"Are you saying that Ling Yuanyuan was pregnant, and her scumbag boyfriend forced her to have a fetus, and abandoned her after the fetus?" Gao Yongxing, who was on the tatami mat, looked at Ji Jun dumbfounded across the dining table.

"Can you be quiet!, I promised her not to tell anyone!" Ji Jun put his foot under the table and kicked Gao Yongxing.

"Okay, so what do you want to do? Pick up the plate man, marry her, heal her wounds?" Gao Yongxing picked up chopsticks and picked up a piece of hot salmon sushi and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Nonsense, it's definitely not!" Ji Jun picked up the wine glass containing Ju Zhengzong and took a sip to himself.

"Don't drink alone, come to celebrate the first time our brothers have drunk! Touch one!" Gao Yongxing said, picking up the wine glass and hitting Ji Jun's cup, drinking it all.

"I'm going to talk to the man and see if I can get him to change his mind. Ji Jun looked at the grilled silver cod steak on his plate and had no appetite at all.

"This ...... Not...... The grilled cod steak is delicious with a secret orange sauce!...... Why do you have to think about messy things now!" Gao Yongyuki said as he munched on sushi.

"My head is big, that man is twenty-three years old, a three-year-old generation gap, so if you calculate it, I have two generation gaps with that man, how can I communicate with him?" Ji Jun said and held his head, this problem really bothered him, he thought to himself that this Easy mode is so difficult, and there is a higher suicide rate in the back, what should I do...... The game is too difficult, right? Why don't you just give up? Anyway, when the time comes, you'll die automatically.

Ji Jun suddenly slapped himself, and Gao Yongxing was dumbfounded. Ji Jun thought to himself: "How can I think like this, my death will kill more people, can I kill more innocent lives for the sake of my temporary liberation? No! Absolutely not! I just want to leave quietly, and there must be no additional consequences!"

"You...... What are you doing with yourself?" asked Gao Yongxing weakly.

"Sober yourself up and come drink. Ji Jun said as he picked up Ju Zhengzong's wine glasses for himself and Gao Yongxing.

Gao Yongxing picked up the wine glass and drank it with a confused face.

"Oh, this is his boyfriend's contact information and photo" Ji Jun took out his mobile phone and showed it to Gao Yongxing: "Otherwise, how about making an appointment to talk about it directly?"

"I seem to have seen this person, this generation of well-known gangsters, let me find out first, don't fight unprepared battles. Gao Yongxing said.

"Please. Saying that, Ji Jun lowered his head deeply.

"Haha, really made yourself a Japanese person?" Gao Yongxing said with a smile.

Ji Yi was hurrying upstairs with a round cardboard tube in his arms.

A few minutes ago, the clear sky was baptized by a gust of wind, and then the dark clouds began to rise, and there was a "rumbling" roar from time to time in the haze, as if in the obscure things like a black prison, all the unjust souls and evil ghosts for thousands of years were imprisoned, and when the time was ripe, they rushed out and wantonly killed in the world, so as to vent the torture and suffering suffered by the captivity for thousands of years.

At this moment, the demons and unjust spirits in the black prison have begun to go berserk, they are constantly struggling, constantly rolling, covering the sky and the sun at a speed visible to the naked eye. Looking at the shadowy ghosts in the sky, Ji Yi seemed to sense the danger, so he spread his two legs that were about to rust and ran home quickly. Normally, even if it rains heavily, he is a person who will walk home slowly. At this time, it was precisely because he was carrying a treasure in his arms that he was afraid that the coming heavy rain would destroy this treasure, so he took an unusual step and sent the baby safely to his home with the mood of a dart master.

"Hey, it's good that I'm running fast!" Listening to the sound of "whooshing" outside, Ji Yi grabbed his wind-blown hair a few times with his hand.

"Didn't you come back in the car of the unit?" said Ji Yi's second wife, Ah Lu. Ah Lu supported his waist with his left hand behind his back, his stomach bulged slightly, and after opening the door for Ji Yi, he paced to the living room and sat on the sofa.

