Chapter Ninety-Five: The Road Ahead is Confused

Lin Yue knew that she was in a bad state, and she didn't want to go back to the old mansion like this, so she called Hu Lanxin, took a few deep breaths, and kept her tone normal, "Mom, I want to go back to my house tonight, I haven't been with my mother for a long time, I'll come back tomorrow after breakfast." ”

"Well, okay, where are you now? Do you need a driver to pick you up?"

"No, I'll take a taxi and I'll be there soon. ”

After hanging up the phone, Lin Yue found that her hands were trembling unconsciously, she put the phone back in her bag, turned her head to look out the window, and tried to calm herself down, maybe Chen Juan was just hearsay, maybe all this was a misunderstanding......

She couldn't let her mother see her embarrassed appearance, so before she got home, she got out of the car and walked into a small park near her home alone.

Although she didn't want to believe it, she knew very well in her heart that these news could not be groundless, and that time Yang Zitong's ridicule confirmed all this, so not long after they got married, Chen Jinyan was with someone else?

Is that why he didn't let himself go to City A?

Lin Yue's heart gradually calmed down, she had a kind of dazed feeling that she had never been with before, she and Chen Jinyan had not been together for a long time, counting his injury and hospitalization and the cold war time between the two, it seemed that they had only been together for more than half a year, she thought that she knew him well enough, she thought that he really loved herself, but now it seems that all this is a joke.

What to do?

Lin Yue's heart had already accepted the fact that Chen Jinyan had cheated, but she didn't know what to do, divorce?

Her heart hurts, she knows that she has fallen too deep, the original people who fall in love will change, she has also thought about what will happen if there is a third party in the future marriage, how resolute she was at that time, she has always been unable to rub sand in her eyes, but now that it has really happened, she began to be in a dilemma.

Lin Yue didn't know how long she had been sitting there, until there was silence in the small park, she realized that it was late, she looked at her phone, it was already more than 9 o'clock, she had been sitting here for more than three hours!

Lin Yue stood up, slowly walked out of the park, and walked towards her home.

When she came back at this time, Lin Xiaowan was naturally a little worried, seeing that her mood was not high, so she cautiously asked, "What's wrong?" Did you quarrel with Jinyan?"

Hearing Chen Jinyan's name, Lin Yue's heart instinctively twitched, she shook her head, "Mom, Jinyan didn't come back this week, how could I quarrel with him, I went out to party with my colleagues today, and it was a little late, so I told my mother-in-law to go back to you, be closer, and besides, I haven't come back to see you for a long time, so I came over." ”

Lin Xiaowan was relieved at this time, and asked again: "Then are you hungry, Mom will make you some supper?"

Lin Yue wanted to refuse, but looking at the concern on her face, she couldn't say anything if she refused, so she had to nod.

When she came out of the shower, there was already a bowl of fragrant shredded chicken noodles on the table, and she really didn't eat much at night, which would be hooked by the fragrance and immediately hungry.

Lin Xiaowan sat at the table and looked at her lovingly, Lin Yue ate delicious noodles, but for some reason her nose was sore, tears fell, she lowered her head, and tears fell into the bowl.

"Satsuki, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Yue thought that she would not be found if she lowered her head, but she didn't know that her mother had been looking at her without blinking, of course, she saw her shed tears, and now she said that it was okay, Lin Xiaowan would not believe it.

"Mom, I just remembered when I was a child, when our family was poor, and we couldn't eat a bowl of shredded chicken noodles if we wanted to......"

Lin Xiaowan looked at her with a frown, "Don't fool me with this, tell me, is something wrong?"

Lin Yue put down her chopsticks and smiled at her pretending to be relaxed, "Oh, Mom, what can I do? ”

"Then why did you come back so late today?" Lin Xiaowan still didn't believe her words.

"I didn't explain it to you just now, because it's close, I miss you again, and I'll come back. ”

"It's really not a contradiction with Jinyan?"

Lin Yue shook her head, "It's really not." ”

"Then you call Jinyan in front of me, or I won't believe you. ”

Lin Yue sighed secretly in her heart, her mother was really difficult to deal with, in order not to worry her, she could only fight.

After the phone was dialed, it took a while to connect, Lin Yue looked at her mother and said in a relaxed tone, "Seriously, what are you doing?"

Chen Jinyan on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment, he has had very little contact with Lin Yue recently, and she rarely took the initiative to call herself, he took down his mobile phone and looked at it, making sure it was Lin Yue, then put it to his ear and said to the other end: "Just finished socializing, go back immediately." ”

"Are you drinking again? In the future, when you can socialize, you can drink less, because drinking too much is not good for your health. ”

"Well, I made a note of it. ”

"Then you go back to rest early, I'll go back to my mom today. ”

"Oh, then you say hello to my mother for me, and I'll go to see her when I go back to Beijing. ”

"Well, okay, then I'll hang up, you rest early, good night. ”

"Good night. ”

Hanging up the phone, Lin Yue raised her eyebrows at her mother, "Mom, are you relieved?"

