Chapter 30
The sun has not yet set, the sunset burns half of the sky red, and a little further up is hung with crimson blue-gray clouds, like a stroke of someone's big pen, beginning to a heavy stroke and then slowly dragged to the tail, gradually disappearing into the red, a little farther away from the sunset gradually from blue to dark blue, the crescent moon has been eager to poke its head out.
Lin Hui looked at it and was demented, and she was so poor that she could only say, "It's beautiful!
Su Yuan carried a big bag, Lin Hui asked her why she was carrying such a big bag, Su Yuan just smiled: "Be prepared." ”
"Why are you so familiar with this place, did you come with your grandmother often when you were a child?"
"Well, I would come to live for a while during the summer vacation of elementary school and junior high school, and then, my grandmother was too old to walk, so she didn't come. It was some time ago that the people in the village basically didn't know each other. ”
There is still an old house of my grandmother's family in the village, but when she was alive, she gave it to people from difficult families.
"It turns out that benevolence is genetic. Lin Hui muttered, Su Yuan didn't hear clearly, "What did you say?" His steps became tighter and tighter.
"I said that grandma is kind-hearted. Lin Hui was a little struggling. "Can you hold on? When you reach a high place, the sunset will make the woods even more beautiful. ”
Lin Hui couldn't resist the temptation of beauty, so she quickened her pace, in line with Su Yuan's rhythm, but she didn't start to get tired.
"Isn't it better? ”
"Well, it's weird, it's not so tiring than when I started swinging slowly. ”
"It started fast and slow, the rhythm was chaotic, and now you keep the same pace and don't consume as much stamina as you started out. ”
"You know that, too?"
"I've been exercising, outdoor mountaineering, extreme insistence, jogging has also been insisted on for many years, when running the most afraid is to disrupt the rhythm, so I will come out late to run, to avoid being disrupted by passers-by. ”
"Oh, there's learning everywhere. ”
"Do you have any exercise habits?"
"Basically, no, if anything, is it also the movement of the fingertips?" Lin Hui smiled slyly.
"Oh?"
"Knock on the keyboard, code words, hahaha......" Lin Hui couldn't help laughing.
"Naughty. Su Yuan was very happy.
When she reached the top of the mountain, Lin Hui exclaimed excitedly, "It's a great place, I like ......"
The top of the mountain is wide and flat, with a large meadow and an unusually flat rock.
"When I was a child, when the children in the mountains brought me here, I liked this rock very much, and I always grabbed it to sit on it later, and at that time I thought it was so big, and it was more than enough for my bed, and now it seems that it is no more than that. ”
"That's when you grew up. Lin Hui giggled, straightened her legs and sat on it to enjoy, "It's so comfortable here." The slight mountain breeze gently caresses the ears, and there is really a kind of heroism and comfort that the sky covers the earth and the bed.
"I should have come early to see the sunset. Lin Hui propped her hands behind her back, half-leaning on the rock, and it could be seen that she also liked the rock. Their similarities are one more thing.
"You can't see the sunset, you can watch the sunrise. Su Yuan was so calm that he seemed to have decided not to go down the mountain.
"Really?" Lin Hui doubted undoubtedly, now that the wind is blowing on his body, it is just right, and when it comes to night, he must die of cold. She had already tasted the coolness of the mountains at night.
"Really. Su Yuan looked serious, but his eyes still leaked a smile, Lin Hui likes such an unrestrained world of two people, if she can, she is really willing to stay for three days and three nights, but the snacks in the backpack are by no means enough for them for three days and three nights, Lin Hui was made to laugh by her childish thoughts.
"Here, take a hand. ”
"Tent?" Lin Hui called out in surprise when she saw Su Yuan's nylon cloth scattered in shaking, "Are you the immortal of the unpredictable prophet?"
"Hahaha......" Su Yuan was bending down to drive piles, and had to straighten up and laugh.
"Su Yuan, I found that you really look like a worm in my stomach. Lin Hui thought on the rocks that if there was a tent, she could sleep comfortably.
