Jinyan kept sitting there, looking at the other side without focus, and he didn't know what he was thinking, and after a long time, he moved, picked up the coffee that had been cooled, and drank it all, and the bitterness immediately filled the entire taste buds, but he clearly felt that even his heart was bitter.
Lin Yue went back to France and continued to start the study abroad course, after more than half a year of language learning, she has no problem with French, although she is still not very fluent, but she can communicate with people.
The main major she chose was business administration, although she also wanted to study design, but she had no foundation, and there would be no great development if she came back to study at this time, so she chose business administration, which was somewhat related to her previous major.
Fortunately, there is still a Lin Yuhan to accompany her in a foreign country, and Lin Yue finally didn't feel too lonely.
Lin Yuhan is only 24 years old, several years younger than herself, so Lin Yue takes good care of her, in France, she has practiced her cooking skills, and Lin Yuhan has become a person who can cook a few specialty dishes from the beginning, and the friendship between the two has gradually deepened in such a dependence.
"Lin Yue, where do you plan to go to develop after returning to China?" Lin Yuhan has graduated and is about to return to China, and Lin Yue has also studied here for two years, and she will graduate in another year.
Lin Yue shook her head, "I don't have any plans yet, you go back to China first, if you mix well, I'll go to you next year, how about it?" she was joking, but Lin Yuhan took it seriously.
"Then you have to talk and count, you must come to Shanghai next year, I am waiting for you!"
Lin Yue sent Lin Yuhan to the airport, very reluctant, two years of getting along day and night, the relationship between the two has been very deep, and it is really reluctant to part at first glance.
"Lin Yue, you must take good care of yourself here alone, I will wait for you in Shanghai. Lin Yuhan hugged Lin Yue and said in her ear.
Lin Yue hugged her and nodded, "Don't worry, I'll be fine, and so will you, take care!"
The plane crossed the sky, with the eagerness to return to the hometown with people, and with the reluctance to see off the passers-by, Lin Yue stood on the terminal building, watching the plane take off, and she turned around after a long time.
It has been more than two years since she came to France, she has grown a lot and changed a lot, her hair used to be waist-length, but now she has been cut off, her shoulder-length hair is slightly curly, she looks intellectual and beautiful, and she attracts the attention of pedestrians from time to time when she walks in the airport.
Even in a place like France, Lin Yue is also remarkable, different from the elegance and beauty of French women, she has a unique oriental feminine softness, and because of her outstanding appearance, she also has many suitors in school, Lin Yuhan once said that if Lin Yue was willing, she would have found a tall and handsome French man, maybe there was more than one, but she was unwilling.