Two days later, on Saturday morning, Ji Jun received an email signed by Crow.

Ji Jun clicked on the email, and there were some people's ID photos arranged in turn, and there was an energy bar below the ID photo, which showed a few percent, and there was a red cordon at the end of the day, and the energy bar of all the informants was red, indicating that the danger value had been reached, and there was a chance of suicide behind, and finally the person's information, name, birthday, age, and the place he went to most often, where he worked, where he went to school, etc. Ji Jun roughly browsed it, and there were about two dozen people.

"It turns out that I'm not the only one who has suicidal thoughts!" Ji Jun thought to himself, and then tried to reply to the email.

"Why did you send it all to me? How can I pick so many people!"

Unexpectedly, the crow immediately replied to the email and said: "Do you think it's a task in the game to farm monsters and upgrade?It's all for you.,Look at it yourself.,There's a link at the bottom of the email.,You click in.,It's a progress bar.,When you let a person get the negative value down.,The progress bar will increase.,100% of the time the contract will be completed.,And then you automatically die.,Understand?"

"Understood. Ji Jun replied, and then Ji Jun sent another email: "By the way, how did you send the email?"

"It's 7102 years, what about the mind? Do you know the computer? Do you know the mobile phone? How do you say I sent it?" Ji Jun could hear the chicken singing across the screen.

"Okay, you Niu B, the crow will send an email, and I have been taught!" Ji Jun replied.

"Then why don't you go and work for Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu doesn't want to retire early!" Crow urged.

"Yes, sir!" replied.

Ji Jun clicked on the link at the bottom of the email, and after entering, the background of the page was all black, and only a blue progress bar was placed in the middle, which showed 0%.

"It's really cold enough!" Ji Jun said.

Exiting the webpage, Ji Jun roughly browsed the information, one of them named Ling Yuanyuan attracted Ji Jun's attention, she was a classmate of Ji Jun's same school, and the progress bar showed that her energy pressure negative value reached 85%, and it would turn red when it reached 80%, which was already the lowest among all of them, Ji Jun took a look at Ling Yuanyuan's suicide rate as high as 93%.

"I'm grass!" Ji Jun suddenly scolded, this is only 85% can suppress the negative value, and the suicide rate is already as high as 93%, how can this be played? Isn't this ironclad about suicide, Ji Jun thought, how can I save her? Ji Jun glanced at other people's information a few more times, the suicide rate of 90% can be suppressed by 90%, and the suicide rate is 97% with a negative value of 87%, Ling Yuanyuan is already the lowest suicide rate among them.

"You can only start playing in Easy mode, so let's try it first. Ji Jun thought to himself.

He downloaded Ling Yuanyuan's information to the computer, and then began to think about it seriously, the places she often goes to are Shigu Private Middle School, Tianmei Community, Yanchuan Square and original cafes, and there are various contact information, "Fortunately, there are not many places I often go, and I can meet her at school, what should I do to keep her from committing suicide? There must be a reason, just like myself, help her solve the matter, it should be fine, well, try to understand her first, but is it really okay?" I am the target of campus violence at school, and I am not welcomed, and I will definitely not be able to get close to Ling Yuanyuan at school, so I can only try to contact her outside the school and follow her? No, I will be arrested by the police, and I am mentally ill, so it will not be fun to be forced to be hospitalized at that time, so I can only try to meet by chance in Yanchuan Square and the original coffee house, let's try it first...... Well...... Easy Mode...... It's too difficult!" Ji Jun cried bitterly, "It's better to die directly......" Ji Jun thought to himself.

Ji Jun's mobile phone rang, Ji Jun picked up the phone, thinking in his heart that there would be someone who would call him, well, it should be a harassing call, but I didn't expect it to be Gao Yongxing, Ji Jun answered the phone and said, "What's wrong?"

Gao Yongxing was very noisy over there, as if someone was playing music with a loudspeaker, "Hey, brother, come to Yanchuan Square to feed the pigeons!"

"Don't go. Ji Jun said coldly.

"Don't be so disappointed! It's our first weekend together, let's have fun!" Gao Yongxing said.

"Are you serious?" Ji Jun added, "Ask me to hang out?"

"What nonsense are you talking about! Come out and feed the pigeons, and bring some laxatives by the way. Gao Yongxing smiled evilly.

"Laxatives, do you want everyone in the square to get drenched in and rain?" Ji Jun suddenly felt that Gao Yongxing was very interesting.