Ji Yi still carried the cardboard, and also came to the living room, took off his coat and sat side by side with Ah Lu on the sofa and said, "I didn't go to the unit at all in the afternoon." ”

"What's that?" Ah Lu didn't care about what Ji Yi said. Attention was now completely drawn to the cardboard.

Ji Yi deliberately sold Guan Zi and said: "Listen to me first, there is a very interesting thing!"

Ah Lu looked attentive.

"Chen Qiao called me in the afternoon, that university art teacher, remember?"

Ah Lu nodded.

He called and said that there were some things to discuss with me in person, and I wanted to put it off, but he repeatedly told me that I must go, and his tone sounded a little anxious, and I was afraid that if something important was really delayed, I asked for leave from the unit, and hurried to his house. He told me that he had been deceived in business, and now he owes a lot of debts, and his wife is also divorcing him, and he has sold everything that can be sold for his house, car, and furniture, and he is desperate, and he wants to sell the remaining paintings at home as soon as possible, and he wants me to help, help him find out if there is anyone willing to buy paintings, and gave me a painting on the spot as a thank you. ”

After listening to Ji Yi's narration, Ah Lu didn't show much interest, his bloated cheeks showed a trace of disdain, and said, "What can be sent out must not be a good work." ”

"It doesn't matter if it's a masterpiece or not, since you've taken it all, you have to do something for someone else! After all, he's quite pitiful now!" Ji Yi still showed a happy expression and pulled off the top cover of the cardboard tube.

"Will anyone want to buy it? He's not very famous!" said Aru sneeringly.

"Hmm...... There will always be people with spare money who are willing to buy it!"

"But it's despicable for her wife to divorce him at this juncture!" said Alu.

"Husband and wife are birds of the same forest, and they fly separately when disaster comes!" Ji Yi took the painting out of the paper bucket and peeled off the dry paper wrapped around layer by layer.

"What a hurtful thing you're saying!" said Aru.

Ji Yi stopped the movements in his hand, looked at Ah Lu very seriously, and said, "I'm serious." So, if I have a day like Chen Qiao, please don't hesitate to abandon me. I don't want to make you miserable because of me. ”

Sharp thunder rang out outside, and the sound of "whooshing" rain invaded every corner of the room even more recklessly. Ji Yi carefully unfolded the painting, which is an oil painting. The painting depicts a handsome middle-aged man, dressed in a white robe, with curly hair in a shawl, a brown beard slightly raised, a kind expression, and a dazzling brilliance behind him.

"Oh, it's not bad!" Ji Yi said, unfolding his hands and lifting the painting into the air.

"It's okay!" Ah Lu's tone was as if he was an insider: "The eyes are very well drawn, and people feel intimate when they look at them." ”

"Where should we hang this painting?"

"Let's go to the bedroom!" Ah Lu said with both hands gently stroking his bulging belly, "Don't you often say that the more you look at beautiful things, the more beautiful you will become? ”

Ji Yi frowned and thought, and said: "It's better to hang it in Jundi's house, so that he can see some beautiful things every day! He is so depressed all day long, and he doesn't know when he will be cured." ”

"Only those who are so perverse as Brother Jun will not like this kind of painting!" said Ah Lu categorically. He immediately snorted coldly, and then said: "Father and you have also worked hard for him, if he knows a little about people, it will not be like this!"

That's why my father said that his eyes were pale brown, so clear and clean and full of life. Aren't both of our eyes dull and cloudy?" Ji Yi said with a smile as he looked at Alu.

Ah Lu glanced at Ji Yi and said indignantly: "What my father said is really too protective of my brother! I never thought about how much we paid for him! If he was so depressed that he couldn't even eat enough, he would not have been so sick for no reason!"