Lin Xiaowan smiled, cleaned up the empty bowl on the table, and said to Lin Yue: "Hurry up and brush your teeth, go to bed early, it's past ten o'clock." ”

"Well, Mom, go to sleep first, I'll wash and sleep. ”

Lin Yue washed up and returned to the room, the whole person collapsed, leaned on the bed weakly, looked at the ceiling in a daze, and suddenly tears welled up and slid down her face.

She closed her eyes and let the tears wet the pillow towel, she didn't dare to make a sound, she could only cry silently like this, letting the despair and sadness in her heart be excreted with the tears.

The next day, Lin Yue quietly got up in the morning and went to the refrigerator to get ice cubes, and applied ice to her red and swollen eyes in the bathroom, until she couldn't see anything abnormal.

Lin Xiaowan specially cooked Lin Yue's favorite fragrant dried pork shredded hand-rolled noodles, and after breakfast, Lin Yue stayed for a while and went back, she always had to go back, and she couldn't stay at her parents' house all the time.

When she went back, Hu Lanxin was still watering the flowers in the small garden, and when she saw her, she put down the kettle and walked over, "Are you back?"

"She's fine, she still looks like she used to be, she just lives there alone, and she's a little lonely. Lin Yue replied with a smile.

Hu Lanxin nodded and said with a smile: "Yes, she is alone in such a big place, and now that you have married into our family, it makes us lively here." ”

Lin Yue also laughed, Hu Lanxin walked to her side, pulled her inside, and said as she walked, "In the future, if you have time, you will make an appointment with your mother, and the three of us will go shopping and drink tea together, and get together more, your mother is just your daughter, you can't ignore her when you get married, I also have a daughter, I understand her sadness, so ah, you should get together more." ”

"Well, thank you, Mom. Lin Yue was very moved, even if she was desperate for this marriage, being able to have a mother-in-law like Hu Lanxin was also the greatest blessing in her life.

"Silly boy, thank you, we're a family. Hu Lanxin pretended to be dissatisfied and gave her a blank look.

She noticed that Lin Yue's mood was not high, and after the two sat in the living room, she asked, "Xiaoyue, do you have something on your mind?"

Lin Yue glanced up at her, and just wanted to shake her head to deny it, but when she saw her eyes that saw everything, she knew that she could lie to her mother, and it was impossible to deceive this mother-in-law, her brain turned quickly, and she thought of a good excuse.

"Mom, can you tell me about Xinyi?"

Hu Lanxin's face changed when she heard this, "How do you know Xinyi?"

"I ...... I heard Yang Zitong talk about it, so ......" Lin Yue hesitated, not knowing what to say, but Hu Lanxin immediately believed her when she heard it, because Yang Zitong likes to say that she knows, and it is not strange for a young girl to do such a thing because of jealousy.

She sighed, "I didn't expect that girl Zitong to tell you this, no wonder you are depressed, Mom understands, but when you talk about Xinyi's girl, it's a long story." ”

......

Twenty-seven years ago, the Chen family still lived in a large courtyard, where several families lived, and they usually talked and laughed together, so lively.

Chen Jinyan was eight years old that year, Chen Jinxiu was ten years old, the sister and brother were in the third grade, the other was in the first grade, and one was on Friday night, Chen Jinyan ran home sweating profusely.

At that time, it was the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, and the autumn tiger was still very powerful, and Chen Jinyan liked to play ball with his classmates, and he was sweating every night when he came back, just because he was scolded by his mother.

But when he came back that day, the house was very quiet, and he walked into the house and found two strange girls sitting in the living room, one older and one small, about the same age as himself.

He looked over to his sister, and when she winked at him, he was silent.

After a while, Chen Qijun and Hu Lanxin walked out of the house, Hu Lanxin walked to the pair of sisters, touched their somewhat yellow hair, and said with a smile: "In the future, this will be your home, over there is the elder sister, called Chen Jinxiu, and that is the elder brother, called Chen Jinyan." ”

After speaking, she turned to look at Chen Jinyan's sister and brother, and said to them: "Jinxiu, Jinyan, these two are the younger sisters of your Uncle Li's family, Uncle Li was your father's best comrade-in-arms in the past, and now they have died, Xinyi and Xinqing will be your sisters in the future, you have to take good care of them, you know?"

"Got it. Chen Jinxiu nodded obediently, but Chen Jinyan didn't speak, just looked at the two girls beside her mother curiously.

In this way, two sisters, Li Xinqing and Li Xinyi, came to the Chen family and became a part of their family.

Li Xinqing is eight years old, just the same year as Chen Jinyan, she was also arranged in the first grade, and Xinyi was only 6 years old and could only go to kindergarten, but the four of them went to school together every day, Chen Jinyan was also instructed by Hu Lanxin to wait for her sister after school and not to play ball.

At the beginning, Chen Jinyan was naturally very dissatisfied, and he didn't have a good impression of Li Xinyi's sisters, Xinqing was okay, she was older, and she wasn't afraid of him, but Li Xinyi was only 6 years old, and when she saw Chen Jinyan's black face every day, she was very afraid of this brother.