I don't know when Chen Jinyan started to get better to Xinyi, and he no longer cares about it as much as before, it seems that since junior high school, he has taken Xinyi to school almost every day.

A young girl who is just starting to fall in love, it's too simple to like each other, and Chen Jinyan is extremely handsome, and he is the prince charming that girls have a crush on, and Xinyi is beautiful and cute, and she is a girl who can't help but want to protect.

Even the family doesn't know when the two have seen each other, only that Chen Jinyan rejected the idea of sending him abroad to study after graduating from high school, and stayed in Beijing to study at university.

It wasn't until Xinyi graduated from high school that Chen Jinyan was a sophomore, and the two went to France together, and at that time Hu Lanxin suddenly realized that her son was waiting for Xinyi.

However, Hu Lanxin is not an old-fashioned person, she is also happy to see Chen Jinyan and Li Xinyi's affairs, after all, Li Xinyi is also a girl raised by herself, she understands her own character, and it is not bad to be her daughter-in-law.

Chen Jinyan at that time was very different from now, although his personality was a little strong, he was very good to Xinyi, and he had done all the stupid things that men and women in love would do, maybe it was youth.

I thought everything would be so perfect that they would be able to have a wedding when they came back from France.

The two continued to study for a master's degree after completing their bachelor's degree in France, and Chen Jinyan worked in France after graduating with a master's degree, waiting for Xinyi to graduate by the way.

Finally, when the two returned from France, they heard bad news, Xinyi was diagnosed with leukemia, and her father died of leukemia, but she didn't expect her to suffer from it at such a young age.

That was the first time Hu Lanxin saw his son crying, since he was a child, no matter how he was beaten, he never cried, but that day he knelt in front of her, holding her legs but crying.

Hu Lanxin was also very sad, she felt sorry for both Xinyi and her son, and the whole family was shrouded in a layer of gloom during that time.

But Xinyi seemed to be very open-minded, she accepted this fact, and often comforted them, and suddenly one day, Chen Jinyan told them that he was going to marry Xinyi.

This time, not only Hu Lanxin, but even Chen Qijun were silent, although they were very loving, but Chen Jinyan was also their son, how could they promise to let him marry someone whose life was about to come to an end? Even if this person was Xinyi, whom they raised like their own daughter.

Chen Jinyan insisted on marrying Xinyi despite the opposition of his family, Hu Lanxin was exhausted and finally fell ill, even so, he could not dispel Chen Jinyan's determination.

No one expected that in the end, it was Li Xinyi who insisted on refusing, she was unwilling to marry Chen Jinyan, because of her unwillingness, this matter was over.

Li Xinyi spent the last part of her life in her room, Chen Qijun invited the best doctors in the United States, but it still didn't work, and finally she couldn't bear the pain of chemotherapy and asked to go home.

Chen Jinyan couldn't bear to see her suffer any longer, so he agreed to take her back, and in the room on the second floor, Chen Jinyan accompanied her through the last days of her life.

After Li Xinyi's death, Chen Jinyan was depressed for a long time, locked himself in the house and closed the door, Hu Lanxin and Chen Qijun were very worried, but there was no way, and finally Chen Jinxiu came back, scolded Chen Jinyan, and took him to France.

He stayed in France for six years, and suddenly returned to China the year before last, and Lin Yue also knew everything after that, because she was involved.

After listening to this long story, Lin Yue felt a little mixed in her heart, it turned out that in Chen Jinyan's past, she had loved someone so deeply, she originally had a guess when she heard Yang Zitong say it, but after really listening to her mother-in-law, she was a little empty in her heart.

She shouldn't be like this, everyone has a past, and even herself has a past she doesn't want to mention?

Maybe all she minds is that Chen Jinyan used to love others so much, but now she can't be dedicated, even if they are married, and now thinking back to the vows they made when they got married, everything seems to be ridiculous.

It turns out that he is not in this nature, he just doesn't want to love himself.

Hu Lanxin was also a little uncomfortable after saying the past, seeing Lin Yue's lonely expression, she patted her hand, "It's all in the past, don't mind, I would like to say that now that we have you, we are all relieved." ”

Lin Yue smiled reluctantly, but there were bursts of throbbing pain in her heart, as fine and dense as a needle prick.

She returned to her room and sat at the table by the window in a daze, looking at the leaves falling slowly in the courtyard in the wind, not knowing where to go.

Another week passed, Lin Yue planned to go to City A, it was the end of November, and it was gradually getting a little cold, she told Hu Lanxin, Hu Lanxin was naturally happy, Chen Jinyan is very busy now, she can only come back once a month, Lin Yue wants to go over, she must be happy.

"Mom, don't tell Jinyan, I want to surprise him. Lin Yue found that she didn't blink her eyes when she lied, she really changed.

