Chapter 127: Confiding in Your Heart
The nanny nodded naturally, went out with the basin, and after drinking the water, Chen Jinyan felt much more comfortable, Dudu was playing downstairs, and when he saw the nanny running upstairs a few times, he looked at it with some curiosity.
After a while, the doorbell rang, the nanny went to open the door, Xu Jianing and the family doctor arrived together, and the two did not make an appointment, but happened to meet downstairs.
The two hurriedly went upstairs, Dudu stood next to the robot with some curiosity, and the nanny immediately went over and coaxed: "Dudu, Dad's friend is here, we can't bother, just play below, good." ”
Dudu nodded, sat back very obediently, the doctor upstairs measured Chen Jinyan's temperature, and listened to it with a stethoscope, and then said: "It should be that the weather is too hot, causing a cold, pay attention to rest, I will prescribe some medicine, take it on time three times a day, and it will be fine in a week." ”
"Also, sick people should keep a good mood, don't think too much, depression is not good for the body, I see that your internal fire is also a little strong, you need to recuperate. ”
Xu Jianing couldn't help but glance at Chen Jinyan when he heard this, and couldn't help sighing in his heart, it seems that he has been depressed for too long to be like this.
After the doctor left, Xu Jianing poured water and gave him medicine, and then sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, "I mean, you take care of your illness, the company has me, and I will send it back to Beijing today, so don't worry." ”
Chen Jinyan nodded, he was a little dizzy after taking the medicine, Xu Jianing also got up and left when he saw this, and he lay on the bed and fell asleep in a daze.
Dudu is also very familiar with Xu Jianing, so when Xu Jianing picked him up and wanted to take him away, although he was unwilling, he still didn't cry, and he couldn't help crying until he got on the plane.
Xu Jianing coaxed for a while, took some delicious food to him, and fell asleep when he was tired of crying, and he was quiet all the way.
After a few months of separation, Hu Lanxin saw her baby grandson again, she was really excited, she held it in her arms and was reluctant to let go, and kissed and kissed until she was unhappy and she didn't let go.
Chen Jinyan rarely gets sick, but this time the illness is menacing, lying in bed for several days and not getting up, Xu Jianing will come to see him every day after work, and report to him about the company's affairs by the way.
Catching a cold in summer is a painful thing, not to mention that this year's summer is so hot, Chen Jinyan insisted on turning on the air conditioner, but the temperature in the room did not dare to drop too low.
"You're seriously ill this time, I've never seen you so sick. Xu Jianing sat aside and took out the documents in his briefcase.
These are all documents that must be signed by Chen Jinyan, and he can only send them to him after work, and this is the way it has been these days.
Chen Jinyan's face was a little pale, he had been sick for a few days, and the beard on his face had grown, looking a little embarrassed, he didn't speak, looked at the documents carefully, and signed a stack of documents after a while.
Xu Jianing looked at his emaciated face, sighed secretly in his heart, and left with his briefcase without saying more.
As soon as he went out, he took out the phone, found Lin Yue's phone and dialed it, he hesitated for a long time before making up his mind to see Lin Yue, no matter what, since Chen Jinyan had to be her, then whether he was a friend or a subordinate, he had to do something for him.
Lin Yue's mobile phone did not store Xu Jianing's phone, and when she received the call, she saw that it was an unfamiliar number, so she hesitated and answered it.
"Hello Miss Lin, I'm Xu Jianing. A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, and Lin Yue was silent for a while, "Hello, Assistant Xu, what's the matter with me?"
"Miss Lin, I'm sorry to disturb you, if you have time, can you meet?"
Lin Yue was stunned, she didn't reply for a long time, she knew very well in her heart that Xu Jianing wanted to see her why, she didn't know whether to agree or not, just when she was still thinking, Xu Jianing said again: "Miss Lin, there are some things I think I still want you to know, you might as well meet them." ”
He had already reached this point, and Lin Yue couldn't refuse anymore, so he had to nod and agree, "Okay, where will I see you?"
"I'm in your neighborhood right now, I'll wait for you downstairs, and we'll go sit in the café outside. ”
"Okay, I'll come down right away. Lin Yue responded, changed her clothes, took her bag, and went down.
Xu Jianing's car stopped at the door, Lin Yue walked over and opened the back door and sat in, neither of them spoke, the car drove to a café outside the community and stopped, and the two got out of the car one after the other and went in.
At this time, there were a lot of people in the café, and the two of them walked for a long time under the guidance of the waiter before they sat down in an empty seat in a corner.
Xu Jianing ordered a cup of coffee, and then looked at Lin Yue, "What does Miss Lin want to drink?"
"No, just give me a glass of lemonade. ”
The waiter nodded, and Lin Yue looked at Xu Jianing, "What do you have to tell me?"