"Hahaha, your speed, the gods are also comparable, just now how can the gods be insects. ”
Lin Hui also laughed and bent over, "It's still an immortal, an immortal who has gone through tribulations in the world." The dense forest receded from the heavy dark green in the gradual night, and was covered with a faint black veil, Lin Hui looked at it with great eyes, and his body and mind were extremely comfortable, "It would be nice if Cen Yi and Xiaoqing were here." ”
"The next time I call them to come along, the school will start soon, and it will be more lively. ”
"Stick that stick in there, like me, yes, yes, smart, it's really teachable. ”
"Cut, good as a teacher. Lin Hui didn't admit it, but she was still happy in her heart, with Su Yuan, she felt that she could become a better person. Su Yuan never didn't let her do this, didn't allow her to do that, but fully let her participate and actively encouraged her. "Good boys are encouraged. Lin Hui laughed at herself in her heart and teased herself very happily.
Set up the tent, sit down and rest, and the sky will be dark.
Lin Hui spread out a lot of food on the rocks, and Su Yuan smiled when he saw it, "Aren't you full?"
"I'm full. But if there is no good food, it will be too disappointing. ”
"You are still the same as before, eating is the biggest thing in the world, and only eating can solve eternal sorrows. The banter on the corner of Su Yuan's mouth did not escape Lin Hui's eyes, the moonlight was bright and clear, as clear as day.
The rock is really big enough, and when it is Lin Hui's food table, it can also be used for two people to sit cross-legged.
"I wanted to see the stars, but I could only share Chanjuan. Lin Hui said.
"When I was a child, when I came to live in the village with my grandmother, I would move a bamboo bed outside the door at night to enjoy the coolness, and several families next door would gather together, talking about the past and the present, and talking about homely things. My grandmother occasionally gave me a few mosquitoes with a big fan, and when I fell asleep, my sturdy relatives would carry me into the house. It's so happy to think about it now, but it was just ordinary at the time. ”
"When you say that, I miss my parents so much. When I was a child, we also had a small bamboo bed at home, a very narrow kind, my sister and I could not lie side by side, we could only sleep alone, before eating, we would splash water on the balcony to cool down, and after eating, take a shower to cool outside, it would not be hot, my father told us a lot of fairy tales, and my love for literature probably originated from my father's story. On summer nights, my mother is the busiest person, after eating, she has to wash the dishes and clean up, and also wash the clothes of a family member, and when she has done everything, she will cut the watermelon and serve it out in the basin, and when there is no watermelon, she will cook a pot of mung beans. It was the most relaxed and pleasant moment for the family, my parents also talked about the things in the unit, and they would also tease our sisters, I really miss it, our family is crammed on the small balcony, it is really ordinary happiness. ”
Speaking of her parents, Lin Hui was sad again. The parents were still so healthy, they could have had a long, long life, but they left their sisters early. The only thing to be thankful for is that at least my sister is still happy, and under the careful care of my brother-in-law, the car accident did not leave any sequelae.
Su Yuan hugged Lin Hui and let her lean on her shoulder and cry. Lin Hui wiped away her tears and sat up straight, and smiled shyly at Su Yuan, "I'm sorry, I can't control my emotions when I think of my parents. ”
"You don't need to control any emotions in front of me, you can be the most natural and true you. Su Yuan's gentle voice was like a gentle evening breeze blowing in his ears. Lin Hui really wanted to be able to lean on this strong arm forever.
Why did such a gentle and understanding person leave so resolutely in the first place, and why is he as gentle as ever now? Lin Hui wanted to let go of everything and be happy with her confusion for a few days, but her desire and suffering from gains and losses made her upset.
"Let's eat, don't let this beautiful day be disappointed. Lin Hui pretended to be arrogant and completely discarded the desolate Ai Ai just now.
"Good, good day. Su Yuan smiled with ulterior motives, and Lin Hui also realized the ambiguity of the word, and shrugged his shoulders to ridicule.
"It's time to have a sip of wine to be happy, isn't it?"
"It's not as intoxicating as wine. Su Yuan replied. Lin Hui realized the meaning and pretended not to understand the deep meaning.
"Huihui, do you like such days?" Lin Hui noticed that Su Yuan was not called "Lin Hui", but used the name of the two people in the third year of high school when they corresponded, at that time, it was not enough for the two of them to go to school together every day, and when they came home from school, they would deliberately write long letters on the topics left when they were separated, and then quietly stuff them to each other in the morning.
"Like. Lin Hui began to be alert to every cell in her body. She wished for something and feared what would happen, she was carrying an overwhelming burden, her heart was bleeding with contradictions, yes, if the bleeding didn't stop immediately, she would die, she thought.