She didn't use the special plane at home, she didn't want to alarm too many people, Hu Lanxin asked the driver to take her to the airport, the moment the plane crossed the sky, Lin Yue's heart throbbed, she suddenly regretted a little, if she went to City A to see that scene with her own eyes, what should she do?

City A is a typical southern city, and it has begun to get cold at the end of November, Lin Yue felt a chill as soon as she got off the plane, and couldn't help but tighten her coat.

She'd been here for more than a year, but only for one winter, and she still couldn't stand the cold.

She took a taxi to the house she rented, and she didn't come back after getting married, and the house has not been returned, and her rent has been paid until the end of the year, so she put it like this, and it happened that she came back to see it this time, and there was a place to stay.

She didn't want to go directly to Chen Jinyan's villa, she always wanted to see it with her own eyes, if it was really as Chen Juan said, then what else would she do in the past? Isn't it just to embarrass herself?

Returning to the place where she had lived for more than a year, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart, walked to the door and took out the key, and when she opened the door, she heard the sound of the door opening next to her, it was the man from 1001, he smiled and greeted Lin Yue when he saw him, "Long time no see, did you move in with your boyfriend?"

Lin Yue smiled, "Yes, we are married. ”

"Congratulations, congratulations!"

The two exchanged two words, Lin Yue opened the door and went in, there was no one living for a long time, a thick layer of ash fell in the house, she spent a while to clean it briefly, and the time soon came to noon, but she had no appetite, and planned to go to Litian Group.

She went to the bathroom to take a shower, changed into a red sweater dress, put on a black coat, and put on light makeup, the whole person looked bright and elegant, she still has the shortcomings that all women have, she doesn't want to be too embarrassed, even if she loses, she is also Chen Jinyan's legal wife.

She took the bag, took a few deep breaths and walked out, took a taxi directly to Litian Group, standing outside the company building, she had a moment of swaying, once she also worked here for a year, all the memories came to her heart at this moment.

She remembered that here, Chen Jinyan was entangled in all kinds of ways, at first she avoided him like a snake and scorpion, but since when did she slowly get used to him, and even fell in love with him?

Lin Yue had to admit that in this love, she was always in a weak position, Chen Jinyan was strong and domineering, she could only bear it silently, and even if he disappeared for more than a month after returning to Beijing, she didn't dare to ask, why? Now that I think about it, I'm afraid that he remembered the deceased Xinyi during that time, so it would be like this, right?

She was stunned for a moment, and when she came back to her senses, she prepared to go in, and when she looked up, she saw the figure she hadn't seen for a month.

Chen Jinyan is still tall and straight, he can immediately attract everyone's attention when he stands there, this is Chen Jinyan.

Lin Yue stood opposite, watching him walk out of the company gate, she also noticed that there was no Xu Jianing beside him, but a young girl, the two of them didn't know what to say, and they both had smiles on their faces.

Lin Yue silently followed behind them and watched them enter a Western restaurant, which they used to eat often.

Her heart has become numb from the tingling at the beginning to now, but she still doesn't want to believe it, maybe it's just ordinary friends?

In the end, she still mustered up the courage to enter the restaurant, she looked around the restaurant, and soon found Chen Jinyan, she chose a hidden position to sit down, and watched them from a distance.

Lin Yue gradually calmed down, only then did she find that the girl sitting opposite Chen Jinyan was very familiar, she thought about it carefully, and finally remembered that she was the girl she met when she was in France, and she had seen it at the University of Paris and Hemingway's bar.

In this way, what Chen Juan said about coming back from studying abroad can be right, but at that time, Chen Jinyan was obviously very cold to her, how could she have a connection?

Is it really as rumored by the outside world that they have a great relationship with each other? Lin Yue never believed it, and she didn't want to believe it.

The waiter came over with the menu and asked softly, "Miss, do you need to order?"

"Give me a glass of warm water and a piece of tiramisu. "She just wants a glass of water, but she can't come in and order nothing.

After the waiter left, Lin Yue looked over there again, I don't know what Chen Jinyan said to her, the girl covered her mouth and laughed, she saw Chen Jinyan stretch out his hand and rub the girl's hair.

At that moment, Lin Yue seemed to hear the sound of heartbreak, and all the persistence and persuasion turned into a cruel reality, slapping her in the face fiercely, the action that she once thought was exclusive to herself, now it seems to be a joke.

Her eyes gradually blurred, she immediately lowered her head, tears dripped onto the table, she took out a tissue to wipe it, but she couldn't finish wiping it, and finally she gave up and let the tears flow.

Lin Yue sat in the restaurant for a long time, Chen Jinyan and the girl had already left, she was still sitting there, and after a long time she got up and went to the bar to check out and leave.

She subconsciously walked to the door of Litian Group again, and suddenly she felt a wave of unwillingness in her heart, she was obviously Chen Jinyan's wife, why should she be cowardly, that girl, she is the third party, she should be cowardly, isn't it?