Xu Jianing pondered for a moment, as if he was considering what to say, and after a while he spoke, "I know it's a bit presumptuous to look for you today, but as a friend of Jinyan, I still want to try it once, at least to tell you the truth of some things." ”
Lin Yue lowered her eyes and looked at the vase on the table, she didn't speak, Xu Jianing glanced at her and continued: " I grew up with Jin Yan since I was a child, because my father was working next to the master, at that time Jin Yan had no brothers, Mrs. decided to let me go to school with him, play together and go to school, more than 30 years have passed in a blink of an eye, although we are subordinate relations, but the relationship is the same as that of brothers, I have witnessed every process of his growth, it can be said that no one knows him better than me, and even he himself may not know him as well as I do. ”
"The relationship with Xinyi is his first love, they are childhood sweethearts, I would like to say that I invested a lot in that relationship, just when we all thought that they would live happily together until they were old, Xinyi died of cancer, so he was depressed for a long time, and then I accompanied him to France. ”
"In France, he was a lifeless job at first, he lived with Xinyi in the small building of Sister Jinxiu's house, but he was in France at that time, but he never went again, everything there was burned by him later, I know he was sad, but I believe he will get better, a few years later, when he finally stopped being so depressed, he met Shen Yan...... I know you must have found out that Shen Yan and Xinyi look very similar, so the first time I saw her being harassed by the bar guests, he immediately came to help, during that time, he was like being beaten with chicken blood, very excited, but I know that his love for Shen Yan is completely because he regards her as Xinyi's stand-in, and thinks that she is sent by Xinyi to save him, and he doesn't really fall in love with Shen Yan. ”
Xu Jianing glanced at Lin Yue when she said this, and saw that she was still expressionless, and her emotions did not fluctuate in the slightest, and she felt a little lost in her heart.
"He approached you to take revenge, but as a bystander, I soon found out that he was not acting when he was with you, but really fell in love with you, but he never wanted to admit it, he did make a big mistake in this matter, and later after you got married, in order to make you sad, he deliberately contacted that Meng Huiran and asked her to cooperate with him to make you misunderstand, in fact, nothing happened to them at all. ”
"After you left, he regretted it, especially after knowing that you were pregnant, he locked himself in his room for several days, he kept drinking, when you were in Provence, he went a few days a month, he bought the room opposite the house you rented, and he stood by the window on the second floor and watched you as long as he went......"
Lin Yue finally reacted, she was a little surprised, and seemed to suddenly realize, no wonder she always felt that someone was watching her from time to time at that time, but when she looked around, she couldn't find anyone, it turned out to be him.
"Miss Lin, in the past three years, he has been waiting for you, this time I don't know what happened to you, I can see that he seems to be very hit, he has never been happy, as a friend, I really feel sorry for him, his love road is too bumpy, Xinyi's death made him suffer, and finally he came out and fell in love with you, but you are separated because of various misunderstandings, I really hope that a lover can eventually become a family, so I hope you can give him a chance. ”
Lin Yue has been listening to him, but she has never answered, and when Xu Jianing finished speaking, she smiled bitterly, "I have always known and knew that he didn't love Shen Yan, when I asked him if he had ever loved me, he said no, I was very sad and desperate at that time, I believed his words, but later in those days in France, when I was pregnant with a child, I often thought about it, recalling the bits and pieces we were together, I don't believe that he was not emotional, because the expression and eyes of loving a person can't deceive people, I know that he loves me." ”
She looked at Xu Jianing's slightly surprised face, and continued: "You always thought that the reason why I didn't want to forgive Chen Jinyan was because I thought he didn't love me, but in fact, no, I just felt tired, very tired, and I didn't want to talk about love anymore, he loved me but he could hurt me like that, so what's the need for love?"
Yes, if love can hurt, why should people love?
Xu Jianing was silent, he didn't know what to say, the young woman opposite had sadness and melancholy on her face, she closed the door of her heart and didn't want to accept love anymore, so it was useless for him to say more.
"In that case, I took the liberty of bothering you today, Miss Lin, I hope you will be all right in the future. ”
Xu Jianing is not the kind of person who is difficult, since Lin Yuedu has already made it clear, he will not say more, and the two are separated like this.
Lin Yue returned to her home, her mood was not as relaxed as she imagined, but a little heavy, sometimes she really hated her character, like an ostrich, she would hide whenever something happened.
Treating feelings is even more so, she is actually very envious of Lin Yuhan, she can be desperate for love, she can boldly say and shout love, this kind of life is wonderful, how can she be like herself, she is only thirty years old and made her life gloomy, but let her believe in love again, she really can't do it, both relationships make her hurt.