Chen Jinyan shook his head, "It's okay, you don't know that he has diarrhea, it's been hot in the past few days, and he has a cold when he sleeps, so I plan to send him back, and I can take care of him with my mother here." ”

Lin Yue nodded, "You are here alone, and you have to be busy with work, you really can't take good care of him, it's better to send him to Beijing." ”

"You ......" Chen Jinyan looked at her, feeling a little depressed, for some reason, he felt that she had been a lot colder recently, he clearly remembered that she had been shaken some time ago, but in a blink of an eye, she returned to her original appearance, which made him a little anxious.

"Don't you miss him when Dudu is gone, I'll take him when autumn comes. ”

Lin Yue looked at Dudu, as if she had made up her mind, "Chen Jinyan, there is no need to be like this, as long as I can know that Dudu is doing well, I will be satisfied, I will go to see him when I have time, I believe that you will definitely take care of him." ”

"What do you mean?" Chen Jinyan was a little panicked, could it be that the child couldn't impress her?

Lin Yue raised her head and looked directly at him, "In the future, you don't have to pick up Dudu again, but these have nothing to do with me, I have already thought clearly, since I gave him to you from the beginning, then I am not qualified to regret it now, and I will not want to have more contact with him, even if I can't see him, I will not complain anymore, as long as you can take good care of him." ”

Dudu had been carried to the living room by Chen Jinyan, and was sitting on the sofa watching cartoons, not noticing the sudden change in the atmosphere between the two here.

Chen Jinyan was surprised in his eyes, but he was more angry, "Lin Yue, are you so ruthless?

His only hope was in the child, but he never thought that Lin Yue would be so ruthless, and he would not even want to see the child because he didn't want to be entangled with him.

Lin Yue looked at him and said indifferently: "Yes, I am ruthless, I am not worthy of being a mother, so in the future, you don't tell me the news of Dudu anymore, if I want to see him, I will contact your mother, you send him back to Beijing, the children of the province will follow you to suffer." ”

Chen Jinyan's face suddenly became ugly, but considering that Dudu was still there, he could only suppress the anger in his heart, "What do you want? What do you want me to do before you can forgive me? For the sake of the child, are you unwilling to give me a chance?"

Lin Yue's heart felt like it had been pricked by a needle, and she felt a faint pain, she looked at Chen Jinyan, and said word by word: "Do you think I will forgive you after you have done these things? No, never, no matter what you do, I will not forgive you!"

Chen Jinyan's face turned blue all of a sudden, he looked at Lin Yue, he couldn't believe that such words came out of her mouth, the green tendons on both sides of his temples bulged, twitching and twitching, it could be seen that he was trying his best to suppress his anger.

After a long time, he calmed down, his face returned to normal, and his eyes were as indifferent as ice, "Okay, Lin Yue, even if you are ruthless, I will take Dudu away, and you don't have to see Dudu in the future, I won't let you see him!"

After speaking, he walked to the sofa and hugged Dudu, and left without saying a word, the door was closed with a "snap", Lin Yue's whole body strength seemed to be drained, she sat down slowly on the chair, lying on the table and crying silently.

Chen Jinyan hugged Dudu and left, even if the little guy was not sensible, he seemed to feel his father's displeasure, he didn't dare to say a word, and stayed obediently in his father's arms.

After Chen Jinyan handed over Dudu to the nanny, he left, he was afraid that he would not be able to resist the explosion at home, so he could only leave.

He sat in the car, his face was sinking like water, and as soon as the car drove out of the community, he quickly changed the speed, and the sound of the engine was loud, which attracted the attention of the people around him, but after a while, the black Porsche disappeared into the street.

Chen Jinyan kept frowning, drove the car to the Huangpu Bridge and stopped, even at night, but the wind outside was still impermeable, and there was no wind by the river, he opened the car door and walked down.

As soon as he got out of the car, the heat wave hit, and his depressed heart was not relieved, but intensified, he walked to the bridge and stood for a while, and finally smashed his fist on the iron railing, the joints tingled, but not as painful as his heart.

What the hell is going to do? He was suddenly a little dazed? His life has passed 37 years, so many years, he has never been so at a loss as at this moment, he has exhausted his mind to ask himself, but Lin Yue is still like that, he is a little frustrated.

He suddenly wanted to drink, but after thinking about it, it seemed that he didn't have any friends in Shanghai, so in the end he had to call Xu Jianing, and the two made an appointment to meet at a bar.

Xu Jianing guessed that he must be in a bad mood when he received the call, since he was going to drink with him, he must be prepared, he contacted a subordinate in advance, gave him the address of the bar, and asked him to pick up people at 12 o'clock.

As soon as Xu Jianing entered the bar, he looked around, and soon saw Chen Jinyan, no matter where he went, he was always so outstanding, so that people could see him immediately at a glance.

He had already ordered the wine, and drank it alone, and after Xu Jianing passed, the waiter immediately sent over a cup, and the two were relatively speechless, and drank several glasses of stuffy wine.