"Huihui, don't be afraid of me, I have always respected your choice, you are free. I won't hide the fact that I'm still in love with you, but that's my business, it's none of your business, you continue to be yourself and don't need to look anyone in the eye. ”
Lin Hui didn't dare to look at Su Yuan's eyes, even if she didn't look at it, she was burned all over by the burning eyes, this love was too late.
Su Yuan continued, "When I was in college, you had a boyfriend, and I chose to go abroad, I was afraid that I would pester you, I like that you are free and happy." I came back this time to make sure that you were happy, and I would go back immediately, but that was not the case, so I stayed until I saw that you were happy and did not need my interference. ”
"Wait, when did I get a boyfriend?"
"Isn't that guy who came out to see me with his arm around your shoulders your boyfriend?" asked Su Yuan.
"He. Lin Hui still clearly remembers the day when Su Yuan came to her in college, "He is the senior of our club, and he came to me that day to discuss the affairs of the club, and it happened that you came to me." ”
"I finally found out your address, when I inquired about your dormitory, he said that he was going to your dormitory, I heard that he was looking for you, he was very enthusiastic, and said that Huihui, that is, Lin Hui, was his girlfriend, and it was a long time. When you come out, he puts his arm around your shoulders so affectionately, silently proving your relationship to me. Su Yuan felt that fate was smiling mischievously at him again.
"Hmph" Lin Hui smiled coldly, this person is really insidious, he not only chased Lin Hui at school, but also changed direction without success, pursued other girls, and as a result, he made a lot of right and wrong, and the pair that made people good end up in the end, his cleverness is that you can't catch any sinister handles from him. "He chased me, but I didn't agree, girlfriend! Hmph, it doesn't matter if you expose it in person, he will only say that you are serious, he is just a joke, at that time we were participating in the school drama, and my identity was his girlfriend, so he jokingly called his girlfriend, and no one took it seriously. I also remember his unusually sticky and affectionate behavior that day, but at that time, I was angry with you in my heart, so I deliberately didn't bite it. ”
"Fate makes people. Su Yuan shook his head with a wry smile and sighed helplessly. "I knew you were angry, but I didn't know at the time, otherwise even if you had a boyfriend, I would explain it clearly before leaving. ”
"What do you know and don't know, I am confused. ”
"There's one thing I have to make clear to you, and that's what my mom meant, and this matter has been pressing on her heart for many years, and she feels guilty. Seeing that I had never officially had a girlfriend, she said that God was punishing her. ”
Lin Hui didn't understand what was going on, why did she pull out another mother? But she didn't say anything, she decided to listen to Su Yuan quietly first.
Su Yuan said that my parents and aunt went abroad when I was very young, because I was too young, so I left it to my grandmother to take me, and when I was older, my parents' efforts and luck actually made a fortune, it can be said that the economic situation is very good, the business is getting bigger and bigger, and I am getting bigger and bigger, so they want to take me and my grandmother abroad. My grandmother is so old, and when she wants to return to her roots, where is she willing to go so far to a foreign country. Grandma won't leave, I won't leave, my mother can't help it, and the expedient measure promised me to talk about it after the college entrance examination is over.
During the college entrance examination, she took my cousin back to China and mobilized me and my grandmother to go abroad again.
While helping me tidy up my room, she overheard a picture of me taking for you in her camera, and she thought it was the root cause of my refusal to go abroad. So she followed me, knowing that I had made an appointment with you to go to the movies that day, and deliberately used my cousin to create a misunderstanding. My cousin's father is an American, and he inherited his father's genes, and he jumped more than 1.7 meters when he first entered middle school. My mother said a lot of ambiguous things, and you saw my cousin pestering me, which further misunderstood, and I made a lot of promises that day in order to send her away as soon as possible. At that time, I also wondered how it was so coincidental that my mother, who almost never went to the cinema, would take her cousin to the movie when she was idle, and chose to choose the same movie theater.