"Just kidding, just kidding, you hurry up, the square clock is waiting for you!" Gao Yongxing said.

"Got it, I'll be there soon. Ji Jun said.

Yanchuan Square, as the name suggests, is a square in Yanchuan City, which used to be called Baihe Square, and later there was also a Baihe Square in the next city, so it was renamed Yanchuan Square. The square is very large, the southernmost side is a convention and exhibition center, and then the south is the city museum, and then the south, and then the south is the Baihe embankment, there is nothing to look at and play, in addition to a big clock on the square, there is only one left to feed the pigeons to attract people, the square will put all kinds of festive songs during the day on weekends, and there will be various vendors to sell some gadgets at night, many people will choose to come here at night to put Kong Ming lanterns, Ji Jun will not put Kong Ming lanterns, because Ji Jun once wrote on Kong Ming lanterns The wishes are all reversed, so he thinks Kong Ming lanterns are a very evil thing, or don't get wet。

Today Saturday, at half past eight o'clock in the morning, there are many people in Yanchuan Square as usual, of course, it is not to the point of crowds, most of them are parents who come out with their children to bask in the sun, and there are also many elderly people who play Tai Chi and whip balabala here, anyway, it is a morning exercise, the big speaker in the square is playing a song that I don't know who it is, anyway, Ji Jun has not heard it, only the flocks of pigeons in the center of the square are the most eye-catching, the pigeons are wearing snow-white clothes, small pointed beaks, and red eyes like blood, as if to tell you:" If you dare to come over, Lao Tzu will peck you to death. In fact, the pigeon didn't think like that, but Ji Jun was adding drama to the pigeon, after all, adding drama can be popular.

The big clock was not far from the center of the square, and Ji Jun quickly found it, only to see Gao Yongxing sitting on a chair under the clock smoking leisurely, and the silver cross stud earrings on his left ear were particularly conspicuous.

"You're dressed so fancy, too. Ji Jun looked at Gao Yongxing's jacket full of flowers and mocked: "And Doudou shoes, are you a social person on Kuaishou?"

"You are also wearing a yellow sweatshirt and jeans, and white sneakers for a standard good student, you can do it too!" Gao Yongxing said unforgivingly.

"Go and feed the pigeons. Ji Jun said.

"Let's take a break, don't you smoke?" Gao Yongxing handed out a cigarette.

"I can't get used to your smoke, I'll smoke my own. Ji Jun refused.

Ji Jun sat next to Gao Yongxing, lit a cigarette for himself, took a deep breath, and then asked, "You should have a lot of friends, right?"

"Yes, there are a lot. ”

"Then why did you call me out to spend time with you?"

"Because we're brothers!"

"I'm serious, don't talk about it!" Ji Jun slapped Gao Yongxing on the thigh.

"It hurts, it hurts, your sister, I'm just talking serious! Because you need a friend, a brother. Gao Yongxing said.

"Why, just because you know that I'm a psychopath in the eyes of my students?" asked Ji Jun.

"No, it's your eyes, that day in the corridor, your eyes, I know you want to jump, I also know that you have the courage to jump, so I jumped first, I came to tell you that you can't die if you jump off the third floor, and I also tell you that I don't want you to die, because I want to be the light. Saying that, Gao Yongxing opened his five fingers and pointed his hand to the sun: "The light in everyone's mind." ”

"You're quite a second-year second, very similar to a friend I know. Ji Jun said.

"Do you have any other friends besides me?" asked Gao Yongxing.

"I just met, and I got into a lot of trouble. Ji Jun said.

"Okay. Gao Yongxing sniffed the air vigorously: "What smells so strange?"

"It's the smell of heather, the smell of heather, the smell of men. Ji Jun muttered in a low voice: "The taste of loneliness." ”

"It's really nasty, this taste, where is the flower, I'll see. Saying that, Gao Yongxing stood up and looked around: "Hey, I said is that your classmate?"

Ji Jun looked in the direction pointed by Gao Yongxing, in the center of the square, a girl with a ponytail and a long black cotton and linen skirt was squatting on the ground feeding pigeons, and a bracelet on her right hand was shining, so that Ji Jun couldn't see the girl's appearance clearly.

"Who?" Ji Jun stood up and looked around, and suddenly Ji Jun's heart shrank suddenly, and he thought, "Damn, it can't be such a coincidence, right? "The message said that she often came to Yanchuan Square, it wasn't nonsense!" Ji Jun thought to himself, suddenly the mobile phone rang, and the person who signed the crow sent a text message: "You are fucking bullshit!"