"Sincerely, can you tell me what's wrong?" Xu Jianing finally couldn't hold back and asked.

At this time, Xu Jianing did not regard Chen Jinyan as his boss, but as a friend, a friend who grew up together, so he dared to ask like this.

Chen Jinyan drank the wine in the cup again, and then leaned back on the sofa, "I don't know what to do?" Ganing, you say, did I make a mistake from the beginning, it was too wrong, so Lin Yue will never forgive me?"

Xu Jianing also drank a glass of wine, and then said: "Sincerely, do you want me to tell the truth or lie?"

Chen Jinyan glanced at him, "Naturally, it's the truth." ”

Xu Jianing sighed, "You should already understand what I mean, if you tell the truth, then my answer is yes, any woman, after being treated like this by you, I am afraid she will never forgive you again." ”

"I persuaded you at the beginning, but you couldn't listen, in fact, I had already seen that you were in love with her, but you didn't want to believe it, even if your heart had told you, but you still chose not to listen, so you blindly insisted on your inner attachment and wanted to retaliate, so it would cause the final result. ”

"I would like to say, once some things happen, there will be no chance to turn back, Lin Yue's character should know better than me, she is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, once she decides something, it is difficult to change, and ...... She also suffered from depression, she was able to survive the incident three years ago, which has already shown that she is much stronger, I would like to say, is it okay to give up? Yang Zitong is a good woman, and she has been waiting for you for the past three years......

Chen Jinyan had already sat up straight when he spoke, and after listening to his words, his face became worse and worse, and finally he smiled bitterly and shook his head, "Yang Zitong is not suitable for me, and I won't find a stepmother for Dudu, I'd rather live like this for the rest of my life." ”

"You mean, if Lin Yue really doesn't plan to forgive you, you won't marry anymore?" Xu Jianing looked at him with a frown and disapproval.

Chen Jinyan didn't speak, but looking at that look, he acquiesced, Xu Jianing was a little incredulous, he originally wanted to persuade him to give up Lin Yue, but at this time, he naturally couldn't say it anymore, maybe he had to help and persuade Lin Yue to come back, otherwise the person in front of him would really be lonely and old.

"Madame, if she knew that you thought so, she would definitely not agree, do you really want to do this?"

"Jianing, I'm almost forty years old, I've experienced a relationship when I was young, and that time has broken my bones, I didn't think I would fall in love with someone else, so when I fell in love, I chose to deny it, but I didn't find out until I lost it, it turned out that this relationship had taken root in my heart, and if I wanted to pull it out, it would inevitably be blurred, I was not young anymore, I really couldn't stand it......" There was exhaustion and sadness in his mouth, so that Xu Jianing couldn't help but sigh when he heard it.

"But what if Lin Yue gets married? She's only 30 years old, she's still very young, it's impossible not to get married forever, what should you do then?"

Chen Jinyan didn't think about this question, he knew that one day he would face such a fact, Lin Yue was young and beautiful, and her personality was gentle, such a woman, it was difficult for a man to want to like it or not, didn't she just go and was already taken by Chu Jiayang's prince?

When Xu Jianing saw him like this, he couldn't bear to ask again, poured a glass of wine and raised it, "Don't talk about these unhappy things, drink!"

Chen Jinyan picked up the wine glass and touched him, and the two of them sat there and stopped talking, just drinking glass after glass.

As soon as 12 o'clock arrived, a young man appeared in front of them and helped the two drunken men out.

The next day, Chen Jinyan woke up after a hangover with a splitting headache, but he had to get up, and he had to send Dudu back to Beijing today, but he was just about to get up when he was dizzy and fell back all at once.

Only then did he realize that he didn't seem to have a hangover, and he wanted to speak, but his throat was so torn and tingling that he could barely make a sound.

He touched the head of the bed, touched his mobile phone, endured dizziness and dialed out, although Xu Jianing was also drunk, but the state was much better, and after receiving his call, he said: "The plane has been arranged, and it can leave at any time." ”

Chen Jinyan paused for a long time before speaking, "I may ...... today." I can't go, you can help me send Dudu back......"

When Xu Jianing heard it, he immediately noticed that something was wrong, "What's wrong with your voice?"

"Hmm......" Chen Jinyan's breathing was heavy, and his throat was dry and painful.

Xu Jianing immediately hung up the phone, called Chen Jinyan's nanny, and then called the family doctor, who was prepared for Dudu after coming to Shanghai, but he didn't expect Chen Jinyan to use it first.

After answering Xu Jianing's phone, she knew that Chen Jinyan was sick, so she immediately knocked on the door and went in, brought him a cup of warm water to drink, and saw that he was sweaty, so she quickly went to get a basin of warm water and wiped his sweat for him.

When he was about to wipe his body, Chen Jinyan frowned, "Put it down, wait for Xu Jianing to come." ”