"Okay, okay, Brother Jun is much better than I was back then. My brother will definitely do something great in the future!" Ji Yi seemed to be comforting Ah Lu, and Ah Lu didn't say anything more when he heard this, just watched Ji Yi scurrying around the house with the painting, and finally said to her: "I feel that it is better to hang the painting in the living room!

Ah Lu ignored him, and picked up the book on the coffee table and flipped through it.

Ji Yi found some old frames, but none of them were the right size, so he had to use a slightly larger one to frame the painting first.

"Not bad, right?" said Ji Yi as if he was satisfied with his results.

The painting was hanging on the wall behind the sofa, and Ah Lu glanced at it, only to see the edge of the picture frame, and continued to read: "Well, it's good." ”

Hearing this, Ji lit a cigarette and went to the balcony with satisfaction, and after a while, there was a sound of the key turning and unlocking outside the door.

"Hmm, it's raining so hard outside, haven't you been drenched?" Ji Yi walked out of the balcony with smoke in his mouth when he heard the sound, and asked when he saw that Ji Jun had no traces of being drenched by the rain on his body.

Ji Jun entered the room, sat on the chair opposite the sofa, and felt a little uncomfortable looking at the dimly lit room.

"Oh...... My friend's mom drove me back. ”

"I've made a friend! Not bad, not bad!" Ji Yi said happily.

Ji Jun felt very uncomfortable again, and he was a little scared in his heart, so he got up and planned to go back to the bedroom.

"Brother Jun!" Ji Yi shouted: "It's rare that I'm free today, don't you talk to my brother? How can you say that we are also brothers!

Hearing this, Ji Jun had no choice but to sit in front of his brother and sister-in-law.

"How are you feeling lately?Is your condition getting better?Depression is painful......" Ji Yi cared.

"As usual, nothing special, nothing unusual, just recently made two friends, one is called Gao Yongxing, and the other is called Crow. Ji Jun said lightly, and as he spoke, he couldn't help glancing at his sister-in-law Ah Lu to observe whether she was unhappy.

"Crow, that's a strange name. Ji Yi said.

"Yes, people are also very strange, Gao Yongxing is not bad, he has a sunny and cheerful personality, and he is also very handsome. Ji Jun said.

"Well, hearing you say that, I'm a lot more relieved, at least I can't let my father worry about your condition anymore. Ji Yi said.

"Then you should be sensible quickly!" Sister-in-law Ah Lu suddenly interjected, and then threw St. Augustine's "Confessions" on the rectangular table in front of her, and seemed to have a great opinion of St. Augustine, saying: "You read this kind of book all day long, no wonder you are very perverse!"

Outside the window, lightning lit up the gloomy sky where the demons danced, and then thunder erupted.

Ji Jun picked up the "Book of Confession" on the coffee table and flipped a few pages casually: "It really makes people look at it and don't know what to do." ”

Ah Lu snorted coldly, and walked into the bedroom with his waist up, and slammed the door by the way.

Hearing this, Ji Yi didn't speak, but smiled helplessly at Ji Jun.

"Brother, how did you and Sister Alu meet?" asked Ji Jun.

"She was my high school classmate, I happened to meet in Yanchuan City, and she had just divorced, so we were together. Ji Yi said.

Ji Jun nodded and began to look at the "Confession" in his hand.

Ji Yi lit a cigarette and was in a daze.

Ah Lu is not Ji Yi's original partner, Ji Yi's first wife died in a car accident with his brother's mother. A year later, Ji Yi got a marriage certificate with Ah Lu in this new city, but he didn't hold a wedding, not even a banquet. His wife, Ah Lu, has no complaints, after all, both of them are married for the second time.

At that time, Ji Jun was hospitalized in a mental sanatorium, and the expenses were mainly borne by his father and brother Ji Yi, including now, Ji Jun's expensive medical expenses every month are also borne by the two of them, so her sister-in-law Ah Lu doesn't like Ji Jun, she thinks that Ji Jun is a stumbling block on her road to happiness, and she also thinks that Ji Jun brought her bad luck, causing her and Ji Yi's first child to be a girl, so she was forced to beat it off.