"Can you hear this?" Ji Jun was shocked again.

"Go over and say hello!" Gao Yongxing grabbed Ji Jun's shoulders and wanted to walk forward.

"Stop, stop, are you familiar with people, you just go and say hello?" Ji Jun immediately stopped.

"If you don't know it, you have to say hello. Gao Yongxing said.

"You wait, I'll go say hello, you wait for me here. Ji Jun said.

"I'm lost! I just met you and wanted to eat alone, it's not enough brother, right?" Gao Yongxing looked at Ji Jun with wide eyes and said dissatisfied.

"What the hell, I'm looking for her something!" Ji Jun explained.

"Okay, okay, you go, I'll wait for you here, remember to come to me if you have anything, don't be bullied like last time." Gao Yongxing reluctantly sat down on the chair again.

"How can so many people bully me!" Ji Jun muttered.

Ji Jun walked over slowly, thinking quickly about a question in his mind: Has Ling Yuanyuan bullied herself? It seems that she has not, Ling Yuanyuan belongs to the harmless type of humans and animals in the class, she is relatively quiet, and she treats people very gently, but she has not had any intersection with herself, since she has not bullied herself, it is easy to talk.

Ji Jun had a headache, he had lived so long and hadn't talked to a girl yet, how could he go over to say hello, it was too abrupt to go up directly, pretend to meet by chance, right? So Ji Jun ran to the aunt who sold pigeon feed next to him and bought five yuan of feed, and then began to feed the pigeons, and then quietly moved in the direction of Ling Yuanyuan while feeding.

Ji Jun was a little nervous and began to sweat, which was even more nervous than his suicide by jumping into the White River, it turned out that talking to a girl was more terrifying than committing suicide, this world was really full of danger.

Suddenly, Ji Jun pretended to accidentally bump into Ling Yuanyuan, Ji Jun quickly apologized: "I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I saw Ling Yuanyuan raise her head and look at Ji Jun with tears in her eyes, Ji Jun was stunned for a moment, this is different from what is written in the script, I cried at the beginning, what should I do? Hey, Crow? Tell me a solution! At this time, the Crow did not move at all, unlucky and unlucky, Ji Jun felt as if he had been slashed by a big sickle, and a large handful of leeks were cut.

"To ...... Do you want tissues?" Ji Jun asked with an embarrassed smile, actually thinking in his heart: "Ji Jun Ji Jun, this is really the worst opening statement!"

"Don't!" Ling Yuanyuan said arrogantly, then quickly wiped away her tears with her hands, and picked up the bag in her hand to get up and leave.

"Hey...... Don't go......" Ji Jun suddenly shouted.

"Is there something wrong? my family doesn't run a mental hospital!" Ling Yuanyuan sneered.

"Ah......h

"It's okay, I'll go!" Ling Yuanyuan said angrily with her red eyes!

"Ah...... Something...... I'll invite you to go and have a drink in the original style, cold brew coffee, how about it?" Ji Jun suddenly remembered that there was a drink in the information that Ling Yuanyuan often went to the original style to drink.

“...... Okay" Ling Yuanyuan was slightly stunned at first, and then agreed, probably wondering how Ji Jun suddenly said that he liked the drink he loved, and Ji Jun was thinking in his heart: Thank you ABC, thank you TVB, thank you CCTV!

The original coffee house, said to be a coffee house, also provides a variety of cocktails and foreign wines, as well as some simple Western food, it is a restaurant, Ji Jun often goes, because he likes to paint, he often runs to the original style to sit there alone and order a glass of Gordon gin, while painting the back of the waitress, while drinking gin. What is that, Ji Jun never drinks drinks that will make him unable to sleep, because Ji Jun has severe insomnia, depression and anxiety have been bothering him, Ji Jun thought about it, he should have taken sleeping pills to sleep in junior high school, the measurement is not large, only half a pill, and later changed to olanzapine, although this thing is not a sleeping pill or something like that, but the doctor said that eating it will also make a good sleep, so Ji Jun has been obediently eating until now, and his weight has soared from one hundred and ten pounds to more than one hundred and thirty.

But these are all minor problems, anyway, he is about to die, Ji Jun thought, he will never feel pain because of insomnia again, he will sleep for a long time, where is the long sleep? It should have been at the bottom of the White River. But what about the future, when the mission is completed, where will it go, and what kind of place will it be?

