In the end, we firmly chose to be together, and even our parents couldn't talk to each other. There really is that kind of determination to die together...

But it was at that time that I really first learned about Liu Yang's family, his family was very wealthy, or quite wealthy to me... Liu Yang has never confessed these families to me, and I don't ask if he doesn't say it.

Maybe it's because I'm too lonely in my heart, so Liu Yang knows all about my family's situation. I think he understands me, knows all about me...

Liu Yang didn't participate in my growth, but he understood that I went from ignorant to sensible, from ungentle to gentle, he understood all my strange taboos, understood my persistence, gave up forbearance, and expectations, I think this is the reason why I really fell in love with him.

Zhang Lin fell in love with Liu Yang with all her heart, that kind of love with desperate courage and all the fantasies about the future, but in the end they broke up.

The reason for the breakup was very ordinary, in the first half of the third semester of high school, Liu Yang came to say goodbye to Zhang Lin, saying that he was going to move away, but this time, Liu Yang was no longer heard.

Zhang Lin looked forward to it more than once, looked forward to it every night, and was sad every night, that is, at that time, David's companionship all the time, as well as enlightenment, led to the current Zhang Lin.

"I am very grateful to Liu Yang, sometimes I always wake up in the middle of the night in a trance, I remember that I found that my previous self was not worthy of love, at least I didn't like that kind of myself, but I am very glad that when I was so bad, there were still people who accompanied me and loved me without hesitation. But I hate him very much, I hate his parting, and I hate his irresponsibility. Zhang Lin said.

Snorting slightly, Zhang Lin continued: "Later, after a long period of transition, I finally recovered from Liu Yang, and later my contact with David became more and more frequent. Later, I learned that he went to school not far from me, and we went from online to offline.

In this way, in fact, we have known each other for longer than Liu Yang, but we have been together for less than half a year.

"Then why did you break up? We've known each other for so long, haven't we all known each other very well?" At this time, Liu Shaofei, who was driving in front, couldn't help but interject and asked.

But he didn't expect that Zhang Lin sighed, as if there was something unspeakable, and the words that overflowed to his lips were swallowed back alive.

"It's okay, don't say it if you don't want to, we won't force you. Su Yixia sat on the side and saw clearly, of course she understood that Zhang Lin was very uncomfortable at this moment, shook Zhang Lin's hand, and encouraged.

"David and I are actually very happy together, at least we have common interests, and when I speak, he always listens with his head down. It's just that... It's just that... It's just that I'm not a virgin..."

Zhang Lin finally gritted her teeth and popped out of her mouth with these words.

"David said that he had a spiritual cleanliness, and a small percentage of the people who were spiritually clean had a virgin complex, and I had confessed to David when we weren't together... The two of us also had an awkward quarrel because of this incident..."

"But then, maybe it's been too long... We're really used to each other, and it's hard enough to be apart. You know? At that time, I thought that David must have had that part of his heart, and his love for me, and it was my love that prevailed.

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"At that time, I felt lucky, I believed in love again, I was still complacent at that time, I felt that if I could get such a person in this life, who understood me, loved me, and didn't mind me, I think I was the luckiest person. ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Lin was already a little crying at this time, "It's okay, it's okay." Let's not talk about it, let's go home, let's go back and get a good night's sleep, and we'll be fine. Su Yixia looked at Zhang Lin like this, and felt distressed.

But I saw Zhang Lin shake his head, ease his mood, let out a long breath and said slowly: "Later, we got along quite happily, I thought that I was not a virgin This matter can be passed, but I was wrong, this matter is a knot in David's heart after all." Including our countless quarrels, David would turn it out every time. “

"It makes me sad, even I hate myself. At that time, I realized that David couldn't tolerate me, the boy who could tolerate all my feelings, couldn't tolerate the fact that I was a non-virgin. It made me feel ashamed, and I didn't even think I was worthy of him. made me feel inferior, so I bowed my head first in love. ”

"That time at school, he knew that I had a stomachache and came to me, in fact, at that time I felt that something was wrong with him, the girl's intuition was really accurate, he didn't let me look at his phone, and he frowned as soon as I touched the phone.

"But we've known each other for so long, and I always want to leave a little trust in each other. I digested these uncomfortable emotions myself, and finally ran to him secretly on his birthday, wanting to surprise him. Guess what I saw?

Zhang Lin suddenly asked Su Yixia on the side, but Su Yixia, who had zero emotional experience, really didn't know how to answer this question.

And at this time, Chen Sheng, who was in the co-pilot, spoke: "You saw another girl next to him!?" Although it was a questioning sentence, it had an affirmative tone.

"That's right, I went to him without telling David, wanting to surprise him, but why did I never think that this surprise would turn into a fright?" Zhang Lin smiled bitterly, "No wonder I said that I was going to celebrate his birthday, but he kept shirking it, saying that I didn't have to go." Hahaha..."Zhang Lin laughed and cried again.

"Don't talk about Zhang Lin, don't say it..." Su Yixia hugged Zhang Lin on the side tightly, and even Su Yixia's tone brought such a cry. And Su Yixia's crying was because she felt sorry for Zhang Lin.

"You know what? Isha said he was responsible for his girlfriend when he had been with him for less than two months, and he was holding her behind him. So I asked him, what about me? I'm your girlfriend too. Guess what he said?" asked Zhang Lin with a smile.

At this time, Liu Shaofei, who had been sitting in the driver's seat and driving, said: "He said that you are not a virgin." ”

"Well, you guessed it right, David's new girlfriend dedicated her first time to David, and I was a non-virgin...," Zhang Lin muttered.