I didn't wait for you, I was very depressed, absent-minded, ran a red light on the way home, had a car accident, and lay in the hospital for nearly a year, with a contusion to my skull, multiple fractures in my thigh, and now there are steel nails that have not been taken out, at that time I thought I would never be able to stand up again, it was the belief that I wanted to see you again made me endure the difficult rehabilitation exercises. But when I went to look for you, you already had a boyfriend, and all I thought of at the time was to run away quickly, and lie to you for the sake of poor self-esteem that I wanted to go abroad, but in fact, I didn't really plan to leave at that time, grandma absolutely refused to go abroad, and I wouldn't be willing to keep grandma. I've always had the illusion that you might come to me, even if as an old classmate, you might rise up to look for me one day, but I didn't wait for you, but waited for my grandmother to die. Grandma left very suddenly, without warning, without giving me a little mental preparation, this is like a thunderstorm on a sunny day, hitting my already haggard heart without a little sewing strength, after finishing grandma's funeral, I left with my mother, not so much to go, but to run, thinking that if you run far away, you can let go of your love. Only Xiang Dong knows all this, and when I was in trouble, he was always with me to be sad. You said that Xiang Dong suddenly ignored you, it may have something to do with this matter, this kid, there is still a chivalrous air in his body, he doesn't know the misunderstanding caused by my mother like me, he can't understand, how do you ignore me who hasn't heard from me for a year, and soon have a new love, when I was in school, they all treated us as a couple, as if only you naively thought that it was just a particularly good classmate, I knew at school that I could only love you in my life, and I had no choice.
Lin Hui burst into tears when she heard this, does fate really want to play tricks on people like this?
When she came out of the movie that day, she regretted it, she should have gone to the movie generously, why did she run away?
Since she had already escaped, there was no way, she sat in front of the telephone and waited for Su Yuan's call, hoping that he could ask her why she "missed the appointment", tell her how anxious he was, and everything was just her own random guess.
But wait, wait, wait, and wait until the start of school didn't wait for Su Yuan's call, she began to complain about him, and even hated him a little bit, he made her have the misunderstanding that he liked her, and she was a girl and fell into it, and it was difficult to extricate herself. Later, as long as she got older, she felt that he was a guy who was very good at playing with feelings, and he pretended to be cold, deliberately causing girls to hunt for him, and she Lin Hui was just one of his prey.
Her love fell apart before it even began, and she had a deep crush on him, but he suddenly ran to her after disappearing for a year and told her that he was going to the United States.
For his last gentleman's announcement, her longing for love was completely shattered. Since then, she has wrapped herself in an insulated "iceman", and no one has made her "excited", she has only married a suitable person who accompanies her when she should be married, and she has played her cards stinky enough.
Su Yuan smiled bitterly, he was going to confess to Lin Hui that day, he had already decided that on the day when both parties got the notice, he would make his long-held love public to the world.
He stretched out his broad palm to wipe the tears on Lin Hui's face, "Fate played a joke on us, fortunately, he also knew his mistake, it's not too late, everything will be fine in the future." ”
"We're all already on our own paths, and there's no crossing. ”
"Aren't we intersecting?" Su Yuan cupped Lin Hui's face and kissed it gently.
The moment the misunderstanding between each other was solved, Lin Hui was sad for the lost time, and she was also annoyed by her inexplicable arrogance, how good it would be if she could take the initiative to make a call. The current mess is self-defeating. Su Yuan's light kiss made her feel ashamed of stealing the forbidden fruit, but she couldn't contain the desire in her heart, and she even hoped that he would make up for the mistakes of all these years even more hotly.
Su Yuan did not continue. Pick up a bag of snacks printed with Korean and ask, "What is this?" to ease the ambiguous atmosphere.
"I don't know, it's all bought by Lu Cen Yi, sometimes he looks like my father, sometimes like a big brother, and sometimes like a best friend. When I met him, I felt that my parents in heaven arranged it, and although they were not related by blood, they were closer than their relatives. Lin Hui also pretended to be very relaxed. A pair of adults are clumsily covering up each other under the bright moon.
"What about my sister?" Su Yuan asked, "I will slowly make up for your blanks over the years." He smiled gently.
"My sister is in Shanghai, she lives very happily, she has a husband who loves her very much, and a lovely daughter, she got married earlier than me. ”
The night slowly cooled down, and Lin Hui subconsciously rubbed her arms. "Is it cold?" asked Su Yuan.
"It's okay, it's a little cold. Lin Hui replied.
"Do you want to go down the mountain?" or stay up all night waiting for the sunrise?" asked Su Yuan again.
"Well, I haven't had that experience yet, so let's wait for the sunrise. ”
"Okay", Su Yuan sat close to Lin Hui and put his arm around her, "If you still feel cold, let's go to the tent and wait." ”
Lin Hui didn't make a sound, she was asking herself, was she okay?