I am afraid it will be a wasteland of polar night, a place where rivers will swim upstream, a place where the moon hangs in the western sky, and where happiness and hope will be everywhere. There will be no pain, no suffering, some and some will just sleep there.

The original café was deserted, after all, it was only nine o'clock in the morning, and the door had just opened, the waiter was cleaning, and the bartender at the bar was also wiping down all kinds of cutlery and cups. The environment here is very elegant, I can't tell if it's European or American, anyway, Ji Jun doesn't know the difference, the ceiling and the ground are all brown and black wood, the wallpaper on the wall is brown and dark green, there will be an oil painting hanging every certain distance, the table is an ordinary wooden table, and the chairs are all dark green sofa chairs, which are very comfortable to sit on, but Ji Jun knows that it must be inferior goods, because it can be seen from the cracks in the leather, it should be very cheap, online 188 wholesale, the bar counter and wine cabinet are very high-grade, Ji Jun is not good to describe, all-glass luminous wine rack, deep carved black rose marble bar, anyway, it looks very forced。

Ji Jun and Ling Yuanyuan picked a seat in the corner, the two sat down face to face, the waiter came up to serve enthusiastically, Ji Jun asked for a cup of cold brew coffee and a glass of Gordon Gin, and then asked Ling Yuanyuan, "Have you had breakfast?"

Ling Yuanyuan shook her head, and then Ji Jun ordered another breakfast set and paid for the waiter to leave.

"Drinking early in the morning?" Ling Yuanyuan said at this time, which had already returned to normal.

"Uh...... It's okay, it's just that I'm here to drink this. Ji Jun said.

"What are you looking for me?" Ling Yuanyuan brushed her hair behind her ears, then sat down in the sofa chair and looked at Ji Jun blankly.

"I'll ask you a question first, did you ever bully me at school, you think about it, it's related to our next conversation. In fact, it doesn't matter half a dime, Ji Jun just wants to know if a suicide will bully another suicide.

Ling Yuanyuan frowned and thought for a while, then shook her head: "I don't have the impression, although others bully you, but I think it's very boring, I don't have a good impression of you, but I have no malice, I'm just alienating you like everyone else, after all, there's no need to make myself uncomfortable, because my own life is already a mess, and I don't have the heart to bully you." ”

"Ok, very honest answer. Ji Jun was very satisfied with this answer, indicating that there are still good people in the world, and Shabi, that is, Gao Yongxing, saying that Cao Cao Cao is coming, I saw Ji Jun's mobile phone vibrating wildly, and it was Gao Yongxing, Ji Jun answered the phone, Gao Yongxing scolded: "I'll do it! You're going to run away? You're not enough brothers!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot about you, I and Ling Yuanyuan are in the original coffee house, do you want to come?" Ji Jun quickly apologized.

"I'm still waiting for you here, let's have lunch together at noon, you're in for a treat! You can't run away!" Gao Yongxing said and hung up the phone angrily.

Ji Jun looked helpless, and Ling Yuanyuan asked, "Are you a friend?"

"Yes, Gao Yongxing of the fourth class. ”

"I know, it's the idiot who helped you out in the cafeteria that day. Ling Yuanyuan said indifferently.

"Haha, fool, it's quite suitable for him!" Ji Jun said with a smile.

At this time, Gao Yongxing, who was far away in Yanchuan Square, was bored and looked at the old couple feeding the pigeons while kicking the plastic bottle cap under his feet, and then suddenly sneezed, "Got a cold?"

"Just now, I'm sorry. Ling Yuanyuan drooped her eyelids and apologized to Ji Jun.

"Ah, that mental hospital, don't worry about it, I'm used to it. Ji Jun said.

"You must be in pain too, right?" Ling Yuanyuan looked at Ji Jun with red eyes, and was about to cry, when the waiter suddenly came to serve the meal, Ling Yuanyuan hurriedly tilted her head to the side and held back.

After the waiter left, Ji Jun spoke: "Pain, I am indeed in pain, I just committed suicide and was rescued." ”

Hearing this, Ling Yuanyuan suddenly came to her senses, looked at Ji Jun and asked, "Suicide, what method did you use, how did you save it?"

"I jumped from the White River Bridge into your mother river, only to be rescued by a boat runner on the river. Ji Jun said and picked up the Gordon gin in front of him and took a sip, this thing is really difficult to swallow without tonic water, but Ji Jun likes to drink pure, because adding tonic water will destroy the fragrance of juniper berries.