Ah Lu is not like Ji Yi is an honest and cowardly person, she is deeply disgusted with Ji Jun, Ji Jun's various behaviors are weird in her eyes, and she often speaks coldly to Ji Jun, and almost never gives Ji Jun a good look. And the elder brother's personality is already honest and cowardly, and he has become even worse after experiencing the pain of losing his mother and wife, so even if he knows Ah Lu's attitude towards his younger brother, he just turns a blind eye like this. As long as people are still alive and walking in this world, he can calm down the endless gloom in his heart and indulge in a realistic and comfortable life.

"It's almost burning. Ji Jun reminded.

"Oh oh!" Hearing this, Ji Yi hurriedly extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand.

"Brother, have you ever repented?" Ji Jun lowered his head and looked at the book and asked Ji Yifa.

Ji Yi frowned and thought for a while and said, "Hmm...... There have been!"

"What is it about?"

"I forgot about it! I don't have a good memory when I'm older!"

"It's only been a long time since I was standing. ”

"I feel old for a long time. ”

"Can you let me guess?" asked Ji Jun as he closed the book in his hand.

"Yes!" Ji Yi said.

"It's because it's not a boy, so you beat Sister Alu's first child, right?" Ji Jun said.

"A little. Ji Yi said.

"Confession only or none. Ji Jun said.

Ji Yi was silent, and then said: "Forget it, after all, it is a life, life is so precious, like a mother and ......" Ji Yi glanced in the direction of the bedroom and then continued: "No one has the right to decide whether a life will stay or not, including me, who was born as a father." ”

"Then what will you repent?" asked Ji Jun.

"May she be better off in heaven. Ji Yi said.

"There is no heaven and there is no hell. ”

"That's a pity. ”

"The right to life should be in your own hands, not you, not me, not anyone, life, born is a symbol of freedom, shouldn't you be ashamed to strip others of the right to live?" Ji Jun said indignantly, in fact, this was said to Ling Yuanyuan's boyfriend.

"You're right, Brother Jun, but your book is not simply a confession of the mistakes and sins you have made in your life, there are not so many people in the world who are willing or have the courage to expose their despicable and unspeakable deeds!" Ji Yi said with a wry smile.

"Brother, have you read it?"

"I read a little bit when I was in college. Ji Yi continued: "It's time to cook! It's rare to talk to you so much, and you won't look so different by talking to people more!"

"I don't have much to say to the others. ”

Ji Yi smiled and said, "Everyone actually thinks so. But don't you still have to deal with all kinds of people!, or how will you survive!" said Ji Yi and hummed a little song and went into the kitchen.

Ji Jun's uncomfortable feeling came up again, his scalp was a little numb, and his hands and feet were also a little cold. It's like being stripped naked and locked in a cage, dissected by someone without reservation, and it's terrifying.

The heavy rain outside did not weaken in the slightest, as if to wash away all the filth in the world. The wind roared like a wild beast, and the silver serpent scurried around, and an elegy to welcome the devil was played. The world is shrouded in darkness. The earth trembled slightly, as suffocating fear spread. At this point, everyone felt deeply uneasy.

Ji Yi brought out two bowls of steaming noodle soup and greeted Ji Jun, who was in a daze, "Brother Jun, penitent people often don't know that their sins are in front of them, because they are working hard for the bread and milk in their hands. Ji Yi smiled and gently raised the hot noodle soup in his hand to Ji Jun.

Hearing this, Ji Jun got up, his body trembled, and he realized where his uneasiness came from, because at this time, there was a painting hanging on the wall behind the sofa, in which God Jehovah, who was dressed in a white robe, with curly hair in a shawl, and a brown beard slightly raised, had been watching him since he entered the door, and Ji Jun couldn't help but blurt out: "I know my sin, and my sin is always before me." ”