"You're so brave...... Ling Yuanyuan said in a low voice, then lowered her head and looked at her wrist.

"You can't die by cutting your wrists. Ji Jun continued as if he was very experienced: "It takes more than three hours to die when you cut your wrists, but the wound will solidify before that. Saying that, Ji Jun exposed his left wrist, and there was a deep long scar, like a thick loach, so ugly that people couldn't eat, "Don't be surprised, my scar is so exaggerated." ”

"How many times have you committed suicide?" Ling Yuanyuan said with a low look in her eyes.

"Twice, once in junior high school, cutting wrists, and once jumping into the river a few days ago. Ji Jun said lightly.

"It feels so calm. Ling Yuanyuan said.

"What about you, you want to kill yourself, but you don't have the courage, right?" asked Ji Jun.

Ling Yuanyuan raised her eyelids, looked at Ji Jun and nodded.

"Can you tell me why? You are so beautiful, quiet, and undisputed, what is the reason why you want to kill yourself, maybe I can help you, because I am a person from the past, and even if I can't, I can tell you that you can die 100% and that there is no way to suffer. Ji Jun seduced Ling Yuanyuan, but he did know the kind of suicide method he was talking about.

"Do you really know that there is no painful way to commit suicide?" Ling Yuanyuan seemed to see hope, her eyes lit up, and her tone obviously rose a few tones.

"Yes, but first you have to tell me why you want to kill yourself. Ji Jun said.

Ling Yuanyuan looked at Ji Jun with a somewhat painful expression: "Let me think about it, is it okay?"

"Yes. ”

After about five minutes of silence, Ling Yuanyuan slowly spoke: "I'm pregnant." ”

"Huh?" Ji Jun was speechless in shock, he was a virgin, and he ate such a big melon when he came up, it was too exciting.

"But it was knocked out. Ling Yuanyuan continued, her expression slowly became painful, and tears overflowed: "I love him very much, and I love this child very much, he asked me to beat it, I am very painful, the child is innocent, since there is, we should respect life, but he didn't think so, he used a lot of reasons to tell me, no, to warn me, this child can't be wanted, and then he took me to beat it secretly, and after the beating, he abandoned me again...... It's true...... Every day now feels like I'm living in hell, and when I close my eyes, I see my kids asking me, 'Mommy, why did you kill me,' and when I open my eyes, I have to face the fact that I lost my child and boyfriend......"

"I'll take a look...... The amount of information is too much......" Ji Jun pinched his eyebrows, sorted out his thoughts and asked, "Do your parents know about this?"

"I don't know. Ling Yuanyuan shook her head and continued: "My parents divorced when I was a child, and later they also formed their own families, I have always been brought up by my grandparents, and my grandfather also passed away last year, and now I am a relative of my grandmother in the world, and there would have been a ......" Speaking of this, Ling Yuanyuan choked up.

"Since the child is gone, it's gone, after all, you are still in school, and it is really inappropriate to have a child!But that man is too much, lie to you to beat the child and abandon you, what a scumbag!" Ji Jun said indignantly, at this time, the picture of a girl flashed in his mind, and his mood instantly dimmed again.

"What should I do now...... My life can't go on anymore, I'm wandering all day, everything is no longer good, I think I should go to my children, that's my only sustenance......" Ling Yuanyuan said.

"Don't, don't you first, you can ask for it again when the child is gone...... Are you considered postpartum depression?" asked Ji Jun.

"Who knows?" Ling Yuanyuan shook her head.

"Do you want to see a psychiatrist?" asked Ji Jun.

"Absolutely not! I don't want others to know about this!" Ling Yuanyuan became emotional.

"Then there is only one way, how about I go talk to that man for you and persuade him to change his mind?" This is the only feasible way that Ji Jun can think of at present.

"Really...... I'm afraid he's ......," Ling Yuanyuan cried as she spoke.

"It's okay, we're the same kind, it's right to help each other, you have postpartum depression, I have depression, each other. Ji Jun smiled bitterly.

"Then I'll really leave it to you...... I really didn't expect that I would be helped by someone like you......" Ling Yuanyuan laughed miserably.

"I was ...... voluntarily," Ji Jun said helplessly.

"What do you mean. Ling Yuanyuan asked.

"Do you see that crow outside the window?" Ji Jun pointed to a dark crow standing on a billboard outside the window.